100 Little Girl's Inferiority Complex
The little girl's eyebrows and eyes are crooked, revealing the breath and vitality of youth, just like that indescribable tenderness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Looking at the petite and delicate body of his lover, who was looking up at himself at this time, the face of Luo Li, who looked like he was only twelve or thirteen years old, made Bai Xiaosheng feel guilty at the same time, and also deeply understood an emotion called heartbeat.
If you exclude the terrible personality, Su's appearance is very cute, and it is not much better than the cute characters in the anime.
This appearance is very in line with Bai Xiaosheng's aesthetics, because there are indeed many Luo Likong in later generations. But in the eyes of the Chinese people in these years, short and cute girls are not as popular as beautiful and tall girls.
And in the eyes of most adolescent students, short and immature girls cannot make them rise to that hazy delusion and impulse.
Just like Su's classmates from junior high school to high school, few boys deliberately pursued or paid attention, and even a few friends who were mainly her at that time had many boys who pursued her, and she almost never experienced that kind of treatment.
In fact, it is also very normal, the little boys at this age either look at the beautiful faces of the girls, or look at the other party's figures. Like Bai Xiaosheng, I don't know how many boys there are since junior high school, staring at her bulging chest.
But Su Susu, a junior girl who looks like a junior high school girl, doesn't have much ups and downs in her chest, and she is relatively short, so she naturally won't attract too much attention from boys.
They will think that Su Susu is cute, but they basically don't think that she is beautiful and want to try to pursue her. And when Su was in junior high school, in order to attract Bai Xiaosheng's attention, her personality was indeed very poor, poisonous and arrogant, except for some girls who played with her, boys generally did not dare to approach her.
At the beginning, the fierce appearance of tearing Bai Xiaosheng apart left a very bad impression in the eyes of the junior high school classmates at that time.
Of course, boys don't deliberately approach that kind of girl who is not easy to mess with, so Su Susu's opposite sex relationship is indeed not good, and it can even be said that there is almost none.
But she herself is very indifferent to boys, after all, it is such a nature, she has been aware of the fact that she only likes girls since she was sexual.
Therefore, Su classmate does not care whether he is popular with boys or not. But there is one thing she pays attention to, that is, the girl she likes, that is, Bai Xiaosheng, the other party's relationship with the opposite sex is really good.
Let's not mention the other party's fake love 'ex-boyfriends', just the men around each other, regardless of age, Su Susu has seen a lot.
So in her cognitive range, Bai Xiaosheng is a girl pursued by many people and welcomed by many people, not to mention that the other party has become a star, and the number of fans among young boys and girls does not know how much there is.
And she, Su Susu herself, has no girl friends or boy friends, and there are not even a few.
Although she thinks that she is not ugly, and even a little cute, she is nothing in front of Bai Xiaosheng, who is beautiful, powerful, rich and gentle.
This obvious sense of contrast makes Su Susu feel a sense of crisis all the time.
Except for the number one enemy, Lin Youluo, she simply felt that she was the one who got Bai Xiaosheng's heart in the army, and the rival she might face was simply immeasurable.
has a lover who is far better than himself, in addition to waking up with a smile every day in his dreams, the most is an irrepressible worry.
'Will the other person like someone else in the future?'
"The other party has seen too many handsome guys and beauties, do you still fancy yourself?"
'The other party is so rich, will he always like himself?'
'What should I do if someone who is more in line with the other person's taste shows up?'
Su Susu, who is in love with Bai Xiaosheng, does not have any sense of security, and she will consider these various problems from time to time.
Because it is also written in the book, reality is far crueler than the beauty of fantasy. The relationship needs two people to work together to maintain, and it is not like the hero and heroine in the TV series novel, no matter what setbacks, challenges, differences and even contradictions encountered, they can directly cross the past.
In reality, there are countless cases of breaking up without being able to cross over, and she can't guarantee whether she can keep Bai Xiaosheng in the future.
Su Susu's emotional thoughts are more thorough than ordinary people, which is inseparable from her family environment, after all, she saw with her own eyes back then, her mother Su Rong abandoned her principles and dignity, and begged the hateful father, but she still did not save the broken family and marriage.
She vaguely remembered that she was still in elementary school, just crying helplessly on the sidelines.
What's even more odious and sad is that after that bastard man ruthlessly divorced, he also threw a lot of debts to their mother and daughter. If it weren't for Bai Xiaosheng's help this year, their future fate would really be uncertain.
After seeing her parents' failed relationship, even if she likes and loves Bai Xiaosheng deeply, she can't be 100% assured.
In other words, her suspicion is not simply aimed at Bai Xiaosheng, but more at her own lack of confidence. Su Susu understands that she has shortcomings in many places, so she has always doubted whether she can keep the other party's heart if she is not good.
"So... Will you stay with me forever?"
Looking up at Bai Xiaosheng's complicated eyes, Su Susu suddenly asked a little nervously.
This is not the first time she has asked someone such a thing, and it is almost becoming a mantra on her lips.
Bai Xiaosheng is also very helpless about this, she knows that no matter who she is in love with, the other party will probably worry about her splitting or breaking up, right?
At first glance, it looks like a vixen, and it's very good not to be suspected of being a junior. Because of her bewitching appearance, those sunspots on the Internet often call her the word ''.
It's not my fault that she's so pretty!
While unwilling to complain in her heart, she reached out and touched the other party's little head, "Yes." ”
As long as there are no accidents, she may be able to go on with classmate Su in this life, right?
After all, she is a girl in this life, and there is no one else who can have a love relationship with her who is also a girl, except for classmate Su.
Lin Youluo just treats her as a sister, and then who will fall in love with the sister in his eyes?
Thinking about it this way, it seems that there is no choice... The person you love and the person who loves you, Bai Xiaosheng chose the latter at this time.
The two chatted in a low voice, and then walked to the classroom.
In the women's restroom, a tall girl gently knocked on one of the toilet doors.
"Sister Qiaoqiao, haven't you finished it yet?
The tall girl asked a little strangely, Sister Qiaoqiao has been staying in the toilet since the beginning, and she hasn't come out yet.
“... I've got it. ”
The toilet door of the private room was opened, and Zhang Qiaoqiao walked out of it, but her expression looked a little wrong.
It is a confused, strange, and panicked emotion, and the mixed tastes are all expressed on the face, which is completely different from the domineering feeling in the classroom before.
"Sister Qiaoqiao, what's wrong with you?
Looking at Zhang Qiaoqiao's strange face, the tall girl asked with some concern.
Could it be that Sister Qiaoqiao has a bad stomach?
"No, it's just..."
Zhang Qiaoqiao bit her lower lip and stopped talking.
"Just what...?"
The tall girl was even more confused.
"Nothing. ”
Zhang Qiaoqiao finally shook her head, and then walked out of the women's bathroom.
I just heard something I shouldn't have heard... (To be continued.) )