046. Be open
Halfway through the meal, I couldn't help but confess my heart to Lu Xudong: "Actually, I haven't been able to figure it out, why do you think I'm suitable for you? You know, my family background is not good, my education is not high, and I am not beautiful or smart, I often think that you must be blind to fall in love with me." ”
Lu Xudong glanced at me and replied unhurriedly: "In fact, my eyesight is very good. ”
I stared at him and didn't speak, trying to see something on his face.
But he didn't have any flaws, seeing that I didn't answer, he put down his chopsticks and looked at me, and said seriously: "Everyone has their own shining point, you can't see your own good, it doesn't mean that others can't see it!"
A smart person is a smart person, not to mention praising people for being so skillful, but also praising themselves for their good vision.
I completely gave up exploring the reason why Lu Xudong married me, and after eating dinner happily, he took me for a ride by the river before going home.
As soon as Lu Xudong entered the door, he threw the big bag on the sofa, and then turned around to take a shower. Distraught, I hung up my new clothes, cleaned up and ran back to the living room to watch TV in embarrassment.
At this glance, I saw that it was past eleven o'clock, and when Lu Xudong came out of the small study, he stood in the aisle and asked me, "Still not sleeping?"
I was very embarrassed by his question, but I still had to pretend to be calm and replied: "Right now!"
Lu Xudong's expression was indifferent, and he didn't say anything about my answer, only left the sentence "Then I'll sleep first, and you can rest early", and went back to the room.
In fact, I didn't have the heart to watch TV, and my head was turning over and over again wondering if his last sentence had any other meaning or hint, and I suspected that I was too nervous!
But I can't keep hiding like this!
I snuggled up on the couch to build myself up again, then got up and turned off the TV and turned off the lights, and went into the bedroom in a panic.
The headlights in the room were turned off, only a floor-to-ceiling table lamp in the corner was on, and Lu Xudong was lying on the bed next to the door, as if he had fallen asleep.
I breathed a sigh of relief, closed the door gently, crept to the closet to grab my underwear, and then fled to the bathroom.
On the first night of my wedding with Lu Xudong, I also had such nervousness and helplessness.
The process of holding a wedding is too cumbersome, and the Jialu family is a man in Lu Xudong, and the family is well-off, so the wedding is slightly more grand than that of ordinary people, and at the end of the day, I am so tired that I almost fell apart.
But as the guests dispersed and Lu Xudong and I returned to the new home in front of me, and we were left alone, I realized the tension that suddenly rose in my heart.
At that time, Lu Xudong and I were really strangers, and if we chatted in private, it was all a concise question and answer. I was very restrained in front of him, and he seemed very reserved in front of me.
I can't imagine how we can calmly enter the role of husband and wife like that.
But Lu Xudong easily resolved my uneasiness, he said to me lightly: "I'm tired today, you wash and sleep early, I'll sleep in the guest room, you call me if you have something!" and then went to the second bedroom.
At the time, I was actually quite ...... Surprised, surprised and a little grateful, but later found that there was no trace of his belongings in the master bedroom, and he also had a long stay in the guest room, I slowly gave birth to so many entanglements.