164. What hatred and what resentment

I walked around the street in a fit of rage, and finally stopped at a bus stop and waited for a while, and then got on the bus in a trance when a bus stopped. [≤ eight [≤ eight [≤ read [≤ book, .▽.o√

I don't know how many miles I have walked after a few turns, but when I came back to my senses, I was already standing at the gate of the familiar old community, and my nose suddenly became sore, and tears almost welled up.

Growing up, no matter what grievances I suffered outside, the first place I wanted to hide was always home. Even though I grew up in a family that didn't regard me as the jewel of my palm, every time I was vulnerable, I was very attached to the sense of belonging that "home" brought me.

After I moved out of my home, I came home many times, and when I left after dinner, I was always very sad, but at that time, I always had a little thought in my heart, and I always felt that when I got married in the future, I would have the warmest home in the world.

However, the fact at this moment is that Lu Xudong and I did not form the warmest home, the man who said that he would take good care of me for the rest of his life, questioned me again and again because of his so-called "good sister", and even today, he left me for her......

"What you want most is never out of reach. This sentence is probably the truest portrayal of me right now, right?

I laughed bitterly at myself, I didn't have the courage to really go home, with my defeated appearance now, my mother probably didn't have to guess to know that there was something wrong with Lu Xudong.

She and my sister-in-law are now loyal "fans" of Lu Xudong, so I won't be stupid enough to find a lesson at this time.

But I still went into the community and walked around a little, looking at the shop with the sign of "Haodi Convenience Store" from a distance, and then walked slowly outside the community.

When I walked to the entrance of the community, I was thinking about where to go, and the mobile phone in my bag rang, and I lowered my head and took out my phone from my bag as I walked out.

As soon as my hand reached out of my bag with my phone, my arm suddenly tightened, and my whole body was pulled back with a strong force.

I was so frightened that my head was empty, and my first consciousness was to open my mouth and scream, but before I could make a sound, I heard a shrill brake sound in my ears, followed by a particularly angry curse: "Looking for death! Blind, isn't it? What kind of mobile phone do you play with when you walk without looking at the road? I don't want to find a wall to hit alive, don't go to the street and harm others, okay?!"

I realized that I was almost going to get close to this car just now, and I couldn't help but look at the car a little dazed.

The driver scolded a few words, probably seeing that I was like a log, and suddenly drove away again in a very boring way.

I looked at the exhaust fumes and dust left behind by the car in a daze, and it took me a long time to realize that something was wrong.

Oh yes, I'm still being pulled on my arm.

I was about to turn my head to thank the person who had saved me just now, but I was stunned when I turned my head, "...... How are you?"

"Shouldn't all be chosen randomly?" Zhang Ruiran was still so poor, he let go of the hand holding my arm, raised his eyebrows, and greeted me seriously: "Long time no see!"

It's been a long time, at least more than four months. I smiled at him a little wryly, and then asked him very strangely, "Why are you here?"

Zhang Ruiran looked at me with a smirk: "Maybe God has a premonition that you are in danger today, so he sent me to save you!"

To be honest, I don't like Zhang Ruiran's way of speaking and tone at all, but in view of the fact that he just saved me, and the last time I met him before, he also helped me out of the siege, I silently suppressed that unhappiness again.

I pursed my lips and smiled, and said to Zhang Ruiran very sincerely: "No matter what, thank you just now! I still have something to do, I'll ...... first."

"Isn't it, you're just doing this to your life-saving benefactor?" Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Zhang Ruiran, who looked at me with a look of hanging, and said: "Even if there is no life-saving grace, we will not meet again for a long time, right?

I was in a bad mood at this time, and I was not in the mood to deal with him at all, so I frowned and asked him impatiently, "Then what do you want?"

"Tut-tut, I haven't seen you for a while, and your temper has risen a lot?" Zhang Ruiran took a step back and looked me up and down, and then asked very scoldingly: "You quarreled with your husband again?"

I gave him a blank look, turned around and wanted to walk towards the opposite side, but just took a step, I was tightly pulled by Zhang Ruiran, "Where are you in a hurry?"

Although he was asking me, he didn't mean to wait for my answer at all, and after he finished speaking, he pulled me forward.

I knew very well how good he was at messing around, so I had to follow him half-pushing, half-on-the-spot at this moment.

Zhang Ruiran's car was parked on the side of the road not far in front, and after getting into the car, he explained to me: "I stopped by to see a friend, I didn't expect to meet you so coincidentally!"

There is also a tone of ready gossip.

I let out an uninterested "oh", and he then asked me, "How are you doing?"

