Chapter 233 Like is presumptuous, but love is restraint
Ou Junyao looked at Gu Mingyan, who had a calm and indifferent face, and only felt that her previous thoughts were so dirty, and she didn't care about the coldness in her words, "No matter what, I owe you." I know that as Mrs. Mu, you don't need my help, but I made a promise in front of Xiao Ke that if you need my help one day in the future, I, Ou Junyao, will help you even if I give everything I have. ”
"Miss Ou doesn't have to make such a heavy promise, not to mention that I haven't been hurt too much. "Gu Mingyan doesn't like to owe favors to others, and he doesn't like others to owe him, and it is the best if he doesn't owe anything.
Ou Junyao insisted on it.
"Xiaoke, can I have a few words with Miss Gu alone?"
"You want to bully Ming Yan while I'm leaving?" Jian Ke looked at her without the slightest joke on her face.
Gu Mingyan: "......"
Ou Junyao was neither humble nor arrogant, and said with a faint smile, "Xiaoke, do you think that after the Ou family becomes what it is today, do you still have the courage to offend Miss Gu? Even if I kill myself, it is impossible to affect my family, no matter how my grandfather and grandfather are still lying in the hospital, I will not even have this little bit of proportion." ”
"It's hard to say, it's not like you haven't done this kind of thing. Jian Ke choked unceremoniously, saying that he was unwilling to leave.
Gu Mingyan glanced at her, "Ake, you help me go to the opposite side to buy a cup of milk tea, I want to drink it, or I want to add sugar." ”
Jian Ke glared at her, but still got up and walked out.
"I don't know what Miss Ou wants to talk to me, and our relationship doesn't seem to be the kind that can be talked to intimately. The curvature of the corner of Gu Mingyan's mouth deepened a little, and he felt that Ou Junyao was really able to bend and stretch, and he could still talk to her calmly after losing face in front of her and throwing herself to her grandmother's house.
If it were her, she might not have such cheekiness and courage.
"You're proud, aren't you?"
The sudden questioning instantly broke the previous calm.
Gu Mingyan's voice was soft and shallow, with an imperceptible sarcasm, "Miss Ou thinks I have something to be proud of? You broke up with him and left with another man first, and I met him and got married later, although there is a first-come, first-come, first-come, first-come, first ”
Ou Junyao raised her eyebrows, as if she had grabbed her handle, "I thought you didn't have the slightest resentment towards me, but it turns out that you also hate me in your heart." ”
Gu Mingyan didn't know that Ou Junyao's reverse thinking was so powerful, so he spoke a little helplessly, "So Miss Ou, you will say that you want to make up for my debt, and then you will question me indifferently, what is your idea?"
After a long while, Ou Junyao smiled bitterly, "On the one hand, I want to be jealous of you, and on the other hand, I can't help but envy you, I know that my thinking is wrong, probably ...... Like you said, it's hard to love without having to. ”
"Honestly, I sympathize with you. Gu Mingyan looked at her, his dark eyes were not stained with impurities, and his tone was light as if he was chatting about family life, "Mu Zeyu has failed your feelings, Shen Gongzi has hurt your pride, so that you can't even retreat to the second, you have dissatisfaction and resentment in your heart, I can understand but disagree." ”
"Are you telling me this as a victor?"
Gu Mingyan smiled lightly, "Miss Ou, have you ever thought that even if you haven't been out of the relationship, it won't last long between you and Mu Zeyu." ”
"What do you mean?"
"Two people who are too proud are destined not to go together, you are dignified, elegant, and forbearance in everything, but this is how the contradiction arises. And Miss Ou, what kind of person you are, you know it well, you don't need me to explain this, you want him to take the initiative to coax you to follow you, but if you don't say it, it's impossible. ”
"If you really care about someone, you don't have to say anything. Ou Junyao has always firmly believed that if a man really cares, it is impossible not to know what she likes and dislikes.
In the past few years in the United States, Shen Lingfeng has always been the one who knows her best, as long as her face shows a little dissatisfaction, he will try his best to coax her to be happy.
"Miss Ou usually likes to watch movies? I don't know if you have watched a popular movie some time ago, there is a line in it that one thought that he would not leave, and the other thought that he would stay, and fate came to an end. ”
"I ......"
"Actually, you don't necessarily love Mu Zeyu much, probably because he was too cold when he was with you, and his attitude towards me was almost conniving, which made the balance in your heart unbalanced. It turns out that during the time you left, another person had already replaced you, and she got more than you ever received, the man's wholehearted love, and everyone's approval...... You can't accept this, if you look at the feelings openly, in fact, the truth is ugly. ”
"You talk nonsense, how could I be like this. Ou Junyao was a little flustered in her heart, and the expression on her face finally cracked, "It's not what you said, I've liked him since I was twelve years old, how can the relationship for so many years be so unbearable as you said." ”
Gu Mingyan looked at the pale face, trembling lips, and a smile on her face, "Isn't it important, important things Mu Zeyu will always be the person you can't love, and you have lost the person who has been with you, speaking of which, Miss Ou is also quite pitiful, no matter how gorgeous she is outside, her heart is extremely desolate." ”
Ou Junyao pursed her lower lip vigorously, "Probably what you said also makes sense, then tell me, why did he love me for so long, and suddenly chose a woman who was inferior to me everywhere?"
So, this is to learn from her on purpose?
Gu Mingyan lowered his eyes, with a faint expression on his face, "Just like you said, when you were twelve years old, Mu Zeyu was shocked, and you were so young that you could no longer see the existence of others in your eyes, so Shen Gongzi should be like this to you." ”
Ou Junyao's eyelashes trembled, and her hands slowly clenched.
"But in my opinion, young likes are not necessarily likes, just like many girls today worship soldiers, thinking that they are upright, handsome and responsible, but if you really choose to be with the soldiers, you will not be as good as you imagined, and you can't bear to get together less and leave more. ”
"For the sake of a childhood promise, waiting to guard it for ten or twenty years, that is a plot that only idol dramas can appear, and in real life, many people turn their heads and leave casual promises behind. Shen Gongzi has liked you for so many years, either because he loves but can't see hope and doesn't want to continue, or he recognizes his heart and finds the difference between liking and loving deeply. Gu Mingyan glanced at her, "Like is presumptuous, while love is restraint, and it is forbearance that you don't dare to express carefully." ”
"To like is to be presumptuous, and to love is to be restrained. Ou Junyao muttered, as if she suddenly understood something, "It turns out that this is the case?"
She has been well-behaved since she was a child, and among girls of the same age, she has always been the child of someone else's family in the mouth of her elders, and girls are all comparative, and girls who play well with her have to be counted as inferior to Jun Yao, and slowly they are not happy to play with him.
Mu Zeyu and Shen Lingfeng broke into her world like that, one of them was cold and domineering, and the other was gentle and considerate, just like knights guarding her.
At an ignorant age, the girl's heart was pounding and quietly sprouted.
Decades have passed, and those images that she thought she had forgotten are still clear, but she never really had them.