50 The reason for my efforts
Lin Youluo looked at the girl quietly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
In this noisy street, she turned a deaf ear to everything in the outside world, only felt that her heart was beating fast, and she felt a little inexplicably irritable, but she couldn't tell what it was like.
This is unprecedented.
But seeing Bai Xiaosheng, who was shy and blushing, she had the illusion of returning to her girlhood, a sense of disparity between time and memory. Or not so much girlhood... It's better to make Lin Youluo go back to before she was twelve years old, when she was still a primary school student, ignorant and ignorant, and full of curiosity about everything in the world.
Bai Xiaosheng at that time had a unique light, but it dissipated in those years.
Until this moment today, Lin Youluo suddenly felt the real Bai Xiaosheng.
In a clothing store not far away, the classic song "Yesterday Reappears" quietly came, which made Lin Youluo lock her brows for a moment, and then slowly stretched out to both sides.
"What's wrong? Do I have flowers on my face?"
Bai Xiaosheng blinked and touched his cheeks embarrassedly.
It's really embarrassing! She saw that Lin Youluo couldn't control her emotions, and even had an urge to kiss her.
Of course, you may really do this, otherwise when you go back and see Su Susu, you will definitely kneel on the washboard, or kneel on the keyboard or durian or something.
Lin Youluo looked at Bai Xiaosheng's somewhat tangled movements, and she burst out laughing: "Yes! A red apricot is blooming, and it is about to jump out of the wall." ā
As soon as Bai Xiaosheng heard it, she knew that the other party was secretly mocking her for going out of the wall, and she was teased like this by her first love who had been reunited for a long time, and she felt even more embarrassed.
Her face was hot, and she almost said something that she shouldn't have said, but fortunately, she still remembered Su Susu's shy and angry face, which stopped the ripples in her heart.
just pretended to be dissatisfied and said: "It's only September, how can there be any red apricots blooming, obviously delicate red roses." ā
"The red rose is so prickly, I don't want to be stabbed all over my body. ā
Staring at the girl's charming eyes that were about to drip water, Lin Youluo just pursed her lips, just said this, and didn't say anything more.
She noticed that there was something wrong with the current atmosphere, this was to dispel the inexplicable emotions between the two, but the half-joking joke looked like she couldn't see that she was rejecting and refusing at all.
Bai Xiaosheng shook his head and smiled, he didn't dwell endlessly on this topic, but just took a few deep breaths and calmed down the emotions in his heart before he bypassed Lin Youluo and continued to walk forward.
Feelings rely on the pleasure of the two feelings, and the falling flowers are intentionally ruthless, which is also a common thing.
"You are still the same as before, don't let yourself be too dazzling, don't let yourself be too backward, and only maintain a middle and upper position in front of people. Not active, not passive, not agree, not refuse, like to play Tai Chi, impartial, neutral and peaceful, keep everything under control. Although you are not very old, you are perfect at playing the golden mean. ā
She walked in front and softly pointed out Lin Youluo's consistent style.
If you are an ordinary girlfriend, to the point where you are inseparable and even breathe together, you may not show rejection from time to time.
From his previous life to his present life, Lin has always been such a character.
Not to mention behavior, even in a strict family, it seems to listen to the elders very much, but in fact, it maintains its own independent life.
If one wants to go to one extreme, it can be very simple.
But it is very difficult to be impartial in everything and to embody the golden mean in big and small things.
Outsiders don't know Lin Youluo, so they can't know this feeling of spring breeze and rain, but in Bai Xiaosheng's eyes, it feels completely different.
Lin Youluo was still a little aggressive when she was a girl, but now she is completely in a deep pool, and she feels like a good old man who doesn't care about anything, but in fact, she is separated by a layer of doors.
Lin Youluo frowned, she didn't speak, she didn't admit it, she didn't deny it.
Some emotions flashed in Bai Xiaosheng's eyes, and he didn't speak again.
