"I mean really. She closed her eyes.

This was originally her self-reproachful words, but when it fell into Ye Zhao's ears, she felt as if she was being blamed.

It stands to reason that in this world, there are many strange loves, as long as they don't hurt other people, even if they are some unreasonable relationships, at most they are just being pointed out by others, as long as they don't care, it doesn't matter.

But now, the happiness that the two of them are enjoying is clearly based on betrayal and hurting others. So it's understandable that Ayako Fuji would have such a strong sense of guilt.

"Sachiko likes you very much. Fuji Ayako said suddenly.

Ye Zhao looked at her with some surprise.

"Don't get me wrong, it's not like that. Fuji Ayako smiled, "Even though it's a mother and daughter who are similar in many places, this kind of thing still won't happen." ”

"Scared me. Ye Zhao sighed.

Ayako Fuji took his hand, "That kid often said that you were 'not a good person, but you are a very gentle and reliable person'. ”

"Is this really what you like to say......

"I think the kid was right. …… How could Ye Jun be a good person, just a gentle person. ”

"It's okay to do anything like this. Ye Zhao didn't plan to dwell on this, "However, looking at her usual appearance, I really didn't expect that her evaluation of me in private would be 'positive'." ”

"That kid actually trusts you. Fuji Ayako said, "Not only you, but also your girlfriend, I also like and trust her very much, and it seems that I regard her as the object of longing." ”

If that's the case, it can be called a different kind of torture for Fuji Ayako, Ye Zhao thought to himself.

As he fell silent at the thought of this, Ayako Fuji spoke again.

"Hey, Ye Jun. ”

"Huh?" Ye Zhao replied casually.

"Like me, right?" she asked the confirmation question again.

There is no doubt that at this point, there is only one standard answer, and that is "yes", like yesterday morning, when she first asked this question.

But this time, before answering, for no reason, Ye Zhao suddenly had an illusion: it seemed that a pair of invisible hands were quietly choking his throat, and they were ready to tighten at any time.

It was also at this moment that he realized that from the first time Fuji Ayako asked this confirmation question and began to crave an affirmative response from him, she had stretched out her possessive minions to him.

"Nature likes you. Ye Zhao replied. And thought in his heart that at the beginning, he did accept her overtures only because she was a beauty, but in these days of getting along, his heart has undoubtedly changed.

"That can do a lot for me?" Fuji Ayako reached out to hug him.

"It still depends on what it is, and if you can't do it, you still can't do it reluctantly. Even if he was a little drunk, Ye Zhao still maintained enough sanity and didn't agree to anything casually.

"Alright," her hand slid to his waist, unstrapping his dressing gown. Ye Zhao originally thought that she wanted to do it, but she didn't want her to just take off the strap of the nightgown, hold it in her hand, and say to him, "Take this to strangle me, right?"

Hearing this, Ye Zhao was shocked.

"Don't mess around. He reached out and tried to grab the strap. Obviously Ayako Fuji, who was still very drunk just now, was very agile at this time, and immediately dodged.

With a smile like a little girl, she wrapped the strap around her neck as if she was playing, and seduced, "Come and try it, just like I did to you during the day when I was in the mountains." ”

When she was on the mountain during the day, Fuji Ayako once jokingly strangled Ye Zhao's scarf, Ye Zhao didn't think about it at that time, and now she mentioned it again, and in such a situation, thinking about it again, he couldn't help but feel a chill down his spine, and a somewhat ridiculous thought came to his mind: At that time, she shouldn't really kill him, right?

If she really wanted to kill him at that time, then now, she asked him to strangle her, which is sincere.

In order to drive this terrible thought out of his mind, Ye Zhao snatched the strap with some force, untied it from her neck, folded it a few times, tied a knot, and threw it far away, "This kind of joke can't be messed with." ”

But having said that, even he didn't believe it was just a drunken joke. At this moment, Fuji Caizi has a ghostly feeling all over his body, and if he continues like this, Ye Zhao thinks that sooner or later he will have to be dragged into the endless abyss.

