Chapter Seventy-Two: When I Am Used to Thinking About the Bitter Cold
Li Hanshi stared at her for a moment: "It's also a trade-off, it's because of ......"
Before the words were finished, Mu Yunshu didn't want to listen to it, every time she talked about feelings, she couldn't hear what she wanted to hear, she really wanted to be together when she was cold. Weighing the pros and cons is too hurtful.
This is equivalent to a woman marrying a man because of money, and a man marrying a woman because of her beauty.
And Mu Yunshu felt that she had neither the appearance of a country or a city, nor money, so the so-called trade-offs when it was cold were probably because of her parents!
In the eyes of the Mu family's parents, Li Han was completely like a son, and the Mu family could make him feel warm, which was probably something that Chen Guanhui's family couldn't give.
Li Han took her hand, felt her loss, and pinched her nose: "Angry?"
Mu Yunshu shook her head, she couldn't talk about being angry, but she was a little sour in her heart, she had paid more than ten years of affection, and of course she hoped to get the same feelings. It's just that feelings are never exchanged equally.
Li Hanshi didn't explain anything, and the two walked silently holding hands.
Since that night, Mu Yunshu's heart has been a little careful anyway, and when it was cold, he was busy with work at the beginning of the year, and he often went home late.
Mu Yunshu has stopped working for so long, and when he just went to the newspaper, he also has some things to adapt to, and there are fewer opportunities for the two to meet and chat.
There was not much contact on WeChat, and that person never liked small talk when it was cold, and Mu Yunshu was not in the mood to send him a message.
This once made Mu Yunshu wonder if it was the final outcome of a relationship, or it was like a stranger.
Suddenly, I feel that feelings are really like a gust of wind for some people.
And when it's cold, it's the demon wind.
In the morning, when Mu Yunshu got up and was about to go to work, Li Hanshi had already left as usual, and her headphones prompted, and when she opened it, she saw that today was Li Hanshi's mother's birthday.
This is his mother's first birthday after her death, and according to the tradition in City A, his son and daughter-in-law must bring good wine and food, as well as paper money, to visit the grave.
But when it was cold, his mother was buried in the cemetery in S City, and it was definitely not allowed to burn paper, and now they all advocate civilized tomb sweeping.
So Mu Yunshu planned to buy a bouquet of flowers after work to visit Li Han's mother.
When he was at work, Mu Yunshu was always struggling, whether to send a message to Li Han and ask him to go to the grave together.
But I felt that Li Han didn't pay much attention to her, why did she take care of him without shame! In the end, she couldn't help it and sent a message to Li Hanshi.
The goods didn't reply until she got off work.
Mu Yunshu really wanted to call and scold, but in the end he controlled it, thinking that he might be busy!
I bought flowers, took a taxi to the cemetery, the environment here is very good, the uncle who guards the cemetery is very kind and kind, especially the cemetery is clean, there is no need to sweep the grave.
Mu Yunshu put the flowers in front of the tombstone, looked at the photos on the tombstone, and felt very kind, at this time last year, Li's mother was still recuperating in S City, and Mu Yunshu often visited her at that time.
Mu Yunshu took a deep breath and said to himself, "Aunt Xiu, I'm coming to see you, happy birthday." I'm okay with the cold time, don't worry. ”
I don't know if it's because of the recent mood with Li Hanshi, Mu Yunshu subconsciously shouted Aunt Xiu, not Mom.
Mu Yunshu said again: "Aunt Xiu, I may still be busy in the cold today, so I didn't come to see you, don't blame him, he is also under a lot of pressure, and he is fighting for his career every day." I will do my best to take care of him, you don't have to worry about it. ”
"Actually, I don't know if I can stay with Hanshi all the time, as long as he is happy, everything is fine. ”
As he spoke, the sky began to thunder and rain.
The weather that has begun spring is this sunny and twilight rain.
The uncle guarding the tomb wore a raincoat and reminded her to go down as soon as possible, because there was a lot of rain in the mountains, and she was afraid that the road would not be easy to walk.
Mu Yunshu said thank you very gratefully, but it didn't rain much, so she still wanted to stay for a while.
Because of the rain, the sky was a little dark, Mu Yunshu stood for a while, and saw a black shadow coming over from the corner of his eye.
Mu Yunshu stepped back vigilantly, and saw Li Han walking over with a black umbrella and flowers in his hand.
He glanced at Mu Yunshu, didn't speak, his face was extremely gloomy, and the flowers and Mu Yunshu's flowers were side by side, the two bouquets of flowers were exactly the same, and they both had the same idea, and they both bought his mother's favorite flowers during her lifetime.
"Mom, I've come to see you, happy birthday. His voice trembled a little.
His mother has always been his weakness, and after so many years of dependence, how could he forget his mother's birthday!
But why didn't he reply to her messages, did he not want to come with her?
Mu Yunshu instantly felt bored, and was ready to ignore him and leave by himself.
When it was cold, he handed the umbrella to Mu Yunshu like a nobody: "It's not good to take a taxi, wait for me to go together!"
