Chapter 156: No more owing
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In life, while letting go of others, you are actually liberating yourself.
"The rich businessman donated to poor areas, whether he was for fame or fortune, but the money he took out did help many people in need. The more Guan Lin said, the smoother it became, all the things that he couldn't figure out and couldn't get used to seeing were left with the simplest logic at this time, "Then for those who are helped by him, he is his benefactor, there is no doubt about it!"
"What is more important, a donation with a purpose and a dime of kindness?"
"Since you are not a pure person yourself, why do you have to pursue pure things?"
"To yin is to yang, and to be good is sometimes to evil, and it is difficult to distinguish between turbidity and clarity. Instead of obsessing with purity, it is better to find the dividing point between good and evil. Find a little bit of kindness in evil thoughts, find a little bit of warmth in indifference, be grateful for what you have, see what you have lost, and live like this, you should be happy. ”
After saying so much in a row, Guan Lin let out a long breath.
"I also want to thank you for making me figure it all out. ”
Thank you for not wasting my life in hatred for years.
Thank you for not having to live like you.
The clouds that accumulated between Su Shi'an's eyebrows, just like the sky at the beginning of the clouds, opened and fogged away. The glaciers melted under his eyes, turned into water, and soaked his heart with coldness.
He still remembered that when the gang negotiated peace, Rong Xiao once said it to him
"You need to sell your friends to climb up, and I don't, that's the difference between me and yours. ”
At the time, he scoffed at it. In his opinion, Rong Xiao is only stronger than him in strength and better luck than him, but he is "temporarily" mixed up to be better than himself. He never thought that his failure was due to neglecting team building.
Those little brothers, whom he had never looked down on and regarded as pawns, had always been a key link in his attempt to dominate the industry? In the process of climbing up, he abandoned them one by one, and together with his own conscience, he also became the burial companion of that absurd youth. Stumbling and stumbling, stumbling and surviving, at the end of the day, what is left of his life?
"Really?" he muttered, "this is ...... Is there a difference between you and me?"
The ice shattered at the bottom of his heart, and a faint ray of sunlight shone into his world. He slept at the bottom of the sea of ice, trying to reach out and try to touch the only warmth.
That light is disappearing in the haze. He still maintained a state of groping, his body was stiff, his pupils were dilated, his head and neck were slightly raised, his long hair was scattered, and he fell straight and straight backwards.
All that followed was a tiny layer of yellow sand.
Guan Lin approached him step by step, and in front of the dying man, he squatted down gently.
In his hand, he held up a ball of spiritual light. The blooming light blurred the faces of the two of them, and the rising heat made the space a little blurred and distorted.
The other hand pressed against Su Shi'an's throat, restricting his activities.
"Today, I'll kill you here once, and after you get out, we won't owe each other again!"
The person in front of him was something he hated, feared, and avoided, but in the end, when he chose to face him, he still defeated him, and also defeated his inferiority complex and fear.
After crossing this hurdle, he deeply felt that there was nothing that he could not face. If you are weak, your enemies will be infinitely strong, but when you have nothing to fear, nothing in the world can destroy you.
Killing him here is no longer revenge, just to give his father an explanation and draw a stop to his past.
Since then, the grudge between them and the main prisoner in the prison has also been written off.
He still has a lot of things he wants to do, and he doesn't want hatred to make his life difficult.
Su Shi'an, who was already exhausted, suddenly widened his eyes anxiously when he felt the energy contained in the ball of light, and struggled with his last strength.
"Let go...... Let go of me! If you kill me, to me and my father...... It's all a shame!!"
He is the son of his enemy, and he can only die in his own hand...... How can it be...... How can you be killed by him!
His resistance was unprecedentedly fierce, and even though his upper body was held down by Guan Lin, his free two hands were still waving wildly. Between a few ups and downs, taking advantage of Guan Lin's inability to dodge, two clear blood marks were scratched on his face.
The sudden pain made Guan Lin frown, but he ignored his wounds, still holding the formed spiritual power ball in his hand, and pressed it towards Su Shi'an inch by inch.
A golden glow engulfed his skull.
After a brief silence
A violent explosion rolled up on the ground.
Silent and shocking.
Those resentments and unwillingness that belong to the past have been sealed in the dust of the old days with this magnificent destruction.
There was still a bit of hatred in Su Shi'an's eyes, but he couldn't make a sound anymore, his face was distorted in the light, and then along with his screams, he turned into a piece of data particles, and was drowned in this sacred ocean that enveloped everything.
Dust with light.
……
It's over.
After the explosion, in the billowing dust, Guan Lime walked out of the fierce fighting area step by step.
His clothes were still shabby, and his long hair was still a little messy, but a relieved smile slowly rose on his face.
It was the first time in many years that he smiled lightly, and there was no mustard.
Just now, he personally completed the end of the old era. He also hopes that Su Shi'an, who has returned to the real world, can truly get his own liberation.
The yellow sand is flying, and in the silhouette blurred by the setting sun in the distance, a figure is approaching from afar.
"You're here. Guan Lin didn't look back, he still looked at the land, with a bit of transcendent brightness.
"I knew you were going to make it. Jian Zhiheng stood side by side with him. At this time, his health bar was also cut in half, but he still had that trademark sunny smile on his face.
Looking at the way he looked, he knew that he had come neither too early nor too late, just enough for him to complete the rebirth of the cocoon.
The reunion after the apocalypse is still the radiant young man.
"Just now, I really want to thank you. Guan Lin exhaled softly, and then, he turned his gaze in a trance.
