What is youth?

Is it the dappled shadows of the branches and buds in the small trees behind the campus? Is it the chirping of cicadas outside the window and the lethargic atmosphere in the classroom? Is it the sweat on the sports stadium? Or is it the throbbing of the fingertips of boys and girls holding the same book, and then immediately retracting?

For the youth of a thousand people, there are a thousand kinds of youth. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

In Bai Xiaosheng's youth, there is only Lin Youluo.

In other words, Lin Youluo is the whole of her youth.

If it can be regarded as living two lives and falling in love three times, then Lin Youluo is still her well-deserved first love, although the other party is just her best friend in this life.

Ninety percent of people in this world have no chance to enter the wedding hall with their first love, maybe everyone has accompanied her/him through the youth and gone through a long marathon, but waiting for the finish line may be someone else.

Life is full of uncertain drama and change.

All kinds of coincidences and helplessness are pieced together, which makes up the course of a person's life.

From beginning to end, Bai Xiaosheng regarded Lin Youluo as the most important person, whether in his previous life or in this life.

But creation makes people, she died in her previous life, but in this life, she was reborn as a girl, and there is no possibility of becoming lovers with each other again.

Forget it, at least you can hide those thoughts in your heart, and then stand quietly beside each other, silently guarding Lin Youluo.

It's just that she didn't expect Lin Youluo to be more sensitive than she imagined.

The sudden emotional outburst caught her off guard.

But she is hiding something, and it is indeed true, and there is nothing to forcibly refute it.

Bai Xiaosheng thought that as long as she admitted her mistakes and corrected them, the other party would forgive her.

And the fact seems to be the same, after coming down from the roof of the building, Lin Youluo did not say a word. But her emotions were not so excited, and she continued to eat at the usual party.

It's just that...

After the silent dinner that day, she was never contacted again after the other party gave her a watch as a gift.

Even on Lin Youluo's birthday the next day, she didn't receive an invitation from the other party. She also went to the Jade Crown Hotel again that day, but Lin Youluo didn't seem to hold a birthday party there.

She asked the security guards and waiters, and they all said they didn't know.

From that day on, Bai Xiaosheng felt that something was wrong for the first time.

But even the bombardment of text messages and phone calls, the voices coming from there were all busy tones, and even today there is no contact.

"Sorry, the user you are calling is turned off, sorry, the. I'm sorry you called..."

The female voice coming from the mobile phone is still mechanical, and in this quiet room, there is an unusually harsh feeling.

"Ugh..."

Bai Xiaosheng sighed faintly, looked at the light of the mobile phone on it, her expression became a little complicated, she turned off the mobile phone, and wrote some plots about Zhu Xian in front of the computer.

But within a few minutes of writing, she looked thoughtfully at the date at the bottom of the table, it was already March, and the time was 7:30 in the morning.

Today is March 1st, the school reports that she will go to school, and even if she doesn't want to go out again, she has to come out to see the sun.

She looked at the ceiling a little dazedly, and sighed after a while, but she stumbled up and went into the bathroom to wash up.

"You should have gone to the school to report, if we meet later, what should I say..."

Bai Xiaosheng looked at herself in the mirror, her fair skin was as pale as snow, and because she stayed up late, her bright eyes were bloodshot.

An indescribable sense of haggardness.

After coming out of the steaming bathroom, she only felt refreshed, and the tiredness and haggard of the past few days seemed to be swept away at this time.

She took off her thin pajamas, picked out a few clothes in the closet and began to change.

In the empty room, she was the only one who heard the sound of Suo Suo changing clothes.

Bai Xiaosheng called Su Rong when she went out, and when she went downstairs, Su Rong's mother and daughter were already waiting for her in a BMW car.

"Xiaosheng, are you okay?"

Su Rong pulled down the car window and glanced at Bai Xiaosheng with some concern, although the girl was dressed brightly, but the other party exuded a lifeless taste in her bones.

It's like losing a soul.

"I'm fine. ”

Bai Xiaosheng smiled and shook her head, after seeing Su Rong's mother and daughter, she was not as haggard as before.

She opened the door of the back seat and went straight in, sitting next to her was still Su Susu, who was still dressed cutely, and the other party just looked at her calmly and did not say a word.

But the little girl's eyes were full of very mixed emotions.

"School starts today, have you finished your winter vacation homework?"

Looking at Su Susu's quiet appearance, Bai Xiaosheng couldn't help but touch the other party's little head and smiled in a low voice.

"I'm done. ”

Su Susu did not avoid the other party's touch, but nodded quietly.

Since Bai Xiaosheng's birthday party ended the day before yesterday, something seems to have changed in her heart.

Su Rong glanced at the two girls in the back seat, did not speak or eavesdrop on the conversation between the two of them, just stepped on the accelerator and drove the car out of the community.

A daughter has a daughter's thoughts, and youth has a rebellious period of youth, and Su Rong doesn't plan to pursue those things in depth. But she believes that with Bai Xiaosheng's wisdom and level, there is no problem in solving these troubles.

The carriage was very calm, because of what happened the day before yesterday, Bai Xiaosheng withdrew his hand, and he was not in the mood to take the initiative to chat.

She pressed the button on the window, revealing some gaps, and she looked out the window at the scenery of the endless stream of pedestrians and vehicles, high-rise buildings made of reinforced concrete, and the fast-paced sense of a big city.

It was quiet for more than ten minutes, and when the car was about to drive near the school, Su Susu suddenly came to Bai Xiaosheng's ear.

"Do you blame me? It was my fault the day before yesterday, I shouldn't have touched your thighs like that. ”

The sweet and greasy voice sounded in Bai Xiaosheng's ears, although it was as thin as a mosquito and a fly, but at this time, it revealed an inexplicable sense of self-blame.

Su Susu is apologizing to Bai Xiaosheng.

The girl turned her face sideways, her eyes looked at Su Susu who was close at hand, she suddenly smiled, but she touched her lover's little head, and the other party's black hair was as soft as silk, exuding a faint fragrance.

Su Susu's head is small, and her body is also small and soft, like a delicate large doll, exuding a sweet and lovely taste all the time.

If it is placed in the future of more than ten years, she is definitely the goddess of Lori who is sought after by the two-dimensional world, but living in 2001, she is just a cute little girl.

"How can I blame you? And this incident has nothing to do with you, and the contradiction that would have erupted sooner or later. ”

Bai Xiaosheng shook his head and said softly.

Lin Youluo was angry at her deception, not something else, and her concealment and cover-up did cause a lot of harm to classmate Lin.

But this black cauldron, she will not come to Su Susu's back.

The conflict that occurred was nothing more than her own fault. (To be continued.) )