098: Love is love in the depths
Lin Jingshen seems to have forgotten that my character is like this, if you threaten me not to allow me to do this, then I will go against you.
I smiled faintly, put his words behind me, and stepped out the door and walked away.
I drove out of the villa and went directly to the café that I had made an appointment with Lu Feng.
When I arrived at the café, Lu Feng had already arrived.
Seeing me coming, he immediately stood up and pulled out a chair for me, Lu Feng is a gentleman, I always knew it, but I wasn't in a good mood today, so I didn't even say thank you. Although I told myself over and over again not to care, I still couldn't really not care.
Lu Feng looked at me, and he asked, "Xiao Yan, what's wrong with you?"
"It's fine. I shook my head and laughed.
Lu Feng looked at me meaningfully, and he said, "Xiao Yan, can you say that you are married?"
I raised my eyes to look at Lu Feng, Qin Kexin told him that I was expected to get married, and I didn't plan to hide it from him.
I said, "Yes, I'm married." ”
"Tang Yan, there are no outsiders here, but the heart is no longer there, there is no need for you to make up such lies. Lu Feng didn't believe it, he stared at me expressionlessly, as if he was waiting for me to say that I was not married, and that he was just trying to deceive Qin Kexin, however, Lu Feng thought too much.
I smiled slightly, and I said, "Lu Feng, I'm really married." I said word by word, Lu Feng's expression also became solidified, and I told him: "You know me, I don't need to lie." ”
After I finished speaking, Lu Feng was silent.
After a long time, he opened his mouth and asked, "Is it with Lin Jingshen?"
"Yes. ”
"Tang Yan, what do you think in your heart? Did Lin Jing force you deeply? You say, did he force you?" Lu Feng was nervous, and his voice became more serious.
I looked at him: "Lu Feng, you know, if I don't agree, no one will be able to force me." ”
"Are you so cheap? Do you know what kind of person Lin Jingshen is? Has he ever admitted you in public? You and him just simply got a certificate, what are you trying to do?"
"I like him, that's enough. ”
"Like?heh, Tang Yan, then do you know that I like you?Can't you see it?Why don't you give me a chance?" Lu Feng sneered, his voice echoed in my ears over and over again, I didn't know, I just kept avoiding this topic, but I didn't expect that he still said it.
I looked at him like this without saying a word, and after a long time, I said, "Lu Feng, now that you say you like me, I must give you a chance?"
Lu Feng looked at me silently.
I smiled: "Since you missed it, it means that we have no fate, you and Kexin have chosen to be together, why can't you be together?
"Tang Yan, I said, if you marry Lin Jingshen, you will regret it. ”
"Even if I regret it, I'm willing. ”
"Lu Feng, it's better that we will be rare in the future, my husband will not like it. ”
With that, I got up and left.
Maybe mine will hurt Lu Feng, but I don't care, since I chose Lin Jingshen, then Lu Feng is naturally better to have less contact.
Coming out of the café, I found myself with nowhere to go.
I was driving around the road, my phone didn't ring, and I wasn't going to go back like that.
I had a casual bite to eat and went back to the apartment.
Everything in the apartment is there, it's just that it's been too long and it's a little dusty, I may have been living here recently, so I cleaned it up.
From the time I went out to the present, Lin Jingshen has not called me, and finally I simply turned off my mobile phone.
I slept until the next day, and I didn't have to go to the company, so I asked Wu Yan to have breakfast with Cen Xi.
After meeting, Wu Yan learned that I was married, and looked at me with a resentful face, I smiled and teased him: "Xiao Yanyan, he hasn't seen me for so long, and he hasn't contacted me, and now he hears that I am married, do you regret it?"
"You're thinking too much. Wu Yan glanced at me, and this feeling made me feel like I was back when we went to work together.
I said to Wu Yan: "Xiao Yanyan, if you want to love me, just say it, maybe I will divorce you for you!"
As I spoke, I leaned forward and spat at him.
