No matter how hard it is to speak, when it is really spoken, it is only a fluttering sentence, as weightless as a leaf falling from a branch.

However, once you say it, things can be very different.

He carefully observed Yukie Nakama's expression. She seemed to be still digesting this sentence, and her face still maintained the caution of listening.

There was no turning back from the bow, even if he was sorry for her, he still endured it and slowly explained: "I'm sorry, it's my side of the ......"

After waiting for a while, Yuki Nakama said the first sentence, "Are you kidding?"

There was a slightly brisk tone, as if Ye Zhao was empathetic to help him after telling an inappropriate boring joke.

Ye Zhao shook his head slightly, "I'm not joking, it's true." ”

"Is it so......" Yukie Nakama's expression fell, and the corners of his mouth moved, probably wanting to laugh, but he found that he couldn't seem to do it, so he gave up, "I think that's the same." ”

Ye Zhao didn't know whether to answer this sentence or not.

"But if you say to me now, 'That's right, that's a joke,' I'll throw myself into your arms as if nothing had happened." ”

"That's not going to work. Ye Zhao didn't know what mood he was in when he said such a thing, "If someone makes such a joke, you should slap him hard and tell him to get out of here." ”

"But I'm so weak. Yukie Nakama avoided his gaze and lowered her head to stare at the floor, "Even if you know that the relationship has collapsed, you feel that you have your own responsibility, and you want to make it back." ”

"However, you are not responsible. ”

"Isn't that even more pitiful?" asked Yukie Nakama, "I was so abandoned even though I didn't have responsibility." ”

It is true that it is cruel to deceive people who know nothing, but is it not even more cruel to let people who have done nothing suffer the pain of abandonment?

"Sure enough, Brother Ye Zhao doesn't like me that much, right?" she lowered her head, and in a slender voice and slow tone, she threw out another cruel question.

Ye Zhao listened silently and did not answer.

"Actually, I've wanted to ask you that question a long time ago. Yukie Nakama said, "I want to ask you that, but I don't dare to ask, I'm afraid I'll hate you." …… But now, I asked without burden. ”

"Really......"

"I've thought about it alone in the past, maybe when I'll be separated from you...... Although it would be better to imagine happiness, I can't help but think about what will be separated from you. ”

In other words, this is actually a manifestation of unease. It's just that this uneasiness is deeply hidden, and only she knows.

"Whether it's because I'm naturally bored, or because I'm being thwarted by the office, or because I have someone I like more, maybe there's an earth-shattering fight...... Because many possibilities have already been considered, it feels unreal to hear you say such ordinary words. ”

"But," she looked up at last, blinking vigorously at him, "thank you anyway." ”

"Thank you, me?" Ye Zhao was a little overwhelmed.

Yukie Nakama let out an "um", "If you snub me or accuse me, I will be overwhelmed and become a master." So, I feel relieved to be able to say it so directly. ”

Faced with the fact that she was suddenly broken up, she had always been a little childish in Ye Zhao's eyes, but she unexpectedly took out an adult attitude and communicated with him with unexpected calmness.

Was she more mature than he imagined, or was it because of such a sudden event that forced her to mature...... Ye Zhao couldn't help but feel ashamed.

"In the past, I used to worry that it was my fault," Yukie Nakama sniffed, "but not anymore." ”

When they were dating, they rarely talked about heavy topics, and it was in such a situation that they really heard these heart-to-heart words from her mouth.

A seventeen-year-old girl has a sensitive side to her personality, but Ye Zhao ignores her feelings. And she herself, because she is at a disadvantage in her relationship, so she restrains her true feelings.

In the end, she was able to tell her the truth, but in a situation where she proposed to break up and no longer had a burden.

"No ......" The apology was just halfway through, when he suddenly remembered what Fuji Ayako said, in the relationship, the party receiving the apology was too shabby and too pitiful, and subconsciously stopped.

"Actually, there's no need to apologize to me. Yukie Nakama said, "If you can, if you feel that you have been together fairly well during this time, just say 'thank you' to me." ”

"On my side, I would like to thank you as well. Yukie Nakama looked at him, "I can meet you and be liked by you...... It's really a happy thing. I feel blessed when I think about everything that happened in the past, and you are the one who brought all of this to me and created those memories together, so thank you very much. ”

"Moreover, you did not treat me as a child, but seriously explained things to me. Thank you for that as well. In the end, she still refused to say a word of accusation.

"Thank you. Ye Zhao said, bowing his head to her vigorously.

"I've been thinking lately, when you had an affair with Tomosaka-san, didn't I say, 'Don't touch me', but in fact, what I was thinking in my heart was that I wanted you to hug me. At that time, if you had hugged me, I might have given up. ”

"Really......" Ye Zhao recalled the way she looked when she said that.

"It's the same now," Yukie Nakama clutched her knees tightly, "I really want to hug you, I want to be hugged by you, I want you to touch your head, do anything......"

Ye Zhao subconsciously looked at her eyes.

"But," she said, "I have to be strong." Speaking of this, she got up vigorously and gave Ye Zhao an eviction order, "Please go back, I want to stay alone." ”

"I still like you, but I'm hurt. She said, "Brother Ye Zhao can't comfort me anymore, so I don't want to see the weak side by you anymore......"

Ye Zhao stood up, wanting to say something more, but felt that it was useless to say anything now, and in the end he just owed her a debt.

Before leaving, he looked back at her again, and Yukie Nakama covered her face with her hands, her shoulders trembling violently. 2k reading web