Chapter 1472: A Cry in a Dream
Sitting on the toilet in the bathroom, Tian Xiaonuan was cold, and the fear of infertility in the previous life seemed to travel through time and space and once again shrouded him.
She took apart the five pregnancy tests and tested them all, and at the moment the five pregnancy tests were arranged in a row, each with only a red line on it, indicating that she was not pregnant.
Why did God just refuse to give her a child, Tian Xiaonuan covered her mouth, lowered her head and cried silently in the bathroom.
Why? Is she really not good? The first time she was reborn, a boundless despair rose in her heart.
Standing at the door of the bathroom for a long time, there was no movement for a long time, He Silang knew that there must be a problem, and he must not be pregnant, so his wife did not come out for a long time, and he knew that his wife wanted a child more, and not being pregnant was a blow to her.
Thinking that Xiao Nuan was uncomfortable, he felt uncomfortable.
"Xiao Nuan, are you okay. After waiting for a few more minutes, he finally couldn't help it.
Tian Xiaonuan wiped away her tears, opened the door and forced her composure, "Si Lang, I'm sorry, I'm ...... Not pregnant. ”
Seeing his wife's red and swollen eyes, he still has to pretend to be strong, and he has to say sorry to himself, he is wrong, he shouldn't talk about the child, he makes his wife uncomfortable, and makes his wife feel pressured.
"Xiao Nuan. He took his wife's hand, Tian Xiaonuan's hand was cold and wet, and he was so distressed that he hugged her tightly in his arms.
"No need to say I'm sorry, never have to say sorry to me because of this incident, in the future, I will spend the rest of our lives with you, I will accompany you, I will also have you with me, it is enough!"
The low and soft voice, every word clearly echoed in Tian Xiaonuan's ears, with a magic that made her anxious like a sleepy beast's heart, and was gradually soothed by this voice.
"But we ......"
"We're fine, we're together, I don't expect anything else, everyone's life is different, as long as we live a good life, as long as you're happy. ”
"Si Lang, I'm tired, I want to lie down for a while. ”
Waiting for her husband to go out, Tian Xiaonuan, who was lying on the bed and covered with a quilt, dared to let her tears rag and stay, the more her husband said this, the more uncomfortable she felt, her husband likes children She knows, and she also wants to have a child of herself and him, but why is it so difficult.
Crying and crying, Tian Xiaonuan fell asleep, the bedroom door was opened silently, He Silang walked in gently, and saw that there were dry tears in the corners of his wife's eyes.
His hair was wet and dried with tears, and it became strands sticking to his cheeks, and he sighed inaudibly, and then frowned again, still blaming himself, impatient.
Quietly withdrew, He Silang came to the study and made a phone call to his mother, Ye Ting, and mother-in-law.
asked them not to talk about the child in front of Tian Xiaonuan in the future, Lin Lan asked the reason, and learned that because she was not pregnant this time, Tian Xiaonuan cried uncomfortably, and she felt uncomfortable.
"You treat Xiao Nuan well, it doesn't matter if you have children or not, Xiao Nuan has been at home alone for a long time, if you can push the task in the future, push it off. ”
"Mom, I know. He Silang thanked his mother for her understanding, and her mother thought the same as herself, so she didn't put any pressure on Xiao Nuan.
After talking to He Silang, Ye Ting hung up the phone and educated Su Nianxin fiercely, Tian Xiaonuan's eight characters he couldn't see through, but he didn't seem to be a person without a queen, I was afraid that this opportunity would have to wait, Su Nianxin also regretted it, why was she so uncomposed, and when she told the child about it, she decided not to mention the child's matter in the future.
Tian's mother received a call from her son-in-law, she was startled, she didn't understand what it meant at first, and thought that her daughter had a physical problem, and her daughter had been married to her son-in-law for a while, and her stomach had not moved.
Under He Silang's repeated explanations and attitudes, as long as he has Xiao Nuan, it is enough, he doesn't want to have children and become a wife's pressure and distress, the son-in-law is so good to his daughter, Tian's mother is really speechless, and promised that the son-in-law must not ask about the child, nor mention it in front of his daughter.
After telling the family, He Silang breathed a sigh of relief, while his wife was still sleeping, he went into the kitchen to prepare dinner, washed the rice grains, soaked them in water for half an hour, and cooked porridge in a pot over low heat.
Steamed a red sausage in the pot, and he removed the bean sprouts from the refrigerator and washed them, and cut a piece of old tofu into pieces.
While cooking the porridge, a vegetarian bean sprout was fried, and the tofu was fried with cold noodles in oil until golden brown and fragrant, and then a dry stir-fried tofu was stir-fried with spicy tempeh.
The porridge is cooked slowly over low heat, because it has been soaked, it will be soft after cooking for a while, and there is a faint aroma of rice wafting in the kitchen, the most primitive smell of food, but it can arouse people's appetite the most.
Tian Xiaonuan didn't sleep well, she had a very strange dream, she stood in the universe, looking at thousands of stars, there were two very dazzling stars, and the flickering light made her can't help but love it.
She slowly reached out and touched the two stars that seemed to be very close to her, but when she was about to touch them, the two stars suddenly moved away from her, and she faintly heard the child's milky shout.
Those two words are: Mom!
Tian Xiaonuan was shocked into a cold sweat, sat up from the bed all of a sudden, her mind was still the picture from the dream just now, and her heart was suddenly empty and impatient for no reason, the two stars she was about to grasp in her hand, and why did she hallucinate, she obviously heard a mother, and she couldn't distinguish between men and women very vaguely, but it must be the voice of a child.
Tian Xiaonuan gasped rapidly, unable to lift a little strength all over her body, and after a few minutes, her mind gradually woke up, but she couldn't sleep anymore, and she didn't want to stay alone in the bedroom.
Put on her slippers and open the door, the bright light in the room made her feel a lot more at ease, and when she heard the sound of stir-frying from the kitchen, she walked over slowly.
He Silang was copying tofu, and as soon as he put the tofu in the hot oil, he immediately made a crackling sound, and when he heard footsteps, he turned his head and saw his little wife outside.
"Wake up, sit down for a while, and the meal will be ready immediately." ”
Tian Xiaonuan sat obediently at the dining table, watching her husband work for a while, bringing out several dishes, and a bowl of her favorite milk porridge in front of her, milk mixed with the fragrance of rice, curled through her nose, awakening her internal organs.
"Are you hungry?" He Silang touched his wife's face, the slightly cool and tender touch made him can't help but stay for a while.
"You can taste the porridge I cooked, how is it better than my aunt? There are also red sausages, you like to eat porridge the most, there are few at home, I will ask He Lao Er to send some more another day, by the way, eat some bean sprouts, this bean sprouts taste good, the water is tender." ”
He Silang broke the silence in the house one after another, bringing the smell of fireworks at home.
also gradually diverted Tian Xiaonuan's attention.