Soon, several medical staff wearing white hangers ran over, and several people worked together to give Lu Yanxi a tranquilizer, which made Lu Yanxi, who was already on the verge of collapse, quiet down and fell asleep deeply.

Before leaving, the doctor made a special explanation, telling that it was best not to stimulate the patient in the near future, otherwise looking at her current mental state, I am afraid that the situation will not be very optimistic. In short, the implication is that Lu Yanxi may still seek death, or that there may be problems with his mental state.

After the doctor left, I looked at Lu Xudong, who was also frowning, worriedly, and then looked at Lu Yanxi, who was lying on the bed unconsciously at the moment, and felt suffocated and uncomfortable.

Although I understood that many of Lu Yanxi's words just now were just venting words when I was excited, I felt a chill in my heart when I thought of the sentence "God knows what role she played in it".

No wonder Lu Yanxi is so excited and doesn't want to see me, I persuaded her to look at it three times and twice, and now she knows that the person who makes Jiang Junxiu resolutely want to divorce is Ye Shengyin, and Ye Shengyin is my bridesmaid, my best friend...... Just like she said, Jiang Junxiu did not know Ye Shengshan because of me, and it was also because of me that he and Ye Shengyin intersected......

I silently withdrew from the ward, feeling all kinds of feelings in my heart, and I couldn't tell how uncomfortable I was.

Lu Xudong quickly followed: "Cersei, don't care what my sister said just now, she was just emotional for a while......"

"I know!" I interrupted, smiling very far-fetchedly, "or I'll go first, lest she wake up and see me in a moment." ”

"I'll go with you in a moment. Lu Xudong looked at me, the emotions in his eyes were very complicated, "I just asked the nurse to help contact the nurse who took care of my sister before, it just so happens that she is not taking care of people now, this will be on the way, and we will go back together when she arrives, okay?"

He paused, and added pitifully: "Anyway, my sister doesn't necessarily want to see me......"

Thinking of the words that Lu Yanxi scolded him just now, and then looking at the look on his face at the moment, my heart was overturned again, and I nodded helplessly, and then leaned against the wall and looked at the floor and didn't know what to say.

......Lu Xudong walked up to me, stretched out his hand to put his arm around my shoulder, and looked at me seriously: "I'm sorry...... Always let you follow me to be wronged......"

He also knew that he had wronged me? I felt sour, looked away at the end of the corridor, bit my lip and remained silent.

Lu Xudong looked at me and continued: "I actually didn't think about hiding Ye Shengyin from you, when my sister asked me to find someone to investigate my brother-in-law, I didn't expect to find out Ye Shengyin...... I don't know how to tell you this, and I'm afraid that something like this will happen, and if you know it, you'll just be caught in the middle, won't you?"

"But you should have let me know anyway. I bit my lip and raised my eyes to look at Lu Xudong: "Have you thought about it, if I only found out about this when my sister was in trouble, what would the situation be? Will I quarrel with my sister because I don't believe it?"

Lu Xudong apologized sincerely: "I'm sorry, it's me who didn't think ...... it."

It's always like this, he didn't think it through, when Guo Yuqing first designed to wronged me, he said that he was not good, and he preconceived that Guo Yuqing was not that kind of person, and now it has become inconsiderate when it is replaced by something that is with me! Why didn't he think about it, all I wanted was for him to communicate with me honestly and honestly?

Where did Lu Xudong, who would suddenly knock on the door and explain to me, go?

I took a deep breath and interrupted him and said, "You know what? I actually don't like you to say sorry at all, every time you say sorry, it means that you have wronged me or hurt me, I don't understand at all, obviously you said that you want to live a good life, you will believe me after you say it, but what is the result?" I told you that I don't like you to hide everything from me and not make it clear to me, and if the price of being your wife is for you and you don't want to tell me that you want to try your best to hide it from me, I'd rather we go back to when we first got married!"

"Cersei......" Lu Xudong frowned, a trace of pity and guilt flashed in his eyes, and he looked at me cautiously: "Then I won't hide it from you in the future, okay?"

I've been really used to seeing his apprehension and caution these days, but I don't want him to be like that at all.

"Can I still trust you in the future?" I looked straight into Lu Xudong's eyes, and a faint smile tugged at the corner of my mouth: "You said that you only believe my words in the future, and everything will be made clear to me in the future...... But I don't even know how credible you are when you say you'll take good care of me for the rest of my life...... Lu Xudong, I actually regret it a little, you know, if I hadn't delusionally thought that I was enough to match you, would we still be the same respectful as ice at the beginning?"