Wu Yan sat up straight and said with an idiotic look on his face: "Tang Yan, didn't you wake up? I still want to live a few more years, if your husband hears these words, he should murder me!"
"Hahahaha, my husband doesn't do anything illegal. I smiled, and Cen Xi on the side saw that I was heartless, and she asked, "Reconciled?"
"Huh?" I glanced at her, "I stayed in the apartment last night." ”
"You didn't go back?" Cen Xi said in surprise.
I nodded.
Wu Yan interjected and asked, "What's the situation?
"Yes, aren't you very happy that you feel like you have a chance all of a sudden?" I laughed out loud, but Cen Xi and Wu Yan looked at me with a frown.
I asked, "What's wrong with you?
"Xiao Yan, what do you think in your heart? You just left Lin Jingshen and his cousin at home? are you at ease?" Cen Xi asked in a hurry, Wu Yan also heard the general idea of this, he said, "Mr. Lin cheated?"
"Xiao Yanyan, don't slander my husband. I took a deep breath, put down my chopsticks, and said, "What if something really happens, even if I'm here? What if it's mine and it's always mine, what if it's not mine, even if it's tight?"
I never thought that after marrying Lin Jingshen, I would cut off all the women who contacted him, this is an unrealistic problem.
I smiled self-deprecatingly and said no more.
Wu Yan accompanied me and Cen Xi for a while, and then had lunch together before they dispersed.
I drove back to the apartment and just got back when my phone rang and it was an unfamiliar number.
I pressed the answer button: "Hey, may I ask who you are?"
"Xiaoyan, I'm Xerox. A gentle voice came.
I was stunned and immediately reacted, I said, "Hello cousin, is there anything wrong?"
"Xiao Yan, do you have time now? Let's meet!"
"Good. ”
I gave the address, then put down my things and went straight out the door.
....
After meeting, Xerox looked at me a little embarrassed, she said: "Xiaoyan, I'm really embarrassed, if it weren't for my appearance, you and Jing Shen wouldn't have had an awkward relationship." ”
"Cousin, you misunderstood, I have nothing to do with Jing Shen. ”
"Although you say this, but I know in my heart, no matter what, Xiaoyan I hope you can go back, after you leave, Jing Shen is in a very bad mood, although he doesn't say it, but I can see that although Jing Shen and I are not related by blood, we grew up together, he is the best for me, you should know the Lin family, the people of the Lin family are unkind, but Jing Shen is completely different from them, he just bears too many things, and some things can't be expressed, so I hope you can understand him. ”
"Sister, we will deal with the matter between me and Jing Shen, if you ask me out to talk about this, then I'm afraid I don't want to continue. ”
From Xerox's words, I can hear that she had a deep relationship with Lin Jingshen before, and although it was a cousin and brother relationship, I would still be a little awkward.
Xerox was interrupted by my words, she smiled slightly, she said: "Okay, I won't talk about it, can we have dinner together that night?" Give me a face, it's not easy for me to come back once, this time we meet, maybe it will be a long time next time, can you promise me?"
"Good. "I'm not one to embarrass others, so I agreed without even thinking about it.
Xerox pulled me to walk around Yucheng, we had a word of chat, for people who are not very familiar, I basically have nothing to talk about, it has always been Xerox to talk again, I occasionally respond to a sentence or two.
In the evening, we went to Lin's, and now this point is the time for Lin Jingshen to get off work.
I was waiting for Lin Jingshen at the door with Xerox, I knew that Xerox asked me to eat, and naturally Lin Jingshen was there, but hiding seemed to me to be stingy, since I couldn't hide, I could only face it.
When I was distracted, Lin Jingshen had already walked out of the Lin family, and Xerox whispered in his ear: "Jingshen is here." ”
I smiled and nodded.
Lin Jingshen followed Secretary Zhao and Xiao Yang, and they should also know about me and Lin Jingshen's certificate.
The three of them came over and saw that I was also there, Lin Jingshen glanced at him expressionlessly, Secretary Zhao and Xiao Yang are both people who can read their faces, and respectfully called me Mrs., and then called Miss Xeroxfam again.
