Chapter One Hundred and Eighty-Five: I Want to Die
I saw that Xu Zichen was full of hair from the neck down, black, dense and long, completely like a black-haired monkey.
This is hairiness, an excess of male hormones in the body, and it can also be an excess of hair follicles.
"See? That's it. Xu Zichen got dressed and sat on the sofa, his eyes dim.
"It's not that this kind of disease is not unavailable, isn't it impossible for the hospital to cure it? Isn't there laser hair removal?" Xiao Yao asked.
"It's useless, mine is different from ordinary dense hair, I have excess hair follicles, I have also done laser hair removal, and the pain is not something that ordinary people can bear.
"And after doing it, it was easy to get folliculitis, and I had to do it at least eight times, and I endured the pain and did it twice, and I got folliculitis, and then I gave up. ”
Speaking of the illness on his body, Xu Zichen felt like a fast stone in his heart: "When I was ten years old, I found that I had longer hair than others, and I didn't take it seriously, and then I realized that something was wrong."
"My mother also found out, so she took me to the doctor, took a lot of medicine, and the doctor gave me a drug containing estrogen, and spent a lot of money to get sick.
"During that time, because of taking estrogen-containing drugs, my body became fatter and fatter, and I was still precocious. Later, my mother took me to the hospital, and after a period of treatment, my weight slowly decreased.
"From then on, I didn't dare to take medicine anymore, so I had to wrap myself tightly. Later, I went to high school and lived on campus.
"One day my secret was finally discovered by my roommates, and in less than a day the whole school knew about it. They laughed at me and discriminated against me..."
When Xu Zichen said this, tears had fallen, and this matter must have hurt her a lot.
Xiao Yao didn't know how to comfort her, so she pulled two tissues from the coffee table and handed them over.
Xu Zichen took it, wiped his tears and continued: "Do you know the feeling of being ridiculed? I wanted to commit suicide, I locked myself in the bathroom and cut my wrists.
"Later, my mother found out in time and took me to the hospital. Mom... My mother hugged me and cried very sadly. ”
Xu Zichen cried so that Xiao Yao couldn't help but sour her nose.
"When I was six years old, my father and mother divorced, and it was not easy for her to pull her alone, so I took pity on my mother and promised her never to kill herself again.
"Later, my mother helped me transfer schools, and I haven't lived in the school since. She bought me a lot of hair removers, and it hurt my skin a lot when I used it too much, and the more I used it, the longer the hair grew, and my skin became rougher and rougher, and then I stopped using it.
"I could only wrap myself tightly, and when I was admitted to university, a very handsome senior liked me, and I mustered up the courage to accept his pursuit.
"We fell in love for half a year, and one day he wanted to do that to me, you know. ”
Xiao Yao nodded.
Xu Zichen continued: "Naturally, you have to take off your clothes to do that kind of thing, he found out the secret on my body, didn't say anything at the time, and found an excuse to leave." Hehehehehe Let's go... Huh..."
Xu Zichen seemed to have found an outlet, and vented the grievances that had accumulated for so many years, laughing very bitterly, and the tears on his face were like beads with broken threads.
wiped his tears, took a sip of the drink handed over by Xiao Yao, calmed down, and continued: "Later, I saw him with a woman, and I asked him: Who is she? He said it was his girlfriend, hehehe... Her girlfriend, who am I?"
Xiao Yao wanted to comfort her a few words, but she shouldn't comfort her. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place. This sentence is also suitable for women, who do not be sad and will not cry.
"The most hateful thing is that he actually told my secret to that woman, and it didn't take long for the whole school to know my secret.
"I dropped out of school, I locked myself in the house and didn't go out, and my mother was afraid that something would happen to me, so she lent me money to open this clothing store.
"Two years later, I had another boyfriend, and we broke up in three months, but because of my illness, he went more resolutely, put me on the blacklist, and I have not been heard from since.
"I haven't had a boyfriend since, I'm Chinese New Year's Eve today, I'm still an old virgin, you say it's pathetic?"
"Every time I see other women, wearing beautiful clothes and white skin, I am so envious. ”
"You know what it feels like? I don't dare to have a boyfriend, I don't dare to wear nice short skirts, shorts, short-sleeved clothes, I don't dare to look in the mirror, I don't dare to take a shower, every time I see a body of hair in the shower, I want to die. …”
"I've never done anything unreasonable, and I don't know why God punished me like this. If I hadn't taken pity on my mother, I would have died a long time ago. ”
Xu Zichen cried silently, this incident had too much impact on her, Xiao Yao could feel her pain and inferiority.
Since I don't know how to comfort her, it's better to help her directly: "The way of heaven is fair, and good and evil will be rewarded in the end." You also said that you have not done anything harmful, so your good fortune has come. ”
Xu Zichen wiped his tears and didn't take it seriously: "What blessings can I have, if God was really fair, he wouldn't treat me like this." ”
"Didn't you meet me! I can just cure this disease. You don't try. ”
Xu Zichen raised his head suddenly, and asked in surprise, "Really, you can really cure..."
Before he finished speaking, his eyes dimmed: "I haven't seen a doctor less over the years, but there is no doctor who can help me heal, and I don't have much hope." ”
Xiao Yao stretched out her arm, wearing a short-sleeved skirt today: "You take a closer look at whether I have hair." ”
Xu Zichen had actually seen that Xiao Yao's skin was very white and smooth, but he didn't look carefully, but now he looked down and said in surprise: "Really no, you can't even see the pores, how did you do it, was it born?"
"Of course not, in fact, although my hair is not as much as yours, it is still quite long compared to ordinary girls, and this is the result of medication. ”
Xu Zichen's eyes lit up, and he asked eagerly, "Really, where did you buy the medicine?"
"You forget that I know how to heal, of course I prepared it myself, this medicine does not need to be eaten, only applied on the body, no pain, no side effects, no harm to the skin. ”
After a pause, he continued: "In about twenty minutes, the hair on the body is uprooted, destroying the hair follicles and never regenerating. If you want to try it, I can help you make a bottle, no matter how much money you use, if you really don't grow hair anymore, then charge for it. Of course, the price will not be cheap. ”
The ugly words are said first, as long as she is determined to do things for herself, it doesn't matter if she doesn't want money.
Xu Zichen was a little excited, as long as someone said that there was a cure for so many years, she would try it, and she was excited again and again, disappointed, and this time she still wanted to try.
"Well, I'm willing to try, and if it really doesn't grow anymore, I'm willing to go bankrupt. ”
"It's serious, it's not necessary to go bankrupt, so let's do it! I'll send you the medicine tomorrow morning, you try it first." ”
"Good!"
Back at the teahouse, Xu Jianke was sitting at the computer typing quickly.
"What is written?"
Xu Jianke didn't even raise his head: "The backlog of fortune tellers in the past few days, I will sort them out and rank them, and you will see if it will work in a while." ”
"Hmm!"
sat on the sofa, called Qi Xiaofei, discussed the matter of Li Yunjin's cooperation with the exit, and handed it over to Qi Xiaofei.
called Li Yawen again, and the phone was connected: "How are you?"
Xiao Yao: "Hello Mr. Li, I am Xiao Yao, the metaphysician of Lingming Pavilion, I heard that Mr. Li has looked for me?