Chapter 155: Three People in the Night
Looking at the back of the dog that was once so familiar but now extremely unfamiliar, my desperate heart was filled with anger again, and my weak body was about to burst with anger, I really didn't expect it. The person I trust the most is the one who hurts me the most, I know he is shrewd, but I didn't expect him to be so shrewd, his play can be so realistic.
I think of the day he killed Seinfeld, he took me to the edge of the cliff, and the words he said to me, those heartfelt words with deep emotion, were really impeccable, that moment. I let my guard down on him completely. Completely regarded him as his own brother, even some of the doubts I had about him before disappeared at that moment, I believed in him so much, but he used my trust as a tool to use, so ruthlessly trampled on.
I'm sad, I'm hateful, suddenly. I thought of the little note that the dog slapped on my wound before leaving, and my heart of complete despair suddenly cracked a tiny opening, and a dim light seemed to shoot into my heart from that hole, all like this, I seemed to have a glimmer of hope for the dog, could his note hint at something to me?
Thinking of this, I immediately stretched out my hand, picked up the small note, and slowly spread it out.
I saw with hazy eyes. On this bloody note, a few lines of words are vaguely printed:
"I forgot to tell you, that time I was caught by a mountain eagle, I did it on purpose, I am not lustful, and I don't know how to be a beauty! I don't have the slightest gratitude for you, your stupid behavior is just in my plan!"
This sentence directly shattered my last glimmer of hope.
Cruel dog, before leaving, he didn't forget to sprinkle salt on my wounds, he said this, obviously to tell me, that day on the edge of the cliff, what he said was all lies, outright lies, why because I saved him, he recognized me as a brother for life, all bullshit, only I am so stupid that love can move people, only I am a desperate fool hat, will be seen through by the dog, will be played by him again and again, will be called a brother and brother with him for so many years, I don't see that he is deceiving me.
It turns out that from beginning to end, it was me who was making myself amorous, and people just played you like a fool.
At this moment, my heart is completely dead, I am completely desperate for the dog, my life is completely gray, the meaning of my existence, it seems that it no longer exists, what goal, what hope, what passion, what motivation, all are gone, now, only self-blame fills all my nerves, it doesn't matter if I hurt myself, but it has affected so many people, those who are good to me, sad and sad, caught and caught, painful pain.
I'm an abandoned waste, a lonely star, a fool who shouldn't exist in this world.
My pain is almost gone, the blood on my shoulder is still flowing, but I don't feel the pain, just groggy, muddy, I seem to have lost my desire for everything in this world, I really want to sleep like this, but, at the moment when I was about to close my eyes in despair, I suddenly remembered Sister Yu, remembered the purpose of the dog to stay in the villa. I hurriedly took out my mobile phone with difficulty and called Sister Yu, but there was a prompt to turn off the phone.
I held my phone and was stunned for a long time before dialing the housekeeper's number, and as a result, what the housekeeper told me was exactly the same as I expected, Sister Yu was taken out by the dog and never came back. Goudan took advantage of everyone's trust in him, deceived the housekeeper, deceived Sister Yu, and easily got Sister Yu away.
Hearing this, I was even more disheartened, my eyes have gradually begun to blur, brothers, women, backers, relatives, all ashes, my world, instantly darkened, my head, blank, what the housekeeper on the other end of the phone said, I can't hear clearly, my mobile phone, fell to the ground, my whole person, also paralyzed on the ground, in the end, I don't know if it's because I'm too tired or too disheartened, I gradually lost consciousness.
After waking up, I was already lying in the hospital, and the person I saw when I opened my eyes turned out to be Zhou Xinting, she saw that I was awake, and the smile on her face immediately unfolded, and she whispered to me a little excitedly: "You are awake!"
