Chapter 50 is full of hidden feelings

After returning from Prince Jane's Mansion, Shuangniang's affairs have been basically decided.

Aunt Wan suddenly had to sè open. This is the prince and princess. This princess crawled out of her belly. All of a sudden, the tone of speech became different. With a bit of condescension.

Even if you talk to Yan, you also have a bit of an equal meaning.

Yan didn't bother to bother with this foolish person, so he just sneered at Sanniang: "See." This is the nature of concubines. In their bones, they are thinking about how to replace them all the time. This is the result of your single-minded desire to help Shuangniang. If this one in my belly is not a son, if your husband's family is not prominent, if your aunt has a little trouble in the palace, then we will have to live forever. Yan's face was grim, "Is this the result you want?" Wait for them to deprive you of what belongs to you little by little. ”

Of course not!

However, do you want to be the concubine who even despises you?

Does it really have to be like this?

Sanniang's heart fell into a kind of pain that she couldn't extricate herself from. At the moment, she seemed to understand her aunt a little. My aunt is also the eldest daughter, and she was cultivated by a family. She was raised according to the mold of the patriarch of a large family. However, in the end, he still bowed a head to others. Such a misplaced identity is so painful.

She walked back to her yard quietly alone, and what Wu Niang had said flashed in her mind from time to time.

She knew that she could not become a crown princess. is not a concubine, and her situation is so similar to that of her aunt.

Do you want to become like your aunt, and you have to fight for the position of the main room for the rest of your life. For my aunt, the only chance to become the main room in this life is to become the queen mother. Only a woman who becomes the queen mother is a woman who can accompany the emperor.

But how difficult the road my aunt has taken, but it is unlikely that she will succeed.

An obvious example of failure is in front of you, do you want to repeat this old way again?

She prides herself on being a smart person. Intellectually speaking, such a choice is not worth the cost.

But emotionally, once I remember that I have no fate with that person in this life, I can't stop hurting in my heart, and I can't breathe in pain. Thinking of marrying someone else, I felt rejection for no reason, and I felt sick for a while.

What to do.

She spread out her palms, held them tightly, opened them again, and there was nothing. It's like what I want to chase, it's just a void.

Give up! There always seems to be a voice crying out from the bottom of my heart.

Yes. Maybe it's just my inner voice.

The moon hung in the sky and shone through the window, and the wind squeezed in through the window. It's cold on the body, but where can it withstand the chill in the heart.

"Why don't you take care of yourself so much. "The voice is still so mellow and elegant.

I must have missed him too much.

Sanniang buried her face in her knees, tears streaming down her cheeks. Don't think about it anymore, knowing that there will be no result, why should you suffer.

Cousin is fine. She comforted herself. Although my cousin is short-tempered, he never loses his temper with himself. Although the cousin is rude, he has always been very elegant in front of himself. He has never refused his own request. He is always the first to find what he wants.

In this life, I can no longer find someone who treats me wholeheartedly.

When I saw Prince Jane's Mansion, I knew what Shuangniang would face in the future. But Sanniang can be sure that her cousin will not let herself live like that. Whether it makes sense or not, he is always on his side. Never doubt. Even if he is wrong, he will be wrong.

This kind of pampering, even the parents, have never given themselves.

Why do you dislike him and abandon him!

For a while, chagrin filled Sanniang's heart.

The heart slowly calmed down, as if the wind had stopped. As soon as his body was warm, he was wrapped in a cloak.

Is it agate?

Sanniang frowned: "Didn't you say, don't come in without my permission." ”

"Lonely...... I'm seeing you cold...... That's why ......"

Sanniang looked up in amazement, and in front of her was the person she thought about day and night.

"Why is Your Highness here? She remembered, but her leg was numb. Just looked at the person in front of him in a daze.

Song Chengqian seemed to be a little at a loss, and his eyes were not on Sanniang's body, which would be very rude. "I just don't worry about you, I saw you in Prince Jane's mansion, and I seem to have lost a little weight. You're avoiding me again. I didn't feel at ease, so I came out and took a look. ”

"How can you be so reckless. Your safety is related to the world, how can you take it lightly ......" Sanniang stopped talking, turned her face uncomfortably, and when she thought of her decision, she didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that her heart would not be able to help her own reason. She took a deep breath before saying, "Your Highness, go back." Between us, it is not reasonable. ”

Song Chengqian frowned. It is said that the most elusive thing is a woman's heart, and a few days ago she swore that she wanted to be with herself, but she changed her mind when she turned her face. But it doesn't look like I'm going to give up. "What's wrong with you. ”

"It's my wishful thinking. Sanniang shook her head, "Your Highness, go back to the palace early." It's not safe outside. If someone finds out, we won't be able to tell. ”

"What does that mean? Song Chengqian looked at Sanniang, "Are you going to give up?" Didn't you say that no matter how difficult it is, you have to be together. ”

"Your Highness, please return. Sanniang didn't dare to look back, only twisted her head to the side.

