Chapter 575: A Feeling of Loss

Long time no see. ”

Hu Hansan stepped forward, glanced at Su Yi, and then smiled at Lu Xiaoya.

Lu Xiaoya came to her senses, lowered her head to wipe away the tears that flowed, restrained her inner emotions, and tried to calm down: "Why are you here?"

"I'm here to pick you up and your aunt to go back for the New Year. He replied.

"Then you ask him if he agrees. Lu Xiaoya put her arm around Su Yi and said, "Let me introduce you, this is my boyfriend, Su Yi." ”

Su Yi's body stiffened, and it couldn't be seen from Lu Xiaoya's reaction that the man in front of her was the man she had been thinking about and still loved in her bones.

However, he also understood Lu Xiaoya's intentions, nodded and stretched out his hand and smiled: "Hello, my name is Su Yi." ”

Hu Hansan turned his head to stare at him and did not shake his hand. It was hard for him to convince himself to accept the man who had robbed him of his woman, not even his ex-girlfriend.

Feeling an inexplicable aura emanating from him, Su Yi clearly pressed something in his heart, and did not dare to look directly into Hu Hansan's eyes. This guy was like a tiger, making him feel like he was surrounded by danger.

If it weren't for Lu Xiaoya, he really couldn't hold on and wanted to escape from this man's sight.

"Xiaoya, can you talk about it alone?" Hu Hansan said.

She wanted to refuse, because she didn't want to give herself any illusions, but in the face of this man she loved deeply, she was still ruthless after all, and nodded and said, "Okay, Su Yi, you want to go up." ”

"Okay, then you talk, I'll go up and help Auntie wash the vegetables. He nodded.

"Wait. Hu Hansan suddenly shouted.

He was shocked and looked at him suspiciously: "What's wrong--- what's wrong?"

"Take these things up and give them to Auntie. He handed the gift to Su Yi.

Su Yi glanced at Lu Xiaoya and saw that she didn't react, so she dared to take it and go upstairs.

"How do you know I live here?" Lu Xiaoya put her hands in her coat pockets, trying to keep her calm.

"I knew you were here, but I was afraid that you wouldn't see me, so I never came. Hu Hansan said softly: "I waited until the Chinese New Year, thinking that you were in a good mood and might be able to forgive me?" but I didn't expect you to already have a boyfriend. ”

"Yes, I'm too tired to be alone, and I want to have a shoulder to lean on. She smiled bitterly: "Su Yi is a good man, he is very good to me and my mother, thanks to him, I have been able to get through this difficult time." ”

"Yes? Looks like you've accepted him. Hu Hansan tingled, as if he had lost something important, and his heart was empty.

"But do you love him? Xiaoya, I don't see any love for him from your eyes. He continued, "You're just trying to find someone to replace me." ”

"I'm sorry for you Xiaoya, as long as you forgive me, we can go back to the same as before, don't you be angry?"

Lu Xiaoya bit her lip and held back her tears, in exchange for two months ago, when he came to say this to herself, maybe she would agree to him without hesitation. In those days without him, Lu Xiaoya knew how much she loved this man. Only now, it's too late.

"Han San, what about you? Do you love me? Why can't I see love in the corners of your eyes?" she asked rhetorically.

"Of course I love you. Hu Hansan rushed over, grabbed her little hand, put it to the position of his heart, and said, "You touch it, there has always been a place for you here." ”

Lu Xiaoya pulled out her hand, although she had been holding back, her tears still couldn't control her tears, she turned her head to the side, and said tremblingly: "You --- don't be sentimental." ”

"I, Lu Xiaoya, have suffered everything, I can live without anyone, love will not be believed anymore when you betray me. ”

"I made it very clear to you at the beginning, you are you, I am me, and we have nothing to do with each other from now on. You've done such shameless things, how can you have the face to come to see me again?"

These words, like a knife, pierced into Hu Hansan's heart. He never thought he would hurt this girl so deeply. That's right, she is far more stubborn than Lei Zimo.

"Xiaoya, I know I'm sorry for you, so please give me a chance to make amends. Hu Hansan wet his eyes and said: "You believe me, no matter who is by my side, you are the irreplaceable one, and I, Hu Hansan, will never fail you in this life." ”

"Haha---" Lu Xiaoya laughed with tears, turned her head to look at her, and said, "What shameless words, I'm afraid only you, Hu Hansan, can say it?"

"Do you think you are the emperor? Three wives and four concubines, three thousand harems, why do I, Lu Xiaoya, humbly revolve around you? Do I need your compensation? Do I need your sympathy?"

"I have my life now, I'm content and I don't want to change. As for you, there are so many excellent girls around you, it doesn't make a difference without me, can we all be okay?"

Hu Hansan pursed his lips and lowered his head, this was a pain he couldn't avoid, he really wanted to give Lu Xiaoya a sense of security, hold her in the palm of his hand, no matter how many women there were around him, it would not prevent him from loving her.

