Chapter 152: Be strong, don't cry

Hearing this, I suddenly realized that a long time ago, I couldn't help but associate Zhou Xinting with Zhou Xinjin. Now when I hear Sister Yu say Zhou Xinting's brother, Zhou Xinjin immediately appears in my mind, so I can't help but ask, "Zhou Xinjin?"

Sister Yu looked at me with a puzzled look and couldn't help asking, "Yes, don't you know?"

I shook my head a little sheepishly.

Sister Yu suddenly said: "Oh, yes, Tingting's girl has always been with her grandfather, and she is also very low-key, and she doesn't have much intersection with her brother!"

I don't know why, but at this moment my heart suddenly became complicated. I can't say the feeling, what Sister Yu said is low-key, in fact, it is the same as hiding deeply, Zhou Xinjin is a naked example, he hides so deeply, and he does things without leakage, could it be that Zhou Xinting is also the type that hides deeply? She also belongs to that bullshit organization? Forget it, the focus now is not to suspect Zhou Xinting, but Zhou Xinjin, he disappeared for so long, and suddenly came back, and he wanted to see Sister Yu, what was his intention?

Come to think of this. I hurriedly asked Sister Yu, "Why does he want to see you?"

Sister Yu's expression was a little tangled, mentioning Zhou Xinjin. Her sorrow seemed to be becoming more and more obvious, she paused for a moment, and then said: "More than two years ago, I strongly proposed to break up with him, and said that I already had someone I liked, and I said it very resolutely, at that time, Zhou Xinjin was helpless. There was nothing he could do about me, and we ended up breaking up, and he left the provincial capital, but before he left, he called someone to bring me a message, saying that he would come back in two years, if I hadn't gotten married. He's going to marry me!"

As soon as I heard this, the emotions in my heart became more and more complicated, not considering that Zhou Xinjin was the top level of the organization, as far as his heart for Sister Yu was concerned, it was also a difficult thing to do, his dedication to Sister Yu was sincere or false? No matter what, Sister Yu and I have both cooked raw rice, he should also know, why does he still pester Sister Yu? What is his purpose?

Thinking about it, I still said directly to Sister Yu: "Don't go to see him, this person is not simple, he wants to deal with me, and he may not have a pure purpose for you, we can't take risks!"

Sister Yu bit her lip, a little embarrassed: "Tingting means that she still wants me to go, she said that her brother wants to talk to me, and I also need to meet him, otherwise I am afraid that Zhou Xinjin will make trouble at my house again, and Zhou Xinjin will definitely not harm me, don't worry!"

Although I can't be very relieved, but the matter between Sister Yu and Zhou Xinjin still has to be decided after all, besides, the dog also told me that if you want to find my son, you can only find two people, the founder of the organization, it is impossible, and the other is Zhou Xinjin, and it just so happens that he is now sent to the door, I can see him without much effort, and maybe I can learn the news of my son from him.

So, I immediately said to Sister Yu: "I'll go with you!"

Sister Yu hurriedly replied: "No, that's too dangerous!"

I smiled slightly and said, "No, I believe that if Zhou Xinjin dares to appear openly, he won't play any tricks, and besides, I still have something to do with him, besides, I won't prove that we are already together, what if he still has illusions about you, remember, you are my woman!" After speaking, I put my arms around Sister Yu and gently stroked her back.

Sister Yu saw me like this, her emotions were also infected, she slowly stretched out her hand, just wanted to hug me, but, before her hand touched my back, she paused, and then, she suddenly retracted her hand and pushed me away, her expression was still a little panicked.

I was startled, and quickly looked back and found that Tao Wanxin came out of the room, she was looking at this scene directly, but this time, Tao Wanxin did not react very much, her expression was a little indifferent, but obviously with complete despair, it seemed that she was not surprised by such a scene.

However, Sister Yu definitely can't act as if nothing happened, what she was most worried about was Tao Wanxin, and now she was bumped into by Tao Wanxin again, she didn't have time to think about it, so she hurriedly ran to Tao Wanxin and said apologetically: "Xin'er, I'm sorry!"

Tao Wanxin barely squeezed out a smile, and said hoarsely: "It's okay, it has nothing to do with me, you can do whatever you want!"

Her tone was very sad, and the people who listened were very distressed, and Sister Yu wanted to say something more, but she was speechless.

I hurriedly came to their side, looked at Tao Wanxin, and said softly: "Xin'er, it's not what you think, we..."

Tao Wanxin didn't want to listen to me at all, so she directly interrupted me and said, "You don't need to explain to me, we don't have a relationship anymore, Ge Tian, I officially tell you that we have broken up, you know?"