Although she still looks like she was very righteous to Qiu Xiaobai at the beginning, but at this moment, I feel that her face is very ugly, as soon as I see her, I can't help but think of Zhou Xinjin, the most important thing, the place where I was unconscious, except for the dumb man and me, only the people in the organization know, and now Zhou Xinting suddenly appeared in front of me, doesn't this mean that she is really likely to be in a group with her brother?
Thinking of this, I ignored my weak body, held back my strength and yelled at her, "Why are you here?
Zhou Xinting was taken aback by my sudden anger, she shook her head innocently, saying that she didn't know where her brother had gone.
She also looked aggrieved and explained to me that Yu Zhiyun entrusted her to take care of me, but no one answered her phone call to me, and she couldn't find me, so she thought that something might have happened to me, so she immediately called the police, and the police located it through her mobile phone and searched for a long time before finding me, and she had been with me in the hospital all night.
Although her words are very sincere, and she doesn't look like she's lying, I now lack basic trust in people, especially her relationship with Zhou Xinjin, which makes me even more prejudiced against her, as long as I look at her, my anger will not come to one place, so I sat up directly, pulled out the drip, jumped out of bed, and then grabbed Zhou Xinting's shoulders and yelled: "Tell me, where is Yu Zhiyun now?"
Because I was too emotional, and the movement was too big, the wound on my shoulder cracked open again, and blood was printed on the gauze, but I couldn't care about this, I just looked at Zhou Xinting fiercely.
Zhou Xinting's face was a little pale, she might not have seen me so rude, her eyes were a little red, and she hesitated for a long time before she said in a trembling voice: "Xiaobai, what's wrong with you, what happened to you, why did you get shot?"
I didn't wait for her to finish, I shook her body directly, bared my teeth again, and said, "Don't call me Xiaobai, my name is Ge Tian, say it quickly, where is Yu Zhiyun?"
At this time, Zhou Xinting's eyes showed a look of despair, as if her good buddy Qiu Xiaobai was completely gone, replaced by the violent Ge Tian, she bit her lip and said aggrievedly: "I don't know, she just told me that she was going to leave the provincial capital for a while, ask me to take care of you, don't let you have an accident, I don't know anything else!"
Hearing this, I became more and more angry, this is impossible, absolutely impossible, how could Sister Yu leave the provincial capital, how could she leave me, it must be Zhou Xinting lying, so, I was red-eyed, with all my strength, I pinched Zhou Xinting's shoulder, gritted my teeth and said: "Don't lie to me, she was obviously forcibly taken away by your brother, you must know where she is." ”
Maybe my strength is too great, Zhou Xinting's tears of pain came out, this time, she was really angry, she struggled to shake me off, and shouted: "I didn't lie to you, I said I don't know, why did my brother take her away, he had to take it early." Yu Zhiyun left voluntarily, and she talked to me on the phone before leaving, and I was telling the truth!"
Zhou Xinting's angry expression was clear at a glance, her excited tone definitely didn't look like a lie, I suddenly paused, my sanity gradually began to recover, I felt that Zhou Xinting was indeed telling the truth, and for me such a waste that no one looked down on, it had lost its use value, and there was no need for the organization to continue to lie to me, but why did Sister Yu leave me? Why did she suddenly leave me when I was in the most difficult time?
Suddenly, I thought of Xiao Rui, the reason why I could lure Sister Yu away, except for Xiao Rui, there could be no other thing, it must be Zhou Xinjin who used Xiao Rui as bait to deceive Sister Yu away, not letting her continue to stay in the provincial capital, and not letting her be with me.
Thinking of this, my anger rose again, I glared at Zhou Xinting fiercely, and said coldly: "I don't believe it, you don't know anything about the despicable things your brother did?"
Zhou Xinting was also angry, she saw that my attitude had not changed, and she added to the fire, she pulled her throat, and retorted loudly at me: "Ge Tian, I misjudged you, I didn't expect you to be such a villain, so careful, I know that you used to have a holiday with my brother, but that was all in the past, he hasn't been back for more than two years, and now he has only been here for a few days, what can he do? Do you need to hate him so much?"
