Chapter 193: Her Heart Knot Has Always Been Him

Su Fang made a mistake and cut off a manzhu sawa that bloomed just right. 3≠ 8 3≠ 8 3≠ read 3 ≠ books, ↗o●

Gu Dongjue cautiously asked, "Is it true?"

"I saw her being dragged into the water by a great white shark with zero chance of survival. Gu Xijue sighed repeatedly, "She is really unlucky, this great white shark has not appeared since it disappeared from the sea area of City A seven or eight years ago, I thought it had swam back to the deep sea area, but I didn't expect that it was actually hiding all the time, and she caught her for the first time, and she was also unlucky, tsk, you didn't see that picture, bloody, really bloody." ”

There are no bones left.

Su Fang closed her eyes with a heavy heart, this ending was caused by herself, she couldn't complain about others, she opened her eyes again, and she was already calm: "What about Mother Zhou, how is she?"

Gu Xijue said: "She was lucky, she only injured her leg and was sent to the hospital, but her mood was very unstable, and she kept calling Zhou Zhining's name." ”

Gu Dongjue said lightly: "Treat her well." ”

Gu Xijue nodded, and there was nothing to say, so he went back to the room to wash up and make up for sleep.

Su Fang walked to the bench and sat down, unconsciously fiddling with scissors in her hands, she would be this kind of fate was unexpected, they thought that at most, she would spend the rest of her life in prison.

Gu Dongjue put his hand on her shoulder and said softly: "Let him go over the past, don't think about it anymore." ”

Su Fang lowered his eyes and smiled as if relieved: "Well, let him go over in the past." ”

The two sat in the garden for a while, Gu Dongjue saw that the time was about the same, closed the computer and said, "Mom's plane will return to China in the afternoon, I will pick her up at the airport, and you will wait for us at home." ”

Su Fang leaned on his shoulder, originally a little drowsy, but when he heard this, he raised his head and said, "I'll go with you." ”

Gu Dongjue repeated again: "Wait for me at home." ”

He is such a person, he will not refuse directly, but he will be strong quietly, Su Fang is also used to it, and smiled helplessly: "Okay." ”

Gu's mother's first course of treatment in Washington has ended, and she has recovered seventy or eighty percent, she can hold a glass of water by herself and talk, but she is still a little vague, but it has only been a month, and it is good to be able to recover to this extent.

This time, she returned to China to recuperate for a while, and waited for the weather to warm up before going for the second stage of treatment.

It's just that she still doesn't know about Gu Nanqian, the Gu family brothers have hidden it from her, lying that she returned to China ahead of schedule, and now that she has returned to China herself, she can't see Gu Nanqian, how can they explain?

Su Fang sat on the sofa in the living room, holding a pillow and watching the TV news absentmindedly, the doorbell rang suddenly, the maid ran to open the door, Su Fang looked sideways, and it was Mrs. Robin.

She paused, stood up and shouted, "Teacher." ”

Mrs. Robin looked around the living room, "You're the only one at home?"

"Mr. Gu went to the airport, and Xijue rested upstairs. Su Fang said as she went to bring the freshly boiled water, wanting to make her a cup of her favorite jasmine tea, Mrs. Robin looked at her body and hurriedly said, "I'll come by myself, you sit." ”

She took the kettle from her hand, and Su Fang stepped aside, leaving the place to her, watching her add a few slices of jasmine and lemon slices to the cup, and the water poured into it emitted a sweet and greasy fragrance, she lowered her eyes and smiled: "I thought the teacher was gone." ”

"I'll be gone in two days. ”

Mrs. Robin's eyes have been following her, which is full of desire to speak and stop and stop talking, Su Fang can see the deep meaning of her, but she still deliberately avoids it, and said something else with a smile: "I have been busy in the past two days, and I haven't proofread the second pearl cup with the assistant......"

"You still won't forgive me?"

Su Fang's movements froze.

