I beg you, in your last days, be kind to yourself, and stop thinking about making money. Su Yi looked at this stubborn girl with red eyes and distress.

"I don't make money, how will my mother live in the future. Lu Xiaoya's nose was sour, she held back the tears in her eyes, and said, "Su Yi, can you drink some wine with me?"

"Xiaoya, you don't want to die, and you're still drinking?" he said urgently.

"Okay, let's go, drive my car. She held back her tears and threw the car keys to Su Yi.

Su Yi was stunned and took the car keys.

Half an hour later, the two drove to the top of a mountain, each holding a can of apple cider vinegar in their hands, sitting at the front of the car, looking at the lights of thousands of homes under the mountain.

"You have been asking me before, why you refuse to accept you, do you still want to know now?" Lu Xiaoya opened and took a sip and smiled.

It was hard for Su Yi to imagine how this girl could still smile so calmly, but every time she laughed, Su Yi hurt more.

"Okay, are you willing to say it now?"

"I've had a relationship that wasn't very successful, but it's not a failure. Lu Xiaoya looked into the distance and said: "We have experienced many things, and even lived and died together, this is really an unforgettable memory." ”

Speaking of this, she smiled again: "The reason why it is not a failure is that we really loved each other, I really love him, the kind of love that I love to the bones, so my heart, except for him, does not belong to anyone else." ”

"Then why did you break up?" Su Yi wondered.

"That's a good question. Lu Xiaoya nodded and smiled: "Maybe my love is too selfish, so selfish that I want him to be the same as me, only belong to each other, that heart can no longer belong to others, he can't do it." ”

"But I don't blame him, never. It was he who gave me the warmest and sweetest memories in my best years. Whenever I was in trouble, he was always the first to be there for me, unconditional support and encouragement, without her, I would have had a bad life now. ”

"But later, why did you still leave him?" Su Yi said puzzled.

She pursed her lips, her eyes were full of tears at some point, and she said bitterly: "It's also because of love, I just love him too much, maybe you can't understand it." ”

"If you love him so much, why don't you go to him?"

"Because if you miss it, it's a lifetime. She picked up her drink and took another big sip.

Thinking of his face, the ruffian smile, is always a child, but he can always coax himself to be happy. She was sweet and painful.

If God had given me another ten years, I would have gone to you without hesitation, but for now, that's all I can do. ’

"You don't want to make him uncomfortable, do you?" Su Yi sighed lightly.

"With his ability, he will definitely be able to find me, but I haven't appeared for more than half a year. Maybe I'm not that important in his heart. Lu Xiaoya thought that there were other women around him, maybe he had forgotten about himself a long time ago.

"Su Yi, I treat you as my best friend, if one day you are tired, maybe you have a family, you ---- you help me send my mother back to Shencheng, and then find him. Her expression became serious, and she said, "With his character, he will definitely take good care of his mother." ”

"Xiaoya, don't say such things. Su Yi replied: "I swear to you, in the future, I will take care of my aunt like my own mother, and I will definitely take good care of her for you." ”

"Don't you have to worry about the future, you don't want to stay in the hospital, don't you just want to enjoy the last time? Let's stop going to work, okay?"

"Good. Lu Xiaoya nodded and said, "I'll find someone to sell the psychological clinic tomorrow, okay, let's go home." ”

The two returned to the clinic, Su Yi got into her car, and asked before leaving, "By the way, when are you going to tell Auntie?"

"Don't worry, I'll tell her. Lu Xiaoya smiled and left.

When she returned home, she had just parked the car when she coughed violently twice, and a mouthful of blood splattered out.

Looking at the dazzling drops of blood, she fell silent, and stared for a full two minutes before cleaning up with a tissue, and muttered, "It seems that the time has shortened again, and I have to tell my mother quickly." ”

Getting out of the car, she took the elevator home.

Lu's mother made dinner as always, and when she saw her daughter coming back, she was concerned and blamed: "Why did you come back so late today, the food is cold, I'll go and heat it up for you again." ”

"Went out for a walk after work. Lu Xiaoya hung up her bag and smiled: "Mom, what are you doing to eat?"

"It's all your favorite food, go wash your hands quickly, and you'll be fine in no time." Lu Mu smiled kindly.

After the two had dinner, Lu's mother was about to wash the dishes, and Lu Xiaoya hurriedly shouted: "Mom, you wait for a while, I want to chat with you." ”

Lu Mu was stunned, sat down and said: "Alas, you said that young people, don't fall in love and chat with objects, what is there to talk about with me, I think Su Yi is not bad, he is an honest and kind person, and his appearance and work are not bad, why don't you try?"

