Zhao Yunhai and I fell into a delicate atmosphere, my grandfather couldn't see it, but once the two of us, he waited for me and ignored me, I also felt that I was sorry for him, so I didn't talk to him, anyway, it was very uncomfortable.

I haven't rested for many days, so I fell asleep quickly, and I dreamed of breaking up with Zhao Yunhai many times in the middle. In the dream, I cried loudly, very sad and desperate, woke up a few times, and looked at the roof of the newspaper paste, a little sad. Shouldn't I have some confidence in him and my feelings?

But two lifetimes of experience have taught me that it's really hard to be with him.

Forget it, I'll have to go back to the village for a few months after that, plus Zhao Yunhai has been busy with work, so I guess I can't see each other often, maybe the relationship will fade directly.

The next day, Zhao Yunhai went out early and bought steamed buns and fritters from his unit canteen, as well as rice porridge, and let us eat: "It's beef filling, it's rare that our canteen can also make something delicious, try it." ”

My grandfather smiled and said, "Okay, I'll have my last meal in the city, and I'll go back to the village and eat beef." ”

In our village, when the Chinese New Year is celebrated, we can divide the meat once, but don't think about beef, even if you take the money to the supply and marketing cooperative, you can't buy it. So beef is really a rarity.

Zhao Yunhai said, "In that case, I will take the meat to see you, and I will deliver it to you once a month." ”

"No! ”

"It's okay, I want to find a way, I can't eat any meat. "Zhao Yunhai and my grandfather talked. I'm just eating with my head down on the side, and I really don't know what to do in the future.

Zhao Yunhai sent us to the car back to the village, and then hurried back to work.

I said to him, "Even if you live by yourself, you have to eat well." Throw away the cabbage and kelp. I can't eat it, and try not to make too much rice, otherwise the leftovers will be over. ”

"I see. He faintly, as if he was still angry.

I said, "I'll make you some meat sauce when I go back to the village, and the next time you come to the village, I'll give it to you, and you can eat it, and tell us what you want to eat, and it's very convenient to cook in the village, and I'll make it for you when the time comes." "After all, I was reluctant to snub him.

He rubbed my hair with his hand: "I will, you wait for me to see you, there may be a lot of trouble in the village, you have to be strong, wait for the exam, study hard, you will definitely be able to pass the exam." ”

I nodded vigorously, "I will." I'm confident. You go back, I'm in the car. ”

I watched the yellowish, broken car drive by, waved his hand, and let him go.

Zhao Yunhai saw us get into the car, and when the car drove and he turned away, I couldn't help but feel sad, covered my face, and felt very uncomfortable, grandpa sighed beside me: "This is evil, Yang Yonghuai, this bastard thing! If it weren't for him, you wouldn't make such a fuss!"

My grandfather finally found out, and when I think about it, who wouldn't find out about such an obvious problem?

"Grandpa, I won't be separated from him, it's just that there is a problem at the moment. ”

"I understand. But you have to know, this relationship, can't stand such a toss, there was still a momentum at the beginning, after a long time, I got tired of it, I was supposed to get married at the end of the year, I think it's almost done. ”

I said anxiously, "What's the matter, it's impossible to get married if everything doesn't stabilize......"

"Stable hair, if you don't marry him for a day, I won't worry about it for a day. ”

While the two of us were talking, the car suddenly braked suddenly, and the people in the car were all unprepared, and they crashed into the front together, and several women with vegetable baskets sat on the ground screaming, and several children started crying. Someone suddenly scolded angrily: "You want to die, why are you driving, you want to kill my mother?"

The driver turned around and scolded: "Is it my business? Stinky old lady, look, someone stopped our car! Lao Tzu almost crashed into it, otherwise you have the ability to drive!"

I looked over, and then I was stunned, it was Yang Shan! He was wearing work clothes and sitting in the car with his arms outstretched.

Then when he saw the car stopped, he started to run outside the car to look, and when he saw me sitting in the window of the last row, he immediately shouted at me: "You don't do Yang Chunxiu?"

I shouted to him, "Are you here looking for me?"

He waved at me and shouted, "Yes, I came to the factory to find out that you quit, and it was the people in the factory who fired you, aren't they, these shameless people!"

The car started to start at this time, he began to run after the car, I said: "You go back, I will come back to the town in the future, you go back, go to work, don't be scolded!"

The car sped up, he saw that he couldn't catch up, so he stood behind, and he shouted loudly: "I'm not doing it anymore, I'm ready to leave, Yang Chunxiu, you wait, I will definitely develop!"

I poked my head out and shouted, "You're crazy, what can you do if you don't do it, don't make trouble, don't resign!"

"I'm done talking!Xiu'er, I'm going to the south, let's have a chance to meet again!"

I feel like my head is going to explode, and now I have no identity at all, I'm just a blind stream!

But we were getting farther and farther away, and it was too late to persuade him, so he waved at me and shouted something, and I couldn't hear it, and the guy took off his overalls, threw them on the ground, and stomped on them a few times, and then he put on only a hurdle vest, and ran without looking back. That's not running in the direction of the factory, but to the train station.

I sat down and said very anxiously, "Why is this man like this? He is too willful! What can I get by going to the south at this time? I will definitely be driven back!"

My grandfather said, "You have been locked up for a few days, and this kid has been inquiring about the news, and he has been scolded by the big chef, who said that if you can't continue to work here, he won't do it anymore." I thought it was a joke at first, but who knows if I really quit. ”

I frowned: "How can this work, where can he bargain with the factory on his terms, there is no income, is he going to starve to death?"

"Does he like you?" said my grandfather suddenly.

I feel a little shocked, I really didn't expect it, but think about it, how old is he, his mind is not very mature, he likes a person, and it won't last long, but he doesn't want to work because of me, it's really a pity.

Grandpa smiled: "I can't imagine that my granddaughter is still liked by so many people." ”

"Grandpa. I really don't know about it, maybe it's your delusion, but don't talk about it. This kid is still young, I don't know what he likes. "And even if you like it, in this troubled world, the most worthless, and the most useless thing is feelings. I thought about it, and I guess he'd be back in a short time. When you have the opportunity to come to the city, you must persuade him to go back and find a factory to work!

The disappearance of Yang Shan was just an episode, and I soon returned to the village to face another phase of my life.

It was the same situation as I had imagined, and the people in the village had an attitude towards my return, and they all mocked me, saying that I was too normal to have today. I'm trying to keep myself at peace, but the rumors I've been circulating have driven me crazy.

There are many versions of the rumors, some people say that I don't do my job, I have to get scared every day, and I pretend to be like a green onion in my nose and eyes!

Some people also say that it's because my object is mixed with a rich girl.,Don't want me anymore.,I'll be entangled.,The rich girl sees me as an eyesore.,Find a relationship to drive me away.。。 Another rumor was that my father had returned, and he didn't want me to hang around in front of him, so he drove me away.

Some people even said that I found a married man and messed with others, but the other party's wife found out and drove me away.

Anyway, it's all kinds of ugly rumors, and people are about to explode when they hear it.

Every day when I go out to work, I have to be asked by many people: "Why did you come back? The factory is doing a good job, why don't you do it?"

"Are you still with your partner? Aren't you yellow? Why are you yellow?"

I simply didn't say a word, looking at the excited and joyful expressions of these people, I wondered if I had given their ancestral graves to them, why did they like to watch me unlucky so much?