Chapter 292: Abandoned Self-Esteem
The daughter soon fell asleep again. Children at this age are really carefree.
After her daughter fell asleep, Shi Zeli got out of bed, picked up the pink pajamas, and then walked into the bathroom.
In another room, Gao Zixiu was never able to sleep.
"Dina ......"
He read the child's name, thought about the little pink face, and laughed unconsciously.
It was his daughter, after all.
Very cute, and, looks a lot like him. It is said that daughters are like fathers, and that daughters are the little lover of their father's previous life.
Perhaps.
Anyway, Gao Zixiu felt that he was very close to this child. And, like her very much.
Thinking about it, he laughed out loud again.
In the more than 30 years of his life, there are really only a handful of happy days like today.
Smiling and smiling, he closed his eyes, a little sleepy. Just as he seemed to be asleep, the door creaked open. A girl's unique body fragrance came to her face.
Gao Zixiu's heart tightened. He seemed to understand what was going on. Looking up, a woman in pink pajamas appeared in the doorway. There was a faint and dim light outside, and against the light, the woman's body was covered with a layer of gold.
She walked over slowly, reached Gao Zixiu's bedside, and slowly climbed up.
"Zixiu, I'm here. Shi Zeli's voice came out. The voice was hoarse and a little trembling.
Gao Zixiu didn't move, but looked at Shi Zeli quietly.
Shi Zeli climbed onto Gao Zixiu's bed, grabbed his arm, and snuggled up to him.
"Zixiu, in the past five years, I have been thinking about you all the time. It's true. I ......"
"Don't be like this, Shi Zeli, do you have a little self-esteem?" Gao Zixiu's words were like a heavy hammer hitting Shi Zeli's heart.
Shi Zeli smiled bitterly: "Self-esteem? What self-esteem do I have, I just like you." Like you, love you, and want to do everything you want for you. Zixiu ......"
Gao Zixiu pushed her and distanced himself from her.
"Shi Zeli, don't be like this. This is not the relationship between me and you. ”
With that, Gao Zixiu got out of bed.
As a result, Shi Zeli suddenly rushed over and hugged Gao Zixiu.
"Gao Zixiu, don't go, please. Don't go. I've done everything for you. I also bore you a baby. We are not unrelated people, we used to be happy......"
"Nope. You and I never started. ”
Gao Zixiu, of course, categorically denied it.
"Zixiu, even so, I don't care. Didn't you have a lot of women? Hug me tonight, will you, men, be the same as a woman who has slept with you once than a hundred times. ”
"You're talking about yourself too cheaply. ”
Gao Zixiu's voice became extremely stern.
Shi Zeli smiled bitterly: "Cheap? yes, I'm just very cheap." It's cheap. I'm so cheap for you. Zixiu, I love you. I love you so much. I ......"
"Alright. ”
Gao Zixiu pushed Shi Zeli's hand away, and then pressed her shoulder and stared at her eyes. Suddenly, Gao Zixiu's hand moved, shaking the woman vigorously.
"Shi Zeli, you sober me up. Your daughter is still in the guest room. Don't do anything that makes her look down on you. ”
"Look down on me? hehe, how could it be, I'm looking for my daughter's father. You're Dina's father. You can't deny that. Don't you like this daughter too?"
"A daughter is a daughter, you are you. ”
Shi Zeli's face showed a miserable smile: "Yes, my daughter is a daughter, I am me, that is to say, you love your daughter, but I am just a tool for giving birth to a child." ”
"I didn't want you to give birth. ”
"Yes, in the final analysis, I am still self-inflicted, self-depraved, and self-deprecating...... However, I have no regrets. ”
Shi Zeli is like being sick, and it doesn't make sense at all.
Gao Zixiu was really angry. He still wanted to speak, but Shi Zeli suddenly covered his mouth.
"Zixiu, otherwise, you will treat me as a stand-in for Su Yuqing, you see, I am wearing her pajamas, how it fits. You see, isn't it? ”
Shi Zeli opened her arms and spun around in front of Gao Zixiu.
Gao Zixiu became more and more irritable. He hugged Shi Zeli.
"Shi Zeli, you must get out of here. ”
After speaking, he pushed Shi Zeli out with a push.
"Gao Zixiu, what do you want me to do so that you can accept me?!"
Shi Zeli shouted outside.
Gao Zixiu locked the door, and he didn't lock it in the past. When Su Yuqing was there, he didn't lock it, because it was unnecessary, and later, when Su Yuqing was no longer here, there was no need to lock the door.
He is a man, not to mention, he has been mixed in the underworld before, and even if he falls asleep, he is very alert.
The sound of banging on the door outside gradually died down.
Shi Zeli should have gone back. After all, the child is in the room, and she can't rest assured.
Gao Zixiu gasped. He snorted: "Shi Zeli, even if you are like this, do you think I will like you?" You said that you can be Su Yuqing's stand-in, but you are not her after all. Qingqing, how are you doing now?"
Gao Zixiu felt it and was moved.
The night passed slowly.
Of course, Shi Zeli returned to the room. Her daughter is here, and she can't rest assured after all.
She looked out the window at the moon, slowly, moving from side to side.
"Moon, do you know my heart, have I really become so cheap for him? maybe. However, I don't regret it. I love him, so, no regrets. ”
Shi Zeli clasped her hands together and prayed incessantly.
Originally, she didn't believe in anything. However, now she believes in everything she teaches.
The night passed, and the east showed the white of the fish's belly.
Outside the Love Bar, an SUV was parked on the side of the road. For the whole night, neither the car nor the owner of the car moved anywhere.
The owner of the car is Lu Han, the man who is willing to do anything for Shi Zeli.
"Didn't come back. It seems that she is right, Gao Zixiu really took them in. Lili, you are so clever that you can count this. Or maybe you don't need to calculate at all, you obviously know Gao Zixiu too well. Know what he'll do. Ha ha. ”
The man smiled self-deprecatingly.
Anyway, Shi Zeli, who left with her daughter, did not come back in the end. If she comes back, she will definitely come back here. It can only be explained that he was taken in by Gao Zixiu.
"After all, it's my own daughter. The bond of blood cannot be severed. ”
Lu Hanyou spread out a sentence.
"Lu Han, are you still here?" Someone looked at the glass lightly, Lu Han raised his head and looked at it, and was stunned for an instant.
It turned out that the person standing in front of him was Ye Chiwei, the person who claimed to have been Su Yuqing's boyfriend.