1053 Farewell
Brother Hulu's voice fell, and I was a little puzzled: "What do you mean by this?"
"Lao Huang's incident made me feel very frightened, I was afraid that your eldest brother was Jian Sihai's person......"
"This is impossible, pairing is impossible!" I quickly rejected Brother Hulu's words: "If Brother Dong has a relationship with Jian Sihai, Zhai Yinglin will not kill us!"
"It's Gao Jin who killed you!" Brother Hulu corrected me.
"No, you haven't experienced what happened at that time, so you don't know what Zhai Yinglin has made us into, so there is absolutely no relationship between Brother Dong and Jian Sihai. "I don't believe in Brother Hulu's almost fallacious speculation at all.
"Standing in my situation, even if there is the slightest mistake, I don't dare to gamble, because I can't bear the humiliation to live compared to death. ”
Seeing Brother Hulu's paranoid appearance, I felt very uncomfortable: "Before you went to court, Brother Dong told me that he spared no effort to save you, not only because of your dedication to us, but also because you are his brother. ”
After listening to my words, Brother Hulu fell silent.
"I know that now that your verdict has been handed down, no matter what we do, we can't change this outcome, but I really can't bear you. I took a deep breath and tried to control my emotions: "Before that, when I learned that you could be sentenced to a suspended death sentence, you don't know how happy I was in my heart, although you were sentenced to a suspended death sentence, you may live in prison for the rest of your life, but you are at least alive, only if people live, there are infinite possibilities, isn't it!"
"The hatred I carry on my body makes me so tired that I want to rest. Brother Hulu's voice was very low: "There are too many things hidden in my heart, and they are about to crush me, Xiaofei, I don't want to carry it anymore, close my eyes earlier, and reunite with my wife and children, for me, in fact, it is the thing that can really make me feel happy, I think, if I really see my son under Jiuquan, he should be able to grow very tall." ”
"Brother Hulu, I'm sorry, I hurt you......" After saying this, my tears began to roll down: "I really don't know, you are carrying so much pressure, and I have never helped you share your sorrows except for helping you make trouble, I don't know, I really don't know, it turns out that the hatred on your body has tormented you for so many years." ”
"You've done a good job!" Brother Hulu stretched out his hand and snorted on my head: "You are a good boy, just because I am dying, you can still let me eat a steamed porridge, in this life, you don't owe me anything!"
"Honestly, when I was with you before, I never thought that we would get to where we are today. After listening to Brother Hulu's words, I was extremely distressed: "I still remember, when you first told me that you were leaving, I was very reluctant, because for so long, I have been accustomed to your care for me, used to your protection of me, when I have you by my side, no matter what danger I encounter, I feel very down-to-earth, but if you are really gone, I ...... I ......"
"I'm gone, and your eldest brother will take care of you. Brother Hulu squeezed out a smile: "Seriously, Gan Chudong is a good big brother, mixing in society once, it is not easy to meet a big brother like him, as long as you follow him, even if I close my eyes, I can leave with confidence, I believe that no matter what, he will do his best to take care of you and ensure that you are well." ”
"Is this the same?" I looked at Brother Hulu helplessly: "You say, is this the same?"
"Okay!" Brother Hulu listened to me, his eyes suddenly turned red, and then his eyes widened, holding back tears: "It's all old men, it's okay to stir up any feelings, I'm so much older than you, even if we both live, you still have to send me this in the future, in life, anything can happen, only life and death are unavoidable, so what life needs to see the most is precisely the word life and death." ”
After listening to Brother Hulu's words, I adjusted my mood: "Don't worry, as long as Jian Sihai returns to Anyang! Even if I do my best, I will kill him and avenge your wife and children!"
"Don't! Don't!" Brother Hulu grabbed my arm and shook his head vigorously: "Xiaofei, you remember my words, Jian Sihai's affairs have nothing to do with the people of your generation, and it is precisely because of this that none of us have mentioned these things to you, because our relationship is too complicated, we all have our own feelings and hatred for each other, I want to kill Jian Sihai, just to avenge my wife and children, but you have no reason to kill him!"
"I want to avenge you!" I looked at Brother Hulu with red eyes, and said with a persistent look in my eyes.
"Revenge for me?" After listening to my words, Brother Hulu was a little stunned, and then shook his head again: "Xiaofei, I have come to this day, and everything is my own fault, because I am too obsessed with the hatred in my heart, but there is no grudge between you and Jian Sihai, so why should I compensate myself?"
"But because of Jian Sihai, I lost a person who cared about me the most!"
"In this world, there are many good things that can be passed on, but it should not be hatred. Brother Hulu reached out and touched my head: "It was not Jian Sihai who killed me, but this society, this rivers and lakes, you can get rid of Jian Sihai, but can you get rid of this rivers and lakes?"
Hearing Brother Hulu's words, I lowered my head and fell silent.
"Xiaofei, you are a steady child, but sometimes you do things, too self-willed, in the past, you did something that you can't make up, I can help you wipe your buttocks, but after I leave, you have to remember that you must be steady, because your eldest brother is also very tired, and there are some things, you have to learn to understand him." ”
"You...... Is there anything else you want to entrust me with? "When I said this to Brother Hulu, I felt very uncomfortable, because my words were asking him to say his last words, but even if this sentence was difficult to say, I had to ask him, since Brother Hulu's ending has been decided, the only thing I can do is not to let him come to this world with regrets.
