Chapter 47: Love and Fear
"Your father?" Lin Sansi interjected and asked.
Su Jie shook her head with tears in her eyes.
"Who is that?" Lin Sansi vaguely seemed to guess in his heart.
"This person is my husband......" Su Jie said in grief-stricken.
Hearing this, Lin Sansi's heart suddenly twisted like a knife.
He had obviously guessed the answer, however, when this sentence came out of Su Jie's mouth, he still felt uncomfortable.
"Oh, that'...... So what...... I'm ......" Lin Sansi rubbed his palms, looking a little incoherent, "I should go too, just ...... I won't bother 'you'. ”
Lin Sansi said and turned around to leave.
At this time, Su Jie grabbed his hand.
"Think twice, don't go. Su Jie's cry carried a hint of pleading.
"This ...... I'm afraid that's a bit out of place. Lin Sansi said, glancing at the bed from time to time.
"He's dead. Su Jie said, closed her eyes, and tears fell down her cheeks.
"Mr. Su, are you ...... Don't be too sad...... Lin Sansi stammered and comforted, "Isn't there such a saying, no matter whether it is windy or rainy, all bad weather will always pass, and when the rain is over, the sky will give us colorful and gorgeous rainbows! ”
Su Jie snorted and burst into laughter.
"You...... What are you laughing at?" Lin Sansi scratched his head and said, "Isn't what I said wrong?"
"You're still good at dragging words!" Su Jie pouted and said.
"I mean everything is going to be okay. Lin Sansi explained.
"Come, come here. Su Jie dragged Lin Sansi to the model of her deceased husband, and said to the model, "Da Zhuang, have you seen it? I have found the person who loves me and is willing to take care of me for a lifetime, you can finally rest assured this time......
Su Jie said, tears falling like rain.
Lin Sansi bowed deeply to the model. From Su Jie's words, Lin Sansi could feel that the relationship between the two of them must have been very deep......
Su Jie wiped her tears, turned her head and said, "Think twice, you can go out first." ”
"Hmm. Lin Sansi nodded and walked out of the bedroom.
He sat on the sofa in the living room, feeling inexplicably sad in his heart.
After a while, Su Jie walked out of the bedroom.
She sat down next to Lin Sansi and whispered, "Sansi, I'm sorry!"
"It's fine. Lin Sansi pretended to be indifferent, however, his heart was extremely uncomfortable.
"Think twice, you know what? I thought I would never get out again. I didn't expect that through the contact with you in the past few days, I actually ......" Su Jie said, glanced at Lin Sansi affectionately, relieved himself and continued, "I actually like you." If I don't see you for a moment, I'll be daunted......"
Hearing this, Lin Sansi didn't have the slightest excitement.
The human model on the bed kept echoing in his mind. He was even a little restless. I always feel as if I'm stealing someone else's woman.
He was nervous, panicked, and a little scared.
"Think twice......," Su Jie said, hugging Lin Sansi's arm, "Hug me......"
Lin Sansi stretched out his arm, trembling, but he still didn't dare to put it on Su Jie's body.
"Hug me......" Su Jie repeated again.
Lin Sansi's arm slowly rested on Su Jie's body, and his movements seemed a little stiff.
"Honey, what's wrong with you?" asked Su Jie, looking up.
"I ...... I ......" Lin Sansi didn't know what to say, at this moment, he just felt uncomfortable.
"Don't worry, I've sent him away. Su Jie looked at Lin Sansi affectionately.
"Oh. Lin Sansi responded.
"Let's go, let's go back to the house. Su Jie said, took Lin Sansi's hand, and was about to go to the bedroom.
Lin Sansi felt that his whole body was numb, like a walking corpse that had lost his soul. He followed Su Jie into another bedroom.
Su Jie sat on the bed, and she quickly released her woman's nature.
Lin Sansi turned his head and glanced at it. He had to admit that Su Jie exuded a charming temperament.
"Think twice, come here. Su Jie waved her hand and said, as if she was a little impatient.
"I'm ......" Lin Sansi couldn't help but tremble nervously.
"Oh, come here. Su Jie said, and pulled Lin Sansi to the bed.
"Mr. Su, I may ...... It may be a little uncomfortable. Lin Sansi lied.
"What's wrong?" asked Su Jie with concern.
"I'm a little dizzy. Lin Sansi replied.
"You lie down first, and I'll rub it for you. Su Jie said.
She gently kneaded Lin Sansi's forehead with her slender and white jade hand. Her technique is very good, and her power control is very good.
However, she didn't know that Lin Sansi's problem was not actually in her head, but in her heart. Even if she talked about her pressing skills, she couldn't cure his heart disease.
And all this, she didn't know yet.
"Are you better?" asked Su Jie.
Lin Sansi shook his head.
Su Jie continued to press and rub Lin Sansi's forehead, and the two peaks in front of her followed her body and swayed.
As a normal man, it is impossible for Lin Sansi not to react. However, this impulse was quickly dispelled by another fear.
After pressing for a long time, beads of sweat had already appeared on Su Jie's forehead. She was clearly a little tired.
"What about now, is it better?" asked Su Jie as she wiped her sweat.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Su, I'm ...... I'm afraid ......"
"You're still haunted by what happened just now, right?" asked Su Jie.
"I ......" Lin Sansi hesitated. He didn't know how to answer.
"I understand. Whoever puts this kind of thing on it requires a process of acceptance. It's okay. Su Jie said, lying beside Lin Sansi. She leaned sideways and hugged Lin Sansi.
"Mr. Su ......"
"You don't have to say anything. Su Jie stretched out her hand to block Lin Sansi's mouth, "I can understand." You're a good man, and you're doing this as much as you're responsible for yourself and for me...... I was also attracted to this sense of responsibility in you......"
"Thank you, Mr. Su, for your understanding. Lin Sansi finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"We can take our time," Su Jie said with a smile......
It was getting dark.
Su Jie was already asleep.
Lin Sansi slowly took her hand off her body.
He sat up, quietly covered her, and quietly got out of bed again.
His heart was mixed.
He loves her and feels sorry for her, but this love carries a hint of fear.
He once heard the famous saying: Only love and fear cannot be hidden.
It was only then that he truly realized the true meaning of this sentence.
So, he got out of bed and left lightly.