135 Is it for the sake of others?
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There may be many kinds of 'ifs' in this world, but any kind of 'if' is impossible to achieve.
"What if...?you're quiet, are you going to me...?"
When Bai Xiaosheng saw Lin Youluo angry, she had a lot of doubts in her heart, but at this moment, she seemed to think of a certain possibility, she began to tremble, stared at Lin Youluo tightly, and looked at each other with an indescribable look.
If the other person will be angry because she is in a relationship, then it is very likely that he has other thoughts about her.
"What do I mean?" Looking at Bai Xiaosheng's nervous and expectant expression, Lin Youluo's emotions were not only grief, but there was an indescribable emotion, she gradually stopped crying, and just smiled coldly: "Do you think I will like you? Do you think I will have the same emotions as a lover for you? Do you think I will be homosexual? Bai Xiaosheng, put away your overly self-righteous attitude, from knowing you to the present, your attitude full of pride and prejudice has never changed!"
Stimulated by a series of events, Lin Youluo could no longer maintain the calm she had in the past, she wore her long hair and looked at Bai Xiaosheng not far away, with a hint of hysteria in her tone.
"Secluded..."
Bai Xiaosheng was stunned, but then he stretched out his hand, wanting to stroke the girl's hair and calm the other party.
The fragrance on each other's body comes to their nostrils, and as long as they reach out slightly, they can pull each other into their arms, just like the scene that has been done countless times, hugging each other in love.
There was a huge sadness in the other party's body.
Syllable!
But halfway through the hand, it was directly opened by the other party.
Lin Youluo took a few steps back, with inexplicable emotions in her eyes, she looked at Bai Xiaosheng in front of her, but the corners of her mouth kept an upturned arc.
It was a lingering sneer.
Her voice was a little heavy, staring at Bai Xiaosheng's charming face, and said slowly: "You lied to me when you were a child and instigated me to do bad things, I can still be regarded as ignorant when I was a child, after all, it was just a little fight at that time." But we're all sixteen years old now... It's been all these years, and you're still hiding it from me in all sorts of things. Isn't it in your mind that I've always been just a doll at your mercy?"
“... Youyou have misunderstood me too much, I have never manipulated you in the slightest, let alone deliberately deceived you. ”
Listening to such questioning words, Bai Xiaosheng's eyes widened in astonishment.
She understands that the other party's emotional state is not very good, and what she needs most now is that Lin Youluo can calm down. But now it was a hundred-meter-high roof, and she didn't dare to move casually.
However, as soon as her words came out, the other party sneered even more, and his eyes were full of indescribable disappointment.
Lin Youluo looked Bai Xiaosheng up and down, and said coldly: "Where did your fighting skills come from?
"This..."
Bai Xiaosheng, who originally wanted to explain, suddenly choked after hearing these words.
She didn't know where Lin Youluo got the information, but she couldn't say that she had learned martial arts in her previous life, right?
Seeing Bai Xiaosheng's speechless appearance, the disappointment and sadness in Lin Youluo's eyes became more and more intense, but she continued: "On April 28 last year, that night self-study you said that you had a stomachache and wanted to go to the toilet, and then skipped class with your schoolbag and never came back, do you remember what you did afterwards?"
"This, I..."
Bai Xiaosheng's eyes suddenly widened, as if he didn't expect that the other party remembered the incident of nearly a year ago so clearly.
That day, she saved Su Susu under the new creative thug, and the fate and bond between the two of them in this life also began.
"Hehe, don't you say it, right, I'll tell you!" Lin Youluo just looked at Bai Xiaosheng quietly, and then said: "You helped Su Susu drive away two gangsters later, including a boy named He Yi, who was imprisoned in a drug rehabilitation center this year for taking drugs and hurting people. After that night, your relationship with Su Susu changed dramatically, and I was still in the dark by you at the beginning. ”
When she said this, Lin Youluo's expression became more and more resentful, and she felt that she was so stupid and innocent that she believed in Bai Xiaosheng unconditionally at that time.
"That's really not intentionally hidden, after all, this is also someone else's privacy. ”
Bai Xiaosheng stood motionless, looking at classmate Lin helplessly.
"Okay, and then what's going on with that start-up? One night in May last year, who caused the shooting in the downtown area? Even life and death matters, you are secretive to me, I, Lin Youluo, in your eyes, am I so untrustworthy?"
The jet-black hair fell down the girl's cheeks, and a slight shadow covered the girl's expression, only the clear eyes were still looking straight at Bai Xiaosheng.
There seemed to be tears in his eyes, but he held back and didn't let it fall again.
"You, you..."
The other party's words were like a thunderbolt, blowing Bai Xiaosheng to pieces, and he didn't know what it was like in his heart for a while.
Lin Youluo's words made her unable to refute, and she didn't know where to start refutating, and what the other party said made any explanation pale and powerless.
"I trust you unconditionally, look forward to you, and support you, but in the end, you have to hide from me even when you encounter a threat to your life. ”
Lin Youluo wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and suddenly calmed down.
"Aren't you curious why I brought up the topic of your confession that day?"
She looked at the closest person in front of her, but she didn't expect that what she once thought had become the funniest joke.
Bai Xiaosheng didn't speak, but just looked at Lin Youluo with some complexity.
"I'm not sad because you're in love, I'm sad that anyone you meet can replace me. Lin Youluo suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, with a huge sadness in her tone, "I'm afraid you didn't hide so many questions from that Su Susu, because you like her, just like you once liked me?"
She didn't feel sad because she liked it, it was purely because she found that anyone could replace her, so she lost control of her emotions and couldn't control herself.
"Because I rejected it, you are so quick to empathize with me, to take revenge on me, to stay away from me, to isolate me, to watch me like an ignorant puppet, to perform a ridiculous show in front of you. Her eyes glistened with tears, but in the end they became a kind of determination, "This is what you think you like? This is what you like? This is how the likes of the world? So superficial and unintelligible?"
"Just as you took away my first kiss in childhood, you took away my love and friendship when I was a girl. Lin Youluo glanced at Bai Xiaosheng deeply, and her pink lips seemed to bite out blood, "If love is what you behave like this, I'm afraid that in my life... Never fall in love with anyone again. ”
She won't like Bai Xiaosheng, not in the past, not now, and not in the future.
After all, it is difficult to settle.
"yes... I kissed you when I was a kid. ”
Bai Xiaosheng muttered, and also said an inexplicable and wonderful word.
She suddenly thought of the memory of this body, which was the story of ten years ago, and there was no first kiss between her and her.
It's just that I was too young at that time to know all the gifts given by fate, and the price had already been secretly marked. (To be continued.) )