"Mom, he is indeed a good person, but I am not worthy of others. She replied.

"You --- you are still thinking about Han San, right? I wonder, what happened to the two of you? Why did you not get along with each other for a long time?" Lu Mu sighed and said, what a good son-in-law, I don't know what happened to the two of them, so I don't ask.

"Alright, Mom, let's stop talking about this. Lu Xiaoya changed the subject and said, "Mom, do you remember how my dad left?"

Lu's mother's face changed slightly, she sighed sadly, and said, "Why don't you remember, your father left because of cirrhosis, and this disease can kill people." ”

"There was nothing to do in the early stage, and I came to trouble you coldly, and when I went to the hospital, it was all in the late stage, alas, I left our orphan daughter and widow. ”

Lu Xiaoya's nose was sour, and tears welled up uncontrollably, she hated God so much, why did she treat her mother like this?

"Child, what's wrong with you?

"Mom, there's something I want to tell you, but you must be mentally prepared. Although she didn't want to say it, she was really afraid that her mother would do something stupid after she left, so she had to let her know in advance and comfort her to live strongly.

"Okay, you say. Lu Mu sensed that something was wrong and nodded.

"I --- my ---"

"You say, this is urgent. ”

Lu Xiaoya sniffed, restraining the emotions in her heart, she couldn't let her mother see her painful side, otherwise she would only be more sad.

"Mom, Dad's illness is hereditary. ”

"What do you mean? I didn't quite understand. Mother Lu chuckled in her heart, and had a bad premonition.

She continued: "Dad's illness has been passed on to me, and my condition is the same as that of him, which is also terminal. ”

"What--- child, you're not joking with your mother, are you?" Lu's mother stood up in shock, trembling all over, and tears burst out of her eyes in an instant.

"Mom, calm down, I'm fine. She pretended to smile lightly and said, "You see that I can see it, this is hereditary, and there is no way for the doctor." ”

"Kid, Mom is fine, it's just too sudden, I --- I'm fine. ”

Lu's mother sat slumped in the chair, she was not a fool, she knew that Lu Xiaoya was deliberately doing it to her, in order not to let her daughter worry, even if she felt like a knife in her heart, she couldn't show it in front of her daughter.

"Well--- what did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said there is still more than a month, so from tomorrow, I will always be with you, okay?"

"Okay--- good. Lu Mu smiled far-fetched and said, "You hurry up and take a bath." ”

"Well, then I'll go. ”

Lu Xiaoya nodded and walked back, but Lu's mother immediately couldn't hold back, ran back to the room, and locked herself inside.

Lu Xiaoya quietly walked to her door, and when she heard the hoarse crying sound immediately, she held her head, slowly slipped off the wall, sat on the cold floor, biting her lip and crying silently-------

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At this time, Hu Hansan accompanied his elder sister to Tang Weier's house, which was regarded as giving them New Year's greetings in advance, and the normal movement between the two families.

Therefore, Tang Chongshan specially called his life-saving benefactor, an old man of a generation of traditional Chinese medicine.

The old man was so drunk, he agreed without saying a word. And the godgranddaughter he recognized, Tang Weier's secretary Xia Qianyu, was also called over, and the group of people had a good time, listening to the old man talk about the things of their time, talking and laughing.

Full of wine and food, Hu Hansan went outside and lit a cigarette to breathe.

Tang Wei'er also followed closely behind, and said, "Third brother, I heard that you have been very majestic recently. ”

"Who did you listen to?" Hu Hansan smiled: "That's not nonsense, when will the third brother not be majestic?"

"Who is the shame to show the smell. Tang Weier kicked him, and said angrily: "Hey, listen to Lin Yi's little sister, are you okay with her?"

"When will you two be able to talk to the heavens?" he smiled, these two were natural enemies.

"She talked to me. Tang Weier pursed her lips strangely and said, "What's the matter---- in fact, I didn't ask you about the guilt or anything, I looked at that girl and listened to the pitiful, so I won't hit her." ”

"So what the hell are you trying to say? Weird, straight to say. "He didn't have a good air.

"Then I'll be blunt. She put her hands in her breath, and suddenly became a little twisted, very different from her Tang Weier's style.

"What, I see that your EQ is quite high, so have you been pretending to be confused?"

"Uh---" Hu Hansan seemed to guess what she was going to say, and turned his eyes away and said, "But --- may be a little." ”

"Then you can give me a word of preparation today, just order it. She said angrily: "Don't always hide and lose the reader's appetite, let's have something real, just do it, don't pull it down." ”