"What if I marry you as the crown princess? Song Chengqian looked at Sanniang and said, "If I take the initiative to go to my father's emperor and ask for a will, I want to marry you as the crown princess." If I don't care that you are the niece of the imperial concubine, I don't care about the interests here, I just need to marry you. Are you still going to drive me away? ”

Sanniang looked back in amazement and looked at him stunned: "Do you know what you are talking about?" ”

"Lone is the prince, although he is not a man, but he never lies in his mouth. When I go back today, I'll go to my father. Song Chengqian looked at Sanniang, "So, are you willing?" ”

Sanniang's brain is like exploding, and she has no ability to think at all.

Her eyes were confused and watery, and the tears on her eyelashes had not yet dried. Just looked at the man in front of him in a daze. His eyes are like a pool of deep water, and he can't see the bottom. She couldn't read his thoughts.

Song Chengqian looked at Sanniang's slightly open mouth, ruddy and full, and the sharp teeth were slightly exposed, and he suddenly had the urge to find out.

He took two steps forward, sat on the edge of the kang, and asked, "You haven't answered me yet, are you willing?" ”

Seeing that Sanniang hadn't come back to her senses, she suddenly stretched out her hand, held it behind her head, and attached her lips to the cherry lips.

Sanniang's eyes widened instantly, and then her face turned red with shame. She wanted to back down, but she couldn't. She only felt as if all the strength in her body was gone.

Song Chengqian felt the body in his arms change from stiff to soft, so he couldn't help but deepen the kiss. Sanniang only felt that her heart was hooked out. He didn't let go of her until he was almost out of breath.

I don't know what it's like, reluctance and nostalgia, but more shyness. She didn't dare look up at him. The fingers of both hands are entangled with each other, not knowing what to do.

"I'm serious. Song Chengqian stretched out his hand again and put it behind Sanniang's head, so that her gaze could not be avoided. "I'll go back and ask to see my father, you wait for my news. ”

As he spoke, he lingered on Sanniang's lips with his fingers for a while, and jumped out of the window before Sanniang could react.

"Hey......" Sanniang wanted to stop her, but the person had disappeared.

Suddenly, sweetness flowed in her heart, and she laughed when she ate it. Then I put my finger on my lips and felt it slowly. If you can really become the crown princess, then what is your own entanglement.

Sure enough, the mediocrity disturbed itself.

Song Chengqian left the Yun family, and the fire in his heart dissipated.

"Your Highness, you really want to ask for a marriage. Li Shan asked softly.

Li Shan is Song Chengqian's personal eunuch and can be described as the prince's first confidant.

"Why not. Song Chengqian smiled a little at the corner of his mouth. But there is a deep meaning in his eyes.

Even if Li Shan is the prince's confidant, he can't figure out the master's thoughts.

The two were gone, and after another quarter of an hour, two more figures departed. After another quarter of an hour, the four figures departed one after another.

After another half an hour, another figure appeared on the roof of Sanniang's house, but she did not leave the Yun family, but went towards Tian Yunyuan.

Song Chengming said in his heart, Song Chengqian is really cautious in handling things, just meeting with a girl. And so cautiously. It's really not to be underestimated.

He sat on the roof of Wu Niang, and his original determination was a little shaken at this moment.

Although this girl was young, she was extremely calm, and sometimes he did not feel that she was just a young girl who had never reached her age.

And what he said to her was not false. She always allowed herself to ignore her age.

However, he did not have the beastly mind to have any thoughts about such a little girl.

Sitting on the roof, my heart is empty for no reason. Where should I go, do you really want to get this girl involved?

Before he came to the capital and met Jin's daughter, he would not hesitate to make such a decision. But now, he hesitated.

If you don't have a reason, why can't you bear it in your heart? Thinking of those few short contacts, remembering that after getting drunk, I instinctively walked here. He knew what it meant to him.

What he said to Prince Jane was his own heart. She didn't want to call this girl anyone. Except for yourself.

But there are too many entanglements of interests between them. In the future, will it really be like this?

He can control his heart, so what about this clever girl. Will she believe she is sincere?

Why, she is the daughter of the Kim family.

sighed like this, he didn't disturb the good dreams of other girls, and after a few ups and downs, he left the Yun family.

"Your Excellency, stay. ”

Suddenly, a voice sounded behind him. Song Chengming paused and turned around. There are some means to come to the end, and they can appear behind them quietly. There is no worry, after all, if the other party has malicious intentions and attacks behind his back, he will have no chance of survival.

This voice carries the Qingyue unique to young people, and it should not be very old. He thought of a person - Yun Jiayuan.

"Your Excellency appeared at the Yun family in the middle of the night, it was really interesting. Yun Jiayuan didn't see joy or anger on his face, but he already hated it in his heart. Dare to hit my sister's idea. It's a lot of guts.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're not from the Yun family. Song Chengming looked at Yun Jiayuan and smiled.

"Trying my best to get close to my sister, what is it for, Mingren didn't say secret words before, what hole cards are there, just show them. Yun Jiayuan frowned and looked at this person, "Presumably, King Liao doesn't want to waste time with me here." ”

"Now that you know who I am, you should think about it. Back then□□ agreement with the Jin family was still going to continue. Song Chengming said with a smile.

"What an agreement. Yun Jiayuan frowned and asked.

"You can go back and ask Mrs. Jin about this. Song Chengming looked at the long shadow drawn by the two of them and said in a low voice.

"What does this have to do with my sister. "Yun Jiayuan took a step forward.

Song Chengming's mouth suddenly became a little bitter......