Hearing the word breakup, my heart was suddenly stabbed again, it hurt, I suddenly remembered that day, in the alley of Tao Wanxin High School, she desperately proposed to break up with me, but after the breakup, she was hit by a car and lost her memory. That time was the one I regretted the most, and now, she proposed to break up again, and it was so desperate, and because of Sister Yu, I was really sad, I stared at Tao Wanxin deeply, and said bitterly: "Do you have to be like this?"

Tao Wanxin stared at me very seriously with her somewhat red and swollen eyes, and said softly: "I must, because I don't want to go on like this anymore, I'm too tired, I'll be more relaxed after the breakup, don't worry, if I leave you, I will live well!"

Tao Wanxin's tone was obviously reproachful, and when Sister Yu saw this, she hurriedly explained for me: "Xin'er, don't you already know everything? It's all my fault, it has nothing to do with Ge Tian, why are you angry with him?"

A desperate smile began to appear on Tao Wanxin's face, she paused, and then said with difficulty: "I blame him, not entirely because of the child, but because he always hides from me, conceals me again and again, always treats me as a fool, and wants to marry me, and he doesn't be honest with me about everything before marriage, besides, now I also feel that in fact, he doesn't love me, but sympathizes with me, and is with me with a sense of guilt and sympathy, I don't need this sympathy." Without him, I can still live, I have made it clear to my dad that the wedding is canceled, and my dad will come to pick me up and go back to my hometown!"

Tao Wanxin said very decisively, but it really made me unable to refute, that's right, I deceived her, not only Qiu Xiaobai's identity has been concealed, but also deceived her very miserably in Sister Yu's matter, perhaps, if I had confessed to her earlier, she would not have been so disappointed in me, this time, she was really completely dead to me, but, seeing her so uncomfortable, so discouraged, I was already uncomfortable, and now I heard that she was going back to her hometown like this, and my reluctance was even more out of control.

I endured the pain and pleaded with a little pleading: "Xin'er, you can blame me for hating me, but please don't go, don't you know?

Tao Wanxin's smile turned from despair to bitterness, and she said to me in a very indifferent but bitter tone: "That's because you are in danger, it has nothing to do with me, as long as I completely cut off the relationship with you, no matter how bad the bad person is, he won't do anything to me." Also, even if something happens to me, please leave me alone, I won't blame you for being ruthless, and only if you do this, the bad guys won't use this to threaten you again and again. Otherwise, you will one day die of this weakness of yours, and you will be in danger every day, every day in fear, do you want me to be with you like this? Will I be locked up in the same place forever as in prison? For me, this kind of day is more uncomfortable than going to prison, at least I don't have to worry about it every day, I don't have to face you every day, you understand?"

This is the first time I have seen Tao Wanxin say such a rational word so calmly, this is completely different from the brainless and simple her, perhaps, she was really lost because she was completely caught in the whirlpool of love, and she was very emotional, today, what she said is despair for me, but it is also so profound and reasonable.

Indeed, I am too childlike to be led by the nose forever, no matter how my own conditions change, as long as others can grasp my weakness, they can easily control me, so I have to be careful in my daily life in the future? I not only have to be careful myself, but I also have to keep all the important people to me in a cage? That kind of life is a kind of constraint for me, and for the people I love, why not? They really like to live in fear every day, do they really like to be locked up at home every day, and they have to bear the psychological burden?

The power of that huge organization cannot collapse in a day or two, my enemies exist all the time, whether it is light or dark, I can't hide like a turtle with a shrunken head for a long time?

If this continues, all of us will have a spiritual breakdown, they have the life they deserve, and I, to completely get rid of the shackles, no longer threatened by others, there is only a ruthless heart, the more ruthless my heart, the more impossible it is for others to threaten me with this ancient despicable method.

Tao Wanxin is right to do this, only by staying away from me and completely dissociating herself from me, her life can be safer and more tranquil, I think, since Zhou Xinjin is back, he has a little relationship with Tao Wanxin after all, and it is impossible for him to hurt Tao Wanxin. Moreover, if the organization wants to threaten me again in the future, it can use my son without having to go through the trouble of kidnapping others. Therefore, at this moment, even if I was reluctant and my heart was aching, I didn't refute Tao Wanxin's reasoning, and I didn't stop her.

Since I can't give her any promises, I can't hold her for the rest of my life, even affect her, delay her, besides, in the days to come, I really can't even protect myself, I have to go out to fight against the enemy, and I have no time to take care of others, so letting Tao Wanxin return to her hometown may be a better release for her, and she can also find herself again and live a good life again.

