Chapter 109: Ge Tian's Tombstone
Living as Qiu Xiaobai until now, I seem to live a debauched and chic life every day, as if I have everything, but. The lack of love has become a vacancy in my heart, which is always incomplete, and there will always be a faint sense of loss and pain. Tao Wanxin has always been my motivation, but it is also my gap, if she can fill in the missing part of me, I can be truly happy.
And today, I took the first brave step. Because I know that my image of Qiu Xiaobai's handsome brother has been ingrained in people's hearts, and I feel that no one will associate me with Ge Tian anymore, so. I dare to really launch an offensive against Tao Wanxin.
However, Tao Wanxin's abnormal attitude today still surprised me, happiness came too suddenly, so suddenly that I was not prepared, at this moment, I was racing in a car, I was directionless, and I didn't know where to drive. In front of Tao Wanxin, I was still a little restrained, and I couldn't show the kind of chic and comfortable I was with other girls.
The wind kept beating my face, and slowly, I seemed to wake up a little. Let go of some. So, I turned my head slightly, looked at Tao Wanxin, and asked, "What do you like to eat?"
It's been two years, and now Tao Wanxin, for me. It's really a lot stranger, from her, I can no longer find the feeling of a brainless little cousin, perhaps, from the time she first proposed to break up with me, I began to understand her a little, and it was always easy to suffer from gains and losses.
And, Tao Wanxin, who had been immersed in thinking, was also awakened by my sudden question, she pursed her lips and said indifferently: "I want to go to a place now, I hope you can take me there." ”
Without thinking, I said, "No problem!"
After speaking, I immediately followed the route provided by Tao Wanxin, galloping at a high speed, and soon, I drove to the place requested by Tao Wanxin.
And, what makes me tremble even more is that this place, the more I look at it, the more familiar it becomes, I try to recall, turn over the memories of the past, suddenly, my heart trembled, and I remembered that this is the place where Tao Wanxin was tied to the bomb by Luan Yu, that is, the place where I was buried in the fire.
I felt a little panicked more and more, obviously I asked Tao Wanxin to come out for dinner, but she guided me here, could it be that she saw that I was Ge Tian? Impossible, I covered it up so well, changed so thoroughly, Tao Wanxin couldn't find out that I was Ge Tian, but my heart still couldn't help beating wildly, I tried my best to suppress it, so as not to show a trace of abnormality. Immediately, I asked Tao Wanxin with ordinary curiosity: "What are you doing here?
Tao Wanxin looked sad and said, "Look at someone!"
After speaking, after I parked the car, she got out of the car first, and I also jumped out of the car neatly, and then accompanied Tao Wanxin to walk slowly, until the attic that Luan Yu once built, when we walked to that place, I found that the former attic has long disappeared, vanished, and now there is only a lonely tomb left, before coming to the cemetery, I saw at a glance on the stone tablet, Ge Tian's photo.
My heart suddenly pinched, I saw my own grave with my own eyes, to be honest, even if my heart was strong, it was difficult to hide my excitement at this time, or rather, I felt a lot.
And Tao Wanxin stared at the tombstone with a bitter face, that expression, like a resentful woman who had been widowed for many years, sad and helpless, I looked a little distressed, but I didn't dare to show it at all, just with a little weird eyes, standing here with Tao Wanxin.
After a long silence, Tao Wanxin suddenly spoke: "Qiu Xiaobai, you should have heard about me, right?"
I didn't hide it, and said bluntly: "I've heard it!"
Tao Wanxin smiled bitterly, then looked at Ge Tian's grave and said to me, "This is my man, Ge Tian!"
When she said the word man, it was extremely absolute, as if she was completely Ge Tian's wife, which made me very pleased, but also very sad, I tried my best to suppress my true emotions, and said softly: "It's a pity, but you don't have to stick to it for life, after all, the deceased is gone, and he doesn't want you to be like this below!"
Hearing this, Tao Wanxin suddenly turned her face, looked at me in surprise, and said, "How do you know he doesn't want to?"
Her tone, she looked at me, as if she wanted to see me through, perhaps, she brought me here just to test me, but my training in the past two years is not in vain, even if the heart is turbulent, but the surface is still not shocked, I was moved, and quickly replied to her: "Guess, as a veteran of the love field, I know the minds of some men very well, if you really meet the woman you love, as long as she is happy, it is better than anything, no one wants their woman to be lonely for a lifetime, a lifetime of pain!"
Tao Wanxin looked at me with doubts in her eyes, and then asked, "You are a very attentive person, and you still know this, how many girlfriends have you had?"
I didn't understand why she asked, so I hesitated a little and said, "More than ten!"
After Tao Wanxin listened, her eyes became even darker, and she said very sadly: " In fact, Ge Tian is also quite distracted, but he is okay, he has not had a few girlfriends, and he is good to me, but I am too childish, because of one of his splits, he refused to forgive, which led to a lot of problems in the back, he has always blamed himself and regretted it, until he died for me, he has never been really happy, so, in this place, in fact, if he doesn't want to die in his heart, he can survive, but maybe I hurt him too deeply, and the burden that reality gave him was too heavy, causing him to not want to hold on and not want to live. I hurt him, and if it weren't for the fact that he told me to live well before he died, I would have committed suicide a long time ago!"
After speaking, the corners of Tao Wanxin's eyes shed tears of pain and despair.
Her words pierced my heart, I was distressed and uncomfortable, at this moment, I even wanted to tell her, I am Ge Tian, I never blame her, not at all, but, I can't say, I can only endure, I suppressed the pain in my heart, tried to comfort her: " It's okay, it's not your fault, I think, Ge Tian will give up his life to save you and prove that he loves you, that's why he will be so righteous, since he said before he died that he wanted you to live well, he must want you to be happy, but although you are alive now, it is not good, this is against his wishes!"
