218 The more you care, the more ruthless you are

Meng Junyao received the replacement ID card, but as he expected, he ran into a wall everywhere when he went to the talent market to find a job.

The recruiter looked at his age, and then looked at his arm that could not move, and even caused his body to be slightly unbalanced when walking, and the one with a better attitude just shook his head, and the one with a bad attitude said disrespectfully, "Everyone in our place needs to do heavy physical work to move goods, not only can you not do it, but I am afraid that you will have to let others serve you at that time."

The implication is that if you go to the roadside and put a broken bowl on the side of the road, you can probably earn more money faster than looking for a job.

There are also some recruiters who suggest that he try his luck in the kind of welfare institutions that specialize in recruiting disabled people, saying that the government of that kind of organization will give some subsidies and is more likely to find a job, which can be regarded as more sincere.

Meng Junyao has been lonely and adrift all his life, and now is a difficult time in his life.

He is a literati and arrogant, in order to survive, he can not care about any face, as long as he can earn enough living expenses, live, not drag Xiaobai down, and can pay for the cost of buying painting tools, anyway, he does not steal or rob, and he has a clear conscience.

In the process of looking for a job, he took a bus all over the city. When he brakes suddenly, his body often loses his balance and falls to the side, so he always gives up his seat to the old, weak, sick, disabled and pregnant, and rarely sits down.

Once, in the car, the passenger on his right was carrying a tool with a sharp metal edge in the big pocket in his hand, because it was too long, and part of it was exposed outside the bag, but no one noticed.

Halfway through the car, someone in the car shouted, "Blood, there's a lot of blood on the ground!"

Everyone looked down and saw that it was Meng Junyao's right arm gushing blood, and it turned out that it had been cut by that sharp tool for a long time!

But he was completely unaware of the loss of sensation in his right arm.

Meng Junyao smiled bitterly, he was really useless now, no wonder no one was willing to hire him.

Some passengers on the bus whispered: "Is this person stupid?

The passenger next to him apologized again and again, saying that he would take him to the hospital and pay for his medical expenses.

Meng Junyao said forget it, you didn't mean it, I'll just go by myself.

The kind bus driver stopped for him when he passed by the hospital.

If everyone had communicated so well, maybe the Chongqing bus would not have ended up falling into the river......

Meng Junyao got out of the car and went to the hospital to bandage himself in the scorching heat, and then he felt lightheaded and weak.

Before leaving, the nurse asked, "Is anyone with you?"

Meng Junyao: "No. ”

Nurse: "It's best to call a family member to accompany you back because you might get dizzy." ”

Meng Junyao smiled and left, naturally he didn't fight, and there was no one to fight. If you are really dizzy, just hold on to the wall and rest for a while, there is no hurdle that you can't pass.

Finally, he returned home, and he snuggled up on the sofa alone for a long time.

"No, I still have to leave in a few days, and I can't continue to stay in S City. ”

Let's not talk about Xiaobai, let's just say that S City is a national first-tier city, with extremely high prices and traffic congestion, which is not suitable for living in his current physical and economic situation.

It is still a third-tier small city with a slower pace of life and lower consumption that is more suitable for you.

He also thought of the object that had been carefully preserved for many years, which was destined to be lost in this earthquake, but which providence had kept with him.

Now that it's so difficult, should you take it out for emergency relief?

No, the time is far from coming!

At this time, the doorbell rang.

Meng Junyao wanted to open the door, but he got up too violently, only to feel dizzy and dark, so he had to sit down slowly on the sofa again.

"Is it home? ”

It's Xiaobai's voice.

Meng Junyao, who was exhausted, decided not to speak, which was the only thing he could do.

Maybe she will leave when she sees no one in a while, otherwise she should be worried again when she comes in and sees her appearance and her arms wrapped like zongzi.

The careful Meng Junyao also muted his mobile phone.

Xiaobai waited for a while, saw that there was no one, and no one answered the phone, and was about to leave, at this time, the old lady on the other side happened to come out.

This old lady usually likes to chat with people, she glanced at Xiaobai and said, "Girl, I see that you often run here, who are you on the other side of the door?"

Xiaobai replied honestly: "I am his student." ”

The old lady looked at her: "Oh, no wonder, I don't think you two are like partners, nor like father and daughter, but I didn't expect it to be a teacher-student relationship." How did he get that arm?"

Xiaobai didn't want to be interviewed about this matter, so he simply said: "I'm hurt." ”

Old lady: "No, I mean, today is different from usual, today is wrapped in gauze and comes back, now he is at home, I just saw him go in, you knock on the door again." ”

Hearing the old lady say this, Xiaobai felt bad, so he hurriedly knocked again.

Meng Junyao also heard the words of the old lady next door inside, and wanted to pretend that there was no one at home, so he couldn't pretend to be able to do it, so he had to get up and open the door.

Although he tried his best to smile and move freely, describing his injuries as very, very slight, as if he had been kissed by an ant, Xiaobai was not stupid, looking at his pale face due to blood loss, and his injured arm, his heart still hurt like a knife.

