Chapter 142: No One Can Replace Him
Gu Dongjue took away her newspaper and threw it aside: "Don't look at it, you haven't rested since the morning." %∷8%∷8%∷Read%∷Book,.≮.※o"
"But I'm not sleepy. Su Fang piled up the quilt, "You better tell me how Liu Ranwei is." ”
Gu Dongjue didn't have much interest in mentioning that person, and said succinctly: "I was released on bail by her parents, I heard that it was because the Liu family had connections in the political circles." ”
Speaking of which, the relationship between Liu Ranwei and Liu Qianhui, the sisters, is also intriguing, the relationship between the two is obviously not harmonious, but it is not known who bullied whom, but what can be known is that even if Liu Ranwei does not deal with Liu Qianhui in person, she will make a stumbling block behind her back.
Commonly known as - smiling tiger.
Su Fang pouted, in fact, she was quite disappointed in her heart, Liu Ranwei looked really a very well-behaved girl, but she didn't expect that she had always been so thoughtful about her, sending flowers to intimidate her was not enough, and in the end she even wanted to pretend to be a ghost and kill her.
Gu Dongjue said: "Think about it a little, with the attitude of the Liu family's parents towards Liu Ranwei, how could she be bullied in the Liu family, since she was not bullied, why should she show that she was bullied miserably? ”
He was right, the Liu family's parents were very good to Liu Ranwei, and it was not like she had been excluded from the Su family, but at that time they had no suspicion of her, and they didn't think about it carefully, and when they doubted it, things had developed to the point of no return. Su Fang touched the wound on her abdomen, this bloody lesson seemed to remind her that she should not trust people too much next time.
"You broke up with Anthony?"
Su Fang subconsciously raised her head and met the deep eyes that he was staring at her, she knew that he was confirming, she looked away, and said in a low and deep voice: "Hmm." ”
He asked, "Really?"
"What's really fake?"
Gu Dongjue solemnly repeated again: "Are you sincere in breaking up with him?
Was breaking up with Anthony sincere or acting?
Su Fang was also silent for a while.
In fact, the idea of separating from Anthony has been there since she realized that she didn't love him very much, and even thought about Gu Dongjue in her heart, as she said, Anthony deserves a better woman to love him wholeheartedly, not like her, confused and hesitant. But when that thought came to mind, she couldn't help but think of the five years he had taken care of her in Paris, and the guilt in her heart made her unable to say goodbye after all.
This time Liu Ranwei's matter was a fuse and an opportunity, when she found out that she was probably just a stand-in in Anthony's heart, she was really devastated, that feeling was that according to Jiang Wanhao's speaking style, she won a lottery ticket of five million, and before she had time to be happy, she was told that the prize was someone else, and you just helped carry it back, so at that time, she was determined to break up.
But it is also undeniable that there is a suspicion of playing on the topic.
She replied softly, "It's true." ”
The people outside the door only felt stiff, as if they were suddenly thrown into an ice cellar, and the blood all over their bodies was frozen in an instant, cold to the bone, and the sunset outside the window suddenly disappeared between the buildings, and everything was quiet.
There was silence for a while, Anthony pulled the corners of his mouth self-deprecatingly, and walked away slowly with a turn of footsteps, the corridor was very long, and lonely shadows covered the ground.
After Su Fang took the medicine, she still wanted to continue watching the news, but Gu Dongjue was not allowed, she wanted to reason with him, she was not a pig, how could she sleep for more than ten hours a day? But President Gu didn't plan to reason with her, he grabbed the back of her head and kissed her directly, kissed her so blurry that he picked her up and stuffed her into the futon.
Su Fang: "......"
Gu Dongjue was lying on the other bed looking at the computer, Su Fang didn't feel sleepy, but as soon as his back was touched by the quilt, he actually felt sleepy, and he fell asleep after a while, Gu Dongjue saw her close her eyes, so he turned the light darker.
Outside the window, the night is dark, and the stars are covering the sky, quiet and reassuring.
Su Fang slept until nearly ten o'clock the next morning, when she woke up, she didn't see Gu Dongjue, her heart was inexplicably empty, a few days ago, when she opened her eyes, she would definitely see him sitting on the edge of her bed waiting for her to wake up, today's exception made her feel very unnatural, and subconsciously shouted: "Gu Dongjue?"
"He went out to buy food. The answer to her was a female voice, not very proficient in Chinese, Su Fang tilted her head, sure enough, she saw that it was her teacher, Mrs. Robin, she leaned against the windowsill with a glass of water, her eyes were as rigorous as ever, and when she saw her, her expression was kinder.
Su Fang smiled: "Teacher, you are here." ”
"Came half an hour ago, I'm here to pick up Anthony's phone that I forgot with you yesterday. Lady Robin took a sip of water and raised her eyebrows, "Actually, I was watching you when you weren't awake." ”
"What do you see me doing?" Su Fang smiled in surprise.
