When I arrived at the hospital, the doctor gave me a brief examination and confirmed that I was going to give birth.

It's just that the first birth is not so fast, which means that I have to endure the pain for a long time, and the doctor told me to walk more and climb the stairs, and exercise more to shorten the opening time of the uterine opening and give birth a little faster.

Lin Jingshen helped me climb from the first floor of the safe passage of the hospital to the seventeenth floor, and I went up and down like this for two or three laps, and I didn't feel like I was going to be born except for the frequency of stomach pain.

Lin Jingshen saw that I was sweating profusely, and he said softly: "Xiao Yan, we only have this one, and we are not allowed to have another one in the future." ”

"No, no, no....." Before I could respond to Lin Jingshen's words, a pain in my stomach hit again, I felt like my waist was about to be broken, very swollen and painful, I pinched Lin Jingshen's arm hard, he frowned tightly and endured, the pain lasted for a few minutes and disappeared.

The pain disappeared and I felt as if I had the whole world.

And so it went on until the next day, and I never had any intention of giving birth.

Lin Jing felt sorry for me, he proposed a caesarean section, but I directly refused, I hope to be able to have a smooth birth, this moment that every woman yearns for, I don't want to miss it.

So I really don't want to have a C-section unless I have to.

When I was pregnant, I heard Zhou's mother say that a woman giving birth to a child is like the twelve internal bones in her body being broken at the same time.

At this moment, I realized it.

I waited until more than nine o'clock the next night before I was pushed into the delivery room on the cart, and Lin Jingshen accompanied the delivery first, but I was rejected, I didn't want to be seen by him in such an ugly scene.

The process of giving birth was long and short, and I only felt that I was wrapped in pain, and I couldn't feel any other sensations at all.

A baby's cry rang in my ears, and the nurse walked up to me with the baby in her arms and whispered, "Congratulations, Mrs. Lin, you have given birth to a lovely daughter." ”

I glanced at the unfamiliar face, wrinkled, and then my mind went blank, and I didn't feel anything else.

After a while, I pushed the child out of the delivery room, Lin Jingshen had been waiting at the door of the delivery room, and when he saw me come out, he strode forward and held my hand, kissed me on my sweat-soaked forehead, and he whispered, "It's hard." ”

I was transferred to the ward, Lin Jingshen was by the bedside from beginning to end, never looking at the child in the crib, I whispered to him, "You go and hug our daughter." ”

"Don't worry, I want to accompany you first. Lin Jingshen smiled.

I asked again and again, Lin Jingshen then got up and walked to the crib to carefully hold the child in his arms, he walked to my side, I looked up, only to find this crumpled little thing, more ugly than the first time I saw her in the delivery room.

I noticed Lin Jingshen staring at her with a pair of loving eyes, and I was a little unhappy and said, "Jingshen, why is she so ugly? ”

Lin Jingshen glanced at me, the corners of his mouth rose slightly with a smile, and he said, "You dislike it?"

"Could it be the wrong hug?"

"Madam, children are like this when they are first born, and they will look better and better in a few days. Zhou's mother responded softly on the side.

I half-convinced, "Really?"

Lin Jingshen said: "Ugliness is also born from your belly." ”

.....

After two or three days in the hospital, my baby and I were in stable condition, we were discharged home.

The little guy is really like what Zhou's mother said, after a few days, his face is much better than when he was born, and those wrinkles that I call have gradually disappeared.

That night, as soon as I finished feeding the baby and lay down, Lin Jingshen pushed the door and walked into the bedroom, I have always insisted on breast milk, on the one hand, it is good for the baby, and on the other hand, it is good for myself.

I sat up and asked Lin Jingshen: "Jingshen, you can name the baby!"

Lin Jingshen came over and hugged me in his arms, and he asked, "So anxious?"

"Of course you're in a hurry, aren't you in a hurry? Our daughter doesn't even have a name, and you're too irresponsible as a father. I looked up at him and snorted.

Lin Jingshen smiled and said: "The nickname is Yueyue, which means that she grows up carefree and happy." Lin Jingshen continued while taking off his coat: "The name is Lin Siyan, I have already thought about it when you are pregnant, if it is a boy, use Sirensi, if it is a girl, use the Si Si.

"Lin Siyan?" I got up and shouted.

"Hmm. Lin Jingshen replied with a deep smile.

I silently read it two more times in my heart, this name, I am very satisfied, with Lin Jingshen's surname, with my name, this daughter is our crystallization, and it is perfect to use this name.

I reached out to hold Lin Jingshen's hand, and I asked curiously, "Do you prefer boys or girls in your heart?"

"I love our children, both men and women. Lin Jingshen looked down at me, and he said, "Whether it is male or female, we only have this one child, and I won't let you suffer again." ”

"It's enough to have you and Yueyue. ”

Lin Jingshen has been with me during my confinement, and he has never even been to the company, and all the work is done by Secretary Zhao to take it home and work overtime at night.

From pregnancy to childbirth, Lin Jingshen and I seem to have gotten closer, and he is better to me than before.

.....

In the blink of an eye, a month has passed.

Yueyue is even better looking than a month ago, with long eyelashes and big eyes, and most importantly, her skin is very good, which is very similar to Lin Jingshen.

After the confinement, I urged Lin Jingshen to go back to work, the progress of the whirlwind project has been delayed since I was pregnant until now, and now the completion time is getting shorter and shorter, I don't want Lin Jingshen to accompany me at home every day.

After Lin Jingshen went to the company, I revolved around Yueyue every day.

This morning, I was basking in the sun in the garden with Yueyue, when Xerox suddenly came.

