Chapter 871: The Chasm
Inside and outside the door, the confrontation continued.
After listening to Yi Xin's answer, the teaching director looked at her indifferently for a long time, and finally seemed to give up communication with her, crossed his hands, and leaned back in the chair.
"Then I don't think there's any need to say anything to you. The tutor has always felt that your grades are very good, and your personality is also very well-behaved, so I don't need to worry about anything at all. It seems that I have neglected your interpersonal interactions. ”
"You go back first, I'll contact your parents later and let them talk to you properly." ”
Listening to the words of the teaching director, Yi Xin really panicked, at this point, she was also like other students, afraid that the mistakes she made in the academy would be stabbed at home by the tutor.
"Don't...... Director," she begged helplessly, "can you please not contact my parents......?"
The teaching director raised his gaze coldly: "There are many students in the Heavenly Sage, I can't waste time on you all the time. It is necessary to let your parents know about this and let them know who you are associating with. If they think it doesn't matter, then I won't bother anymore. I can only say that you, Yi Xin, really disappointed the tutor. ”
Outside the office door, the instructor intern was silently leaning against the corner, noticing that the door panel was suddenly pushed open, and he held the folder in his hand and turned slightly to the side.
Yi Xin buried his head deeply, hurriedly went out, and walked quickly all the way. She didn't see the trainee instructor, but at the moment when the two sides passed by, her appearance was clearly seen by the person at the door.
I see, is this the first-grade girl who maintains Rong Xiao? The trainee instructor looked at her back and gently pushed the frame of her glasses, and the midday light reflected through the lenses.
……
Yi Xin walked out of the teaching building in a depressed mood, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a familiar figure in front of the window display board not far away.
Rong Xiao leaned against the window, smoking a cigarette quietly, his eyes wandering aimlessly on the gravel road in front of him, as if he was waiting for her.
"I'm sorry, this time I didn't think it through, and it hurt you. When he saw Yi Xin, he habitually extinguished his cigarette, straightened up and walked to her, and walked towards the school gate with her.
With his style, anything can make an earth-shattering scene, but he forgot that his world and Yi Xin are incompatible. These crazy moves will only destroy her world.
"Anyway, if they want to scold, you will put all the blame on me. Anyway, I've long been stereotyped in their minds, and I'm like someone who would do this kind of thing. ”
Yi Xin was grateful, but listening to what he said, the distress that surged up was even stronger, and he shook his head seriously: "I have admitted my mistakes, and I have a serious apology." But...... The tutor said to contact the parents......"
Speaking of which, she wilted like a frosted eggplant again, "Actually, my tutor is still relatively strict......"
Rong Xiao quickly responded: "I know." I," he seemed to be looking for a suitable adjective, "I can tell." ”
From top to bottom, she is a clear soup and noodles, without makeup, and without any extra jewelry. It's not like most of the girls in the academy, who can dye their hair in a fashionable color and make beautiful hairstyles, just just like that, with a ponytail and a college uniform all year round, just like a student.
She is very timid and does not dare to look directly at others when she speaks. has an ordinary background, and she doesn't know how to dress up, so she is definitely not a beauty among the girls she has seen. But perhaps because of her unvarnished fresh temperament, she has a kind of girl-next-door simplicity and kindness. I've seen a lot of mature and sexy types, and a pure student girl like her looks very comfortable.
"Although my father and mother are very good to me, the premise is that I must be obedient and not cause trouble. Yi Xin told him about his life for the first time, "So since I was a child, I have been studying in a proper manner, and I have never done anything out of the ordinary." Maybe that's why I yearn for your kind of life. ”
Somehow, after hearing her words, Rong Xiao's expression suddenly became a little complicated.
"It's actually a good thing that someone is willing to take care of you. He cupped his forehead with one hand, covering the slightly lost gaze under his eyebrows.
……
When Rong Xiao and Yi Xin got into trouble due to the homework auction, as the protagonist of another incident, Rong Huang was also in the office of the director of the hospital, accepting Rong Tianzhen's reprimand.
"Huang'er, what do you want me to say about you? If you don't study well in the academy, you learn to bully female classmates? Do you know that you are behaving like a bully now?"
"Anyway, you should reflect on it. This month, along with the next month's pocket money, will be deducted. And ......"
In Rong Tianzhen's reprimand, Rong Huang slowly clenched his fists with a beautiful and weird smile. What I was thinking about was Yi Xin's appearance.
"I remember you......"
……
When Yi Xin returned home with his schoolbag, he felt that the atmosphere at home was a little strange.
The mother sat silently on the sofa, and the father smoked a cigarette in the kitchen, their faces gloomy. I don't know how long they've been like this, and they don't seem to have anything else to do but keep this position.
Usually when Yi Xin goes home, even if his parents may not be talking and laughing, they are all busy with their own work. The dead atmosphere like this gave her a feeling that the mountain rain was coming. The heart again raised the mouth of the throat.
Tightening the schoolbag on his shoulders, Yi Xin didn't want to touch the tiger's whiskers at this moment, and was about to sneak back to the room quietly to finish today's homework first, and her mother, who was sitting on the sofa, finally spoke.
"Your homeroom teacher has just summoned me. ”
"What is your relationship with that boy?"
Sure enough, it's for this...... Yi Xin didn't know what the head teacher knew, what she was most worried about was whether the matter of the substitute exam would be exposed?
At this time, my father, who was smoking in the kitchen, also looked over.
"That's it...... The relationship between ordinary friends. Yi Xin lowered her head and silently clenched the strap of her schoolbag with both hands, as if that was her only support.
Yi's mother's voice was cold, and the sentences burst outward: "Your homeroom teacher has already said that he usually has a very bad reputation in the academy, and no one else wants to play with him, and the tutor and parents have already given up on him, why do you say that such a person let you be provoked?"
