Chapter 438: Let Go of the Baggage
"But do you want to discuss it with your family?"
Zhao Xue told her brother that she was very excited, but she was also hesitant, she was very afraid of the pressure from her father, she was already a little reluctant when she was in college, if she continued to take the postgraduate entrance examination, would he agree? She didn't want to fall out with her family over this.
"Agree, why don't you agree? If you're afraid, leave this to me, you don't have to worry about anything, you just need to plan your life well, live the life you want, and don't have to worry as much as before. ”
Zhao Tianming just wants to give his little sister a space to dream, a good life, no need to worry about everything, no need to pay attention to the pressure from reality, and no need to look back on the past like him, there are too many regrets.
"Then brother, what should I choose?"
Zhao Xue knew that if the elder brother went to say it, his father would definitely not say anything, he was still helping his brother start a business, and his words carried a lot of weight.
However, she has not thought about the problem of postgraduate entrance examination before, let alone a little planning, so she wants to listen to her brother's opinion, all along, on the way she grew up, the elder brother has given her a lot of pertinent advice, if it is not for the elder brother's experience, from the side guidance, she would not be able to be admitted to Sun Yat-sen University.
"It's up to you, you have to ask yourself, what do you think, what can you do, what do you want? Don't forget, in fact, in this regard, you stand taller than me, in the rich academic atmosphere of your school, in fact, you see farther than me. In fact, I can't give you too much advice, and you can't do anything to see what others mean, it's time to make decisions about your own life, sooner or later, people have to have their own independent thoughts, and others can't interfere. ”
For the little sister, Zhao Tianming rarely talks to her about any big truths, and talks about false and empty words, all of which are good and seductive, and gives her some guidance at the ten intersections of life.
However, now, he really can't give Xiaomei any good advice, because he himself has little experience and can't make a better choice. And the social situation has not had much impact on her current stage.
When I think of this, I don't know why, I feel a faint sense of loss in my heart.
"Brother, thank you! I'll do my best!"
Zhao Xue suddenly went against the norm and said solemnly to Zhao Tianming, there were faint tears in her eyes, she was really grateful to God, there was such a good brother in her life, to solve problems for her and escort her. If it weren't for him, perhaps, like many girls, he would now work hard in the factory and make money, and he would casually find a man to marry in the future, and his life would pass casually, right?
Where can you have your own dreams and live the life you want like now?
It's just that she knows that a thousand words are not enough to express her brother's kindness to herself, only doing her best is the best reward for her brother, perhaps, when she learns the ability, she may not be able to help her brother in the future!
"Silly girl, what are you talking about? This is my responsibility as a big brother, and it's not bad for their brothers, right? ”
Zhao Tianming shook his head, the younger brothers, they were all too playful at the beginning, they wanted to go to the outside world, and they had no intention of studying at all, where did they ever think that the social university, how could it be so good?
In fact, this situation is very common in rural hometowns, not because parents are narrow-minded and do not allow their children to study, but because they themselves cannot study.
Impetuous people's hearts are full of this impetuous society, in this Internet world, people always see too much, get too little, and have a great psychological imbalance, which is why the online world is now full of trolls and one of the reasons for verbal violence.
Unconsciously, after driving for more than six hours, I have arrived in Yangcheng. It's just that the flow of people is huge on weekends, and after entering the city, you may have to go around for an hour or two, at this time, Zhao Tianming is extremely nostalgic for taking the bus and subway.
The subway system of Yangcheng is still very developed, except for a subway in the north area has not been extended to the past, the others have basically been covered, the subway and bus, can easily go to any place in the city, and even connected with the subway system of Chancheng, greatly narrowing the spatial boundaries between cities.
"You don't have your own computer yet, do you? Wait a minute, I'll buy you one, a mobile phone, and other clothes and jewelry, and buy some, always wear so shabby, others don't say it on the surface, and they will look down on it in their hearts." ”
Zhao Tianming said that in the past, people were poor, and they could only do this, but now he doesn't want his little sister to suffer these grievances again. I'm a junior in college.,I don't have a computer of my own.,I guess it's the only one in the class, right?
In this regard, Xiaomei never told him, and every time she asked, she always mentioned it in one stroke, but he knew that Xiaomei would not have too much fun.
"Brother doesn't need it, you have to spend everything, in fact, I have almost saved enough money, and I will soon be able to buy one by myself, and there are a lot of scholarships every year, plus I can make money by working and studying. ”
A computer is really nothing for people nowadays, and you can buy it by saving it, however, for Zhao Xue, it is not an easy thing.
She is indeed the only one in the class who does not have a computer, usually some courses need to use a computer, are borrowed from roommates, but with the deepening of the course, and other aspects, there are more and more places that need to use a computer, and there is no own computer, which is really inconvenient.
She didn't tell her brother that she only planned to buy a second-hand computer if she saved her own money, and the rest of the money was filled in the tuition fee, so that the family would have less money. Even so, she hesitated and swayed for a long time, not knowing whether to buy it or not.
"It's okay, you can keep your money by yourself, use it if you need it, don't save too much, work-study or something, those simple and meaningless, don't do it, leave more time to study, don't think that you study well, it's easy to go to graduate school, you haven't prepared before." ”
"Brother, don't worry! Your sister and I are also very good, tell you, there was a professor who always asked me to be his graduate student, and he reserved a place for me! If I want to, I can read it directly, and I don't need to take the exam!"
Zhao Xue clenched her little fist and said to Zhao Tianming ostentatiously, before, she had never told her brother about this matter, she was afraid that her brother would think too much, but now, there is no such concern.
The ease of letting go of the burden made her feel that the air she breathed was much freer, and quietly, her mood slowly changed.