"It's ok. I fastened my seatbelt and turned to look out the window.

Zhang Ruiran glanced at me, and when he started the car, the boss accused me unhappily: "Do you want to be so perfunctory?

I turned my head to face him and smiled reluctantly, "Then I thank you for your concern!"

Zhang Ruiran pursed the corners of his lips in a sneer, and said triumphantly in the next second: "Where is it okay to just say thank you, you have to be practical, right?"

He raised his eyebrows at me as if in appreciation, and I took a deep breath and said very seriously, "Why don't you just tell me how you want me to repay you?"

Zhang Ruiran glanced at me, touched his nose and said, "Your mood doesn't look bad!

I originally wanted to refuse, but at that moment, I didn't know what I thought, so the ghost messenger replied: "Okay, then I'll invite you to drink!"

"Okay!" Zhang Ruiran whistled happily, increased the throttle and drove forward.

Zhang Ruiran really took me to the bar, or the one in the Cultural Palace, the one I saw when I first met him.

It was only five o'clock in the afternoon, and the bar had just opened, and only our table of customers basically ordered, and the things were delivered immediately.

The cold beer I still ordered, and I poured it into my throat in a cold sip, and the whole person seemed to be excited.

Zhang Ruiran seemed to be a different person since he entered the bar, he was silent for a long time, and after half a glass of wine, he asked me: "I heard that you were hospitalized not long ago?"

I was shocked, and suddenly remembered that Lu Xudong had met Zhang Ruiran at my place of work before, and looked up at him with some suspicion for a while: "Who did you listen to?"

"It seems to be true. Zhang Ruiran frowned slightly, and asked instead of answering: "Sick?"

"It's just an accident. I let myself try to ignore the pain caused by Zhang Ruiran, poured a sip of wine, thought about it, and looked at him very seriously and asked tentatively: "You knew my husband before, right?"

Zhang Ruiran was stunned for a moment, and soon narrowed his eyes and asked me very lazily: "Did he tell you?"

It turns out that it's not just an acquaintance, but also a story? No wonder Lu Xudong is so yin and yang every time he sees him.

"He didn't say anything to me. I put down my wine glass, crossed my hands on the table, and looked at Zhang Ruiran very seriously: "But I know how many pounds and taels I have, you are a good young man who seems to have good conditions, and you are revolving around me as a married woman, is it because you fall in love with me? Don't be funny, don't you just want to block Lu Xudong?"

Zhang Ruiran didn't comment on my speculation, and raised his eyebrows and asked me: "I can't just be friends with you because I want to?"

I sneered, withdrew my hand on the table, leaned back, looked straight at him and said, "I don't believe you have no intentions!"

Zhang Ruiran smiled meaninglessly, lowered his head and took a sip of wine before saying, "Whether you believe it or not, I really treat you as a friend anyway!"

I looked at him with blazing eyes, "Okay, since you treat me as a friend, then tell me what enmity you have with my husband......

I haven't forgotten that I was misunderstood by Lu Xudong several times because of him before!

"What kind of hatred and what kind of grudge?" Zhang Ruiran seemed to think very seriously for a while, and then pursed his lips and asked me: "Does robbing his girlfriend count?"

"......" robbed someone else's girlfriend and still hated others, what kind of logic is this? Besides, Lu Xudong has a girlfriend who was snatched away?

I was about to ask Zhang Ruiran which girlfriend he robbed Lu Xudong of, and when did he rob him, but before my language was organized, I heard him say: "Okay, now it's time for me to ask you, why did you live in the hospital before?"

"......" I looked at Zhang Ruiran with a sinking face, although I didn't understand why he insisted on asking this, but the wound was repeatedly reminded that it felt really bad, I replied directly: "I don't want to say, don't you ask again, Cheng?"

Zhang Ruiran looked at me silently for a few seconds, and then nodded slowly.

I was just thinking incredulously that he would compromise, and was about to impress him, when he turned around and asked, "Then why are you in a bad mood today?"

Maybe it was because the wine was strong and cowardly, or maybe I wasn't afraid that I would provoke Zhang Ruiran at all, so I glared at him and shouted angrily: "Can't you ask something that makes people happy?"

Zhang Ruiran opened his eyes innocently and poked me mercilessly: "As you look like you don't dare to enter the house, can you ask me something happy?"

I keenly grasped the point of his words: "How do you know I'm not home?"

Zhang Ruiran took a big sip of wine, and then said leisurely: "I also know that you stood outside that convenience store in your house and looked at it secretly for a long time!"

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