What I said was very reasonable, I guess Tao Wanxin also listened to it, her sad face slowly regained her perseverance, she looked at me with her unpredictable eyes, and suddenly asked me: "Listen to Zhou Xinting, you want to chase me, is it true?"
Hearing this, I pressed the sorrow in my heart to the deepest, and then showed an informal expression, and then, I took out a cigarette, smoked it elegantly, and said firmly: "Yes!"
Tao Wanxin immediately asked suspiciously, "Why?"
I spat out the smoke ring, restrained my playful smile, and said seriously: "There are many girls around me, but most of them are purposeful, either they look at my face, or they covet my money, I don't seem to have met real love, and I can't find a woman who is willing to give love sincerely, and you are different, you are an infatuated woman, I was moved by your story." Moreover, in the class, you are the only one who dismisses me, you are very different, and I like to challenge difficult things, of course, I still want to find a good woman!"
After listening to this, Tao Wanxin suddenly laughed, she smiled a little speechlessly: "I don't have anything else, didn't I get into your car like other women today?"
Speaking of which, I suddenly remembered the key question, and I immediately wondered, "Yes, why are you willing to get in my car?"
Tao Wanxin suddenly moved her gaze to the tombstone, her eyes showed tenderness, staring deeply at the photo of Ge Tian on the tombstone, and she was melancholy for a long time before she said leisurely: "Since you transferred to our class, I have been a little disgusted with you, I don't like boys who are too high-profile and self-righteous, so I have never looked at you seriously, and I don't want to know you." But today, when I was watching a basketball game, I accidentally found something different about you, it seems to be a little Ge Tian's shadow, especially in some places, it can make people feel bright, and it will shine in a low-key way, I seem to have noticed today that you are not as flamboyant as you seem, you have something hidden, so, for a moment, I think you are Ge Tian!"
I thought that even if I knew me well, it would be impossible for anyone who knew me well to perceive Ge Tian's breath in my body now, but, this woman I loved deeply, could actually feel my difference, some unknown things I hid. Moreover, even if I change everything, there is one thing that I can't change, that is, my love for Tao Wanxin, this kind of love is difficult to hide very well, even Zhou Xinting felt something on the first day she met me.
Therefore, now I can only plan and transform Ge Tian's love for Tao Wanxin into Qiu Xiaobai's love for Tao Wanxin, thinking of this, I hurriedly said: "Hehe, this is very good, you can treat me as Ge Tian, I will take care of you for him, how about it?"
After saying that, I also showed an elegant smile, showing my sincerity.
However, Tao Wanxin scoffed, she replied indifferently without hesitation: "Impossible, a person, can not be replaced, when I saw Ge Tian die in front of me, my heart was already dead, even if I can find his shadow in you, but you are not him after all, so, we can't, the reason why I came out with you today is because I treat you as Ge Tian's shadow, I want to talk to you and relieve the pain I buried in my heart, it turns out that after chatting with you, I am indeed relieved."
The second and main one, I brought you here to tell you that there will always be only one person I love, and I promised him that in this life and in the next life, he will be his woman, and I will not be the woman of the second man, so whether you really like me or have fun, I will trouble you and give up.
Again, I came out alone with you, and I also want to tell you that Zhou Xinting seems to be a little tempted by you, she is very similar to me back then, I used to treat Ge Tian as a buddy, but it slowly fell, I can feel that she is also like this to you, so I want to say, if you are not interesting to her, you keep your distance from her, don't break her heart!"
Hearing this, I knew that no matter how Tao Wanxin changes, her original intention is still there, she doesn't care about her own situation, she always thinks about others, her kind heart will never change, and her insistence on love is still so persistent.
I quietly stared at the photo of me from the past on the tombstone, hesitated for a while, my eyes became firm, I looked at Tao Wanxin firmly, and said domineeringly: "Tao Wanxin, let's be honest with you, I got close to Zhou Xinting because of you, I just got close to you through her, and I slowly approached you." You are a very distressing person, it makes people want to protect, you are still young, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about your parents, they definitely don't want you to be single for a lifetime, the past, just let it pass, the new life is the most important thing, so, Tao Wanxin, can you make me your new guardian? Be my girlfriend, okay?"
Although my voice has changed, my tone is suddenly a bit like Ge Tian in the past, I said this affectionate words to Tao Wanxin, especially said, I really hope that she can be touched, even if I change my face, she can still like me.
In fact, Tao Wanxin was indeed a little stunned by my words, I know that this kind girl usually uses indifference to package herself and reject others, she is afraid that she will change her mind. Now, her heart has been opened for a while, and I have taken advantage of the weakness, and I want to take her down in one fell swoop.
I don't know if Tao Wanxin connected me with Ge Tian because of my words, I felt that after she was stunned for a while, her eyes suddenly changed, she kept looking at me with her eyes with tears in her eyes, and then opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but couldn't say it.
At this moment, my heart lifted, and I nervously waited for her answer, but just as Tao Wanxin was about to speak, a rush of footsteps interrupted her.
I was furious, who is so ignorant, who doesn't come sooner or later, but at this time he came to this wilderness? Thinking about it, I immediately turned my head angrily, but when those two figures met my eyes, my anger suddenly disappeared, and it was replaced by complete shock.
Because, these two people turned out to be my stupid brother Wang Yonghong, and the little Yue who had broken my heart countless times, at this time, Wang Yonghong was still holding a bunch of yellow chrysanthemums in his hands...