"What nonsense?!" Lu Xudong suddenly became anxious: "Yes, I admit that I have done a lot of things badly, but I am messing with myself, and my intentions are all good...... Cersei, I don't allow you to say anything regret, I promise you, I promise you for the last time, I will never do anything to make you sad again, I will try to correct the shortcomings you said, you must not regret or give up, okay?"

I looked at Lu Xudong blankly, the pleading and anxiety in his eyes were so obvious, but I inexplicably missed the Lu Xudong who was gentle and polite in my eyes, but always seemed to have something under control.

How proud he used to be, I was full of thoughts about making myself a little better enough to match him, but now everything has changed?

I murmured slowly, in a tone close to that close to myself: "Actually, lately I have been wondering if the person I fell in love with was just my own conjecture? I didn't know you at all, I thought you were tall and sunny, and seeing that you were young and promising, I was convinced that you were a gift from God...... But no, in fact, you don't know how to love more than me...... I really don't want to see you like this at all, but you are the one who stands tall, but you keep whispering to me...... Lu Xudong, maybe we are all wrong......"

Just like Lu Yanxi and Jiang Junxiu, they may have thought that each other was the right one, but ...... I really don't want to see one day, myself and Lu Xudong also come to such a tragic end!

"Don't talk nonsense!" Lu Xudong stopped my whispering, he reached out to cover my mouth, his eyes were a little flustered: "Cersei, don't think about it, I didn't whisper, even if there were, it was my willingness." I don't know how to love, I'm very clumsy, that's why I need you to be patient and wait for me to guide me......!

"No, I've never been brave...... I tore off Lu Xudong's hand and looked at him with teary eyes: "I have been very inferior since I was a child, I feel stupid, I have no eloquence, and I don't know how to deal with the world smoothly in human accidents......

The more I talked, the more sad I became, and the more I thought about it, the more sad I became, "You are the only peak I have struggled to climb in my life, but maybe I am not suitable for climbing ...... at all."

"Cersper!" Lu Xudong almost roared and stopped my words, he reached out to wipe away the tears overflowing from the corners of my eyes, brushed my hair again, the corners of his mouth slowly provoked a good-looking arc, and said softly: "Let's not talk about this for now, okay? You are not in a good mood today, when you are in a better mood another day, let's continue?"

I finally had the courage to say these words to him, and I was willing to stop there, shook my head, and continued very stubbornly: "Actually, you are not necessarily in love with me, maybe it's just that some of my external conditions are similar to your ex-girlfriend Xiao, and I don't leave you because of money like her, so you moved the feelings that were once poured into her to me......"

Speaking of this, I couldn't help but recall Lu Xudong's disappointed eyes and tone in the afternoon, and my heart was torn as if it was about to crack, and the pain was almost irrepressible.

"No!" Lu Xudong was eager to explain, but was interrupted by my slightly raised voice: "You don't have to be in a hurry to deny it, maybe you really used your heart for me some time, and even really wanted to live with me for the rest of your life, but I'm sorry, I'm tired, I don't have the confidence to continue walking with you...... In fact, you really shouldn't have married me in the first place, so there won't be these entanglements later, you may marry Guo Yuqing, Ye Shengyin won't know Jiang Junxiu, and my sister doesn't have to be like this......"

The more I spoke, the more it hurt, and the more it hurt, the more I felt that I was still able to bear it before I reached the extreme, but when I got to this point, I suddenly thought of the child who had no chance, and I lost my voice for a while, and I couldn't speak anymore.

"Fuck it/shit maybe!" Lu Xudong cursed rarely, he looked at me with a dejected expression, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down sharply for a while, and finally just frowned and took me into his arms very hard.

He seemed to use all his strength, hugged me tightly in his arms, and said in a low tone: "If you don't like me and say I'm sorry, then I won't say it again." Cersei, I know that I have done a bad job in many places, but I still believe that I am capable enough to protect you and give you happiness, I will not allow you to give up our relationship, no matter how much you say things that poke my heart, I will never agree with your point of view!

The body that was hugged by Lu Xudong was vaguely painful, but I didn't even struggle, I just told him in a muffled voice: "But I already regret it......"