After hearing this, Lan Cheng was a little disappointed, and said unwillingly: "Sister, I'm ...... Maybe I'm in love with her, it's not easy to meet someone who really treats me, I ...... It's true...... Don't want to give up. ”

After hearing this, Lan Xiang sighed and said, "You are still studying, you have not been in contact with society, and the world of flowers outside is too complicated."

You will know later, if Chen Shaofen changes in the future, or if you change, it is difficult to say. ”

Lan Cheng immediately smiled and said, "No, we are all from the countryside, and our family backgrounds are similar, so we are not so easy to change, and we don't want to see if we are qualified?"

Lan Xiang took a deep breath, and then said: "Okay, you make up your own mind, sister wants you to take it and put it down, don't want to make a move to hurt yourself, and don't become like Chang Wansha, then my sister will be sad." ”

Lan Cheng smiled and said, "I know, in fact, Changwansha became like that at that time, and I was also very sad." Don't worry, I know, brother-in-law, where does he go to study?"

Lan Xiang thought for a while and said, "X Du or X Qing, after he leaves, I will come back to live and be my mother's companion." Where are you going to read?"

Lan Cheng immediately said, you wait a minute, I'll go get the application form, after saying that, he turned around and went back to his room, and after a while, he showed his sister all the copied application forms and transcripts.

Lan Xiang took it and trembled in his hand, the longing in his eyes, Lan Cheng was sad in his eyes, he knew that his sister wanted to study, just for the sake of the family, for herself, and gave up reading.

After reading it carefully, Lan Xiang calmed her heart, and she said with a smile: "I didn't expect you to score five hundred and sixty-three points, and fill in both xqing and x, I hope you will be admitted."

My sister envy you, you must study hard, I didn't watch it last time, I was afraid that I would be sad to see it, but now your brother-in-law is very good to me, and I really let go of it, and it is good to study medicine with my father seriously. ”

Lan Cheng was a little sad, so she had to smile and say, I know sister, I will definitely work hard. It's been handed in, let's go out to dinner.

Lan Xiang smiled and said yes, Lan Cheng said yes, the two sisters and brothers walked out, and Lan's mother had already brought the meal.

Two dishes and one soup, stir-fried meat with green peppers, stir-fried cabbage, tomato and egg soup, steaming, tell them to come and eat. The mother and son talked while eating and asked each other about their situation.

Mother Lan asked Lan Xiang as she ate the food, and asked her if she and the pony were still like that? Lan Xiang bit her chopsticks.

Then put it down and whispered: "Mom, don't worry, I know my own affairs, when he finishes reading, we will talk again, I have already told him." ”

Lan's mother persuaded her daughter, Lan Xiang, no matter what, Mom wants you to live well, you decide for yourself, and you don't regret it then.

The mother and son talked about their father's work and the consumption in the big city outside, until they finished eating, Lan Cheng packed up the dishes and went to wash.

Lan's mother asked her daughter to go back to the house with her, and she had something to say to her, and the two mothers and daughters sat down on the edge of the bed, and there was only an old low wardrobe in the house.

I have used it for many years, and the dark red red paint on the surface has fallen off a lot with the passage of time, and there is a small amount of Lan's mother's clothes inside.

Lan's mother turned on the energy-saving fluorescent lamp, and there was a neatly folded thin flower quilt on the bed, and Lan's mother looked at her daughter carefully.

Look at her face carefully, because when she comes back, she sometimes helps herself with farm work, her skin is a little tanned, and her whole body is still like that.

She stared at Lan Xiang's belly and asked in a low voice, "You and Pony really haven't had sex yet?"

Lan Xiang immediately blushed and said, not yet, we still have to study hard now, if we have children, we will be distracted, and we have no energy to study, and if I don't work hard, I am afraid that he will dislike me.

Lan's mother said earnestly, Mom is a person from the past, and I know that young men sometimes have strong physiological needs, your father was like that when he was young, you treated him like this, I am afraid that he will go out to find someone else, and what if he is separated from you at that time?

Lan Xiang was a little dilemma, sighed and said, "What do you want me to do?" If I live with him, and he still dislikes me at that time, what should I do?

Lan's mother sighed and said, that's what she said, after all, people have seen more and have more ideas, if he doesn't change his mind, you really have to live well with the pony, after all, it's close to home, you can come back to see your mother often.

Lan Xiang smiled and said I know, then mom, I will sleep here tonight and won't go back. Lan's mother said yes.

The mother and daughter came out and put all the chickens, ducks and geese back in the grass hut. As the night progressed, the animals clucked and quacked from time to time, and slowly quieted down.

At night, the mother and daughter went back to the house to wash their personal hygiene, and when they returned to the room, Lan Cheng had already washed up, said hello to her mother and sister, and went back to the room.

The two mothers and daughters were lying on the bed, and Lan's mother whispered to Lan Xiang, Lan Xiang, you are married, and you have sex with your man, and your mother should teach you. In fact, it is so big, you should know it if you read the book.

