Chapter Eighty-Five: News from My Silly Brother
Zhou Xinjin's naked threat is even more rampant than Luan Yu's threat that hits people's self-esteem, but I have also made a name for myself in this city, even if I withdraw from the dispute on the field. But my ability is still there, but, in Zhou Xinjin's opinion, I am still as small as an ant, I am very unwilling and unhappy, but. I could only stand there with my fists clenched.
No matter how Zhou Xinjin challenges my limits, I can't fight anymore, I am tired of the life of fighting and killing, and Tao Wanxin and Sister Yu don't like me to be like that, the most important thing is that now Tao Wanxin has finally returned to a carefree life from the pain, and I can't be stupid enough to disturb her peace. All I can do is bless her and wish her a complete recovery and a better life.
When they left, the hospital was empty, and I didn't have to stay in the hospital anymore, so I was discharged immediately. I went back to my residence with my brothers.
After I went back, the feeling of loneliness still filled my heart, and a strong reluctance haunted me all the time, I was always thinking about loneliness, missing Tao Wanxin, and even missing the first woman in my life, Sister Yu, thinking that she might marry Zhou Xinjin, thinking that Tao Wanxin might also get along with other men in the future, I couldn't help it.
Although I try to restrain myself every day, motivate myself, be strong, motivate myself. I was not defeated by love, and I forcibly integrated myself into the life I used to live with my brother, but no matter how I decorated it, my life still lost its color and was bleak.
The city is still the same city as before, but without Xiaoyue, without Luanyu, without Tao Wanxin, without Sister Yu, I feel that it has changed. It's empty, it's boring, it's dark, whatever I do. I can't be happy from the bottom of my heart, even if I laugh, I laugh very far-fetched, this is not the life I want at all.
Nowadays, the only little expectation in life is what the dumb man said, someone will pick me up, I don't know who will pick me up, I don't know who the mysterious person behind the scenes is, maybe, when I figure out this problem one day, I will be relieved.
In order to be able to live like a person, in order not to let myself be completely depressed, I try to go out for a walk every day, of course, the places I go to are some old places, such as Sister Yu's small villa, Tao Wanxin's high school before, my university, every place I go, I will touch the scene, and then a person is like a fool, standing there for a long time, crying sadly.
I never thought that it was not the enemy that defeated me, but love, with a deep sense of loss, I visited every place worth remembering in this city, especially Tao Wanxin's car accident scene, that is the place I have been to the most, I sighed, repented, but, to no avail, every time I dreamed, I thought Tao Wanxin would appear by my side, but when I woke up, I painfully found that everything was just an empty crossing.
Of course, my brothers also saw that I was in the same state as losing my soul, although I didn't give up on myself, and I lived a normal life, I should eat and drink, but my true emotions under the mask were too bleak, and familiar people could see that I was just pretending.
Dogan persuaded me from time to time, saying: "Brother Tian, if you really can't find a girlfriend, this world lacks everything, but there is no shortage of women, with your current conditions, are you afraid that you won't find a good woman?"
I smiled wryly and said, "My current problem is not the lack of women, but that I can't forget that relationship!"
After speaking, I took out my cigarette and smoked it bitterly, during the time that Tao Wanxin left, I let the Buddha grow old for several years, and it looked like a vicissitudes of life.
Seeing me like this, the dog couldn't help but sigh and said: " Alas, Brother Tian, if you really miss her so much, just go to the provincial capital to find her, I heard the doctor say that Tao Wanxin's amnesia is short-lived, as long as there are people who were impressed by her during that time with her, more stimulation and stimulation, it will restore her memory, I estimate that the Tao family sent Tao Wanxin to the provincial capital, just don't want her to recover her memory and want to stay away from you, but this does not mean that Tao Wanxin doesn't want to remember you, if she gets along with other men in the future and her memory is good, I think she will regret it, and she will hate you for forgetting her, so I think you should go to the provincial city to find her!”
I took two more puffs of cigarette, of course I thought about what Goudan said, and I also knew that I was going to stay with Tao Wanxin for a long time, and she should remember me, but Goudan didn't know, my most difficult problem was that I couldn't let her recover her memory, and I couldn't let her remember the indelible wounds, at least for now, she can get along with Sister Yu without any guilt.
After thinking about it, I could only sigh and give up.
The days continue to pass like this, time passes quietly, unconsciously, Chinese New Year's Eve is coming, this day, the whole city is full of festive atmosphere, red couplets and red lanterns in the shops look so dazzling, but it is this light, even more reflected my dark and lonely heart, remembering this time before last, I escaped from the hospital alone, but was picked up by Sister Yu halfway.
At that time, Sister Yu was the only person I could rely on, it was she who made my lonely heart settle, two years have passed, I seem to have a lot of things, but after all, I lost Tao Wanxin and Sister Yu, I have a brother to accompany me, but I still feel so lonely.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, I didn't participate in other people's lively celebrations, just sat at home, boringly watching the Spring Festival Gala, watching a little bit of energy, the dog on the side suddenly shouted: "Brother Tian, look at it!"
I turned my head slightly, looked at him, and asked calmly, "What are you looking at?"
