When it comes to revenge, he really deserves revenge.

But having personally experienced the power of the Flame Ghost Emperor has completely crushed his heart of revenge. Now, all he can experience is fear, endless and hopeless fear.

Even if you can cultivate day and night, the enemy's strength will not stagnate, and this gap will never be bridged.

There is no hope of revenge, and in the future, as soon as he steps out of the Tiangong Gate, the other party will definitely come and kill him immediately. His future has been blocked, there is no longer anyone to look forward to him, and there is no one worthy of his expectations, and his future life is too pale!

The more Luo Shenxing thought about it, the more desperate he became, and suddenly he couldn't help but tremble.

Jiang Yankong comforted at the right time: "Don't think about it, let's sleep first, it's a new day when you wake up." ”

Walked to the side and poured him a glass of water, and handed over a few pills: "If you can't sleep, take some sleeping pills." Although I don't usually advocate using this, it is a good fit for you now. ”

Luo Shenxing slowly took the medicine and water cup, still looking dazed.

When you wake up, will it really be a new day?

Why does he feel that the sun of his life will never rise?

Now he has no way to calm down at all, and his mind keeps replaying the bloody scenes from before, as well as the fierce expression of the Flame Ghost Emperor. At the beginning, perhaps he also used the same hideous appearance to kill in his own house.

No...... Can't think about it anymore. His spirit had developed an instinctive resistance to this memory, and if he continued like this, he would torture himself to madness!

Get some sleep, and when you fall asleep, you don't have to think about anything...... Luo Shenxing stubbornly stuffed the pill into his mouth, and because his soul did not belong, he drank a whole glass of water intermittently before swallowing the pill with difficulty.

"Then you have a good rest, I'll go back first, and I'll come back to see you tomorrow. Jiang Yankong pressed his shoulder, and was about to turn around and leave.

Luo Shenxing suddenly became anxious, and grabbed his sleeve suddenly: "Don't go!" couldn't help but cry again as he spoke, "Is it okay to stay with me?" I don't dare to sleep in the room alone...... I was always worried that someone would break in and kill me, and I was really scared ......"

His painful collapse was like a helpless child.

Over the years, under the teaching of his father, Luo Shenxing has been accustomed to being moody and moody. On his face, there is always a condescending smile, sitting and watching the ups and downs of the outside world.

But now, all the strong cloaks have been crushed, and he has no strength to disguise it anymore, leaving only the most essential, scarred self.

Just as a child craves the protection of an adult, he is almost begging, trying to grasp the only bit of security.

Jiang Yankong smiled, and under his hopeful gaze, he really patiently comforted him like a child: "Okay, then I'll stay at the door and help you keep an eye on suspicious people, okay? ”

Luo Shenxing nodded pitifully and lay down obediently like a child striving to perform. A pair of helpless eyes were still staring at him, as if they were afraid that if they blinked, the other party would disappear.

Jiang Yankong helped him raise the quilt again, and after a few words of relief, he finally coaxed him to close his eyes. Then he also kept his promise and sat down in the recliner at the door, checking the jade message, and occasionally glancing at Luo Shenxing's direction.

The sleeping pills worked quickly, and he should have fallen asleep slowly. It's just that he was hit too hard in one day, and he couldn't sleep well even in his dreams, with occasional tears slipping from the corners of his eyes, his body twitching unconsciously, and his mouth muttering sad dream words.

He is a little similar to the original Snow Shadow, they are both people who choose to close themselves under the oppression of the outside world. But one of them is armed with indifference, and the other is sunk in despair and cannot extricate himself.

When he first approached Xue Ying, he didn't expect that the "Luo Family Young Master Luo Shenxing" who had brought her all kinds of harm would one day have the same relationship with him.

However, his perspective on personnel is different from theirs. Since he is revered as a god, everyone in this land is his people in his eyes. No matter what sins they have had, if they can repent again, He will forgive them and lead them to a new life.

He sat from noon to dusk, and then to nightfall.

"I'm not going back today, so I don't have to keep my food. Picking up a summons, Jiang Yekong also briefly explained to the other side.