Most men attach great importance to women's chastity, and they have to start with their own men, and if you marry him, you have to keep your heart and body.

Mom believes that you can do it, you can't be half-hearted, and you can't withstand the temptation of other men.

Lan Xiang nodded and said, I know, Mom.

Lan's mother touched her daughter's black hair, and said with emotion in her heart, in fact, the greatest happiness of a woman is to have a happy home, her husband is loved, her children are obedient, and it doesn't matter if she is poor, as long as she is at ease.

Lan Xiang snuggled up beside her mother and nodded yes, Lan's mother whispered that a woman's first birth cannot be decided, and the second marriage is a woman's second choice.

Decide whether your life is good or bad, your mother and father were poor and had little knowledge at that time, for the peace of mind of your grandparents and grandmothers, you should marry your father.

Although you are poor, fortunately, your father does not bother, and after working hard to earn money, he will get it all back, which is the best reward for his mother, otherwise we will live there.

Mother Lan glanced at her daughter, endured the tears that were about to fall, and said distressedly, Mom really hopes that your marriage is happy. Mom was relieved.

Lan Xiang immediately said okay, and Lan's mother whispered in her ear that women will be a little uncomfortable when they have sex for the first time, and it may be very painful.

You have to endure it, let your man have fun, it really hurts and can't stand it, you have to say, you know?

Let him know the pain of our woman, and let him feel sorry for you, otherwise he doesn't know it, and it's not good for you. After a long time, you will slowly get used to it.

Lan Xiang immediately blushed and nodded and said yes.

After talking for a long time, the two mothers and daughters finally fell asleep and slowly fell asleep.

Ma Deze waited at his house for a long time, but he didn't see Lan Xiang come back, so he called his father and knew that she had returned to Lan's mother's house.

I went to the school in the past two days and asked the teacher, my score is not a big chance of admission, the teacher read it, I had to say that I was not sure, I repeated it twice, the teacher also knew, let him make his own idea.

He had no choice but to check the junior colleges in the school computer room, fill out the application form, and have dinner with some classmates, talking about each other's goals.

He originally wanted to ask Lan Xiang to come with him, but he was afraid that she would be sad and give up studying because of marrying him.

He loves Lan Xiang in his heart and considers respecting her at all times, but he is actually worried that after Lan Xiang learns medicine with his father, will he leave him and keep her at that time?

When she finished reading, she immediately let her have sex with her, and when she gave birth to a child, maybe she would not leave herself for the sake of the child.

If Lan Xiang hasn't fallen in love with herself in these three years, will she force her then? Will she hate me?

Madze was thinking wildly here, and at the thought of this, he felt a wave of frustration, and grabbed his hair from the drawer in his study.

Reaching for a black-shelled notebook on the desk, he opened it, and inside was the diary he had written.

From the beginning of seeing Lanxiang, to the fact that I was moved by her later, and then I suddenly married myself, and after I got married, my performance towards myself was all written on it.

He put it here, hoping that Lan Xiang would come in and look for something, and one day she would see it and let her know her heart.

The heart that can't be loved is really uncomfortable, I hope she sees it, improves herself, and then falls in love with herself, and lives happily in the future, unlike herself like a shared partner.

Looking at the neatly written black font on it, Ma Deze looked at it carefully one by one, and seriously recalled his feelings at that time.

After finally reading it, he sighed and put it on the desk, hoping that Lan Xiang would come in and see it at any time.

Get up and go to wash personal hygiene, after washing, lie on the bed and sleep, doomed to be lonely, after getting married, what is the difference between being single and single.

I never told my classmates that I was married, and I was afraid that I would find out and laugh at myself.

Thinking that I can kiss her at any time now, my heart is a little better.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep slowly after being sleepy.

Chen Shaoke's family finished eating, sat in the hall and talked, Chen's father said that the working hours in the factory where he worked, how much work he had to do in a day, and the hours and piecework, it was a good factory, but he didn't buy pension insurance.

Chen's mother combed her short hair, smiled on her round face, and said with a smile: "When you work, sometimes it is difficult to go to the toilet, and it is even faster to eat."

When we are busy, we work 12 hours a day, not 10 hours, we have a low education, it doesn't matter, it's not easy to find a job, we have been working in that factory for three years, and we have not dared to change jobs. ”

Father Chen's yellow-skinned face showed a shallow smile, sighed and said, "Yes, it's okay to be an official, it's not too fierce, I used to work in two factories."

There is a bad benefit, no work to do, I quit my job, the other one, the official is too fierce, often lose my temper, I had to quit, with your mother to find this factory, we cherish it, do it well. ”

The two siblings immediately said, Mom and Dad, you have worked hard. Grandpa also said next to him, you have worked hard, child.

Chen's father and mother said that the work is hard, and it is also hard to be a farmer, so in order to live, they can only grit their teeth and persevere. Be obedient.

The brother and sister nodded yes.