Chapter 68: Crushing
She suddenly smiled, but she couldn't reach her eyes, "Be obedient and obedient, be a good little white face, I won't treat you badly." ”
My eyes widened suddenly, and I looked at her in disbelief.
There were many images flashing through my mind, blurry and unreal, but I didn't have any doubts.
He blurted out the vicious words of quenched knives, "Why didn't the swamp drown you?"
People can't find a balance in the complex emotions of fear and anger if they are not relieved.
After that, I became what I was.
I'm not happy, and she doesn't want to feel good.
Approximate twisted madness.
I looked at her with a flash of surprise in her eyes, then ecstasy, then excitement, but there was no displeasure.
"Do you remember?" she grabbed me by the collar again.
Forced me to look up at her.
Jiang Qing's eyes flashed with scorching starlight, which he had never seen before.
However, I hate her so much.
"What if you think about it, what if you don't remember it?" At this moment, there was a thick mockery on my face.
"Hmph, didn't you remember?" Jiang Qing's smile suddenly closed, and he looked at me with a serious expression.
It seems to be judging the deep meaning of my words.
Fu Wu.
The fragments of my memories suddenly pieced together that corner that I had forgotten.
The same face, similar personality, but very different style.
If I hadn't saved her that day, maybe I wouldn't have had a chance to entangle with her again today. I think.
At the bottom of my heart, there is a deep disgust.
It's completely different from what it was back then.
"I really regret it. I looked her straight in the eye and didn't run away.
Human emotions are complex and changeable, and they are not only the hallmarks of women, but also of men.
People who tend to live and are forced by the situation, once they are stimulated with different potentials, they can soar in the sky, and they can also swim in the sea, but there is also a kind of person who has been suppressed for too long, and what will explode one day is likely to be destruction.
"Heh, you have the right to regret it?" Jiang Qing was always able to quickly control the emotions she revealed, and now, she was the cold and arrogant woman again.
When the wall of memory was opened, what I couldn't accept was that I took the initiative to provoke this woman.
There is a saying that when you are young and vigorous, you will always make the mistakes that men often make.
For example, I am amorous, but I am not abusive.
There are few women I admire who can still be remembered by me.
And Jiang Qing is one of the many women I have forgotten.
Before I got the certificate with Jiang Qing, I didn't have an unclear relationship with any woman, and my interactions with women were as clear as a dragonfly.
The ripples that are brought up are just circles and circles, and then in the end they will always be calm.
At least, that's what I think.
At that time, I was also a man with eyes above the top, young and vigorous, always proud and lonely, at that time, while enjoying the appreciation and worship in the eyes of women, I did not think about being bound by the relationship between men and women.
So, I'm the same with every woman, close but not close.
For women, it is a fatal temptation.
"Do you like me?" I also asked Jiang Li the same question.
It's just that when facing Jiang Qing, I used more of a playful attitude.
The impact she brought to me was too strong.
"Hmph, are you worthy?" Jiang Qing's voice was clear and cold.
I was about to insult her, and I hated the thought of the doctors and nurses working with this damn woman to do such a self-defeating thing to me.
I had to ask her this question when my brain was pumping!
It's not humiliating what it is!
Formal marriage and widowed marriage have been very common in this society, and they are irrelevant, which is the best way for me to get along with her.
With a deviated track, I have to twist it right.
In the future, behind the blandness will be indifference.
At this moment, I regret that I have too many emotions in front of Jiang Qing, I used to be angry, but now I want to vent more because of the complicated emotions brought by memory fragments.
I think at the moment, my mind is a mess.
However, when I looked at her again, I seemed to see the wound in her eyes.
This should not appear in her indifferent eyes.
"How did you become like this, isn't it the one you disdain the most?" I asked.
It's people who are complicated.
When I thought so, the words I blurted out were the opposite.
Jiang Qing's lips raised a slight arc, and the smile she evoked was surprisingly indifferent, she looked at me, and her eyes were too deep to make me subconsciously look away.
I frowned slightly, lowered my eyes, and thought faintly.
She doesn't say, I never know.
Before, we weren't familiar enough to say anything. It's just that once upon a time, there was a little bit of intersection.
What she thinks, I don't know, and I don't care.
Just now, it was just a subconscious inquiry. I think.
The topic has no beginning and no end, and it can't continue.
Maybe I think it's boring, but silence has become something that Jiang Qing and I like to do together.
"Nanzi, why are you still angry with me like a girl?" When Dong Dong appeared, Jiang Qing was no longer in my ward.
At this time, he brought a stool and sat at the head of my bed, chirping and talking crookedly.
I opened my eyes and turned my back to him.
"Nanzi, if I abandon your sister-in-law, I'm afraid that you will sing empty city hungry. "Dong Dong's mouth has been practiced to the realm of no one.
"Where's the face?" I turned.
If you don't listen to the doctor's advice, it hurts.
I couldn't lie on my side, I had back pain when I was lying flat, and I thought that lying on my side could bring me pleasure, but it eventually turned into soreness-pain and various discomforts.
Therefore, Dong Dong has become an outlet for me to relieve my emotions.
"Hey, early in the morning, cannonball!" Dong Dong curled his lips and blew hot porridge, spitting stars flying wildly.
I yelled in disgust, "Go farther, it's dirty." ”
", you've eaten my saliva before, dirty fart!" Dong Dong rolled his eyes, his mother was at the extreme.
It's a pity he doesn't know it.
I looked at him speechlessly, "We just had a bowl of instant noodles, can you stop saying it so disgusting?"
There are many regrets.
He glanced at me, "Don't say it, I suddenly remembered what happened to you before, when I was in college, there was a woman who sent you a lunch box every day, but you sold it, and then this matter was rumored, so that the other party's brother came to the door, and then you said something!"
I looked away and refused to answer.
Dong Dong has another outstanding feature, that is, he entertains himself, directs and acts.
He covered his mouth and laughed, and then suddenly said seriously: "Big brother, the people take food as the sky, swallow it into the stomach and turn into qi, and eliminate the body into fart, but when I make myself rich in living standards, more people can taste the taste of your sister's food and release different breaths, which permeate all corners of the campus." ”
My old face flushed.
He restored what I said at the time, and the similarity is not far from ten.
Looking back on that scene now, I also admire my ability to break blindly, but at that time, I was enjoying life.
"Hahahaha, Nanzi, I remember that you almost made that senior insane. ”
"What do you do with the past?" I laughed.
Dong Dong laughed enough, and then said: "If I don't see the female devil of your family, I will think of the past." ”
I looked at him in disgust, "Take the porridge away." ”
He took the spoon and scooped it into the porridge he was holding that was full of his saliva, and I didn't give face to say again, "Don't disgust me, take it away for me, and don't cry when I spit on your face." ”
"People like you should be left in the countryside to starve for two days, don't be in the midst of blessings and don't know blessings. Dong Dong glanced at me and put the porridge down.
I smiled.
In fact, there is no appetite.
The mood of being crushed by a woman is low.
"Nanzi, your sister was transferred to this hospital today. Dong Dong took out another fritter and stuffed it into his mouth, a little slurred.
"What are you talking about?" I didn't really hear.
But he's talking about my sister.
"I said, your sister is in this hospital today. Dong Dong swallowed the food in his mouth and repeated it again.
When I heard this, I suddenly put away my smile and looked at him steadily.
"What the hell, what are you doing, it's scary to look at me like this. Dong Dong's eyes were a little evasive, as if he had done something wrong.
"Fuyuko, brother, thank you!"