"Well, he's quite dependent on me now, so I'll stay with him for the next few days. In fact, he is a good seedling, as long as he can pass this level, he will be reborn. ”

"So from tomorrow onwards, I'm going to 'experience life'. Being able to be a student in your own territory for a few days feels quite new. ”

Hearing that adults will not be able to accompany him for a few days, Feng Dushan's reaction seems to be a little "little emotion".

"Your Excellency...... How long do you have to deal with the matter of the little young master of the Luo family?"

Jiang Yankong immediately picked up with a smile: "You also know about the little young master of the Luo family, if you could help me deal with it earlier, I wouldn't have to be so tired now." ”

Feng Dushan was embarrassed for a while, and hurriedly explained: "My lord, I didn't convey the Luo family's affairs to you as soon as possible, and it was also because I didn't want to disturb your cultivation......"

"It doesn't matter. Jiang Yankong didn't care, "The matter of the Luo family, I will solve it when the time is right." ”

With his supernatural powers, a little calculation, he knew that this matter was one of the "fixed numbers". In the dark, there is also the impetus of the Heavenly Dao, in order to promote a certain historical inevitability. That being the case, he is not in a hurry to interfere for the time being.

Glancing at the inner room, he said with a smile: "You don't know, he is very similar to you at the beginning." ”

"It's so fragile that it can't work, it collapses at every turn, loves to be coquettish, doesn't dare to sleep alone at night, and clamores for me to accompany me. It's a big person, and it seems like they've turned back into children all of a sudden. ”

"You should really come and see him, it's like looking in the mirror. ”

Feng Dushan seemed to protest: "At the beginning...... I'm not that inferior, am I?"

Jiang Yankong smiled and replied: "What do you say? Who are he, who are you, and you still have a sense of superiority compared to such a junior?"

The way he speaks has always been like this, witty and humorous, even if eight out of ten sentences are hurting you, he will not really cut your face. And Feng Dushan is only in front of him, and he will have the leisure to joke like an ordinary person.

In this way, he did understand that feeling. It's not just an instinctive dependence after the fall of the family and country, but in front of a person who you know is strong enough to hold up a piece of heaven for you, all the tight strings seem to loosen all at once, and you will involuntarily open your heart to him.

For so many years, the "unbearable burden" of being an emperor used to be borne by himself alone. From now on, there is finally someone who can share their pain and joy.

My lord, the sense of security he can bring to the people around him is too much.

In the midst of such sleepy chatting, Luo Shenxing in the middle suddenly let out a miserable scream in his sleep.

"Let's not say much, my child is going to get up at night again, so I'll take a look at him first. Jiang Ember glanced in his direction, hurriedly said a few words to Yu Jian, and ended the communication.

On the bed, Luo Shenxing sat up in a cold sweat, and his whole shirt was soaked with sweat.

"Flame Ghost Emperor...... He's going to kill me! He's going to kill me!"

Even sleeping pills didn't work. The amount he had taken should have been enough for him to sleep until the next morning. But after falling asleep, it didn't take long for him to dream of a daytime scene again, and the Flame Ghost Emperor was still chasing and killing him viciously. In his dream, he had already been killed......

"Dreaming of the Flame Ghost Emperor again?" Jiang Yankong wiped the sweat from his forehead with a handkerchief, "Don't worry, he doesn't have special abilities, so it's impossible for him to break into your dream and kill you." ”

Luo Shenxing still had palpitations. Even though he knew he wouldn't really die, he never wanted to relive that scene again. I'm afraid I can't sleep this night.

"I ......" After he hugged his knees and "self-contained" for a long time, he finally squeezed out a few words in a sullen manner, "I'm a little hungry." ”

Even he himself didn't know why he was saying this at such a time.

Jiang Yankong had also asked him if he wanted to eat something before, but he resolutely refused to step out of the room. Jiang Yankong knew that he was in that state at that time, even if he was reluctant to let him eat, he would definitely not be able to eat it, he respected any way of life, and agreed to let him go to bed early. Sure enough, when people should be hungry, they will still be hungry.