It seems that Zhou Xinting really doesn't know what her brother did, but no matter how she is Zhou Xinjin's sister, I am annoyed when I look at her, especially since she still doesn't know her brother's true face, and I feel even more disgusted to defend Zhou Xinjin, so I licked my lips and said to her fiercely: " Because of your brother, my benefactor was arrested, because of your brother, Tao Wanxin left me, because of your brother, my brother betrayed me, because your brother, Sister Yu also left, just because of your brother, I became nothing, do you think I should hate him?"
These words, I said very slowly, the words are clear, Zhou Xinting was stunned when she heard it, she seemed to be shocked by my words, and seemed to believe me a little, she looked at me blankly, and said, "What you said is true?"
I glanced at her in disgust, and said, "It's really fake, you can go back and ask your brother to know, if you still have a little conscience, just persuade your brother to hand over Yu Zhiyun, now, I don't want to see you, please leave here!"
I know that the arrest of the dumb man and Grandpa Mu was arranged by the organization, and Zhou Xinjin will definitely not change anything, but for Sister Yu, this has absolutely nothing to do with the organization, it must be Zhou Xinjin who personally controlled her, so if Zhou Xinting is willing to help, there may be a trace of possibility.
It's just that Zhou Xinting saw that my attitude towards her was so bad, and she felt uncomfortable, she said to me very aggrievedly: "Why are you like this, even if my brother is sorry, but my brother is my brother, I am me, is it necessary for you to do this to me?"
I stared at Zhou Xinting fiercely again, with a fierce look on my face, and then, I slowly opened my mouth and squeezed out a word from between my teeth: "Get out!"
Perhaps, I really have a great prejudice against Zhou Xinting, because I hate Zhou Xinjin's itchy teeth, but I can't fight him, I unconsciously poured my anger on this innocent girl.
And Zhou Xinting was also completely angered by me, she glared at me with red eyes, and then turned around and walked out of the ward.
Zhou Xinting left, the ward was empty, and I was left alone, I silently glanced around, then found the mobile phone, dialed Sister Yu's number again, but the prompt was also turned off, I put away the phone in frustration, then put on my coat, quietly left the ward, walked out of the hospital, looking at the vast sky, I suddenly had a feeling of being swallowed, the weather was gloomy, as if my mood at the moment, my whole person seemed to be shrouded in this gloomy sky, I felt so confused, suddenly, I didn't know where I should go。
I don't have the face to face the housekeeper anymore, I came out with a dumb man, but I went back in a gray way, how to explain to the housekeeper, not to mention, he must be someone trusted by Grandpa Mu, if he knew that I had harmed Grandpa Mu, would he still be loyal to me? Even if he was willing, I was not qualified to bear it.
If I don't go back, where can I go? To save Grandpa Mu and the mute? How is it possible, I don't even know where the nest of the organization is, and even if I know, with my strength, can I fight against the organization? The organization that has kept Grandpa Mu hiding for more than 20 years, what can I use to fight against it?
Thinking of this, my eyes are even more gloomy, I feel really powerless, just like Zhou Xinjin said, I am just a piece of, all along, I am wasted, but I still have expectations in my heart, looking forward to my biological parents to pick me up, looking forward to a makeover future, but now, even this only hope has been deprived, it turns out that I am just an abandoned child who was completely abandoned by my biological parents, my existence is superfluous, without Grandpa Mu, I TM am nothing, what can I do, what can I do?
I looked at the gray sky, wandering aimlessly through the streets, like a ghost.