It's just that when she talked about this, she couldn't say a word of the words that Hu Hansan had thought about a long time ago, and she seemed to be really shameless when she said it.

"Xiaoya, have you really thought about it?"

"That's right, I've thought it through a long time ago, please don't come to me again in the future, I've said everything I need to say, I don't want to ruin my current life because of your appearance. ”

"Han San, you are okay, we got to know each other, and I hope you are happy. ”

Lu Xiaoya pressed the tearing pain, forced a smile, and couldn't help but reach out and touch his face, because she knew that this was the last time she could touch him.

"Okay, Xiaoya, I respect your choice. Since you're doing well now, I'm relieved. ”

"Again, no matter what difficulties you encounter, just a phone call, no matter where I am, I will come to you as soon as possible. ”

With tears in his eyes, Hu Hansan tried to squeeze out a smile, he clearly realized that he was going to lose this girl forever.

Even if the two broke up in Shencheng last time, Hu Hansan still had luck in her heart, she just couldn't accept it for a while, and one day, she would definitely return to herself.

But now he is so wrong that he is, some people, missing it is really a lifetime, no matter how hard he tries, it is irreparable.

He didn't hate this girl, and he wasn't qualified to hate. It was himself who hurt her and ruined all her illusions of expectation. Hu Hansan just hopes that she will be fine in the future.

"Thank you for your respect. Lu Xiaoya also squeezed out a smile and said in her heart, Han San, thank you for meeting you.

"Then I'll go up and say hello to my aunt, it's okay to have a meal, right?" Hu Hansan wiped away his tears.

"Forget it, it's inconvenient, otherwise I don't know how to explain it to my mother. She shook her head and said, "And I'm afraid that Su Yi will think too much, thank you for coming, you can go." ”

"Good---- goodbye. Hu Hansan smiled bitterly, not reluctantly, turned around and walked into the car step by step, stared at her deeply, and left with reluctance.

"Xiaoya, you have lost weight, and your face is not as rosy as before, you have to take good care of yourself in the future. ”

He looked in the rearview mirror and muttered something he couldn't say.

Seeing his car completely out of sight, Lu Xiaoya paused slowly, couldn't hold back any longer, hid her face and cried bitterly, tears raining down. The sobbing voice was hoarse.

This time, the pain was far more intense than the last time.

"Han San, I love you so much, I hope that in the next life, I can have a good body and meet you again. ”

"In the next life, I will definitely hold you in the palm of my hand, and I will not let go no matter what. ”

Su Yi was a little worried, and saw Hu Hansan's car leaving upstairs, so she walked down. When he saw Lu Xiaoya squatting on the ground crying, he couldn't help sighing, and slowly walked up and said:

"Xiaoya, you love him so much, why do you embarrass yourself and drive him away?"

Lu Xiaoya wiped away her tears, stood up slowly, and said with red eyes: "I don't want him to be uncomfortable, just as sad as me." ”

"You know what? I knew from his eyes just now that he still had me in his heart, and I would be content to see him again before leaving, and this should be the last gift from God. ”

"Xiaoya, do you have to love so much? What if you tell him the truth?" Su Yi said distressedly, why is this girl so stupid?

"I don't want him to see that I'm getting uglier and uglier, I want him to remember the most beautiful Lu Xiaoya in his heart. ”

She sniffed, gradually calmed down, and said, "Su Yi, let's go sing, don't drink, I just want to relax." ”

"Okay, okay---" Su Yi couldn't bear to refuse.

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It was dark, but Hu Hansan's heart was very depressed, he wanted to stop and take a breath, the pain in his heart seemed to suffocate him.

In the city, he found a random nightclub and walked in.

Straight to the bar and feeling the crazy atmosphere of the nightclub, he shouted to the bartender, "Bring me the strongest drink." ”

"The strongest liquor. The female bartender was stunned for a moment and teased: "It's a little expensive, two thousand glasses." ”

"If you don't say anything, just come. Hu Hansan slapped the bank card on the table and said impatiently: "You can swipe the money casually, and you can't swipe it out." ”

'I didn't expect it to be a local tyrant, I'm going to earn it today.' The bartender was secretly happy, and immediately swiped the account for him.

"Try to be strong enough. ”

Soon, she put a glass of golden wine in front of Hu Hansan. Hu Hansan raised his head and drank, his body was immediately hot, and his throat was even more choked and coughed.

"Drink slowly. The bartender reminded.

Hu Hansan didn't divorce her, picked up the wine and shook it in front of his eyes, and said to himself: "It turns out that this is the feeling of loss." ”

Perhaps Hu Hansan was too bold when he bought wine, which soon attracted the attention of headhunters.

A woman with heavy makeup came to him with her ass twisted, climbed directly on his shoulder, and said, "Handsome guy, are you in a bad mood?"

"I know you're still coming, get out of here!!"

Hu Hansan said coldly.