Chapter 305: Being in Hell, Even Talking About Love Is a Luxury

"Sister Yan, your expression seems like I have some incurable disease, don't you think I'm good. Although Mu Qingning was shot twice, her spirit was very good, and she didn't look weak at all, and she was full of energy.

Gu Mingyan's throat welled with sourness, "It's all because of me that you were kidnapped, Qingling, I'm sorry!"

"How can you blame Sister Yan, some people have crooked hearts and distorted views, which is a pervert, and besides, I'm fine now. Mu Qingning has never blamed Gu Mingyan for anything, but in the past few days, she has been lying on the hospital bed and unable to move, and even being fed food, which makes her feel that she is a waste.

Gu Mingyan looked at her as if she really didn't take it to heart, and her heart became more and more sad, but she also knew very well that if she kept showing guilt, it would only make Mu Qingling uncomfortable.

So, she tugged at the corners of her lips, "Although Qingling didn't mean to blame me, you were still somewhat implicated by me, so I decided to wait for my studio to open and give you the first piece I designed." ”

"Really?" Mu Qingning looked surprised, "Sister Yan, you want to open a studio, it's amazing!"

Gu Mingyan touched her head, "Yes, Qingning, you also study design, and if you want to in the future, you can come to the studio with me." ”

Mu Qingning didn't answer immediately, and thought for a while before saying: "Of course there is no problem, but I want to go to Milan for a year of study, and I think that many elements of the West can be fused with our Chinese classical elements to design something more unique and desirable." ”

The two chatted for a long time about the concept and direction of the design, and if it weren't for the nurse coming in to clean Mu Qingning's wounds, they would probably have to talk forever.

…… ……

When Gu Mingyan left the ward, he saw Ji Rujing standing there, I don't know if he came to see Qingling on purpose, or if Hou was waiting for her here.

She wanted to pretend she didn't see and walk past him.

Who knows, as soon as this thought came to mind, I heard Ji Rujing's voice calling her, "Miss Gu, let's talk if you have time." ”

Ji Rujing's eyes were as warm as ever, and his eyes were as gentle as ever, which seemed to be no different from his initial acquaintance.

"Mr. Ji. Gu Mingyan's eyes were warm, and he smiled lightly, "I don't think there is anything to talk about between us, but if Mr. Ji is under the banner of a life-saving benefactor, then it is understandable to talk." ”

"Whether you admit it or not, I am indeed the one who has saved you from danger over and over again. Ji Rujing listened to the woman's sneering words, her eyes darkened, and her tone was not without ridicule.

"Now that you've achieved your goal of revenge and got what you want, don't you think it's ridiculous to put on a completely innocent expression now?" Gu Mingyan's bright and delicate face had a layer of indescribable meanness, "Mr. Ji, don't forget what you did, do you dare to say that you didn't deliberately approach me?"

Her attitude can be called bad, Ji Rujing's face remains unchanged, but her eyebrows and eyes are gloomy.

"Mr. Ji, you are waiting here, do you just want me to mock you? If that's the case, please forgive me for not accompanying you. Gu Mingyan's brows furrowed, he was a little confused about Ji Rujing's actions, and his heart was even more guarded.

Seeing this, the yin owl on Ji Rujing's face gradually faded, and his cold tone also changed, and his tone was like: "What are you so afraid of what I will do, how can I say that I have also saved your life, this is a hospital, there are Mu Zeyu's people staring at it everywhere, what can I do to you as an injured person." ”

Gu Mingyan didn't speak, and his defensive posture was a little more restrained.

"Miss Gu, can I ask you a few questions?"

Gu Mingyan hesitated and nodded, "Mr. Ji, please speak." ”

The so-called reaching out and not hitting the smiling person, Ji Rujing's attitude was polite, that is, for the sake of Mu Zeyu's face, Gu Mingyan didn't want to make the relationship too stiff.

"I want to ask you, is it true that women always remember their first man?"

"Huh?" Gu Mingyan didn't understand what he meant for a while, "Can Mr. Ji explain it more clearly?"

Ji Rujing narrowed her eyes and looked at her without moving for a moment, "I used to be to a girl...... It was love at first sight, but she had a heart, and I wondered, if I really didn't have a chance, and even though there were a lot of unforgettable things that happened between me and her, should I do something to get her back from that man's side?"

"But I can see that she is very happy with that man, I have such thoughts, shouldn't I?"

His expression was very calm, and his tone was like gossip, Gu Mingyan was stunned for a moment, and nodded subconsciously.

Hearing this, Ji Rujing showed a shallow smile on his face.

"It seems that I really have no hope at all, and it is really sad that the flowers that have just budded have not had time to bloom. ”

Gu Mingyan didn't think about anything else, just talked about the facts: "Compared with unwarranted expectations, it is best to recognize the facts as soon as possible." After a pause, he looked at Ji Rujing's distraught face, and his tone was not indifferent, "Meeting the wrong person at the wrong time is a relationship that should not have started, Mr. Ji, you ...... Let's open it. ”

Ji Rujing lowered her eyes and smiled, her heart seemed to be a wilderness with no grass, her smile was shallow, but it was a little cold and piercing.

Some people say that the picture of the first time is always deeply imprinted in the mind like an imprint, and it will be unforgettable for a lifetime.

Ji Rujing thought that he would probably not forget the scene of seeing Gu Mingyan for the first time in his life.

And she, perhaps, did not remember it for a long time.

"Anyway, thank you Miss Gu for your enlightenment. Ji Rujing's eyes darkened, and her voice was slightly hoarse, "Miss Gu is right, I have saved you many times with all my intentions, so you don't have to take those to heart." ”

Gu Mingyan was about to speak, but Ji Rujing turned around and left, but his back looked a little indescribably lonely.

She held on to her place for a moment, then turned and walked in the opposite direction.

And what she didn't know was that the moment she turned around, the man who had already walked away paused, turned his head and stared back at her gradually moving away.

People have to lose a lot of things in their lives, and some things will be painful to lose if they are lost.

But for him, there is nothing in this world that he cannot afford not to lose.

There are some things that are not his, no matter how much you want to have them, you can only think that a person like him who has a dark and dirty past, not to mention that she is bright and charming, she has long had a heart, that is, any girl should not be defiled.

It's just the pain in my heart, and how to let go of it?