I opened my mouth in surprise, not knowing what to say. This man is my father, this man has never cared about my life or death, and then he has a brief existence in my adulthood, messing up my life, almost killing me, and then he just disappeared, without any father-daughter affection. All his possessions were left to another man, and he didn't even say a word to me, and I don't know what he thought of me as a daughter.

My grandfather told me that after I fainted, I rushed to a nearby medical station and bandaged my wounds. As for my father, he passed out in my yard and didn't wake up, but he died without any punishment. The people from the police station asked the nurse and found out that the doctor had issued several critical illness notices.

He also knew that he would not be able to do it soon, so he came to trouble us, and when Lin came, he took morphine several times.

Otherwise, it won't be able to hold on to my house at all.

I really convinced, even if it was like this, at the end of my life, I didn't even give up my determination to make us unlucky, what kind of spirit is this, so tirelessly adding to people's blockage! I hope to admit bad luck, it's really too perverted!

My grandfather said, "That's all there is to the beast." In those years, I thought I had a big wolf dog, and I kept biting my master and hurting you. I'm really sorry for you, Xiu'er. His voice trembled as he spoke.

I hurriedly grabbed my grandfather: "It's okay grandpa, I don't have anything to do." It's just that my neck hurts a little. ”

"Yes, I'm almost going to cut the carotid artery, how vicious this guy is!" My grandfather sighed and touched my neck, An An also followed the example of grandpa and touched my neck, seeing my son's cautious expression, I was a little sour, and pulled An An to hold it in his arms and hug my son well.

Zhao Yunhai stopped me: "You can't use your strength now, wait for a little better." ”

I can only forget it, because of this incident, so I can't go to see Zeng Qiuxia, I was hospitalized for two weeks, and I was discharged home to continue to raise, and when I remembered Zeng Qiuxia, people had already been discharged from the hospital and disappeared.

The woman took Yang Yonghuai's money and quickly moved away from her original unit. Broke ties with anyone.

Yang Yonghuai walked silently, and no one cared about the future. Zeng Qiuxia didn't care about this person's life or death.

My grandfather gave the crematorium a few dollars, and then burned him, and buried his ashes in a mountainous area. Not even a single grave. My grandfather wouldn't let me pay homage to him, and there was no picture of him in the house, so he just disappeared from my life anyway.

I went to the sanatorium where Yang Yonghuai lived, and his watch, wallet, furniture, household appliances... All the valuable things were taken, only some underwear remained, and some books remained, and the people in the sanatorium told me that I could look at them, but I was not allowed to take them, because who knows if they would be checked.

"Yang Yonghuai's identity is complicated, he came back from abroad, and some people say that he is a spy. So it's better not to move these things. It also takes a little less trouble for yourself. ”

I agreed, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at Yang Yonghuai's things. Everything about him was very foreign to me, there was no emotion, I looked through his books, they were all Marxist-Leninist-Maoist or something, very boring, I flipped through them and put them aside.

However, Yang Yonghuai's medical record book is a bit interesting, and there are a lot of his thoughts written on it, which can be regarded as a diary.

Because I can't see it, the handwriting is crooked, and some of it overlaps.

When I read the text above, I knew why so many cancers suddenly came to my door early.

His body has long absorbed toxic metals, and he speculated that he had been exposed to a lot of toxic waste and raw materials since he was working in Southeast Asia, and the days in Southeast Asia were not easy to mix, there was pollution and poison everywhere, and there was a bitter taste in the water, but he knew that it was harmful and he had to continue to do it, and it would take a long time. His body had already begun to slowly corrode, and later he began to drink and smoke, which made his body more serious.

He was still wondering if all of his children were so poisonous.

"Of all my children, only Yang Chunxiu was born before I came into contact with those poisons, and the rest of the children are probably poisonous babies, but I don't mind, I don't care. I just need to live well, and I didn't mean to give birth to a child. If you are willing to let me live, I will give birth. As for the consequences, I don't care. Zeng Qiuxia wants a child, so I will give her this child. Look what will happen to these people, and what will happen to these ants when I'm dead? If I don't give Yang Chunxiu money, she must be angry. But that's exactly what I wanted. I just love watching her annoyed. Hehe. ”

I smashed my notebook to the ground. I'm really angry with me! What kind of person is this! I know that you have a physical problem, and you still want to have children? You don't care whether these children are healthy or not, whether they will have a short life, what do you want to do? As for whether the child born to Zeng Qiuxia will also have a legacy disease. He never cared. It's really cold to the bone.

He really didn't like anyone. His ex-wife was right to leave him. I spent the morning in the nursing home and left. It wasn't until the moment I saw the words in his medical notebook that I was sure that this man really didn't like me at all.

Zhao Yunhai was waiting for me outside, and when he saw me coming out, he stretched out his hand to me: "Come and hug me." ”

I rushed over and hugged Zhao Yunhai tightly, crying: "I don't have a father." I hate him to death. ”

"It's okay. It's good that you don't have a dad. Don't cry anymore. ”

The name Yang Yonghuai just disappeared from my life.

I have an extra scar on my neck and ear, which is very light in color and I can't see it unless I look closely, but my son pays attention to it and often touches it with his hands and blows it on me, for fear that it will hurt me.

I used this scar to educate my children: "The heart of guarding against people is indispensable, I just believe in that person too much, so I will be hurt, An An will see others in the future, not only what kind of beautiful woman is good, but also a good old man praised by everyone, don't believe it easily, you must be careful, can you promise me?"

An An nodded seriously, "I see." Mom, I listen to you. ”

I touched An An's head, feeling a little sorry for him in my heart, other children will not start to guard against others at this age, but there is no way, there are too many people staring at me, I have to be careful.

Time flew by again, and in the spring of the following year, our village finally implemented the land contract responsibility system. Mainly because the harvest in our village and other villages is simply miserable. For the same land, other villages have a harvest of 10,000 catties, but our village only has a harvest of three or four thousand catties. In addition to the public grain owed to the commune, we still have to owe the village thirty or forty yuan, and everyone has been busy for a year. Other villages are happily selling grain and sharing money, but our village still owes white slips. Who wants to!

Everyone started to make a fuss, constantly protesting in the village committee, and they had to react to the top. In the end, he was stopped by the village party secretary, and everyone made a fuss for several days, and finally divided the land.

My grandfather went back several times because of the land signature in the village, and he was very happy every time he came back.

Because the situation of the village is getting better and better. He told me that the tofu factory, the dry food mill, and a pond in the village had all been contracted over.

"Now these people have all started to prepare and farm. Not to mention how motivated you are. It's still as good as it is now, everyone used to be lazy, but now everyone is working for themselves. ”

I smiled and said, "Of course, let's wait to see the autumn harvest, it's definitely not bad, by the way, what is Lin Xiaoyan's village?"

"Well, Lin Xiaoyan is also very good over there, and now her man is not divorced. ”

When the land is divided, more labor is needed. There weren't many decent people in her man's house.

Before Lin Xiaoyan moved out with her two sons and a daughter, the two girls also liked their stepmothers, and they also followed. Her mother-in-law was quite happy at first, they are all gone, and my family has saved food!

But who knew that after the land was divided, the labor force was gone. He is a man and a family, and no one is the material for work. It's about to fall behind. went over and persuaded her to come back, at least let the two girls pass.

Even if she doesn't work, the two girls can go to the field. There is also hope for crops. But Lin Xiaoyan was forced back!