No. ∷VIII8∷Reading∷Book,.2∞≠

Anthony's eyes are the gentlest and most beautiful in the world, a light blue color, as amorous and affectionate as the Seine, a trace of time that cannot be erased, and a passion that the river cannot extinguish.

Su Fang closed her eyes and shook her head, she wouldn't lie: "No." ”

"So, how could I possibly use you as an Alice stand-in? Anthony looked a little soothing, "I don't show you Alice's picture because I'm afraid you'll be too careful, I admit that I did wrong in this matter, and if I had told you earlier, maybe there wouldn't have been so many misunderstandings." ”

Su Fang relaxed his back and leaned back on the sofa, and smiled a little far-fetched: "I'm sorry last night, I was too emotional"

He cautiously and cautiously double-checked: "Then you believe me?"

"I believe it. ”

You are so serious, how can I be willing not to believe it?

Seeing her like this, Anthony suddenly felt much more relaxed, poured a glass of water and handed it to her: "It's okay, I understand." ”

Su Fang held the water cup and drank it, and after a while, he suddenly asked, "Anthony, have we been together for three years?"

"Three years and five months. ”

She also seemed to recall something funny, and her smile was much more real: "If you hadn't encouraged me to stay in Paris, I might have fled back to China and hid in some corner of the mold." ”

Anthony remembered it, too, but he didn't feel that way: "You always underestimate yourself, you are actually very good, I just said a few words at the beginning, if you didn't have the courage to face it yourself, no matter how much I said, it would be useless for me to say more." ”

"Am I fine?"

"Yes, you're good. ”

Su Fang clenched the water glass, and his mind drifted a little away for a while.

Paris is a magical place that can make people perfect or bad.

Su Fang's first year was very hard, and the language barrier was the biggest obstacle.

I remember one time, she didn't understand the homework assigned by the teacher, so she went to ask the classmates in the class, and the classmate deliberately told her the wrong homework, and the design drawings that she drew in three days were torn up by the teacher in front of the whole class.

She said, I don't even know French, what school do I go to?

She was so depressed that day that she even began to doubt herself, wondering if it was right for her to stay in Paris when she was so self-conscious.

Anthony is so sensitive, when she went to pick her up from class, she found that she was wrong, she didn't want to tell him, but in the end she couldn't withstand his repeated inquiries, so she had to tell you that thing in a lost way, Anthony listened, just laughed: "Then I don't understand Chinese, can't I do business with Chinese?"

"It's different. She sulked.

"How is it different? According to that classmate's logic, isn't that what it means? How can you be affected by such remarks? You can't learn French, but it's okay if you don't have confidence?"

He smiled at her, his blue eyes were so sparkling, as if conveying some kind of inexplicable firmness, she was very touched, and suddenly smiled: "You're right." ”

Later, Anthony took time out every day to teach her French, and in return, she taught him Chinese.

During that time, she sat on the plush carpet at Anthony's feet every day with a thick French dictionary in her arms, like a babbling baby, reading and writing word by word with him.

"Read along with me!"

“j……”

"Orange, special, you. ”

“j……!”

“,je-t'aime！”

Su Fang was stunned: "What does this word mean?"

He looked up and smiled like a cat that had succeeded in stealing: "= I love you." ”

Su Fang was stunned for a moment, his face turned red, angry and funny, grabbed the pillow on the ground and smashed it at him, and rushed out of the door.

……

When she first divorced Gu Dong, she was very confused, and Anthony has always played her life coach, just like Jiang Wanhao said, supporting her when she was down, and guarding her when she was glorious.

But because of this, she has always felt guilty of him in her heart, she hates why she can't love him well, although she can't repay her efforts, but at least she can keep him from going unrewarded, but since that time in the forest park, she knows that sometimes feelings are not controlled by her heart, but like a backbone, and she will deliberately disobey.

"Anthony, I feel that my existence in your life is actually a stain on you. Su Fang covered her eyes, but tears still fell from her fingers, and then she knew that there were really some words that could hurt people before they could be spoken, "We ...... Let's break up. ”

Anthony's hand suddenly went numb, and the water glass fell out of his hand, exploding countless tiny crystal shards on the carpet.

In the early summer of May, he felt a cold air invade and spread all over his body from his fingertips, and his ears couldn't hear anything for a moment.

It took him a long time before he came back to his senses and grabbed her hand suddenly: "Didn't you say you believed me just now? Why did you break up if you believe me?"

