149. I'm not as sought-after as you are
After all, the matter was not opened, and it was as if there was a thorn in my heart. [β 8 [β 8 [β read [β book, .2β
I was dumbfounded when I saw Guo Yuqing at the airport that day, and it was not because I didn't say anything about the watch before, it has been stuck in my heart!
I sniffed, and was about to ask Lu Xudong and Guo Yuqing how they went to City A, and what was the matter with "you know it in your heart".
Before he could speak, he was heard sighing and saying, "Cersei, don't say that kind of thing again......!
He paused, and his tone was filled with helplessness: "You mind that I am good to Xiaoqing, I can understand that I am jealous, but you can't deny my feelings for you because you are jealous!
"Who told you to lie to me and still don't believe me?" I snorted twice, stretched out my hand and poked his chest, and said confidently: "Isn't it reasonable to say that my doubts are unreasonable? You just lied to me for her, and I haven't been angry yet, and in the blink of an eye, I saw her coming back from City A with you, what do you want me to think? Of course, I think she went to look for you, and you have been cold and indifferent to me in the past few days......
"Obviously, you ignore me, right? I call every day to ask for instructions and report late, but what about you? I don't have a single intimate greeting!" Lu Xudong gently tapped my forehead, "Besides, Xiaoqing is traveling to City A, I didn't know in advance, and she didn't know that I was on a business trip in City A, did I meet me on the plane, and I still have to pretend that I don't know?"
It sounds reasonable, and I have nothing to refute, and I can't say that Guo Yuqing must have deliberately created a chance encounter when he heard about his itinerary! After all, I have no evidence!
Lu Xudong hugged me and said very seriously: "Promise me, if you want to know anything in the future, come and ask me directly, don't think about it yourself, and deliberately avoid me, you don't know how worried I am when I can't find you!"
I remember a long time ago, Lu Xudong said something similar, he knew that I was easily upset, and he had been trying his best to reassure me. When I think about it like this, I feel a little ashamed, I feel that he has opened a door for me frankly, but I always turn a blind eye, trying to enter his heart in other ways, no matter how I think about it, I feel that I am really a mere memorial to myself.
"I was so confused, so I ......" I whispered, I wanted to promise that I would never do it again next time, but I thought that we had promised each other not to lie to each other not long ago, and I was a little stupid, so I changed my words: "I am also excusable......"
"Yes, you are excusable, I am extremely evil!" Lu Xudong sighed, and still persuaded me very persistently: "But no matter what happens, escape is not the best way! Cersei, we are husband and wife, you can be angry with me, complain about me, beat me and scold me, but you can't avoid me, I will be anxious and worried when I can't find you, and I will be uneasy and even cranky after worrying for a long time!"
His words made my heart sweet, and my previous grievances were sad and sad...... Anyway, all the bad emotions have been left behind.
I twisted my body in his arms a little hypocritically, and muttered in a low voice: "What is there to worry about, I am not as sought-after as you are, I have to worry about you being snatched all day long!"
Lu Xudong actually heard my muttering at the tip of his ear, and sighed seriously: "Cersei, why do you always look down on yourself......"
I want to say that I don't look down on myself, but I feel more and more that I am not good enough by his side. But a flash of inspiration flashed in my head, and I suddenly seemed to know something, raised my face to look at him, and asked solemnly, "Are you hiding something from me?"
"It's nothing ......" Lu Xudong pursed his lips, looking a little awkward.
I pouted: "You also told me to ask ...... directly if I have something."
Lu Xudong said helplessly: "Do you remember the last time you lied to me and said that you were working overtime, and you went to the mall?"
I let out a weak "um".
He rubbed my hair, and then said, "I went to your company and didn't find you, but I met Zhang Ruiran when I left." β
"What?" my jaw dropped, "right in our company?"
"You don't know?" Lu Xudong looked more surprised than I was.
I finally understood why he said that I knew what I knew in my heart, and I dared to love this guy before I lied to him that I was working overtime with Zhang Ruiran?
Calculate carefully, the last time I saw Zhang Ruiran was in Wanda Plaza, he helped me get rid of Lian Jincheng and Li Jiayue, after which so many things happened to me, plus Zhang Ruiran was always messing around with me before, which made me very tired, so he disappeared for more than two months, I actually basically forgot about his existence.
When Lu Xudong mentioned it at this time, I immediately remembered that every time Lu Xudong met him, he was cold, looking like he was facing a great enemy, and he had misunderstood me before about "riding a donkey to find a horse"...... It looks even more serious than I mind Guo Yuqing!
