Nothing can stand in the way of my death, and nothing can stand in the way of me being devoured.

When I actively seek death, the distractions are only pediatric and do not have to be effective at all. The most powerful way to divert attention is not to fantasize about coolness, but to fear.

The state of being deeply captured by fear, the state of sudden acceleration of thoughts in my head but all entangled by the content of fear, that kind of completely unreasonable fear, I really don't know how to resist. Can someone really teach how to resist fear?

Whatever it is, it's all false, and the twist in your head is a piece of shit. Now, the fear is still there, it's still valid, but I can clearly feel the tug. Instead of being buried in the crazy fearful thoughts of your head in an instant.

It felt like I had surfaced, and when I was pulled into the water again by fear, my first reaction was to know that I was being pulled. And once in the water, the first reaction when fear pulls is the content of fear.

You can feel the change in yourself, but it's not real. On the one hand, I couldn't be sure if my former self really existed. This statement is very and extreme, but not knowing is not knowing.

On the other hand, the characters, no matter how they change, are not real. There is no such thing as a "real person", that is, there is no such thing as a true self. It's all false, it's not true, and it doesn't matter if it's not real.

I'm not done yet, and the word further is always reminding me, especially when I actively try to stop slashing. The weird thing is that even if I take the initiative to stop killing, it seems that my heart is still killing.

If you don't want to go back to the past, then you can only move forward, unless you are physically dead at this moment.

What is the sin of a person who abandons his family?

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered that his family in the empire, without his own support, maybe there would be a lot of changes in the family. If someone really wants to ask for guilt, he should be the number one criminal.

But the funny thing is, what is the force that makes people think that if you create a family, you must work hard to protect it, and what is the nonsense that makes people feel that raising children is responsible for their children?

There is no reason, just emotional protection. Even if you are reluctant to say why, it is just a personal preference.

Who will ask for the guilt? Who has the qualifications?

Yuan Changwen found that he really wanted to laugh, and he didn't understand what kind of world he lived in. When I said these two rhetorical questions before, I was more angry, and now I only have a puzzled smile left.

I am really mentally retarded to believe in the distortion in my head, and I can believe that there really is something in this world that is worth grasping firmly. It's all bullshit, the writing is beautiful and poetic, but it's still just a piece of shit.

Because I'm a piece of shit, I don't think there's anything wrong with the shit at all, but I care a lot about the shape, packaging, color, and so on. Think of dog poop in different shapes as not dog poop. Or rather, I'm chasing some different shapes of shit, but I don't care that it's shit.

The hatred of falsehood shows me how nonsense all this is, and is it okay to do it any other way? I don't know, and I don't need to go into it here, after all, I'm not done yet.

I didn't think I could teach children. It's a pity that the five words "everyone is like this" are simply more effective than the holy decree. Perhaps, after I finish killing, I will understand how to teach my disciples.

And the strange thing is that when I finish killing, I shouldn't want to teach my disciples at all. In other words, I don't care if my disciples can accept my teachings.

Whether the disciple can complete the killing or not is not important at all, and it does not matter. It's not that it's a mistake if you don't finish a kill, it's right if you finish a kill. This kind of thinking will not appear at all, so if he returns to the empire to teach his disciples again, he may only be responsible for saying it.

I don't need to be bitter, I don't need to find a way to get people to believe in me, and I don't care if my teaching is effective. There is nothing wrong in this world, and nothing needs to be fixed, and that's it because it can only be done that way.

If Lao Tzu really wants to teach, why don't he hold a training class or something? If he doesn't want to teach, why don't he leave these 5,000 words?

All this is just a stream, not an act that is taken after analysis and weighing by a distortion in the mind. It's not that Lao Tzu thinks that everyone needs to seek the Tao, seek the Tao well, and do nothing, so he left these words to teach everyone.

Unlike today's inspirational chicken soup books, these books describe baseless affirmations and directly claim that their stuff is good. It's as if it's an unforgivable mistake for people not to lift their hearts.

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There are no mistakes, and nothing needs to be fixed. This sentence always sounds contradictory, because it is easy to get caught in the twist of the mind and ask questions like "why kill in that case".

The question itself is based on arguments such as "killing the real and pursuing the money is not real", but in fact, the killing is also false and no different from any other actions of the character.

If you have to go back to this question, you can only answer it with "personal preference". However, books on the market cannot be written like this, and they will not sell.

Also, do I really think that everything is okay? Is everything as it should be?

Perhaps, I would have thought so after the killing, but at the moment, I didn't do it. Therefore, if you stop killing because of this, but do not achieve "there is nothing wrong with this world at all, there is nothing to fix at all", then you are just falling into false means.

The idea that people need to raise the level of consciousness is just wishful thinking on the part of the characters and a choice in a world of duality. This judgment itself is a distortion from the mind, and maybe it's really good, it can really make the world a better place, and everyone lives in a life without fear.

However, this is still just a man-made distortion, and it is still just a piece of shit.

Worshipping personal preferences as if they were truth, and using personal preferences to convince others, is the absurdity that I have been doing. When the same personal preference has the praise of many people, it seems that there will be a certain power and a certain sense of mission, as if the world really needs itself.

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The world is not real, there is nothing to say, any discourse about the world, any discussion about the characters, is just trying to deny it. All the discussion and research is only for the sake of compromise, so that this unreality can still be regarded as a real distortion has a certain reason.

Let the character of Yuan Changwen die, destroy it.