"Is it that as long as I don't agree to the operation for a day, Mingyan won't talk to me, and you won't even look at me. The man looked at her with burning eyes and asked very seriously.

"Because it's you, I'm never stingy with giving, and I'm not afraid of hurt. Even if the result is still hard to disappoint in the end, I still want to try it, after all, people are stubborn, and they know that the road ahead is wrong, and they will still make mistakes to the end. Gu Mingyan also looked at him very seriously and shook his head, "But Mu Zeyu, no matter how stubborn a person is, there will be times when he is disappointed and wants to give up, if you only have a few months to live, what can I do except get used to not having you in advance, not relying on you, and solving troubles by myself?"

By the end, her voice was already crying.

Mu Zeyu felt that she was very childish in the operation, and she couldn't laugh if she wanted to, so she looked at her wet eyes for a while before saying, "After falling into a coma yesterday, Xiao Chuan sent me to the hospital, and Shaoqing gave me a comprehensive examination, and the examination report will come out tomorrow." ”

After a pause, he looked at the woman's dark and bright eyes, raised his hand and touched her face, "I used to have a headache only once every few days, and the time for temporary blindness was also very short, but the headaches have been very frequent recently, and the recovery time for temporary blindness is getting longer and longer." Mingyan, I will die, I think I am fearless, but I will still be afraid in the face of death, I am afraid that if the operation fails, that day will come early, really. ”

Gu Mingyan finally understood why he would rather die than have surgery, no wonder he even arranged the aftermath of his death, and transferred all his property to her name, his chest was like a big stone that was about to weigh down, and it became difficult to breathe.

It took a long time for her to find her voice, but when she opened her mouth, she found that her voice was broken and indistinct: "There must be a way...... Isn't Wen Shaoqing an expert in surgery? He is an authority in this regard...... I still know so many powerful characters, there must be a way...... Let's not give up, okay?"

Mu Zeyu stared at her for a long time, and nodded almost invisibly.

It's just that Gu Mingyan, who was wet under his eyes, didn't notice it, grabbed the hem of his clothes with both hands, and tears fell for some time: "I still keep blaming you for hiding from me, speaking of which, I'm too a failure as a wife, I don't even know that you're sick......"

"Ming Yan—"

"I still blame you for hating you for having such a scandal with Shen Yirou and slapping me in the face, at that moment I really hate you, I can't wait to have nothing to do with you again......" Gu Mingyan never felt that she was so selfish, hated his ruthlessness, hated his concealment, but she forgot that the reason why he did this was just to want her to live well in the future, even if it was with hatred for him.

The warm liquid quickly gushed out of the eye sockets, and ran down the cheeks and down the corners of the mouth, bitter and bitter, and finally became cold.

"Okay, stop crying, my heart will break when you cry. ”

Gu Mingyan didn't want to be weak, let alone show his weakness in front of the man at the moment, that would only make him worried, but the tears and the dam that burst the embankment couldn't be stopped.

The lips were cold, and I don't know when the man's warm lips covered it, with aggression and gentle comfort, and her lips and teeth depended.

Gu Mingyan hugged the man tightly with both hands, his face buried in his arms, and the tears fell even more wantonly, his heart seemed to be empty, and it was like a ship full of pain and sorrow, and his heart was sour.

"No crying, huh?"

Gu Mingyan bit his lip, wiped his tears on the man's chest, and his voice was choked: "The epiphany blooms for a moment, but there are still so many people waiting for the moment of blooming." The rainbow is so beautiful after the rain, but it is only for a short time. Many good things in this world disappear quickly, but that doesn't stop us from liking it, I know what you're worried about, and I promise that I'll be there for you no matter what the outcome is. ”

"If you have three months left, I'll stay with you for three months. If you fail the operation and have to face various complications, I will accompany you for the rest of your life, and we don't want to disappoint each other, okay?"

"Good!" After a long time, the man's harsh voice sounded.

They have walked through the bloody rain together, and the road ahead is accompanied by her, he ...... And what are you afraid of!

Gu Mingyan thought that it would be difficult to convince her, she was even ready to fight a long-term war, but she didn't know that he said the word "good" so lightly at this time, which made her subconsciously hold her breath.

Mu Zeyu watched the woman's long hair flutter in the wind, and he only felt that his whole body was like a layer of moonlight, clear and cold, but it was the only star in his heart.

"This is what you said, don't lie to me!" The look in Gu Mingyan's eyes was like a sunny day after rain, and the whole person gave people a different feeling, full of vitality, and gave people a feeling of vitality for no reason.

"I don't lie to you, like you said, because giving up is never just talking, since it's too hard to forget, it's better to be brave once. ”

Gu Mingyan's eyes were full of tears, but the corners of his lips slowly raised a beautiful smile.

…… ……

On the day the inspection results came out, Gu Mingyan's mood couldn't tell whether he was calm or flustered.

Jian Ke held her hand and quietly waited for the result with her.

When the nurse brought the test results to her, Gu Mingyan's heart suddenly hung up, and she took a deep breath before looking down at the results in her hand.

A few thin pieces of paper, on which are written a lot of professional words, the human brain is the most mysterious structure, connected to various nerves and blood vessels, she can recognize individual words, but the meaning of the connection is not very clear.

However, the final result is clearly marked.

Gu Mingyan's hand was holding the paper tightly, and he almost didn't crumple the test results into a ball and throw them into the trash, and his fingers pinching the paper were white because of the force.

With only a 35% success rate, there is not even half hope.

The light under Gu Mingyan's eyes became darker and darker, and the cold of autumn and winter slowly eroded her skin, and her heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the lake.

"Mingyan, if you're sad, you can cry. Jian Ke accompanied her the whole time, and she almost couldn't help it when she saw her like this.

Gu Mingyan shook her head, even though it was difficult to hide the worry between her eyebrows, but even so, her eyes were still bright and moving.

She will never complain about the predicament in front of her, let alone feel sorry for herself, because the only person in this world who can solve problems is herself, even if she is facing an unknown outcome now, she will only try to change the outcome.

"I always feel that the only person in the world who can be relied on is the me in the mirror, the one who has gone through thousands of sails and become stronger and stronger. Although Gu Mingyan's voice was soft, his tone was very resolute, "Even if it's only thirty-five percent, I won't give up." ”