"I'm here, you can get out. ”

Jian Ke came in aggressively, looking at the woman lying there motionless, her eyes were a little moist.

"Do you know what's the most powerless thing to do?"

Jian Ke pursed her lips, to be honest, she had a grudge against Mu Zeyu in her heart, if it weren't for him, how could the child in Ming Yan's belly be gone.

"She was covered in blood and unconscious from the pain, but she told me to save the child. Mu Zeyu said in an extremely difficult tone, "Mingyan woke up, how can I tell her that the child was not saved." ”

A lot of times, she gets angry over a little thing, but it doesn't come out. Because of the relationship between pregnancy, the mood has become very bad, and the next moment she is still laughing like a spring breeze can lose her temper at him, since the prenatal doctor said that it is not good, she has actively adjusted her emotions, and she will not have an immediate attack if she is really angry.

Mu Zeyu felt that it was good to say it directly if he was not happy in his heart, and it became more and more uncomfortable to hold it in his heart, and he would not take it to heart when he was angry with him, what if he was suffocated.

But he also knew that her mood at that time was like *, which would explode when she touched it, so he didn't dare to say anything.

He kept saying that he wanted to accompany her for prenatal checkups, but he couldn't accompany her for several prenatal checkups, and asked her how she was doing, for fear that he would worry, and never told him anything bad.

Therefore, he didn't know that she had pregnancy depression at all.

If he had known...... If he had known, everything must have gone along with her, she liked Jian Ke, it was a big deal to let Jian Ke move to Blue Bay to live, anyway, it would only be a matter of a few months, what could he not bear.

Mu Zeyu stretched out his hand and gently stroked Gu Mingyan's thin and pale face, in just three days, her whole person had lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

His barren and barren heart, Gu Mingyan is his only light.

It is the flower that blooms from the hard and hard of his heart, the flower that breaks out of the hard ice, and the source of all his joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

"The doctor said that she subconsciously didn't want to wake up, and she must blame me for Mingyan, blame me for not being angry with her, blame me for not protecting this child. ”

The woman on the hospital bed, her slender and thick eyelashes trembled.

Mu Zeyu, who was immersed in grief, didn't notice it, and Jian Ke, who wanted to scold him and held back, didn't notice it.

Gu Mingyan fell into a nightmare, a nightmare that lasted for an endless time, everywhere she went, it was a white expanse, and there was a faint cry of a child in her ears, but she couldn't find where the child was after searching all the corners.

The faint cry was like countless needles piercing her body, so painful that she even had bones hurt, she couldn't find any way out, and no one helped her, so she could only cry helplessly.

Suddenly there was a light in front of her, the baby's cry disappeared, and she saw a straight avenue, with the bright and warm sun above her head.

"At this point, what's the use of talking about it. Jian Ke felt sad in her heart, she was not firm in her desire to keep the child, but in the past few days, she has made up her mind that no matter how the two families change, she must protect her child.

"I know...... Jian Ke, please help me take care of her. ”

"Where are you going?" Jian Ke frowned and looked at the haggard man, "Do you want to escape?" If Ming Yan wakes up and asks you, how will you let me tell her?"

Mu Zeyu's deep eyes were full of tenderness, "She was angry with me, so she refused to wake up." She will only be willing to open her eyes if I leave, and if she hates me and resents me, I ......"

I closed my eyes and couldn't say anything else.

There are two children between them, and he doesn't even know when the first child is gone, which shows how much failure his husband has done.

I remembered a joke that he said that her husband was the sky and the earth, and he would shelter her from the wind and rain whenever and wherever she was, so that she would be fearless.

At that time, she was stunned, and after a while, she said in a cold tone: Husband, husband, husband is husband within one zhang.

It was he who took everything for granted, thinking that their relationship was stable, and no external factors could destroy them, even if Ji Rujing was watching from the sidelines, he didn't take it to heart at all.

Ji Rujing......

If Ming Yan's child is gone, it has something to do with Ji Rujing, this time he will definitely crush Ji Rujing's bones and ashes!

…… ……

"Mingyan, are you awake?"

Jian Ke was prone to drowsiness in the early stages of pregnancy, and after taking a nap, a spirit saw Gu Mingyan open his eyes, staring at the ceiling blankly.

"My child, is it gone?"

Her tone was calm, as if she was asking her if the weather was good outside.

Jian Ke chuckled in her heart, although she was not a psychiatrist, she also knew that what she was most afraid of was not crying with a violent emotional breakdown, but burying all the sadness and pain deep in her heart.

"Mingyan, if you feel uncomfortable, cry out, crying will be better. ”

Gu Mingyan opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling above his head, with no expression on his face, "Ake, you're right, my child is gone, I should cry." ”

She blinked, trying to squeeze out tears, but she couldn't squeeze out a single tear from her dry eyes.

"What should I do? I can't cry......

Gu Mingyan's face was dry without any tears, but it was this kind of calm sorrow that made people feel even more sad.

"Ke, I can't cry...... I'm so useless, the child left his mother, but I couldn't shed a single tear......" She had a smile on her face, but the smile was more ugly than crying.

"Ming Yan, are you uncomfortable?" Jian Ke bent down and hugged her, "I know you hate it in your heart now, but if the child is gone, it will be gone, and no matter how sad you are, you can't get the child back." ”

"I know. ”

Gu Mingyan's voice was very soft, as if he didn't even have the strength to speak.

"We're best friends, aren't we?" Jian Ke held her hand and put it on her stomach, "When my child is born, if you like it, I will give it to you as a goddaughter." ”

"Okay!" Gu Mingyan touched her flat lower abdomen, and a smile appeared on his face, "Ake, you have to be well, and the child must be well." ”

Because, she can't accept any loss anymore.

From mom to dad, to that child, and now this child, she doesn't have much but has been losing ......

"What about others?"

"Do you want to see Mu Zeyu? I'll help you call, okay?"

"Is he upset?"

Jian Ke nodded, a little unsure of what to say.

"I don't blame him, he must be more guilty of losing this child than I am. Gu Mingyan could imagine the man's shocked expression after knowing everything, he was such a person who was used to controlling everything, but such a thing happened right under his nose.