Since she said everything that day, in fact, she has been avoiding her, she just doesn't want to bring up this topic, she is not ready to accept her, or rather, she has no intention of accepting her as a mother in her world, whether she is hypocritical, whether she knows how to lift up, she just can't forgive, she has been so resolute and unrelenting to leave herself, every time she thinks about it, she will complain, she will reject, she can't let go of these mustards, she can't recognize her without distractions. She frowned, quietly exhaled a few breaths, exhaled the suppressed depression in her chest, and then calmed down: "Teacher, don't talk about this matter, okay? I will still treat you as my most respected elder as before." ”

Mrs. Robin shook her head, she wanted to shake her hand, but Su Fang avoided it, a trace of injury crossed her eyes, and there was a bit of pleading in her tone: "I have already told Ya'an about this, she actually likes you very much, and I also hope to call you sister, give me a chance to take care of you and return to our family, right?"

Su Fang turned his head and was a little resolute: "I'm also fine now, there's no need to do it again." ”

"It's not an overkill, and I want to compensate you. ”

Compensate?

Su Fang looked at her sideways, she had seen her face to face countless times, but she never paid much attention to her facial features, and now she looked at her with more thoughts, only to find that in fact, the two of them were really a little similar, no wonder, she and Alice looked alike, naturally they looked like her, and her brain really didn't turn, and she found that she looked very similar to Alice, why didn't she think of it.

If she had known earlier, maybe in that case, she wouldn't have been so devastated.

Thinking of this, she suddenly asked with interest: "If I am a ruffian hooligan like that person now, what would you do?"

Mrs. Robin was stunned for a moment, her face seemed to be a little embarrassed, and she answered the wrong question: "I really went back to look for you back then, and I really want to bring you back......"

Su Fang didn't give her a chance to avoid the serious, and repeated: "I ask you, if I am also a ruffian now, will you want me?"

“…… Yes, you are my daughter, my own flesh and blood, how could I not want you. Mrs. Robin shifted to her side and hugged her in her arms, "Really, I was really happy to learn that you are my long-lost daughter, and I couldn't help but want to recognize you several times, but I was afraid that you would hate me, and I wouldn't even be able to stay with you as a teacher when the time came." ”

If it wasn't true love, how could she be so hesitant and cautious?

"I was too young back then, so many things happened, my heart was in chaos, all I wanted was to get away from that place quickly, to a place where no one would condemn me, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, give me a chance to make amends to you, let me be a mother, can I love you well?"

She said so many heart-wrenching words, Su Fang couldn't be indifferent, for a moment, she couldn't help but raise her hand to hug her, but in mid-air, after all, she still couldn't fall, her lips pursed slightly, and slowly pushed her away.

"Teacher, I don't want to think about this now, let's talk about it later. ”

She finally sent Mrs. Robin away, and she wanted to think about it alone.

After all, once she accepts her, it is equivalent to accepting her new family, although Mr. Robin's family is very good, but with the Su family's adoptive parents in front, it is difficult for her to easily deal with others.

Su Fang sent Mrs. Robin away and wanted to go upstairs to lie down for a while, but when he looked up, he saw Gu Xijue lying on the handrail of the stairs, looking at him with interest.

He probably just woke up, his hair was messy, and he had a different kind of laziness: "Actually, Mrs. Robin is also a teacher and a mother to your sister-in-law, and now you are sure that it is really a mother and son, isn't it better, what to consider, how happy it is to recognize each other directly and reunite." ”

Su Fang raised his head slightly, and raised his eyebrows slightly: "Aren't you sleeping?"

"Wake up. ”

"I don't think you've woken up yet. ”

Gu Xijue: "......"

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Gu Dongjue took Gu's mother back, and after taking a plane for more than ten hours, she seemed a little in good spirits, so she sent her upstairs to rest first, at that time, the three brothers of the Gu family were all there, but Gu Nanqian was missing, although Gu's mother's reaction was a little slow, but she didn't forget her, and took Su Fang's hand and asked: "Nan, what about Nanqian?"