Mu Yunshu took the umbrella unceremoniously and sneered: "Mr. Li doesn't want to come with me, but is he willing to go with me?"
Li Hanshi still said lightly: "Who doesn't want to come with you, didn't you come first?"
Mu Yunshu was really angry in an instant: "I sent you a message, but you didn't reply to me, so I came first." ”
Li Han took out a tissue and leaned over to wipe the fucking photo: "Don't you know how to call?"
Mu Yun thought about it, it seemed to be this reason. It's just that the attitude of sometimes speaking when it's cold can really make people crazy. But after all, it was in front of someone's mother's grave, so I didn't bother to argue with him.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Mu Yunshu held the umbrella, and he couldn't bear to be drenched in the heavy rain when he was cold, so he leaned over and covered him with the umbrella.
The umbrella is relatively small, and it is not enough for two people to share it, Mu Yunshu's back was wet from the rain, and his body felt very cold.
Li Han frowned and pushed the umbrella over a little: "You are prone to colds, just take care of yourself." ”
Mu Yunshu also stiffened: "I don't feel sorry for you, it's just that in front of Aunt Xiu, I don't want her to see me abusing you." ”
"Aunt Xiu?" The cold eyes stared straight at Mu Yunshu: "That's how you call your mother-in-law!"
Mu Yun was speechless.
Although the two people communicated coldly and indifferently, in fact, Li Hanshi has always had such a tone and expression, but Mu Yunshu felt that the two of them were cold and indifferent, but when Li Hanshi saw the heavy rain, he said to the tombstone: "Mom, let's go first, and come to see you another day." ”
Then he pulled Mu Yunshu down the mountain.
The rain crackled and fell, like a cry of sorrow, and shrouded the cemetery with a touch of desolation.
When going down the mountain, when it was cold, he walked a little ahead, and Mu Yunshu followed behind with an umbrella, because of this distance, when he was cold, he was completely in the rain.
Mu Yunshu wanted to go faster, shoulder to shoulder with him, and then they could play umbrella together, but he stepped on an empty step, twisted it, and rolled down directly like a ball.
He was a little stunned when he was cold, and hurriedly rushed down.
"How are you, have you hurt anything!" asked Bitter Cold anxiously.
Mu Yunshu's whole person was already stunned, and he felt that his right foot was unconscious when he sat on the ground.
When it was cold, she squatted down and twisted her feet, Mu Yunshu screamed in an instant, this is a cemetery, this scream is probably able to make the grave keeper faint!
Li Han was a little angry: "Didn't you let you follow slowly behind?
Mu Yunshu felt even more aggrieved in her heart, not to go fast to give him an umbrella, but she felt that a heartless person like Li Han was hopeless, and he didn't understand when she said it, so she simply didn't say it, but scolded him: "If you murder me again, Aunt Xiu can watch it from the sky! You are not afraid that Aunt Xiu will come out and you." ”
Li Hanshi looked at her with mentally retarded eyes: "If your aunt Xiu comes out, you will be the first to be scared to death, just your guts." ”
Mu Yunshu looked at Li Han with a serious face: "Do you dislike me?" ”
Gently massaged her ankles when it was cold: "How could it be!"
"Then why have you been so much apathetic lately?"
"There's no indifference, because I'm busy!"
Mu Yunshu didn't believe such an excuse: "When you were busy a year ago, you didn't do this! Could it be that after weighing the pros and cons, you didn't want to be nice to me!"
Li Hanshi looked at her like this and smiled lightly: "Isn't it because of this sentence that you yourself are angry with me? I have been too busy with the company recently, and the software developed by Tingcan's team is being tested on the market again and again, and I have to attract investment and publicity, so I let you think about this problem yourself." ”
Mu Yunshu's feelings for Li Han are really unpredictable, some emotional magazines don't say that a man who really loves a woman can't bear to hang her, and the message must be replied in seconds. But Li Han can count the number of times she replies to messages in seconds with one hand, so she said angrily: "What do I want to think, it's a big deal that you weigh the pros and cons and tell me the result." ”
Sometimes I really convinced this woman's emotional intelligence, and I didn't want to talk to her about these boring questions in the heavy rain, so I turned my back to her and let her come up.
Mu Yunshu's leg hurts! I couldn't get up, so I had to climb on his back numbly.
But the sky is not beautiful, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, and the wind is blowing, and the umbrella is blown crookedly, and finally it is directly blown over.
Mu Yunshu buried his head in the neck socket of Li Han, smelling the familiar smell on his body, and felt inexplicably relieved.
After a torrential rain, the rain began to light again.
When it was cold, the car stopped at the foot of the mountain, and did not drive up a little, and then it had to go down slowly.
The two walked to the car in silence, put her down when it was cold, and then took out a towel from the car and handed it over.
Mu Yunshu took the towel and didn't wipe his hair first, but limped over to wipe it for Li Hanshi.
Li Han grabbed her hand, snatched the towel, and then wiped her hair: "Are you a little stupid, you are prone to colds, take care of yourself first! ”
Mu Yunshu didn't make a sound, she seemed to be used to thinking about Li Han first about everything.