The two quietly walked through the flow of people, through the streets and alleys, and walked straight ahead, and after about ten minutes, they did not rest or talk.
Lin Youluo, who was walking side by side with Bai Xiaosheng, slowed down slightly, half a body behind, and then said abruptly: "I don't like things that are beyond my control." Because... Then I'm at a loss. ā
"I know, I understand. Bai Xiaosheng nodded and said, "Your character is like this, and it has never changed. People like you are destined to be unimpeded all their lives. ā
It's not a good thing to be too dazzling, and it's easy to attract too much firepower when it's too dazzling.
It's too bleak, it's also very sad, everyone can step on it, and everything can't go as expected.
And the middle level may be the most nourishing people, and the people with the greatest vested interests in ancient and modern China and abroad are all this group.
"You, as soon as you regain your memory, you will praise me here and pour me ecstasy soup?" Lin Youluo heard Bai Xiaosheng's solemn words, and suddenly felt a little funny: "There are too many things I can't control, there's no fuss, as for the so-called mean, I've said it, I'm not like a genius like you, I can handle everything flawlessly, and I can't help anything." Let me change to your ability, I would have been flying a long time ago!"
"You just saw that I succeeded, but you didn't think about how good my chances of failure were, and how many things could stump me. Bai Xiaosheng deliberately stretched out his finger and counted like a primary school student: "I don't dare to touch the whirlpool in China, and I still don't know who is doing it." And some foreign financial predators want to encroach on me, and the intelligence department wants to control me, and even use beauty tricks or something. ā
She also counted the various enemies she had encountered in the past few years to Lin Youluo one by one, and she had suffered two kidnappings and three commercial overturns in Connecticut alone.
The more capable a person is, the more he is like a troublemaker, and there is no way to do it, after all, the more you eat, the more cakes you will grab, which will cause dissatisfaction and targeting from other 'diners'.
In order for an enterprise to gain a foothold in the industry, how many competitors should be hostile? What about a dozen enterprises?
ā... You can choose to keep it low-key. Lin Youluo listened quietly, and only when the other party stopped, did she slowly speak: "You don't have to work so hard, there is no need to run so hard, you are already standing in the forefront, even if you slow down, no one will blame you." ā
"No, you're a little mistaken. Walking to the side of a playground, Bai Xiaosheng stopped and shook his head slightly: "I'm not desperately taking the initiative to move forward, but passively running for my life, because if I don't move forward, I will die, I have always deeply understood this truth." ā
When she spoke, it was like an aria, and her subdued voice sounded in Lin Youluo's ears, with a strange sense of mystery.
Lin Youluo's brows furrowed, and she couldn't understand the meaning of her best friend's words: "Who can force you to run for your life?"
The current Bai Xiaosheng is not as good as before, but the new chaebol tycoon, if he goes to an ordinary small and medium-sized country, he may be received by local leaders.
Even the intelligence services of the United States cannot directly attack a person of this level, as long as there is no direct evidence of the crime, they do not even dare to convict them of a crime out of nothing.
Not any enterprise can be called a consortium, only a complete group industry chain scale, its employees all over the world, with a lot of influence, can be called a consortium.
The top 500 richest people in the world, even if they are at the bottom, they are still not comparable to ordinary rich people.
What's more, there is a large team of lawyers behind Bai Xiaosheng, plus mainstream social networking sites, all of which are controlled by Bai Xiaosheng, if this is reversed, no department can afford it.
"It's time that hunts me. ā
Bai Xiaosheng shook his head and looked into the distance expressionlessly, was silent for a while, and suddenly said such an incoherent sentence.
Only she herself knows the horrors of the rolling wheel of history, and all the signs of her encounters show how much effort and cost it will take to modify her personal future.
Even if you go back to the past, it may not be able to change the outcome of the future, maybe the process will change a little, but the end position will probably not change.
The established future is like a circle, no matter how you jump, you can only jump around the lines of the circle, and it is impossible to jump out of this circle without putting in 12 points of effort.
She must escape being shot at the age of thirty.