In the past many years, this man, with his not tall figure and not wide chest, has tried to shield himself from the wind and rain and protect himself everywhere, but now in his most difficult time, he can't protect him well and take care of him, and let him be injured again and again!

Xiaobai hated himself for being useless.

"I'm really fine," Meng Junyao smiled generously, "It's really hot outside today, I'll go get you something to drink." ”

Xiaobai hurriedly said, "You sit, I'll take it myself." ”

Meng Junyao: "It's okay, I know what you like to drink, I've been ready for a long time." ”

He walked slowly to the kitchen.

Xiaobai saw that there was an unfinished copy of the easel in the living room, and the painting turned out to be an egg!

Eggs are one of the most junior copied Madou, and Meng Junyao's painting at the level of an art master is obviously not very in line with his level.

But the technique of this egg painting is very rusty, the three-dimensional sense, the sense of space, and the texture are not very good, obviously Meng Junyao painted it with his left hand, so it is quite difficult.

In such a situation, he still practiced painting from scratch with perseverance, and Bai Yunnuan was full of respect for him.

In the blink of an eye, Xiaobai heard a "bang" in the kitchen, and something fell on the ground......

Xiaobai was so frightened that he hurriedly rushed into the kitchen, imagining the picture of someone fainting to the ground in his mind, and he was very worried.

Fortunately, it was just that the glass bottle shattered, and the drink inside spilled to the ground.

Meng Junyao didn't have anything to do, but stood aside decadently and blamed himself: "Why can't I even hold a bottle now?"

Xiaobai immediately recognized that the drink was his favorite glass bottle seedless orange juice, old and old.

In the open cabinet door, there were two full rows of such orange juice.

It turned out that Meng Junyao came back with a lot of one hand, specially prepared for her!

Although this man doesn't talk much, what he does always shakes Xiaobai's heart.

Xiaobai held his left arm: "Go and rest on the sofa for a while." ”

Meng Junyao: "You don't have to help me, it's not like I can't go." ”

Xiaobai had no choice but to let go of his hand: "Okay, I'll clean up these." ”

"Don't clean it up. ”

Meng Junyao called Xiao Bai, who was just about to bend down to pick up the broken glass, and his tone was a little wrong.

Xiaobai: "Why?"

Meng Junyao's eyes were unprecedentedly gray: "Xiaobai, don't worry about me in the future, just let me fend for myself." ”

Xiaobai "chuckled" in her heart, this sentence hit her harder than any blow in this period of time, because the depression of the will is more terrible than the physical injury!

But she knew that Teacher Meng was hit harder. His first priority should be to enlighten him and help him regain his confidence in life.

Although she is not usually good at enlightenment and persuasion, she is now duty-bound!

Meng Junyao: "You are in the prime of life, at this time you should be working, studying, falling in love, enjoying life, what are you doing with me? Don't worry, I won't look for a short time, but don't bother me in the future." ”

The word "bother" pierced her heart, even though she knew he had said it on purpose, in order not to cause trouble for herself.

Xiaobai's nose was sour: "No, I want to take care of you, just like you used to treat me." ”

"What can you do in front of my eyes but increase the pressure on me?

Now Xiaobai doesn't like to listen to anything, so Meng Junyao deliberately chooses what to say.

Xiaobai: "I will do whatever you want me to do, but one thing is for sure, I will never leave you!"

Meng Junyao rarely raised his face: "I don't have to worry about you, just take care of the people you should take care of!"

He hadn't even spoken out to her before, let alone yelled at her with such hurtful words, but it was certain that while hurting her, he also hurt himself.

But Xiaobai forgave him.

Meng Junyao: "Okay, you go quickly, I'm going to rest." ”

Xiaobai still ignored it and insisted on cleaning up the mess on the ground first.

Meng Junyao was afraid that she would prick her hands, so he grabbed her arm very hard and said viciously: "I have issued an eviction order, why don't you leave quickly?"

Xiaobai's heart and emotions seem to have become two completely unrelated systems, just like one is Apple and the other is Android.

I knew in my heart that Mr. Meng was doing this on purpose, and his original intention was to be afraid of dragging himself down, but after all, it was the first time I heard him rush out of the country, so he was emotionally aggrieved.

She really didn't know what to say, and anyway, you were stubborn and I was stubborn, so she bit her lip and insisted on picking up the broken glass.

The more Meng Junyao pulled her, the greater the range of her movements, and in the end, she simply grabbed those glasses angrily!

The palm of his hand was punctured and bleeding.

But because my heart hurts so much, I can't feel it in my hands.

But Meng Junyao could feel it, because it was not his own hand that broke, but the hand of the girl he loved most in his life!

He hurriedly picked up her hand to check it, his face was distressed and nervous without concealment, and the fierceness and roughness he pretended to be just now were all gone: "Does it hurt?" I'll get you iodophor and gauze. ”

Meng Junyao tried his best to get the medicine box as quickly as possible, and carefully helped her hand disinfect her palms, her eyes full of distress.

Xiao Bai stared at his expression tightly, and saw that his attitude changed back to her usual gentleness in seconds, and the emotions she had been suppressing just now finally found an outlet......