"Not kidding," Fuji Ayako shook her head, "I'm just curious about what it's like to hang yourself." The ex-husband and the last boyfriend both hanged themselves. ”

Ye Zhao didn't answer. She continued, "My ex-husband had already separated from him at that time, so I just heard about it. But another one...... He committed suicide in my home. ”

In other words, Ayako Fuji, as the first discoverer, witnessed the tragic situation.

Thinking that her heart must have been shocked at that time, Ye Zhao put his arm around her shoulders and held her in his arms as if he wanted to comfort her.

But deep down, he couldn't help but think that he should prepare a strong enough rope, find a place to tie the rope, get into the rope, and finally kick the stool under his feet.

How much courage, or how deep despair, does it take to sustain them in completing this series of preparations, and in the end, they will not waver and die without hesitation?

And the Fuji Ayako, who can destroy the will of two men, or inspire their courage without hesitation, her charm is really powerful and terrifying.

After a long while, Ye Zhao spoke.

But as soon as he spoke up, he asked some heavy questions, "At that time, I said that I would marry my former husband because I liked him very much, and I liked him so much that I could give up my dream for him and be a housewife, right?"

Fuji Ayako let out an "um".

"And then when we separated, what was the reason?"

The answer given by Fuji Ayako was unexpectedly concise, there was no dog blood, and there was no dispute, "Because I don't like it anymore." But it is precisely because this answer is too concise that it exudes a cold energy.

"I don't like it anymore......" Ye Zhao repeated.

"It's not that I don't like it at all. Fuji Ayako continued, "Because when I got married, I gave up too much, so I had very strong expectations for my life after marriage. The stronger the expectation, the more profound the dissatisfaction in the face of him when he realizes that the actual life is completely different from the imagination. ”

At that time, Fuji Ayako really loved her husband deeply, and she was willing to give up the road to Tokyo for his sake and stay in Akita as a housewife. But later, when his feelings turned from strong to weak, he left him without hesitation.

If she hadn't given up so much for this marriage, she wouldn't have had such strong expectations for this marriage.

Although it is somewhat unfair to simply and rudely blame the reason for one person's suicide on another person, such a tragedy will happen later, and this failed marriage with too high expectations is also the fuse.

"Another boyfriend...... It's the agent at that time, right?" Now that the topic has been opened, Ye Zhao also took advantage of the situation to ask.

Fuji Ayako did not reject the meaning of saying this, "It was an agent when I first signed with a record company a few years after the divorce. After his debut, he spent a period of no-name when his records couldn't sell at all, and thanks to his encouragement, he was able to get through the difficulties. ”

"And what about the reason for the separation? Is it because I don't like it anymore?"

"It's the opposite. At that time, I was really grateful to him, and I liked him very much, and it was the time when we got along. Speaking of which, Fuji Ayako glanced at him, "...... I didn't understand why he did that, but now I understand a little. ”

I think I can probably understand that. Ye Zhao thought in his heart. He asked again, "Ayako-san likes me now, right?"

"I wanted to answer what I liked right away," said Fuji Ayako, "but I felt in my heart that I was in love with you now." ”

Indeed, when getting along, he can feel the deep love from Ayako Fuji.

However, as it seems now, the ending of being deeply loved by Ayako-san is a bit tragic. Ye Zhao said half-jokingly. Either she is abandoned when her love is exhausted, or she ends up with the fear of losing herself when her love is at its strongest.

"It seems so......" Fuji Ayako smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Well," he continued, "can you do as many things for me?"

"Yes," she didn't hesitate, "if you can do it or if you can't, you're willing to give it a try." ”

"So, now is the time when I feel the deepest. Ye Zhao showed a thoughtful expression.

Fuji Ayako was noncommittal, "Ye Jun too, right?"

