Chapter 373: I can't afford the reputation of being unkind
After everything was done, Gu Mingyan was so tired that he had almost no strength, covered his face with his hands, and sat on the chair in front of the hospital bed tiredly.
Looking at the man lying on the hospital bed, she thought of the last words she said to him, she said, "I don't want to pray for cowardice and refusal to give up, and finally live as a self that is not my own, let me go, and fulfill you." ”
So much has happened in recent days.
If she was before, she would have collapsed a long time ago, but now she doesn't have much tired emotions except for feeling tired.
Even when the man was in a coma, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he didn't know if he thought of something bad or the wound hurt badly.
She held out her fingers to smooth the wrinkle between the man's brows, and the door to the hospital room opened.
A rhythmic voice sounded, Gu Mingyan subconsciously withdrew his fingers and looked back at the man who came in a hurry.
Ji Rujing finished telling Su Ya the story in the hospital, and finally put Niuniu to sleep, so she received that Mu Zeyu had a car accident, thinking that Niuniu would not wake up in the middle of the night and drove to the hospital in a hurry.
"How is his injury, what does the doctor say, is it serious?"
Gu Mingyan shook his head, he didn't really want to speak, so he still spoke: "The doctor said that the protection was very successful, and it didn't hurt much, but there may be some problems with the legs." ”
"Since it's okay, why is your face still so ugly?" Ji Rujing looked at her face and said with a frown, "What happened between you, why are there scandals between him and other women everywhere recently?"
Gu Mingyan pursed his lower lip and looked at the man on the hospital bed expressionlessly.
The room fell silent all of a sudden, and only the sound of each other's breathing could be heard.
Ji Rujing didn't think this question was difficult to answer, let alone embarrassed, and her voice was very calm: "You have experienced so much between you, it makes no sense to make trouble out of control because of a woman, and don't you think things are weird?"
"I don't understand what you mean. Gu Mingyan didn't have any emotions, she had thought about all the reasons that Ji Rujing could say and was overturned and denied, it was difficult to even barely convince herself, how could she try to deceive herself.
Ji Rujing smiled lightly, a slight smile was drawn on his lips, and he said lightly: "I checked the woman outside him, on the surface, her personality is indeed very similar to Chu Anyan, but Chu Anyan's gentleness is revealed from her bones, which has a lot to do with her upbringing." And that woman, not to mention the birth of an ordinary family, has a mother who is seriously ill in bed, and there are younger siblings who are studying below, such a person is either so tenacious that she is invincible, or she has long been crushed by the burden on her body. ”
Gu Mingyan looked at him puzzled.
Ji Rujing raised his hand and wanted to touch her head, and he really did.
As soon as Gu Mingyan was about to speak, the man had already withdrawn his hand, looked at her and said clearly: "I have known him for almost ten years, and sometimes the person who knows each other best is not a friend but an enemy." For a long time, I studied his character, and although he was uninhibited and casual on the surface, he was a very principled person at heart...... Let me tell you this, he has had a lot of scandals before, but do you know why every woman who broke up with him didn't hate him?"
"Why?" Gu Mingyan didn't want to think about it, and asked directly.
Looking at her stunned eyes, Ji Rujing almost wanted to laugh, "Mingyan, don't you understand what I mean?"
Gu Mingyan was dazed, then thought about it seriously, something flashed in his mind, "I understand what you mean, but so what? This time is different, he refuses to divorce, but he also refuses to give me a reasonable explanation, I can't tolerate any infidelity of my husband." ”
Ji Rujing's eyes couldn't hide her shock, "You told him that you were going to get a divorce? That's why he had a car accident?"
"Probably...... That's right. Gu Mingyan lowered his hand, his slender eyelashes covered the look under his eyes, and he spoke in a warm and quiet voice, "I not only proposed divorce to him, but also prepared to leave the house and signed the divorce agreement, but it was all torn, he said that the Mu family was only widowed and not divorced." ”
Of course, Ji Rujing knew the meaning of this sentence, and he also knew the weight of it, "Then what are you going to do now?
"I don't know...... the corners of Gu Mingyan's lips twitched, and his smile was cold, "Let's wait for him to wake up first, whether it is out of benevolence or affection, if I file for divorce during his injuries in a car accident, I will only be poked in the back and scolded for being unkind, I can't afford such a big infamy." ”
Ji Rujing looked at the pain in her eyes, and only spoke after a while: "He won't let you leave, as long as he doesn't agree to the divorce, you can't get rid of him in your life." ”
Gu Mingyan sat back in his chair, his mind was in a mess, and he didn't make a sound for a while.
Mu Zeyu's car accident has not been notified to the Mu family, and there is no need to think about it, if Mrs. Mu knows, it will be another uproar. She really doesn't want to face these relationships now, she just feels tired, she just wants to find a corner where no one is there and live a few days quietly, without facing any right and wrong.
"Don't think about it, wait until you calm down with each other and have a good talk. After a moment of silence, Ji Rujing analyzed objectively and calmly, "That woman is not the type he likes, he hasn't liked other women for so many years, and it is impossible for him to like someone else at this time." ”
"The human heart has always been the most fickle thing, and no one can guarantee it will always be the same. After a pause, Gu Mingyan raised his eyes and looked at Ji Rujing, "I'm not as fragile as you think, you don't have to go out of your way to comfort me, really." ”
It's okay that she doesn't say the last two words, listening to her emphasize that she is fine, Ji Rujing only feels distressed that she pretends to be strong.
But as an outsider, he couldn't do anything but watch.
"Niuniu is home alone, right? Okay, I'm fine, you go back quickly, if the child wakes up and can't find anyone, he should cry." Gu Mingyan looked at him and smiled, "Take good care of Niuniu and Su Ya, and I will take care of my affairs." ”
Ji Rujing knew her intention to mention Su Ya at this time, and was silent for a while before saying, "Okay, you can call me if there is anything." ”
All he can do now is to appear when he needs it, and no matter how clearly the things between lovers, especially between husband and wife, others can see, and no matter how much they say, it is useless. What's more, with their friendship, the current situation, no matter what he says, does not necessarily give people a sincere feeling.