"Xiao Yan, what are you talking about?Xerox married Lin Jingshen?Who is Lin Lin?" Cen Xi looked dazed, it seemed that Fu Yuandong had never mentioned it to her, I didn't say anything, just looked directly at Fu Yuandong, Fu Yuandong's eyes dodged, Cen Xi pulled Fu Yuandong, she asked: "Fu Yuandong, what's going on? How can this be? If you know something, just say it?"

"Tang Yan is my best friend, can you bear to watch her being deceived? I can tell you, if you don't tell you and help Lin Jingshen hide it, I will definitely not forgive you. ”

I don't want to let them get affected by my business, but I can't care about that much now.

I'm really trying to figure it out.

Whether it is Gu Zhizhi or Yu Shuqing, I will not fight with Lin Jingshen for the sake of jealousy, and I have always tolerated the appearance of Xerox, telling myself that Xerox is just his cousin.

I never pestered him for an explanation.

Because I believe in him, I feel that just having him by my side is enough.

But lately, I've been getting more and more scared.

I don't know how long this insecure day will last, it's like I'm wrapped in a flame that will explode anytime and anywhere, and I feel like if I continue like this, if I don't figure it out, then I'll definitely be suffocated, right?

I lowered my head, the stiff expression on my face softened, and I said, "Fu Yuandong, in fact, I understand if you don't say it, it's just that there is no impermeable wall in the world, if I wait until I figure it out myself or drag it to a certain extent, then the result will be different." ”

"Lin Jingshen and I are already married, we are a husband and wife protected by the law, I at least have the right to know everything about him, right? Lin Jingshen didn't say it, it was his problem, but as his good friend and brother, you can always watch our husband and wife break up, right?"

"I know it's a bit abrupt for me to ask you, but you have also seen everything that happened in Ye Hansheng's house, if it was Cen Xi, if it was her, then what would you think in your heart?"

"If you know, tell me!"

"Please, Fu Yuandong. ”

I don't know if Fu Yuandong will say it, but I know that he has a heart, he will empathize, and he will think from my standpoint.

After I finished speaking, the tears were already rolling in my eyes, and I buried my head and gritted my teeth hard, holding back my strength.

I can't cry, why should I cry?

Nothing happened, why am I crying?

"Fu Yuandong, why don't you say it?" Cen Xi saw that I looked pleased, and she collapsed.

Cen Xi raised his hand and picked up the ashtray on the table and smashed it directly against the wall, and the sound of a bang echoed throughout the apartment.

I was blown away by this scene.

I subconsciously asked myself, am I coming at the wrong place?

Why should I bother others because of my own affairs?

I hurriedly stopped Cen Xi, and I said softly: "Cen Xi, maybe he really doesn't know." ”

Fu Yuandong has been silent, he smoked desperately one after another, and when he finished the last puff of cigarette in his hand, he suddenly stood up, and said: "Tang Yan, it's not that I don't tell you, it's just that I don't know much." ”

"Xerox and Jing Shen are not married. ”

"I only know that Lin Lin called Jing Shen's father, because he has been staying abroad, I have only seen it twice, Lin Lin has been weak and sick since he was a child, half of the time is spent in the hospital, Xerox is alone abroad with children, Jing Shen is very concerned about their mother and son, this time, Xerox took Lin Lin back to China I also know. ”

"Dad?" I sneered, repeating the words over and over again.

Fu Yuandong's words really hit me the head like a stick on my head.

I could only feel the pain, but I couldn't scream.

I clasped my hands tightly, and I asked Fu Yuandong: "Do the people around me know about it?"

Fu Yuandong frowned, he lit a cigarette and took a puff before nodding and saying, "I basically know." ”

"Hahahaha, you guys...... You are really good friends!" You are really Lin Jingshen's good brother! I said: "I really know you for nothing, and it is so hard to hide it from me!"

"Tang Yan, do you remember when I reminded you?" Fu Yuandong's words really woke up the person in his dream.

I remember a long time ago, I talked to Fu Yuandong because of Cen Xi, and Fu Yuandong said something that I didn't understand very well, but now that I think about it, it's really too late to understand it later.