"I have no relatives and no reason in this world, what can I regret. Brother Hulu grinned, his expression was extremely free, he thought about it, and pointed to the thermos bucket beside him: "Leave this for me, when I miss you, I can look at him!"
"Do you have any words, do you need me to help you take them out? ”
Brother Hulu waved his hand in a chic manner: "People who understand me, know what I want to say, people who don't understand me, there's no need." Brother Hulu reached out and touched my head: "Child, remember a sentence, no winter is insurmountable, no spring will not come, people must always learn to grow up by themselves, even if I am not here, you must take care of yourself, not for others, in order not to let yourself live in vain!"
'Knock knock!'
As the knock on the iron door of the cell sounded, Yin Xiaopeng lowered his voice outside the door and spoke: "Xiaofei, it's time to take over, we have to go!"
'Brush!'
Hearing Yin Xiaopeng's voice, I was like a lightning strike, Mu Ran looked at Brother Hulu in front of him, his vision was blurred by tears for a moment, but he still tried to open his eyes wide, wanting to imprint the appearance of Brother Hulu deeply in his mind.
I know that this is the last time I will see Brother Hulu, and when I leave this cell, everything we have experienced between us will turn into clouds of the past, the three gourds that were once in my heart, almost omnipotent, the three gourds that guard me like a god of war, will eventually come to an end, and the rest of my life can only live in my memory.
"There is no feast in the world, I thought that I was quietly leaving the mountain, since I was leaving, I simply walked quietly, not stirring up a trace of waves, but I didn't expect you, an unlucky child, in the end or disobedient, a person ran here, I three gourds in this life, already lonely, even if I left, there is no regret, and before leaving, you can still come to see me, accompany me to say a few words, I have no regrets!" Brother Hulu felt the oppressive atmosphere in the room, took the lead in speaking, breaking the silence, and then patted my arm behind him: "Silly boy! I won't be there anymore, remember to take care of yourself!"
"......" I looked at Brother Hulu, my lips trembled, and I couldn't speak.
Brother Hulu stretched out his hands, rubbed my cheeks vigorously, and then showed a very warm smile: "Let's go, promise me, after turning around, don't look back, stride the meteor disappears, and then we brothers will leave each other's most heroic and free side to each other, okay." ”
"But, I'm really reluctant to you!" Seeing that Brother Hulu was still comforting me like a child in the last time of his life, I couldn't control my emotions anymore, so I threw myself into his arms and cried loudly.
", it's still a kid after all. When Brother Hulu saw my appearance, he stroked my head a little speechlessly, and shook his head helplessly: "Cry! Cry! Let out the emotions in your heart, and you won't feel uncomfortable! But you remember, your tears can only flow in front of me, and you will never let others see your cowardly appearance in the future, don't worry, even if I really get there, I will hold on to the edge of the reincarnation well and never let go, and I will always guard you and see the day you start a family!"
I lay on Brother Hulu's chest, feeling his body temperature, my mind was already blank, and there was a deep sense of powerlessness in my heart, I couldn't say anything, I couldn't think of anything, just kept crying, Brother Hulu is one of the people I respect the most, but now, he is about to die, although I am by his side, but I can't do anything, I can only quietly accompany him, enjoy the last time of my life, and then, watch him die.
'Bang!'
After about five minutes, the door of the cell was opened, and then Yin Xiaopeng stepped forward, walked to my side, and patted me on the back: "Xiaofei, we really have to leave, otherwise when the shift change comes, the two of us will be finished!"
At this moment, I was lying in Brother Hulu's arms, because of excessive sadness, my cheeks were numb, my ears were roaring violently, and I couldn't hear Yin Xiaopeng's voice clearly.
"Okay, others help you, you can't make trouble for others!" Brother Hulu stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, and then looked at Yin Xiaopeng with a smile: "Take him away, take care of him!"
"Hey, don't worry!" Yin Xiaopeng nodded, put up my arms, and helped me stand up straight: "Xiaofei, let's go!"
After I was helped up by Yin Xiaopeng, I looked at Brother Hulu, who was sitting opposite me with a smile on his face, the corners of his mouth moved, and he still couldn't make a sound.
Brother Hulu lowered his head, lit a cigarette, and then waved his hand at me: "Let's go! ”
'Boom!'
Brother Hulu's words fell, I reached out and broke away from Yin Xiaopeng's arm, slammed my knees on the ground, bent my waist, and hit the ground with a 'bang' on my forehead: "Brother, I'll see you off in advance!"
"Good!"
Sanhulu looked at my appearance, pursed his lips and nodded: "Let's go!"
After I finished kowtowing to Brother Hulu, I stood up, glanced at him, turned around, and walked towards the door with a staggered step.
"Dumbo!"
I turned around, and just after taking two steps, Brother Hulu's voice came from behind me.
'Stomp!'
Hearing Brother Hulu speak, I stopped and stood in place, my shoulders shrugged.
Brother Hulu's voice was a little hoarse: "I don't have any relatives in this world, after the death sentence from the court was handed down, I filled in your phone number in the column where I received the ashes." ”
When Brother Hulu's words fell, the green tendons on my neck flared up, and I endured the trembling of my shoulders, gritted my teeth and did not look back.
“…… Let's go. ”
Brother Hulu said to me, after I turned around, I would never look back, and I would leave the most chic side of each other in each other's memory, but when I walked to the door of the cell, I finally turned back.
The three gourds, who are strong all their lives and are not even afraid of death, sat on the floor of the detention center, holding the army-green quilt, like a helpless child, crying tears in his face, but calm and silent.