Su Fang shook his head vigorously, took his hand off his shoulder, and his voice was hoarse because of suppressed crying: "Anthony, we have known each other for five years, and we have been together for three years, you are better relatives to me" "If it weren't for you, I might have died when I lost my child, how could I still be today?" I really want to love you as much as you love me, only in this way can I be worthy of you, but I'm such a bad woman, I can't fulfill the promises I made, and I broke up with you not because of that incident, but I always felt that I couldn't dominate you so selfishly, you are very good, you deserve a better person to match, and I ...... I'm sorry. ”

Anthony shook his head and refused to break up for this reason: "I don't agree!, I said, it's not up to you to decide whether you're worthy or not, I love you, that's appropriate!"

Su Fang looked at his stubborn appearance, and only felt so painful: "This is so unfair to you, you know it, I ......"

Before he could finish his sentence, he interrupted loudly, gritted his teeth, and said, "I don't know! I don't know anything!"

He hugged her, and his voice was a rare slight tremor: "Don't leave me, don't leave me!"

"Listen to me. Su Fang couldn't push his shoulder, so he had to be patient to calm his emotions, "I really want to stay by your side, enjoy your care, enjoy your love, pretend that I love you too, selfishly occupy you, and squander your love unscrupulously, and in fact I really did that, until today, I see Alice......"

Anthony exclaimed, "That's not Alice!"

"Well, that's not Alice. She smiled bitterly, "To this day, I think of Alice, I remember that there was a woman who loved you like life, and lost her life in order to give birth to a child with you, in contrast, I am really bad, obviously not deeply loved, but still rightly enjoy the feelings that are precious and precious to another woman." ”

"Anthony, break up. ”

It feels good to be by his side, it is a peace of mind that she doesn't have elsewhere, and she wants to continue to selfishly dominate his goodness, but that is too despicable, and she can't get past that level in her heart.

Su Fang closed his eyes, and his heart throbbed.

Anthony didn't speak, just hugged her tighter, she struggled a few times, but he was unusually strong, his arms were like steel tongs to confine her, Su Fang was tired, he didn't try to escape anymore, he made an excuse for himself, and finally enjoyed his warmth again, from now on, I'm afraid there will be no chance.

She fell asleep when she was tired of crying, Anthony carried her back to the room and handed it to Jiang Wanhao, Jiang Wanhao actually heard a little movement behind the door, and said helplessly: "I really thought that you would be happy for a lifetime." ”

Anthony looked haggard, his fingers running tenderly and affectionately across the side of her face, the girl he had wanted to cherish all his life was finally going to leave him.

Jiang Wanhao didn't know what to say, and just wanted to go out, Anthony had already let go and got up: "Good night, I told me about you, I found someone to understand the situation, and now there is indeed some evidence pointing to your father, which is very tricky, but a fake is a fake, it can't be really invulnerable, and if I think of a way, I will definitely rescue your father." ”

Jiang Wanhao lowered her head, lightly crushed the ground on her toes, and looked melancholy: "Thank you Anthony, in fact, after doing so many things to no avail, I was about to give up." ”

Anthony laughed in a trance: "How can you give up? It's not enough to get to the end, let's fight for it again......"

When Su Fang woke up, he was dizzy because he had been crying for too long, and he didn't know what it was, so he sat on the bed and looked at the door in a daze, and he didn't react for a long time.

Jiang Wanhao came in with the boiled noodles: "I knew you were about to wake up, just enough noodles to come out of the pot, eat something." ”

“…… What about Anthony?" Su Fang was weak and nervous, but he couldn't help but ask.

"It's gone. ”

Gone......

Su Fang lowered his head and smiled indispensably: "That's fine." ”⑧☆⑧☆.＄.

Although he had heard it very clearly yesterday, Jiang Wanhao couldn't help but confirm it again: "Do you really want to break up with Anthony?"

"What do you say?" she shook her head and smiled wryly, "I've been with him for three years, and I have feelings, but I can't be so mean, blindly bear his efforts without giving anything in return, I've had that feeling before, so I can understand the pain very well, I can't let Anthony taste the pain I tasted again." ”

How painful it is to love but not beg, but not to beg.

"Then will you return to Gu Dong's side?"

Gu Dong?

Su Fang looked down at her palm, the lines were delicate, but the marriage line was extremely short, she seemed to understand, some things are really destined, no matter how hard you struggle, it is difficult to change, just like being nailed to a pillar and imprinted, it will always follow for a lifetime.

She said: "I am not fit to be loved, and I dare not love anyone again." ”