176. I can't help but think about the future incense of the Lu family
After eating, Zhang Ruiran sent me back to Xingcheng Jiayuan, he said that he happened to stop by to see his aunt, and after arriving at the community, he really parted ways with me in the parking lot.
It's rare for Zhang Ruiran to be so knowledgeable, I'm quite surprised, anyway, compared to the situation where he used to mess around, I feel that he has really changed a lot recently, is it really because I used to reject him too much, so he has been messing around?
When I got home, Lu Xudong was already at home, I was quite surprised, because Zhang Ruiran and I had dinner early, and basically came back as soon as I finished eating, seeing that the wall clock on the wall was only seven o'clock, I couldn't help but ask: "Why did you come back so early?
Lu Xudong took the bag in my hand, turned around and put it down on the sofa, and replied to me casually: "Sister is not happy to see me, so I will come back first." ”
I didn't have the slightest doubt about his answer, thinking about the way Lu Yanxi made a fuss last night, I was a little apprehensive, bit my lip, and asked him a little uneasily: "...... Is she ...... again?"
"No, she didn't know I was going back. Lu Xudong smiled gently at me, then changed the subject and pointed to the bag he helped me bring in just now and asked, "I bought it for your mother?"
I suddenly became more empty-hearted, nodded, and was hesitating whether to open my mouth to explain honestly, Lu Xudong had already put down the sentence "I'll take a look", and took out the coat from the bag casually.
As the clothes stretched, a small ticket was also brought out of the bag, presumably when the shopping guide helped pack the clothes just now, and by the way, the payment bill was also put into the bag.
I subconsciously wanted to squat down to pick it up, but Lu Xudong took the bill in his hand one step ahead of me, he should have planned to throw the bill back in the bag, but at the moment when he was about to let go, he didn't know what he was aiming at, frowned, and took the ticket in front of him to look at it carefully, and then his face changed.
Only then did I realize that Zhang Ruiran paid by card just now, and his signature should be on the payment slip.
Sure enough, Lu Xudong asked me in a deep voice in the next second, "You have been with Zhang Ruiran all afternoon?"
I nodded honestly, and quickly explained: "Don't get me wrong, I'm just to repay his favor and accompany him to pick a gift!"
As a result, Lu Xudong's face became even heavier, he raised the coat he was carrying in his hand, pulled the corners of his mouth, and said very coldly: "This gift?"
"It's not this, this is what he asked me to pick for my mother...... Originally, I was going to pay it myself, but he rushed to pay it while I wasn't paying attention...... "I was so anxious that I couldn't speak," I was going to pay him back, but he didn't agree, so I invited him to dinner......"
Lu Xudong looked at me calmly, and his tone became more and more cold: "You accompany him to the mall, he buys clothes for you to give to your mother, and then you invite him to dinner?"
"No!" Seeing that Lu Xudong's face was getting darker and darker, I gritted my teeth and simply started talking about the call I received from the company's personnel in the morning, until I came back from dinner just now, and I didn't forget to add a sentence at the end: "I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just wanted to talk to you when I got home!"
Lu Xudong didn't ease much because of my explanation, but hooked the corners of his mouth, and commented a little awkwardly: "He really has good intentions for you!"
I didn't have to sniff hard, I could smell the thick sourness of his words. knew that the big vinegar jar was overturned at this time, but he didn't know what he could say, so he opened his mouth for a long time before he squeezed out a sentence: "He just treats me as a friend, don't think about it." ”
"Friend?" Lu Xudong glanced at me, his expression was slightly complicated, but he quickly smiled again, and in silence folded the coat that had just been spread out in his hand, and put it back into the bag with great interest.
His silent appearance made me a little at a loss, I lightly touched his arm, and looked at him with some apprehension: "I really have nothing to do with him, I didn't tell you the truth on the phone before, I'm just afraid that you will be unhappy if you know......"
"Since you know that I will be unhappy, why do you want to go to his appointment?" Lu Xudong interrupted me with a faint expression, "Could it be that I will be happy if I lied to me?"