Dangling, my stomach suddenly rang, I was really hungry, I just entered a restaurant, chose a corner position, sat down alone, ordered a lot of dishes, ordered several bottles of wine, alone, bored drinking, eating, so lonely, yesterday, I was still eating and drinking with the dog egg dumb, but today, I am alone, this huge contrast, this big blow, have carved an indelible shadow in my heart, my emotions, has been on the verge of collapse, except for drinking, I don't know how to sway this sorrow。
As I drank, I suddenly laughed inexplicably, laughing at my own stupidity, laughing at the darkness of this world, laughing at the insidiousness of the enemy, laughing at this unpredictable and sinister life. Time passed between my fingers, and I was like this, in this restaurant, from day to night, from sobriety to chaos, and when the night completely fell, I stood up in a daze, paid the bill and left.
The night of the city, always lively, the bustling lights, lit up the entire night sky, this hustle and bustle, more and more set off my loneliness, such flashing lights, more show the darkness in my heart, I am slightly drunk walking on the street, no direction, no soul, many people have looked at me, some also showed an incredible look, perhaps, they can't imagine, I am such a handsome man without reason, how can I be so depressed, handsome light is all drowned by the image of my drunkard.
I can't see the eyes of others, and I don't care about everything in the world, just wandering endlessly, the road ahead, where is the end, I don't know, just bumping into it, bumping into the door of a bar, I suddenly showed a smile, it seems that now I rely on, there is only wine, only it, can temporarily paralyze my nerves, so that I no longer think too much, let me continue to be muddy.
So, I went directly into the bar, chose a corner location, ordered a few bottles of wine, drank slowly, the lights of the bar flickered, the dancing crowd was happy, and the dynamic music was vibrant, but these were just fuses for me, the more noisy the environment, the more irritable my heart became, especially when I remembered that I met Sister Yu twice in the bar, but now I can't find any trace of her, I am even more lonely, collapsed, the whole world has left me, I am lonely, there is nowhere to go, there is no direction to find, this feeling is more uncomfortable than death.
The music was getting louder and louder, the crowd was getting louder and louder, I was getting more and more irritable, I wanted to drop my glass while drinking, and I felt that if it went on like this, I would definitely go crazy, so I just stood up and left the bar quickly.
The street outside was much quieter, but my irritable heart was still not appeased, so I walked into a supermarket, bought a case of beer, and with this box of beer, I sat on the side of a quiet road, alone, quietly drinking.
The sky is still dark, time is still walking, the empty bottles around me, gradually more, my heart, also slowly began to numb, I kept drinking, kept drinking, drank until I vomited, I stopped, at this time, my head has been completely confused, my consciousness, are almost gone, but my chest, but still hold a breath, an extremely depressed breath.
I couldn't help it, I couldn't stand it, all of a sudden, I raised my head, looked at the dark sky, and roared wildly, the roar was like thunder, miserable and fierce, and a few passers-by on the road were scared that they didn't dare to approach me, and hurriedly took a detour.
And I, just barking, kept roaring, until the breath in my chest was completely gone, my whole person was completely weak, my body suddenly fell back, paralyzed to the ground, I stopped screaming, at this time, I was like a desolate stray dog on the side of the road.
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At the same moment, three people were standing on the roof of an office building across the road from Ge Tian's location.
The night was deep, the hazy moonlight stretched their shadows very long, and a mysterious aura shrouded them, they were like the gods of the night, indifferently watching the night of the city.
Standing at the very edge of the rooftop are a man and a woman, at this moment, their deep eyes are staring straight at the limp Ge Tian on the side of the road.
And behind these two people, there is a person standing respectfully, this person is Zhou Xinjin, he stood silently behind the two for a long time, before finally breaking the silence of the night sky, and said softly: "Master, why do you have to keep Ge Tian's life?
At this moment, the air seemed to freeze, and the atmosphere on the rooftop became extremely solemn.
Zhou Xinjin, who was rash to ask, hurriedly took two steps back, lowered his head, and didn't dare to say anything more. You Huacai.
The rooftop once again fell into a terrifying silence, and after a long time, a rather thick male voice finally sounded in the night sky: "There is no need to do more than one thing for a completely non-threatening waste." Besides, I'm blood related to him!"