She also came to visit me when I was pregnant and confined, and although we were not close friends, she often gave me some useful experience as a mother, so our conversation has always been about children.

After Xerox arrived, he hugged Yueyue, and then asked me tentatively: "Xiaoyan, now that Yueyue is getting older day by day, have you considered going back to the company to continue working?"

"Why do you suddenly ask this?" It's certain to continue to go to work, but I'm not in a hurry now, Yueyue is still so young, I want to spend more time with her.

Xerox glanced at me and quickly looked away, she smiled awkwardly and said, "No, I'm just curious!"

There was something wrong with Xerox's words, and she seemed to have something to hide?

I looked at Xerox and I asked, "Xerox, is there something wrong with you?"

"Nope. She responded: "I just think that if you go back to the company to help Jing Shen, it will make him a lot easier, and you also know that the whirlwind project is now the most critical time, and there must be no mistakes." ”

"My good sister, if you want me to go back to work in the company for this matter, then you don't have to worry, Xiao Yang and Secretary Zhao are Jing Shen's right-hand men, and I am relieved to have them. ”

"Xiao Yan....." Xerox shouted faintly, then smiled slightly and didn't say anything.

I asked Zhou's mother to carry Yueyue into the house, and then walked around the garden with Xerox, and I said to Xerox: "Xerox, when you come over next time, take Lin Lin with you!"

"I also want to bring him here, but ....." Shi Le had tears in her eyes, she said: "Xiao Yan, I haven't told you, in fact, Lin Lin has withdrawn disorder, he sealed himself into a space that even I can't get into sometimes, and it's getting worse day by day, and now he has reached the age of going to school, but his condition doesn't allow it at all." ”

Autism?

I always thought that Lin Lin was just some common diseases, but I didn't expect it......

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Xerox, Lin Lin called Jingshen's father, then I am also his mother. These words, I subconsciously said, before I gave birth to Yueyue, I couldn't understand the feeling of being a mother, but now that I gave birth to Yueyue, I understand the feeling in Xerox's heart, so I feel very uncomfortable, I said: "Xerox, I don't have to go to the company now, you can bring Lin Lin over, let me try to contact him, maybe contact with strangers will get better slowly." ”

"I ....."

"If you don't feel at ease, you can let the aunt at home follow, I don't mean anything else, I just want to care about Lin Lin with you. ”

"Thank you Tang Yan, I'll bring him over tomorrow. ”

The reason why I did this was just to share some of it for Xerox because she was really hard.

......

In the evening, Lin Jingshen came back, I told him about it, Lin Jingshen looked at me intently when he heard it, he didn't speak, so I continued: "Lin Lin called your father, then Yueyue is his sister, and I am naturally his mother, one more person's care, he feels it, and he will slowly get better." ”

"Xiao Yan....." Lin Jingshen reached out to hold my hand, I thought he was going to say something moving, and hurriedly interrupted him.

I said, "Are you very moved? If you are moved, you will hurt me more, who let you marry me such an understanding, beautiful, generous, sensible and well-behaved wife......

I praised myself vigorously, but Lin Jingshen looked at me lightly, and after I finished selling and boasting, Lin Jingshen said softly: "Empathetic, beautiful and generous wife, isn't it time to take a bath?"

"But I've washed it!" I frowned.

"I haven't washed it yet. He said.

"Then you go wash it!"

"Tang Yan, your husband is physically and mentally healthy, and he has been abstaining from AA sex during your pregnancy, should you compensate him now?"

After speaking, Lin Jingshen didn't mean that I didn't bother to speak, he picked me up and walked directly over the bathroom, the first time after giving birth, the feeling can be described as pain and happiness.

After it was over, Lin Jingshen's hand was covered with a softness that could not be described, and a wicked smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, and he said, "It's upgraded." ”

At first, I didn't hear the meaning of his words, and looked at him with a smile, and the more I recalled, the more I felt that this sentence was a little weird, and when I reacted, I realized what he was worth?

I said angrily: "So, you haven't upgraded before, you're too small?"

"Don't dare. Lin Jingshen said in a deep voice: "As long as it's yours, I like it no matter how big or small." As he spoke, he began to be dishonest again, and his hands became more and more unconsciously stronger.

This time, he was much gentler than he had just been in the bathroom, and his every move slowly lit the fire on me.

I tossed and turned until midnight, and then he let me go.

The next day, when I got up, Lin Jingshen had already gone to the company, and Zhou's mother had already fed Yueyue milk, so I became a person who had nothing to do.

Idle and bored, I called Cen Xi, since I was confined, Cen Xi has not come to see me, I am very dissatisfied with this.

After the phone was connected, I said to Cen Xi unhappily: "You don't come to see me these days, is it that Fu Yuandong has slept you until you can't get out of bed?"

"you. Cen Xi roared on the other end of the phone, she said, "Tang Yan, have you taken good care of my goddaughter?"

"Of course my own daughter will take good care of her. I said.

At this time, Cen Xi asked again: "When do you plan to go back to work?"

"What's wrong?" responded to Cen Xi, and then I remembered that Xerox also asked yesterday, why do they want me to go back to work in the company so much?

Cen Xi said nonsense, she said: "It's okay, I just think that your children have been born, and it's time to go back to work, is it possible that you still want to be tired of being at home all the time?"

"I'd love to. ”

"Be careful, Lin Jing deeply dislikes you, and when the time comes, don't empathize and don't want you to be a yellow-faced woman. ”

"As the main palace, I have to tell you, if anyone has the ability, then just take it!"

The name comes from: Xiaobo 0116 [baby writes a comment]

In addition, my eyes have been blinking, watery, and dry for the past few days, and my writing speed has slowed down. I can't be in front of the computer for a long time.