I was dumbfounded by his question, yes, I accused him of not trusting me, I was actually not the same, I was worried that my behavior would make the other party unhappy, so I did not hesitate to cover it up in a concealed way, but it was clear that the act of deception was far more infuriating than the deceived thing.
"It was my negligence, I thought I owed him a favor, and I remembered that you asked me to have less contact with him last night, so I ......" I reached out and hugged Lu Xudong's arm and looked at him very earnestly: "I will never do it again...... Don't be angry, okay?"
Lu Xudong looked at me deeply, let out a long breath, and then took me into his arms, "I'm not angry, I'm just very uneasy...... Nervous......"
He wanted to speak and stopped, his tone was full of amazement, I suddenly remembered what I said in the hospital last night, and I understood his feelings, I only said last night that I regretted it, and now I told him that Zhang Ruiran had silently helped me so much, and I hid it from him to go shopping and eat with Zhang Ruiran, if it were him, I would definitely be able to directly think that I was empathetic and don't fall in love, right?
I really want to tell him that yesterday's words were just impulsive, and the words were said in a hurry, although the journey with him was bitter and tired, and even really regretted his insistence, but his position in my heart has never changed.
But I almost bit my lower lip, I didn't know how to say these words, I thought about it, I simply got up and took the initiative to kiss Lu Xudong's tightly pursed lips.
Lu Xudong probably didn't expect me to be like this, he was stunned, and then he reacted and grabbed the initiative against the guest......
The temperature in the room gradually rose, and as Lu Xudong attacked the city between my lips and teeth, his hands began to reach into my clothes restlessly, and the wind and fire were lit everywhere.
I was tightly held in my arms by Lu Xudong, and I clearly felt the changes in his body, and while I was confused, I vaguely remembered that I was inconvenient now, and I was about to reach out and push him, but he withdrew from between my lips and tongue before me, and the hand that was wandering on my body was also withdrawn.
He hugged me, put his head on the top of my hair and took a few deep breaths before he said in a low voice, "Cersei, no matter what, I won't let you go!"
My heart stirred, and although I didn't speak, I reached out and hugged his waist tightly.
The next day was the fifteenth day of the first month, because it was not a legal holiday, Lu Xudong still had to go to work. After he went out, I cleaned up the mess after breakfast, and was about to take out the glutinous rice flour and flour I bought yesterday to make noodles, but the mobile phone in the room suddenly rang.
It was my mother-in-law's call, and as soon as I picked it up, she asked me as if I was sure, "Xiaodong went to work, right?"
I vaguely felt that something was wrong, but I still said "um" very frankly, and asked her by the way: "Are you okay?"
In fact, if there was no Lu Yanxi, Lu Xudong and I would have gone back to the old house for dinner today, I thought that my mother-in-law would call me while Lu Xudong was away, because she wanted me to stay at home at night and let me persuade Lu Xudong to go back.
As a result, my mother-in-law turned a deaf ear to my greetings, and said very bluntly: "Cersei, you and Xiaodong should divorce!"
I was stunned, suspecting that I had misheard, and was stunned for a moment before asking, "What did you say?"
"You and Xiaodong divorce!" The mother-in-law repeated it in a straight voice, and then said: "When Xiaodong came over last night, he quarreled with his father again, although Xiaodong had a bad relationship with his father, but he basically didn't quarrel much in the past two years, but since he married you, the two of them have always clashed because of you...... There is also the matter of Xiao Yan, although it has nothing to do with you, but because of you, Xiao Yan is not even willing to understand her younger brother, Cersei, you should know how good the relationship between their sister and brother was in the past, can you bear to let Xiao Dong really break away from this family for you?"
Only then did I know that Lu Xudong's abnormality last night was not just because of Zhang Ruiran, no wonder he didn't stay there for long last night before he came back, it turned out that he had a quarrel with his father-in-law.
Thinking of my father-in-law's words before, I was a little stumbling for a while, and asked tentatively: "Is Dad clamoring for Xudong to divorce me and marry Guo Yuqing?"