"I'd love to know why you didn't hesitate to say yes when I sent a system request. You didn't have time to read the system, did you?"
Hearing his inquiry, Jian Zhiheng grinned: "Because the message was sent by you, I know that you must need my help, and I am also sure that you will definitely not harm me, isn't that enough?"
Yes, that's enough.
"In retrospect, I've been relying on you for so long. Guan Lin was silent for a moment and retraced his gaze, "Perhaps, it's really time for me to stand up on my own." ”
"When I say this, I'm not blaming you, nor am I talking angry, it's just that when I faced Su Shi'an, I thought about my future seriously, and for the first time, I felt that my life should have another meaning. ”
"I want to pick it up again...... I should still be in time for this life that has been wasted by myself for more than 20 years, right?"
Jian Zhiheng felt something, and he didn't care that this too abrupt action would scare him, so he walked around in front of him in one step and pressed his shoulders hard.
"Linden, probably because of my negligence, I have never made a correct positioning of our relationship. But in any case, I want you to understand that I have never been your crutch, I am your companion, and I will always be there whenever you need me. ”
"I will accompany you to see the prosperity of the world and accompany you to enjoy the thousands of beautiful scenery, but we are still the most primitive selves, and no one is an accessory of anyone's life, can you understand?"
Guan Lin was slightly stunned at first, but soon, he also showed a peaceful smile again.
"I understand, Heng. ”
Relying on each other and being independent of each other, maybe this is the best relationship between two people.
"And, just now, I made an important decision. ”
"I plan to inherit my father's ideals, and I want to be a catcher. ”
Jian Zhiheng was stunned: "But...... Didn't you say before that you wanted to be a singer?"
Although he also once felt that Guan Lin had a talent for training, if he went to catch fast, his strengths would be able to get the best play. But his father's shadow seems to be still a trauma in his heart to this day, and Jian Zhiheng doesn't want to be too reluctant.
So if he can find his value as a singer, then just be a singer. After all, this is the first profession in which he once made it clear that he was interested. In this era, what kind of road to take in the future is still in everyone's own hands, and it is not necessary for the son to inherit the father's business.
Guan Lin shook his head, his expression meant that he had already thought clearly.
"Because I realized that in this society, there are still many people like Su Sai An, and being a singer can't save such people. ”
"Singing is just a hobby of mine, I will continue to sing on the Internet, and if there is a brokerage company that likes it, I will release a few records, but as a profession, I want to choose something more meaningful. ”
"Only when people's basic survival is guaranteed, will they have extra energy to pursue the enjoyment of spiritual space. And now it's not time for me to sing freely. ”
Listening to his skillful planning, Jian Zhiheng always had a very unreal feeling, and he was happy but inevitably a little emotional.
The lime in front of you...... It seems that he has matured a lot all of a sudden, and letting him break off with Su Shi'an alone really brought him such a big change?
"In addition, I will put forward an initiative to call on the government to pay more attention to the psychological construction of the families of criminals. Guan Lin said seriously, "In the current judicial field, this piece is completely blank. ”
"The public's attention is more focused on the families of the victims. angry at their wrath, sad because of their sorrow. ”
"When the convict is already in prison, the family of the convict becomes the only outlet and bears the anger and accusations of all walks of life. But in reality, they are also victims in another sense. It's just that this identity has been ignored by too many people. ”
"No one wants their family members to commit crimes, but it has already happened, and if society can take better care of them and pay attention to their mental health in time, maybe they can become builders of the future era." But if left unchecked, they may end up with another criminal. ”
This question was only considered after Guan Lin and Su Shi'an came into contact.
It's not that he suddenly arrived and was willing to spend his life trying to get justice for the enemy's son, but in him he saw a hidden danger in the current society.
After the advent of the Internet, the power of public opinion is bound to become stronger and stronger. He didn't want to see another person like himself and Su Shi'an in the future, destroyed by people's insane moral condemnation.
The occurrence of tragedy is not to let people use hatred to create the next tragedy, but to let the public take warning and be wary of the recurrence of similar tragedies.
"I know that many people are now prejudiced against the families of criminals, and there will be a lot of resistance to promoting this topic, but no matter what, I will definitely persevere until the day comes when I will fight for their equal rights. ”
Jian Zhiheng could only listen to him silently, and he found that he couldn't even insert a word.
Guan Lin thinks deeply, and this is indeed a topic that is ignored by too many people. Perhaps it was because he had experienced injustice himself that he did not want more people to suffer the same injustice.
On the surface, Su Shi'an is very strong, but in fact, Guan Lin, who tolerates the harm of all walks of life and has become more mature because of these injuries, is stronger than him.
"Mother, have you seen it?" Guan Lin raised his head in the sunset, "I really stood up, I am no longer the child I used to be, I can only rely on you to protect me, from now on, I will also go out of my own way." ”
This is both a promise and an oath.
In front of a global audience, he carved out a new future for himself.
At this time, Jian Zhiheng noticed his face. The two blood marks were still hideous, starting from the bridge of the nose and almost spanning most of the face. Drops of blood were still slowly dripping down the wound, dragging out more blood stains.
"This ......" Guan Lin felt the pain on his face again after he mentioned it, and wiped it casually, but he didn't care.
This is a virtual space where even the dead can be resurrected when they return. Not to mention this little wound, when you return to the real world, you will definitely not be able to see any traces at all.
"It's not broken anyway...... Let's just think of it as a mark of the past. ”
"No," Jian Zhiheng stared at him, smiling and repeated, "It's the imprint of courage." ”
The setting sun melted the figures of the two into a warm yellow light.
Today's sunset is better than ever.
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