Then, Secretary Zhao went to the parking lot and drove over, and we stood where we were and waited, thinking in my heart, I would drive myself in a while.
Xerox asked Lin Jingshen: "Are you busy today?"
"Not busy. Lin Jing replied lightly.
Then the atmosphere went down awkwardly, and Xerox hurriedly said, "Jing Shen, I went shopping with Xiaoyan for a while today." ”
"Hmm. Lin Jingshen still replied lightly.
At this time, Secretary Zhao drove over, and Xerox took my hand and said, "Get in the car!"
I smiled: "Sister, I have a car, you go ahead, I'll follow you." After saying that, I got into my car without looking back.
When we arrived at the hotel one after another, Lin Jingshen and I sat side by side, Xerox sat opposite us, and Secretary Zhao and Xiao Yang stood behind us.
Xerox said: "Jing Shen, Xiao Yan, today's meal is to celebrate your marriage. As she spoke, she raised her glass: "Congratulations, I hope you will grow old together happily." ”
I hurriedly picked up my wine glass and touched it with Xerox, and I said, "Sister, thank you!"
Lin Jingshen also picked up the wine glass and touched it, but the two of us were always in a state of ignoring each other.
During the banquet, Lin Jingshen had been drinking, I ignored it, and it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening after a meal.
When it was over, we came out of the restaurant, and as when we came, I drove away, and they took Lin Jingshen's car.
Xerox called me back to the apartment, but I didn't agree, just made excuses and said that there was something going on.
Actually, I didn't do it, I just didn't want to go back so easily, I also wanted Lin Jing to care deeply, and wanted him to know that I was his wife, and he couldn't treat me like before.
......
In the middle of the night, I was asleep when I was woken up by a knock on the door.
I couldn't sleep after hearing it in a daze, so I got up and walked outside barefoot, and through the cat's eye, I saw that the person outside was Lin Jingshen.
I hesitated, and suddenly there was another knock on the door.
Immediately afterwards, a voice came: "Tang Yan, open the door, if you don't open it, you will kick the door." ”
It was Lin Jingshen's domineering voice, he could say it, and he could do it, in the middle of the night, I didn't want to be complained by my neighbors, so I took a deep breath and pulled the door open.
A pungent smell of wine came in, and Lin Jingshen and I looked at each other.
"Why don't you open the door?" he asked, striding in.
I wrinkled, sideways, and when he came in and closed the door, I didn't answer but asked, "What are you doing here?"
"Tang Yan, have you forgotten your identity? I'm married to you, and you left me, a legitimate husband, to live here by yourself, shouldn't you give me an explanation?"
"Mr. Lin, did you drink too much, I thought you didn't know we were married!" I chuckled, bypassed Lin Jingshen and wanted to walk to the sofa to sit down, but Lin Jingshen stretched out his hand to grasp me, and then pressed me against the wall.
I was defenseless, and his kiss fell.
I dodged and struggled hard, but Lin Jingshen was like a fierce beast, leaving me with nowhere to escape, and in the end I could only bite the tip of his tongue hard, and he let me go with a painful cry.
"Tang Yan, are you a dog, how do you bite people?" he frowned.
I raised my eyebrows: "What?" I looked at him and said, "Lin Jingshen, if you kiss me without my consent, try it." ”
"I'm your husband. ”
"We are in the Cold War right now. I replied, and proudly walked over and sat down on the couch.
Lin Jingshen sat next to me after me, and he said, "Are you planning to have a stalemate with me now?"
"Mr. Lin, if you are here to ask this, then let me tell you, I don't want to answer, it's not early, you can leave, I want to rest. ”
"We reconcile. ”
"I disagree. ”
"Tang Yan, don't you understand what I'm saying?" Lin Jingshen suddenly said irritably.
I glared at him, and I said, "Lin Jingshen, I won't agree to reconcile, you go, I don't want to see you!"