If you think about it, there are actually a lot of people who have reminded me, but I haven't thought about it at all.

I stood firmly, and Cen Xi continued to ask Fu Yuandong, but I didn't listen to what they said between them.

I didn't stay here for long, I turned around and left, Cen Xi wanted to see me off, but I refused, saying that I could go back by myself.

I didn't go back to the villa, but went to the apartment.

The apartment was covered with a dust cloth and I could move in straight away when I lifted it.

At this moment, I seem to have returned to the past, when I was homeless, even if I had a place to live, there was no trace of home warmth.

I don't care about it, but only I know it, I'm very sensitive.

Since my mother died, I have become a child under the fence, and when I grew up, I moved out early to live alone, although Lu Feng will take care of me, but I will still have a strong sense of inferiority in my heart.

It wasn't until I was with Lin Jingshen that I found my true self, but I didn't expect it to be so short.

I sat dumbfounded, my mind full of chaos.

No wonder he said that he didn't want children for the time being, it turned out that he already had children, and someone had already called him dad, so how could he still have children?

He had long said that no matter what happened to me sorry for me, let me not leave.

Why did he keep me like this?

Is it because our bodies are in tune?

I don't know how I fell asleep, I just woke up on the couch the next day, and after a brief wash, I left the apartment and went back to the villa.

I changed my clothes, put on my makeup, and started my breakfast, trying to pretend that nothing had happened, trying not to let outsiders see through that I was in a mess.

Then I went to work anyway, because Fu Yuandong and Cen Xi didn't go to the construction site, so they didn't know that I was working, but Cen Xi sent me a text message, and I told her that it was okay and told her not to worry.

I was just busy, trying to numb myself with my work.

In fact, I was calculating the time in my heart, Lin Jingshen said that he would come back in two days, that is, tomorrow.

I'll wait for him.

He owes me an explanation.

I have to give it back to me.

After work in the evening, Xiao Yang drove me home.

In the car, she said to me: "Madam, I didn't tell Mr. Lin about what happened yesterday. ”

"Good. I smiled faintly: "Xiao Yang, Secretary Zhao will love you more and more like you." ”

"Ma'am, I didn't think so. Xiao Yang was a little helpless.

I said, "Xiao Yang, it's right for girls to be reserved, but if you're too reserved, it's a bit self-defeating, haven't you learned some tricks from me after being by my side for so long?"

"Ma'am, I ....."

"Okay, I know you're thin-skinned, concentrate on driving!"

After that, I closed my eyes and didn't speak again.

.......

The next day, I deliberately asked for leave and did not go to the construction site, but waited at home for Lin Jingshen to come back.

I've been waiting since morning, and I haven't seen him until noon.

I couldn't sit still.

directly dialed Lin Jingshen's mobile phone, but no one answered.

I immediately contacted Lin Yuan and asked him if he knew the address of Xerox's residence.

Lin Yuan inquired for me, and then told me that Xerox lived in a high-end apartment in the suburbs, and when I learned about it, I immediately drove off.

According to the address given to me by Lin Yuan, I found the apartment where Xerox lived.

It is very quiet and there is a professional security guard at the door.

I parked the car on the side of the road, took out my mobile phone and continued to call Lin Jingshen's mobile phone.

After I called for the second time in a row, the phone was finally connected, and Lin Jingshen's voice came from the other end of the phone: "Hey!"

"Where are you?" I asked.

"I just returned to Yucheng, and I'll go home late to have dinner with you. Lin Jingshen's voice sounded a little tired.

But at this time, I didn't have the extra heart to care about him at all.

I said, "Where are you in Yucheng? I want to see you now, and I have something urgent to look for you." ”

"Here at Xerox, Lin Lin is a little uncomfortable, the doctor is doing an examination, I'll talk about it later, okay?" Lin Jingshen didn't hide it, so does he do this to mean that the truth is not as Fu Yuandong said?

I was silent.

After a few seconds, I tentatively asked, "Lin Jingshen, what is the relationship between you and Xerox? What is the relationship between Lin Lin and you?"

"Didn't you say that you had something to do with Jiangcheng, why did you appear at Xerox again?"

"Did I hear it wrong, or did you lie to me all along?"

Sorry, it's late.