Yi Xin didn't care that he was being scolded, and raised his eyes in shock: "He's ...... That's not how he is. This is not true at all, why should he be wronged?"
He is actually very influential in the academy, and when it comes to him, most of the students have an attitude of worship, and I don't know how many people want to make friends with him...... Why does it seem that when it comes to the head teacher, he seems to have become completely useless? Can the tutor reverse black and white?
"Can your head teacher still lie?" Father Yi also continued with a calm face, "Is it necessary for her to lie to us?" Yi Xin, you are a girl, mixed with that kind of little rascal, do you want your reputation?"
"It's also light to say that the little rascal is also light, he is just a little deflated!" Yi Mu's indignant interface was obviously someone she had never seen before, but listening to her tone at this time, she seemed to have some deep hatred.
"I heard that people like them don't often extort money from ordinary students? You quickly take out your savings card and let us see if the money is low. ”
Under the aggressive questioning of his parents, Yi Xin thought of what he had said to himself when the two walked out of school side by side......
"Anyway, no matter what, don't quarrel with your parents. They also care about you. I can imagine what the old woman would say about me. ”
"That'...... What are you going to do?" Yi Xin looked at him worriedly.
Rong Xiao's tone was cold: "I don't care. Whatever people think of me. But you're not necessary for me. ”
He didn't seem to care at all. But...... Is it really okay not to care?
Actually, he was really lonely. Yi Xin bit her lip. With so much criticism on his own, who can really approach him?
Even if there is no one else, even if it is only herself, she is willing to understand him.
He can understand you, but you can't understand him.
Listening to his parents' attacks on him, Yi Xin felt a real sadness.
"I know him, I know him, and he's not at all what the guru says. Yi Xin finally couldn't help but retort. Because of her excitement, she raised her voice in front of her parents for the first time, "It is true that his grades are not good, but is it true that his grades are everything in life?
"How do you talk to your parents?" Father Yi suddenly became furious, "You have learned to talk back to us in a few days, and you still say that he has not had a bad influence on you?"
"It's not," Yi's mother quickly said, "The former head teacher summoned me, and when he either praised you, or after knowing him, it became a complaint against you." It's a big girl, aren't you ashamed?"
"Anyway, don't have any more dealings with him in the future. Father Yi dusted off the ashes between his fingers, "We have also promised your homeroom teacher that you will not interact again." Did you hear that?"
Yi Xin's eyes were already full of tears, but under the severe accusations of her parents, she still bit her lip tightly and shook her head painfully but firmly.
Once this head is nod, it seems that it has really betrayed him.
It seems that even he himself abandoned him.
A long time ago, when she was still in the elementary school, she used to hang out with a female classmate in the class. That day they went to a shopping street far away from the college, and came home a little late. Her parents, who had always been strict with her, recognized that they were not going to any good places, and when they heard that the girl's grades were very poor, they immediately asked them not to go back to her.
At that time, she was still very timid, and she was obedient to her parents. Although the female classmate's personality is actually really good, and she has always been very happy when she plays with her, she doesn't dare and doesn't know how to rebel against her parents, so she can only silently choose to be estranged. Since then, their relationship has completely faded.
Every time she got closer to a classmate in the academy, her parents would ask them repeatedly, and they couldn't wait to find out each other's ancestors for eight generations. In their eyes, it seems that only they are a good child, a pure little lamb, and other people's children are all wolves around them, waiting to eat her at any time.
Perhaps because of this, Yi Xin instinctively didn't dare to make too many friends. She was afraid that the other party would ask her out to play, and she was afraid that when she came home from school, she would just be bumped into by her parents, and then they would ask questions repeatedly...... Even Xu Wenwen, she has never introduced herself to her parents. Because she knows very well that she will not be the type that her parents like.
In the academy, she didn't dare to make friends, and her overly regular personality also made her unable to make friends. She doesn't have too many hobbies, she just quietly does a book of exercises every day, and then gets back a full score of exam papers and awards, every time at this time, her parents will be very happy, they will cook a lot of good dishes, and they will buy gifts to reward themselves. Because she is still the perfect good girl in their eyes.
However, who would understand that in fact, she is very lonely in her heart?
She doesn't just want those awards, she also wants the happiness of her peers.
Every time before, she endured her cravings. Don't complain, don't fight, obey everything her parents arranged for her. But only this time, she really wanted to fight. Want to go...... Protect him.
"I'm already in the higher department, so don't you care about me anymore, okay?" Yi Xin shouted this sentence, already in tears, "I won't affect my grades, but it's my freedom to make any friends!"
In the living room, there was silence for a moment.
After a long time, Yi's mother raised her tone.
"If you think like that again, her father, I think let's go and talk to that person directly, and ask him not to disturb our daughter anymore, otherwise we will report to the police!"
This extremely threatening sentence was like an iceberg smashed into Yi Xin's chest. It was cold to the bone, mixed with blood and splashing everywhere.
"I don't need you to take care of my affairs!" Yi Xin shouted in a broken voice. He went straight into the room and locked the door crying. I could still vaguely hear the sound of slamming the door outside the room, but Yi Xin didn't want to listen to it anymore, and didn't want to pay attention to it anymore, so she rushed to the desk, she swept off the workbook on the table as if venting, threw the schoolbag to the ground, and fell on the table and cried.
She felt as if there was a deep chasm between herself and her parents. She can still feel their love for herself, but why can't they understand themselves better?
Her life is like being locked in a cage. There is no freedom, no hope, except learning. Over time, even the blue sky outside, she couldn't remember what it looked like.
This is a life that satisfies everyone around you, but it is not the life you want.
(End of chapter)