So, with mixed emotions, I looked at Tao Wanxin deeply, and squeezed out two words with difficulty: "Understand!"

These two words made the despair in Tao Wanxin's eyes even more profound, she didn't seem to be able to feel my love anymore, her heart was completely cold.

When Sister Yu on the side saw me like this, she immediately frowned and reproached me: "Ge Tian, what are you talking about, why don't you persuade Xin'er!"

I lowered my head, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, I wanted to speak, but I didn't know what to say, and at this time, a rapid car horn suddenly sounded outside the villa, this sound, so crisp, but deeply pierced my heart, I suddenly felt that a certain piece of my heart was going to be taken away, empty and heavy.

And Tao Wanxin, one last look at me again, then went back to her room, pulled out her small suitcase, Sister Yu saw this, and hurriedly dissuaded Tao Wanxin, but Tao Wanxin was very resolute, Sister Yu couldn't persuade her, she only turned her head and said to me anxiously: "Ge Tian, why are you still standing stupidly!"

When she said this, Tao Wanxin had already broken free from Sister Yu, she pulled the box directly out of the door of the villa, Sister Yu sighed hatefully, and then quickly followed.

My footsteps also moved towards the door, out of the villa, we immediately saw that Tao's father was already driving the car, waiting here, he saw Tao Wanxin come out, and immediately stepped forward to take the lockbox from Tao Wanxin's hand and put it in the trunk of the car, Sister Yu also wanted to persuade Tao Wanxin, but was directly stopped by Tao's father, obviously, Tao's father was determined to let Tao Wanxin leave, and his expression was still very angry.

Sister Yu couldn't help them, she could only watch Tao Wanxin sit in Tao's father's car, I don't know if Tao Wanxin cried, but I saw Sister Yu crying, she was sad for Tao Wanxin, she could understand Tao Wanxin's heart, how painful and desperate it was, so she couldn't persuade herself, and wanted me to go, to keep Tao Wanxin, but I kept standing outside the door, indifferent. Because I have made up my mind to let Tao Wanxin go, let her find a peaceful life, and let her stop being crazy for me and suffering for me.

Sister Yu said that she couldn't move me, and even forcibly pulled me, hoping that I would keep Tao Wanxin, but I still didn't move, and only said lightly to Sister Yu: "Let her go!"

These words directly made Sister Yu stunned, she didn't seem to be able to figure it out at all, why did I suddenly become so ruthless, and Father Tao on the side, hearing my words, his expression was also very complicated, from beginning to end, he was very dissatisfied with me, and promised me to marry Tao Wanxin, also out of helplessness, today, although he still can't get used to me, but seeing that I took the initiative to let Tao Wanxin go, he seemed to be relieved, so, before leaving, Father Tao did not forget to come to me, and whispered to me: " I hope to completely dissociate myself from Xin'er in the future, thank you for letting go, goodbye!"

His tone was very indifferent, after speaking, he turned around resolutely and got into the car, and then, the car left quickly, I could vaguely see the back of Tao Wanxin's head through the glass behind the car, but she didn't look back, she was really dead, and I, seeing her leave like this, at this moment, the sadness I suppressed in my heart could no longer be contained, and my eyes were immediately full of tears. Shameful chastity.

Tao's father's words kept echoing in my ears, I suddenly remembered the original scene, that time, at the door of the meeting bar, Tao's father also drove to pick up Tao Wanxin, at that time, I was too incompetent to give Tao Wanxin a sense of security, so that Tao Wanxin was forcibly taken away, that day, I stood in the pouring rain, crying for a long time, so sad and desperate.

And at this moment, I seem to have changed a lot compared to before, but I still can't give Tao Wanxin a sense of security, and even completely broke with her, this heart-rending feeling is really painful, there is a kind of sour thing in my chest that is rolling, and in my mind, all the pictures that I was with Tao Wanxin keep coming up, happy, happy, sad, and painful.

The girl who brought me up and brought me beauty, at this moment, left me silently without saying goodbye to me.

At the last moment, I didn't give her any warm words, and the countless vows I had made to her disappeared like a bubble.

She only gave her indifference, brought her only despair, she thought that I no longer had her in my heart, she left so sadly, but she still had to pretend to be strong, she didn't look back at me once, and she didn't even cast a goodbye look at me, I don't know, she pretended to be strong in the bottom of her heart, how many tears flowed, I don't know, this crying girl, but she didn't cry in front of me today, how hard she should endure, I don't know, she, in the future life, can really live well?

Gradually, Tao's car became a distant point, it carried the sad Tao Wanxin, and finally drove out of my sight, and the tears in my eyes finally collapsed...