This night, Yu Xiaoban lived in Su Xiaoxiao's house, and when her family turned off the lights, a glimmer of light slowly lit up in the darkness.

"Shhhhhh

The two of them huddled together on a bed, poking their heads out and glancing at each other.

Su Xiaoxiao, who was dressed in light blue loose pajamas, secretly opened the door through a slight crack and took a look at the outside world.

She saw that the lights in the living room were out and her parents had already fallen asleep, so she was completely relieved and said, "Xiaoban, if you squeeze inside, I can't turn over here." ”

"Oh. Yu Xiaoban shrank back, his back against the cold wall, and then he realized that there was no way to retreat, and Su Xiaoxiao actually asked her to retreat back, so he said angrily, "Your bed is so big, if you retreat, you will go to the wall, and you won't let me sleep?"

"It's clear that it's time for you to lose weight. Su Xiao said in a small voice.

"But I didn't say I couldn't squeeze in?" Yu Xiaoban said.

"Someone is almost a hundred pounds, eats the most, and still hasn't lost weight. Su Xiaoxiao mercilessly pierced Yu Xiaoban's weight.

Yu Xiaoban was even more annoyed and threatened, "Be careful that I tell you about your early love!"

"Isn't this loveless?" Su Xiaoxiao gritted her little tiger teeth and snorted coquettishly, knowing that Yu Xiaoban's little abacus had just poked at her weakness, she didn't dare to move anymore, and curled up honestly.

Under the quiet darkness, through the soft quilt, the two could hear their heavy breathing, and the foot of the bed below could also touch each other's cold feet.

At that time, they had not yet grown up, they had not yet been completely affected by the world of adults, they would fantasize about the stories of princes and princesses, glass slippers and fairy tales of white horses, and they would long to have beautiful dolls, but now, they are no longer the simple little girls they were at the beginning.

Yu Xiaobian was the first to break away from fantasy and face the cruel reality.

She sighed and said, "Xiaoxiao, nine times out of ten things in this world are unsatisfactory, and some things, since they are already like this, are barely possible." ”

"I'm reluctant!" Su's small eyes shone in the dark, and although her voice was low and inaudible, her eyes were stubborn like a kitten, stubborn and sad.

“…… But. Yu Xiaoban paused.

Su Xiaoxiao's voice gradually lowered, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "Xiaoban, you don't understand. ”

Yu Xiaoban was suffocated, his chest seemed to be blocked by a boulder, very uncomfortable, he wanted to say something but choked in his throat, and he didn't know where to start for a while.

“…… What is so good about Su Can that you deserve to feel so sorry for him. ”

Su Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand, her soft fingertips pressed against Yu Xiaoban's lips, she looked very quiet, she said, "Xiaoban, you listen to me." ”

"Hmm. Yu Xiaoban nodded with a complicated expression.

Su Xiaoxiao told her about every little thing about her and Su Can, Su Can's gentleness to her, and his care for her were very different to her.

Maybe these things are trivial things for others, but for her in that period of confusion, they are the most difficult to forget, those distant dreams and futures seem to be satisfied, about her little girl's vanity.

But then what?

She no longer has the Su Xiaocan that only belongs to her.

If someone tells her: "Su Xiaoxiao, you are destined to like a boy in the future, like it to the death, and you will not look back when you break through the south wall, but as fate would have it, that boy has nothing to do with you." ”

Then she will definitely scoff, or will laugh at him fiercely, is there anyone in this world who makes this girl tempted?

But the reality is so dramatic, when Su Xiaoxiao met Su Xiaocan, she finally knew what it meant to shine.

Yes, like a person, he will shine.

Later, Su Xiaoxiao fantasized more than once about what the scene was on the day she got married, what kind of wedding dress she would wear, and whether the boy in the dress would be Su Can?

She used to be very confident, but then she was shaken again, and even a little afraid that she would lose him from now on.

Listening to Su Xiaowan's story about Su Can and her, Yu Xiaoban felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it.

She never knew that the girl in front of her, who was looked at by many people across the sea of flowers, still had such thoughts, such a woman, she was really like an ordinary girl, with her own flesh and blood and her own feelings, she would be afraid and sensitive, and she was also very stubborn and persistent.

Su Xiaoxiao and Yu Xiaobanye talked for a long time, and no one knew what the two of them said, but what they could know was.

Yu Xiaoban understood, he likes a person, it's too tired and hard.

Yu Xiaoban stayed in Su Xiaoxiao's house for nearly four or five days, and Su Xiaoxiao accompanied her to almost half of the Huangpu River, to the legendary Bund, to the International Complex, to the St. John's Building, to the Peace Hotel, and finally to Jiaotong University, which is full of paulownia.

Two beautiful girls walked on the campus of Jiaotong University, the sun was shining and their long skirts were fluttering, which actually made those seniors in the university cry wolf and be excited.

Su Xiaoxiao and Yu Xiaoban looked at the boy who had walked away but still looked back frequently, and smiled.

Yu Xiaoban frowned and said, "Is this the senior in the university? Why does it look inferior to those high school boys, one is more greasy than the other." ”

Su Xiao, "What is the gap in reality? Do you really think that the university is full of the kind of handsome senior brothers, or there are gentle and considerate senior sisters, but in fact, everywhere on campus are boys wearing white vests, stepping on slippers, carrying a boxed lunch, and having a rough face, this is life, don't have any illusions." ”

Yu Xiaoban pursed his lips and said confusedly, "I suddenly don't have any expectations for college." ”

Su Xiaoxiao jumped happily under the large light-filled camphor tree, with her hands behind her back, raised her face slightly, and said, "Actually, college is still very desirable, at least there is freedom in time, there is less homework, and the most important thing is to do whatever you want, and no one will say that you shouldn't do it." ”

"If it were as good as you say, how good it would be. Yu Xiaoban knew that Su Xiaoxiao had always been an optimist, so he didn't care.

While Su Xiaoxiao was sitting in a chair in a daze, Yu Xiaoban didn't know where to push a bicycle with a back seat.

She patted the back seat and said, "Xiaoxiao, can I take you around Jiaotong University?"

"Yes, yes. Su Xiaoxiao smiled like a fox, smiled brightly, jumped sideways on the back seat of the bicycle, put her hand on Xiao Bian's waist, and swayed her long skirt to the library in the wind under the daylight campus.