Goudan directly stretched out his mobile phone screen in front of me, and said anxiously: "Do you look at the person in this photo, does it look like your brother?"
I hurriedly snatched his mobile phone, took a closer look, and found that this was a photo taken by someone else, in the photo, a man wearing a suit and leather shoes and sunglasses, is opening the back seat door, from the photo can only see the man's side face, but his burly figure, the outline of the face, are so familiar, familiar my heart can't help but tremble, even the hand holding the phone is a little shaking.
Although he has changed, his temperament and dress have become too different, but this familiar feeling of rushing over is absolutely not wrong, and I can almost conclude that he is my stupid brother.
Suddenly, I accidentally noticed the other person in the photo, I saw the person sitting in the car from the open back seat door, obviously, she was a woman, although half of her face was blocked by my stupid brother, through the car door, I could only see half of her face, but just this half of her face, coupled with the eyes that made me remember, I immediately thought, Xiaoyue.
I hurriedly stretched out my mobile phone in front of the dog and asked him excitedly: "Look, there is already a person sitting in this car, is this person like Xiaoyue?"
Goudan immediately took the mobile phone, looked at it carefully for a long time, and finally patted his thigh and said: "Yes, I kept watching your brother go at the beginning, but I didn't find anyone here, I was reminded by you, it's really like, no, it should be Xiaoyue, why is she with your brother?"
I was speechless: "Who do you ask me, where did this picture come from?"
Goudan hurriedly replied, "Didn't you ask me to inquire about your brother's whereabouts before?" I spent money to ask a lot of people in the village to inquire, this photo was sent by a fellow villager in our village, he worked as a security guard in a high-end club in the provincial capital, he told me that when he was on duty, he saw the man in the photo with a woman out of the club, however, he was not sure if it was your brother, he said that it was difficult to connect such a person with your brother at the beginning, this person with a car with a driver, Fan Er held it, and the people who consumed in the high-end club were high-end people, so he didn't dare to ask, he could only take a photo to let me confirm!”
I quickly replied, "Hurry up and ask him, did the car drive away?"
Goudan immediately called the man, and after asking a few words, he hung up the phone, and then, Goudan said to me a little gloomily: "The car drove away early, and he didn't remember the license plate, he said that he didn't think that kind of person was your brother." ”
Indeed, no one is more familiar with my brother than me, who can associate a fool with such a stylish person, even a clever person like a dog, can't be sure if it's my brother, the only thing that can be sure, I'm afraid it's only me, I can be 100% sure that the magnificent person in the photo is my brother.
At this time, I suddenly got news from my brother, to be honest, I was really excited, for so long, I have been owe my brother an apology, at the beginning, for Xiaoyue, for such a woman who is not worth my pay, I drove my brother away. As soon as they were separated, it was more than two years, and I almost forgot about my brother, I really didn't expect that I would suddenly get news of him, the most important thing is that he will be with Xiaoyue now, and he himself has become completely different, what happened in between?
I suddenly had an impulse to rush over to my brother immediately, ask him how he was doing, apologize to him, and catch up with him again, so I asked the dog again, "You just said, where did he take this picture?"
Goudan said with certainty: "A high-end club in the provincial capital!"
Provincial capital?
This place, my excited heart jumped suddenly, this is a place with Tao Wanxin and Sister Yu, it is a place where Zhou Xinjin strictly ordered me not to set foot in it, how many times, I want to go there to see, even if I sneak a glance at Tao Wanxin, but I finally endured it, and now, God gave me a reason to go, I have to find my brother, I have to go.
So, I went directly to the mute and said to him very solemnly: "I'm going to the provincial capital." ”
The dumb man didn't ask me why, but just reminded me solemnly: "Here, if you make trouble, the chief can participate, but the provincial city does not belong to his territory, and the circle there is also very chaotic, once you make a big incident, I am afraid that the chief will not be able to save you!"
I don't need to be dumb to say that I know this, so all along, I have restrained myself, not to wade into troubled waters, not to interfere with Tao Wanxin, but now, no matter what can stop my determination to go to the provincial capital, I firmly said to the dumb again: "But I have to go, Instructor Mu, you should know mine, my personality has changed a lot now, I know how to restrain myself, I will not cause trouble again, I will be low-key, this time I go to the provincial capital, I have a reason to go." ”
The dumb man pondered for a while before he said lightly: "Okay!"
With the word mute, I immediately rose full of anticipation and was eager to try. Without the slightest delay, I simply packed my bags and prepared to go.
In order to keep a low profile and not attract attention, I only let the dumb man and the dog follow, and did not bring other brothers, before leaving, I instructed the cheap brother to stay here and wait for my news.
Immediately, I and the dumb dog quickly rushed to the airport.
After some formalities and a little waiting, finally, on this meaningful Chinese New Year's Eve, we boarded the plane, the first time I took the plane, I didn't have the heart to sigh, I didn't have the heart to pay attention to anything else, only a strong excitement, anticipation, and even a faint sense of excitement.
At 24 o'clock that night, it was also the first day of the New Year, at this moment when fireworks were flying all over the sky, a group of three of us got off the plane heroically, and I set foot in this big provincial city full of unknowns for the first time!!