"It is uncertain what will happen in the future, but it is true now. He replied honestly. Although it is not as deep as Fuji Ayako's for him, it is indeed the time when I have the deepest feelings for her since I met.

Receiving this answer, Fuji Ayako laughed, "I can't say what will happen in the future...... Yes, I will grow old in the future, and Ye Jun will also have a new life, not only can the relationship not be deepened, maybe it will become weaker and weaker, until I feel bored. ”

"If it's Ayako-san, once you feel bored, you won't hesitate to leave me, right?"

"Aren't you ...... too"

Ye Zhao didn't answer. It was okay to say nice things to appease her, but he didn't want to do that. And in his heart, he also faintly agreed with her words.

At this time, he felt his arm being tightly grasped by Fuji Ayako.

"Ye Jun also has some requirements for me. She said, "All along, I'm the one who keeps asking for this and that, and I want to do something for you." Right now, make a request to me, no matter what Ye Jun says, I can do it for you. ”

Ye Zhao squeezed her hand that grabbed her arm soothingly, "Although I am grateful, the more Ayako-san feels that she can do anything for me, the more I will not let you do anything for me." ”

"Why?"

"In order not to make Ayako-san regret a decision she has made now and regret it in the future, I will not take advantage of it. Ye Zhao's attitude was very resolute.

"Well," Fuji Ayako sighed, "it's always so gentle, what should I do?" ”

"It's not because of gentleness......" I just don't want to repeat the same mistakes. However, this kind of thing must not be said to her, Ye Zhao tried to pull her up, "It's uncomfortable here, go back to the bedroom." ”

Helped the drunken Fuji Caiko upstairs, and finally settled her, Ye Zhao himself was exhausted. Lying down on the bed, as soon as he closed his eyes, he felt a hand gently touch his collarbone.

“…… It's almost gone. Fuji Ayako whispered.

Ye Zhao opened her eyes, and she was carefully looking at the scar she had bitten near his collarbone at that time.

"Because it's been a long time. Ye Zhao said, also put his hand into her collar and touched it, "Caizi-san's piece is also missing, right?"

"If you look closely, there is a very shallow ......"

"Really......" he replied casually, pulling his hand back.

In the middle of the night, drunken thirst woke Ye Zhao up from his sleep. He turned on the bedside lamp slightly, turned over and got out of bed slightly, went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took a bottle of mineral water, and slowly drank about half of it.

When she was about to go back, she remembered that she might be thirsty too, so she took a bottle and brought it to the bedroom and put it at the head of her bed. Fuji Ayako was still asleep, and the faint light cast a shallow shadow over her face.

When she is awake, she is a witch with magic, using her superb spells to bring people into her net step by step. But when she fell asleep, the demagogic spells were sealed in her body, and she was just a beautiful woman with a peaceful sleeping face.

Ye Zhao sat beside her and looked at her quietly for a while. Until a wave of sleepiness hit, he lay down again, hugged her from behind, felt her body temperature, and fell asleep again.

By the time I woke up again, it was already the morning of the next day. I opened my eyes in a daze and met Ayako Kamito's gaze. She sat on his pillow and looked at him in silence as if he had looked at her last night.

"Good morning. Noticing that he woke up, Fuji Ayako whispered hello to him.

"Good morning...... Ye Zhao yawned, turned his head to look at his watch, it was almost eight o'clock, "Well, it's a little late." "Originally, according to the schedule, I was supposed to leave Akita early this morning.

"Thank you," Fuji Ayako said to him, "last night's water." ”

"It's nothing," Ye Zhao turned over, wrapped his arms around her waist, and pressed his face to her knees, "Today's ......" was about to return to Tokyo from Akita before he could say it, but he was interrupted by Fuji Ayako first.

"Today," her hand gently landed on the top of his head, rubbing gently, "Let's go to Xianbei together?" 2k reading net