"Let's go get some food, the restaurant here is open all night. ”

As if he had been poked at the point, Luo Shenxing curled up in fear again: "I'm not going out...... I don't go out...... "The empty restaurant in the middle of the night is simply the best place to start!"

"Actually, I still have a little food left......" he buried his head deep in his knees, his voice lower.

The grain he is talking about is actually a few buckets of instant noodles.

Recently, in order to save points and time, he rarely goes to the restaurant to eat, and most of the time, he just uses instant noodles to pay for a meal.

Letting go of the seasoning, pouring boiling water, and waiting for the noodles to boil, Luo Shenxing remembered some things that he had ignored before.

"Thank you for staying here with me. Scene education has become an instinct rooted in his blood. Therefore, at that moment, he first thanked politely, and then turned to the main topic and asked: "I'm curious, what kind of identity are you here? Are you also a student of this year? Why have I never seen you?"

Jiang Yankong replied: "Maybe it's because I rarely participate in group activities. ”

"I've always been here to do closed training, and there will be special personnel to guide me, and it sounds like a 'secret weapon' level. ”

Luo Shenxing's IQ at this time was really down too much compared to usual, and after hearing it, he didn't think much about it and believed it, and nodded admiringly: "No wonder you can repel the Flame Ghost Emperor." ”

"You ......" The person who can "open a small stove" in the Tiangong Gate is definitely not simple, and now in addition to the original gratitude, he has a little more respect, "You should not only have a good mind, good qualifications, but also a good family background?

"I really envy you famous geniuses, who can live without the pressure of survival at all......"

"Not really. Jiang Yankong took the opportunity to enlighten, "I heard that the first place in this assessment, Mo Gucheng, may not be from a very prominent background, but now that the new students see him, which one is not respectful?

Luo Shenxing sighed: "You don't understand ......" In his opinion, these words are the innocence of a famous disciple "Why don't you eat minced meat", "There is no genius like that." For most people, their achievements are still limited by their family background......"

"Speaking of which, I'm really embarrassed to wronged a genius like you to eat instant noodles with me here. ”

At this time, Jiang Yankong had already skillfully lifted the lid and picked up the fork.

"No, this brand has a 'spicy beef flavor' that is delicious, you can try it next time?"

Luo Shenxing was stunned, he didn't expect a genius like him to be so "down-to-earth", and he could treasure the taste of a small bucket of instant noodles......

Then, he barely ate it.

Although he was indeed hungry in his stomach, he had not eaten a few bites of noodles when he suddenly felt sick to his stomach, hung his head suddenly, and spat out the noodles he had eaten impatiently.

I don't know if it's because of the psychological effect, or if the physical functions haven't been restored yet, he feels that he can't eat anything now.

But if he doesn't eat now, I'm afraid he won't be able to eat anything in the future. Luo Shenxing calmed down, picked up the noodles in the bucket with a fork again, and forcibly brought them to his mouth.

Unsurprisingly, he threw up again.

For this whole meal, he just ate and vomited, vomited and ate, and was miserable. But no matter how painful it was, he was still trying to force himself to eat.

Because, he wants to live.

Jiang Yankong didn't say much. There are some paths that he can take with him, but there are also some roads that they have to walk on their own.

……

The night passed.

Luo Shenxing was still sleeping very unsteadily, and a bloody pursuer appeared in his dream.

With injuries all over his body, plus hunger and sleepiness, his current physical condition is really terrible.

As the daylight shone through the window frame and on his face, he squinted slightly and rolled in.

For all, a new day begins. But this new day, there is no expectation for him.

He wanted to sleep like this forever. Now only this bed can make him feel safe.

"I'm going to morning training, are you going?" Jiang Yankong asked him while packing up his things.

Although Luo Shenxing supported his upper body, he still wrapped himself tightly in the quilt: "You know I'm not going to ......"

"Don't go, okay, stay with me, I'm scared......"

He also knew that his request was very selfish, and no one would be willing to give up his cultivation and stay in this room with him for the rest of his life. But now he just wants to do his best to grasp this only warmth, one more day at a time.

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