I rolled my eyes, secretly rejoicing in his jealousy and nervousness, but I made an unhappy look on my face, and said angrily: "I also said that I don't have confidence in myself, what about you? You can be poor and nervous if you can't beat such an eight-pole person!"
Lu Xudong was not ashamed and proud: "This proves even more that I care about you!"
I was even more unproductive, secretly happy for a long time, cleared my throat again, and said seriously like him: "If there is anything in the future, come and ask me directly, don't worry about it, I obviously have nothing to do with him, and you eat this kind of vinegar is too much!"
As a result, Lu Xudong was pressed down on the bed before the words fell, and he gritted his teeth before kissing me and said: "How about I just be jealous, who told you to be so close to him before?!"
I didn't even have a chance to cry out, and I was soon dizzy and out of breath by his kiss.
After everything calmed down, I felt as if I had died once, lying in Lu Xudong's arms in collapse.
Lu Xudong hugged me and sighed with great satisfaction: "It's better not to quarrel, the feeling of the Cold War is really bad, don't quarrel in the future, okay?"
......I rolled my eyes, speechless, but his rogue energy like a child begging for candy made me feel good.
I reached out to hug Lu Xudong's waist, let out a long sigh of relief, and then responded in a low voice: "Okay!"
No one wants their love and marriage to always be in a miasma, right? If a quarrel hurts such feelings, if it is not a last resort, who would want to?!
But as the old saying goes, it's not that enemies don't get together. My brother and my sister-in-law often quarrel, and my mother always said that quarreling is a lifetime, and if you are willing to quarrel, you still have feelings, and it is better to respect each other for a lifetime.
So if you don't want to fight, it's better to pray that every fight is a good communication!
But I didn't tell Lu Xudong these words, he is a man after all, I'm afraid he can't understand the twisting thoughts of a little woman like me!
I went back to work the next day, because I always remembered that Lu Xudong said that he had met Zhang Ruiran in the company, I especially asked Xiao Qin if there was a colleague surnamed Zhang in the company, and Xiao Qin said that in addition to the boss's surname Zhang, there was no one surnamed Zhang in the company.
I settled down a little, because our boss is a woman, it is absolutely impossible to be Zhang Ruiran, maybe Lu Xudong happened to meet him that day?
But I still have some doubts in my heart, when my interview process was so simple and smooth, I thought it was weird, but I always thought that I was too lucky, and I also adapted well after joining the company, and I was very happy to work, so naturally I didn't think in other directions at all.
But what if this job is really found by Zhang Ruiran through the back door, what should I do?
I thought about it for a few days but didn't come up with a result, and it was difficult to discuss with Lu Xudong, so I had to ask Ye Shengyin for help, but she didn't want to teach me a lesson: "You can think about this kind of thing without a shadow for several days, how idle are you? Did someone come to you to confirm that your work was introduced by that person? Or did that person come to you and ask you to return the favorβ§β§?"
I was very embarrassed by what she said, and quickly put this matter aside, and began to concentrate on thinking about how to pull Guo Yuqing's little tail.
Ye Shengyin persuaded me not to be in a hurry, and it was better to hold Lu Xudong with peace of mind than to think about how to attack, but I couldn't bear that breath in my heart.
Lu Xudong came back from entertainment last night, and when he got home, he received a call from Guo Yuqing, saying that his car broke down in the middle of the road, and he was alone on the road waiting for the auto repair factory to tow the car, and he was worried that the road section was not good for taking a taxi, so he asked Lu Xudong if it was inconvenient to pick her up.
It happened that Lu Xudong drank a few glasses of wine when he was entertaining, so he politely refused her, but she was not discouraged, and she was stunned to pull Lu Xudong to talk on the phone for nearly an hour, until she successfully called the taxi and reported the license plate number, then hung up the phone, and pretended to let Lu Xudong say sorry to me on the phone, she didn't mean to occupy my husband's time.
I was embarrassed, a mouthful of old blood stuck in my throat, and I had to pretend to smile generously and said: "How come? You are alone as a girl, and it is indeed not safe at night, Xudong as an elder brother, you should be appeased!"
I really want to hehe her face is saliva, her car is broken, why isn't her mobile phone broken together, and she has been talking about the phone for so long with so much power, she is talking with the power bank!!
I thought about it seriously, and it was not a way to endure it by being so enduring. When she wasn't so blatant before, I was embarrassed to look at Lu Xudong a few times with affection, she was making a move without scruples as a godsister at this time, but Lu Xudong didn't know anything about her true intentions, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to endure it for long and have to have a conflict with Lu Xudong because of her.