Su Yuqing waited for Gao Zixiu to continue.

However, Gao Zixiu did not let her get her wish. Gao Zixiu sat down and quietly lowered his head. He took a cigarette out of his pocket, lit it in his mouth, and took a puff.

Su Yuqing knew that Gao Zixiu rarely smoked, even when he was very irritable, he generally did not smoke. Today, however, is different.

He spat out the smoke ring and extinguished the cigarette again.

"Alright, let's get started. I...... I...... Where to start? ”

Gao Zixiu was a little hesitant for a while. He really didn't know what to say.

Su Yuqing said: "You don't know where to start, well, I'll give you a reminder." From her name. ”

Gao Zixiu nodded silently: "Yes, her name." Her name is Mo Lanqing. I like to call her Qingqing. ”

"I see. ”

Su Yuqing remembered Mo Hanwen's words. When Mo Hanwen saw the name Lu Wanqing, he said, Gao Zixiu must like to call you Qingqing.

At that time, Su Yuqing still couldn't figure it out, and asked him how he knew.

Mo Hanwen simply said that he guessed.

It turns out that the reason is here.

"I remember, the first time I saw you, I said, I want to change my name, and you say, you come and choose it for me. Lu is my mother's surname, and Wanqing is your name. You say, the name is elegant. You say, you will call me a nickname, Qingqing. It turns out that the reason why you gave me this name is to miss another person. She, does she look like me?"

Gao Zixiu stared at Su Yuqing's eyes.

"How can I say it? I think it's a lot like that. ”

As he spoke, he reached into his arms and pulled out his wallet. Su Yuqing has seen this wallet countless times. From the day she met Gao Zixiu, she watched Gao Zixiu use it. Used for decades, it has long been worn out, but he just doesn't change it.

"This wallet is the day of my eighteenth birthday, Qingqing...... Mo Lanqing sent me. I took it, but a few days later, I found that there was a photo inside. It's hers. I always carry it with me...... Since her death. ”

Gao Zixiu handed the photo to Su Yuqing, and when the hand was stretched out, he trembled a little.

Su Yuqing took it, and then looked at it with a faint light. The photo shows a pure girl of fifteen or sixteen years old, wearing a light blue dress, standing in front of the blue sky and white clouds, green grass and clear water, with a beautiful smile and a graceful figure, with two hands behind her back.

Her appearance is the kind that makes people look at it and never forget it.

"I don't think it's very like. ”

Su Yuqing told the truth. She didn't understand why Gao Zixiu and Mo Hanwen both said that she was alike, but in her own opinion, the real U coins were too similar.

Gao Zixiu smiled helplessly: "What do you say." If you want to talk about appearance, I don't think it's too similar, but the temperament is very similar. ”

"Temperament ......"

Saying this, Su Yuqing didn't know what to say. I don't see much temperament in the photo, and even if there is, I was fifteen or sixteen years old, and I still look like a middle school student, not even a high school student.

"You don't have a picture of her more mature?"

Su Yuqing still couldn't help but ask.

Gao Zixiu sighed: "She was nineteen years old when she died. How many mature photos can there be? I have her college days, but not on me, at home. ”

"...... at home" Su Yuqing was stunned, she raised her head and looked at the bar, "I love the bar, I have lived with you here for ten years." But I really don't know where your home is. ”

"Not far, in another city, not far from here. It's just that I rarely go back. ”

Su Yuqing smiled bitterly: "You don't rarely go back, you don't go back at all." ”

One sentence hit Gao Zixiu's heart.

"yes, I haven't been back for a long time. It's been years, my dad...... My dad you know. ”

Su Yuqing nodded.

"It's Uncle Gao Xiang. I know. ”

Once, Shi Zhenghui took her to see Gao Xiang. At that time, Gao Xiang valued Su Yuqing very much and wanted her to be his daughter-in-law. Of course, the premise is that Gao Xiang knows that Su Yuqing is the girl who lives with Gao Zixiu.

Gao Zixiu said: "You also know. My dad...... In other words, our Gao family has something to do with the underworld. We have offended a lot of people in the underworld. Unable to get revenge on my father, they pointed the finger at me. And because of that. Qingqing died like this. ”

Gao Zixiu was very sad, he lowered his head, and tears flowed silently.

It has been more than ten years since I met Gao Zixiu. In Su Yuqing's memory, Gao Zixiu never shed tears. He was always so rebellious and so chic. Never take any difficulties into account.

However, today, she saw another side of Gao Zixiu.

It's so vulnerable, so helpless.

Su Yuqing approached him and wanted to comfort him. Gao Zixiu raised his head and took his hand away from his face.

"It's fine. It's been years. ”

It's been years. However, the pain is still painful, and even the longer it takes for the wound to heal, the more painful it is.

Gao Zixiu let out a sigh of relief and said, "Okay, I'll continue with my story. Things started because of me, and Qingqing's death was also because of me. Therefore, Mo Hanwen is hostile to me and should hate me. ”

"What's going on?"

"Well, at that time, I was in college and was about to graduate. It's on a foreign country. When I came back from vacation, Qingqing had just entered college that year and was nineteen years old. We made an appointment to go out to dinner together. Outcome...... It's like a cliché in many stories, and I met a bunch of hooligans. Among them, the leader is a rich second generation. We didn't agree and got into a fight. I wounded the rich second generation who was in the lead. Later, I thought that was the end of it. But it's not that simple. The father of the rich second generation and my father are against each other. As a result, they hold a grudge. One night, Qingqing and I went out, and a car drove up and tried to kill me. And at the critical moment, Qingqing pushed me. Push me away, she ......"

Gao Zixiu said this, and he couldn't go on.

He raised his hand again and wiped his tears from his eyes.

Needless to say, Su Yuqing knew the result.

"She's dead, isn't she?"

"Yes, the car pressed over her. My Qingqing died like this. Not a word was left. ”

Gao Zixiu hugged his head, and his whining cry became louder and louder.

Su Yuqing sighed: "So that's the case. The reason why you took me in was because I was like your girlfriend. ”

Gao Zixiu's crying stopped. It's a man, after all.

"I don't know. I've taken in a lot of people here, but I haven't cared for anyone as much as I care about you. You say, I'll treat you like her, maybe. Perhaps. ”