The mother-in-law did not deny it, but said: "Xiaodong and Qingqing have always had a good relationship, and this time there is such an accident, he should also be responsible for Qingqing!"
I immediately felt funny: "Accident?responsible?Even you believe in Guo Yuqing?"
The mother-in-law cleared her throat and said to me with some deep tones: "I won't discuss whose words are more credible now, whether she and Xiaodong can be together is also their business, I only care about whether my husband and children can be together with the amiable ......"
"But even if I divorce Xudong, it doesn't necessarily mean that the relationship between him and his father will ease!" I interrupted my mother-in-law's words, and my tone was a little eager: "Mom, do you have to sacrifice my small family with Xudong for the sake of your so-called family harmony?"
"What kind of family are you and Xiaodong? You don't even have a child, and even the initial union is just a scam!" The mother-in-law's words changed, and her tone became sharp: "Besides, how did you promise me at the National Day meeting, do you think you can still do it if you get pregnant within half a year?"
I never thought that she would change her face to such an extent all of a sudden, plus she mentioned that she was pregnant, and it directly hit my sore foot, I opened my mouth for a long time, and I couldn't say a word.
The mother-in-law eased her tone and said: "I really want to sympathize with you, after all, you have a fallopian tube cut, and it will be half more difficult than normal people to have children in the future, but as Xiaodong's mother, I can't help but think about the future incense of the Lu family, Cersei, no matter which way you look at it, you are not suitable to continue to be with Xiaodong, Xiaodong is sympathetic to you now, and is unwilling to divorce you, but how long can sympathy support you?" He and his dad clamored last night to cut off all relations, do you also think that the so-called relationship between you is worth abandoning his parents and relatives?"
I don't know what kind of reaction I should have, my heart is wooden, I feel very desolate, even if I have long understood that my mother-in-law does not have much sincerity towards me, but I have been trying to treat each other with sincerity.
During the period of Xiaoyuezi, my mother-in-law was also very caring for me, I originally thought that she was distressed by Lu Yanxi's experience, and even with a little pity for me who lost her child, but she would say such a thing, I knew that I was wrong.
I wanted to tell her, "Just because I'm half the chance is missing doesn't mean I won't be able to give birth." I also want to ask her, "According to what you mean, Lu Yanxi was asked for a divorce by Jiang Junxiu, is it because she is likely to be infertile in the future?"
But in the end, I just took a deep breath and said very calmly: "Mom, of course I hope that Xudong and you can get along well, not because I can't even enjoy the love of my parents." But Mom, you should also know in your heart that the discord between Xudong and Dad is not entirely because of me, and my sister's marriage is not destroyed by me, you have to blame me, and then force me to divorce Xudong, even if I agree, Xudong will agree? Have you ever thought that even if we really divorce as you want, will Xudong return to the previous state?"
The mother-in-law was silent for a while before she said: "You don't have to worry about that, Xiaodong and Qingqing have always had a good relationship, they used to quarrel and make awkward noises, and it's good after that, so many years of relationship is better than the relationship you have known for less than a year!"
So in their eyes, my relationship with Lu Xudong is not worth mentioning at all? I don't know what kind of soup Guo Yuqing poured into her parents-in-law, but I really began to feel cold about them.
No wonder Lu Xudong said last night that he would not let go no matter what, he also felt cold, right? His biological parents would rather believe the words of others, and they had to break up their son's marriage, to mess up the mandarin duck spectrum, and even to force each other to break off the relationship.
I wanted to laugh sarcastically, but in the end I just said "hehe" twice and whispered: "In this case, as long as Xudong wants to divorce, it will not be difficult for me to go through the formalities with him!"
As soon as I finished speaking, my mother-in-law shouted: "It's just that his head can't be twisted, so I called you! Cersei, you let Xiaodong go, don't let him be caught in the middle and be in a dilemma......
I didn't wait for my mother-in-law to finish speaking, I just hung up, and then sat down on the bed, staring at the wedding photos on the wall in a daze.