Su Fang's heart tightened, and she didn't know how to answer, Gu Dongjue blocked in front of her, and said lightly: "Nan Qian went out to play, come back later." ”

Hearing this, Gu's mother seemed to be relieved, let go of Su Fang's hand, responded to two 'yes', and slowly closed her eyes.

Seeing Gu's mother like this, no one felt good in her heart, Su Fang was a little out of breath, went downstairs and went straight out of the villa, stood in the courtyard for a while to breathe, Gu Dongjue was walked up from behind and interlocked her fingers: "Let's go, go out for a walk." ”

At the beginning of the shower, the bluestone slab is slightly dry, the air is very moist, and it is very comfortable to breathe.

Su Fang and Gu Dongjue walked in the villa group, it was very quiet here, the cool breeze in early winter was sassy, only the children who didn't know whose family were crying in the distance, one by one with the wind, people were quite infected, Su Fang was reluctant to go any further, so he simply sat down on the bench on the side of the road, and the maple trees and red leaves behind him stretched for ten miles like a scorching flame, as if to ignite the sky on the horizon.

Su Fang took away the hair that was blown to his mouth by the wind, and looked sideways at the people around him: "When are you going to tell Ma Nanqian about it?"

Gu Dongjue quietly watched the winter wind passing through the forest for a while before he said, "I can't hide it." ”

Can't hide it?

Su Fang was amused, turned his head away to look away, they had already walked to the entrance and exit of the villa complex, beyond the fence was the busy street, where the noise was in contrast to the silence here, the traffic came and went, the rhythm was rapid and tense, and I don't know if the temperature in this early winter was too cold, they all forgot to stop and rest occasionally.

Gu Dongjue's voice wanted to hear the bell from the sky, pulling her back from her distant thoughts: "Listen to the second child, Mrs. Robin came to you in the afternoon?"

"Well, I mentioned that anyway. Su Fang lowered his eyes, and there was unclear melancholy in his tone

Gu Dongjue looked at her: "What do you think?"

In front of him, she didn't need to talk about him left and right, and said frankly: "I think my life is pretty good now." ”

She likes the way she is now and doesn't need to add anything else.

Gu Dongjue sighed lightly, he actually knew what she was thinking very well, knew her concerns, and said straightly: "Mr. Robin's family, they will not be like the Su family's parents, they say that if they accept you, they must really accept you, and they will treat you as their own daughter." ”

Su Jin's fingers trembled slightly.

"Actually, you don't blame Lady Robin very much in your heart, and you know very well that although what she did back then was wrong, it was also excusable, but you had a knot in your heart that you couldn't untie, so you rejected her. He put her hand to his lips and kissed it lightly, "Ah Bang, it's the most tiring thing to keep pressing yourself", o

Gu Dongjue didn't have to persuade her to accept Mrs. Robin, he was confident that he could give her a good life, and having another Mrs. Robin was just the icing on the cake, he just couldn't bear to see her depressed.

Since that day, there hasn't been a sincere smile on her face, Gu Nanqian's death and the sudden revelation of her life experience made her whole person very low, and even the arrival of the child failed to make her happy, he felt sorry for her, he didn't want her to go on like this, he wanted to help her untie the knot.

"Mr. Gu. She lowered her head, her voice dissipating in the wind, so faint that she could barely hear it, "It's someone else who blames me." ”

She smiled bitterly: "You don't understand, it's him who I can't forgive, if I recognize the teacher, isn't it an indirect acknowledgment of his relationship with me?"

Gao Yuankai.

This person is the murderer of Gu Nanqian and the enemy of the Gu family, she knows that the Gu family will not be angry with her because of this matter, but her own conscience can't get over it, she subconsciously rejects being involved with this person, she can forgive Mrs. Robin's abandonment, but she can't forgive this sinner who put her in such an embarrassing situation.

The knot in her heart has always been him.