"I think you're really different now than you were in Paris. She shook her head and said, "Now you are embarrassed and dazed, like a boat on the sea that has no direction and drifts with the current...... , this is not you I know. ”
…… Sure enough, it's her teacher, and he can't hide anything from her.
Su Fang sighed from the bottom of her heart, she also knew that she was different, when she was in Paris, her life seemed to be simpler, there was not so much deceit, she spent as much time as possible every day preparing for the Pearl Cup Competition, which was held every five years, and after coming to City A, she had too many worries and distractions, and always felt that her heart was empty, as if something was missing.
Seeing that she showed such a blank look again, Mrs. Robin did not speak, but looked at her quietly, her eyes seemed to examine and think through her, and after a while, she smiled and said, "Actually, you are very much like when I was younger. ”
Su Fang was slightly stunned: "Teacher, when you were young?"
"yes. ”
The past of her youth is so far away from the present that she feels like a world away when she looks back on it.
"My family is not strong, but admired, great-grandfather and grandfather are famous calligraphers, so everyone in the outside world calls our ancient family a scholarly family, which is also destined, everyone in my family, must be burdened by this reputation, whether we want to or not, we must live worthy of these four words, can not be wanton, can not act recklessly, even like a person must be considered and assessed. ”
There was a bit of melancholy and regret in her tone, as if mourning a missed relationship, so much so that Su Fang couldn't help but ask: "Teacher...... Have you ever liked someone else?"
Mrs. Robin asked, "What is like?"
After asking, he didn't wait for her to answer, so he said to himself: "I tell you, liking is that person, I can't say what's good, but I can't replace it." ”
Su Fang was touched in his heart: "Is there someone in the teacher's heart who can't be replaced?"
"There are naturally many people I can't replace now, such as my proud student you, such as my daughter Ya'an, or Mr. Robin, who has been with me for decades, these are all gifts left to me after years of precipitation, and I can't lose or want to replace. Mrs. Robin shook her head with a smile, "But at the beginning, I was in the same decision-making position as you, but I wavered, I chose and gave up, which means that neither of them is my favorite." ”
For the first time, Su Fang saw the always sharp teacher showing such a lost look, and he couldn't help but feel nervous, and hurriedly shouted: "Teacher ......"
Mrs. Robin waved her hand, her expression was neat, and she had returned to normal, and no longer continued to talk about her own business, but asked her directly: "Who is the two of them that cannot be lost and replaced?"
Su Fang was stunned for a while: "I ......"
"Actually, you have the answer in your heart, but you are afraid that if you say it, you will hurt another person, but do you know that the most fearful thing about feelings is to drag on, you are like this, in fact, both of them are hurt. She put down the glass of water and sat down on the chair next to her bed, holding her hand, "It may be painful to give up one, but the one you choose will definitely not fail you." ”
"If your choice is Gu Dongjue, then don't worry about Anthony, I watched him grow up, he is not so fragile, if you can live well after leaving him, he will be happy for you, but now that you are hesitating, he does not dare to let go easily, for fear that after you leave him, he will not be happy, he cherishes you, so as long as you are good, no matter whether the person who accompanies you is him or not, he will not be sad. ”
Mrs. Robin's words were what really touched her heart these days, and Su Fang's eyes turned red, and tears quickly piled up in the corners of her eyes.
"After breaking up, you don't have to deliberately avoid it, just like Ya'an said, not falling in love is the farthest distance. Mrs. Robin wiped away her tears, remembering that her proud student was finally planted in the hands of others, and her mood suddenly became a little delicate, as if her raised daughter was going to run away with someone, and she had to sigh, "I hope that kid can no longer live up to you this time." ”
Gu Dongjue came back at a very accurate time, and Mrs. Robin's words were almost finished, so she didn't continue the topic, but chatted about some light things, Su Fang was most concerned about Jiang Wanhao's situation, Mrs. Robin said, that boy was indeed her college classmate, but he didn't know him very well in college, and he recently got in touch by chance and offered to help her, and Jiang Wanhao agreed.
"Active?" Su Fang frowned, "For no reason, why do you want to take the initiative to do such a thing?" °C≡miào°C≡bi°C≡ Pavilion °C≡
Mrs. Robin said she didn't know.
"Nothing to be courteous, either a traitor or a thief, I must remind Ah Hao when I turn around, don't be deceived again, just like the one before, and said that he could help her rescue her father, but he didn't disappear without a trace. After Mrs. Robin left, Su Fang was still saying that Gu Dongjue knew who this 'who's who' was, and he paused and said, "Don't jump to conclusions first." ”
Su Fang snorted lightly, and saw that he was tinkering with a basin of water next to him for a long time, and asked inexplicably, "What are you going to do?"
Gu Dongjue turned around to close the door, closed the curtains again, and blocked the outside world's sight, then returned to her, and without saying a word, he reached out to unbutton her hospital gown: "Help you wipe your body." ”
Su Fang: "......"
Su Fang: "......"
Su Fang: "......"