Don't make a fuss, I'm used to it, just bring me the medicine in your bag. Lu Xiaoya said weakly.

Hu Hansan was stunned, hurriedly took the bag on the side, and took out two jars of medicine for her.

Lu Xiaoya skillfully poured a few grains and ate them, as if she had improved a lot, but Hu Hansan still said firmly: "Xiaoya, if you want to listen to me, you must go to the hospital." ”

"Han San, do you know --- you?" she asked.

"Well, Su Yi told me everything, follow me to the hospital immediately. ”

Hu Hansan couldn't help but pick her up with both hands and leave quickly.

Lu Xiaoya was hugged by her, looked at his handsome face seriously, obvious tears, distressed and sweet, and said, "Han San, are you crying for me?"

Hu Hansan opened the car door, put her in, then sat in the driver's seat, tried to keep his composure, and said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"What can I do if I tell you, I'm genetic, there is no cure, all the doctors are helpless, I tell you, and then let you sympathize with me?" she smiled bitterly.

"Fool, what are you talking about?" Hu Hansan said angrily: "The two of us are not separated from each other, how can I sympathize? You are the girl I love, at least I can accompany you." ”

"I don't want you to be sad. She bowed her head.

"Then do you choose to bear it alone?Xiaoya, why are you always like this?Is there anything that everyone can't face together?" Hu Hansan's nose was sour: "Do you think I'm so fragile?"

She was silent, and Hu Hansan didn't want to worry about that business anymore, because compared to Lu Xiaoya's condition, those were negligible and meaningless, and now he just wanted to save all this.

Soon came to the hospital, Hu Hansan was just about to take her down, Lu Xiaoya laughed and said, "I can go." ”

After speaking, she got out of the car casually and walked forward easily.

Looking at her back, Hu Hansan couldn't believe it at all, how could such a girl in her prime have only one month left?

Thinking of this, tears welled up again, but Lu Xiaoya suddenly turned around and said, "Why are you stunned?

Hu Hansan stubbornly put away his tears, walked up with a smile and said, "Let's go." ”

He can't show any fragility and sadness, otherwise it will only bring pressure and uneasiness to Lu Xiaoya, Hu Hansan knows this, so he tries his best to control it.

The two went to the hospital, underwent a series of tests, and Hu Hansan was called into the office by the doctor.

"Young man, why did you come to the hospital when your subject is so sick?" the doctor was a little angry: "Don't you know about her illness?"

"She's been hiding it from me, I just found out. Hu Hansan replied: "But she was hospitalized for a period of time before, and then gave up, doctor, how is she now?"

The doctor was stunned for a moment, as if he could understand Lu Xiaoya's mood, and said: "Her condition is very bad, it seems that she herself knows very well that she can't be cured, so she can only rely on the treatment of drugs and instruments, and she can barely delay it for two more months." ”

"What if you don't be hospitalized?" Hu Hansan's heart tightened, and his lips trembled slightly.

"If she is not hospitalized, just like she is now, the rate of deterioration is relatively fast, at most a month, but there is no accurate time, maybe she will leave one day. The doctor said solemnly: "So you have to be mentally prepared, do you want to be hospitalized?"

"I --- I know. Hu Hansan held the inspection report, and his hands trembled uncontrollably.

Coming to the infusion ward, Hu Hansan said to Lu Xiaoya, who was pale: "Xiaoya, are we hospitalized?"

Lu Xiaoya smiled calmly and said, "It seems that the doctor has made it clear to you, Han San, even if you live a few more months in the hospital, is there any point?"

"Stay in the hospital room every day. Looking at the cold silence of the lights and instruments, it is more painful than death. I want to leave, even if I only live for ten days, I can do what I want to do. ”

"Okay, I'll listen to you, then let's go on a trip, go back to Shencheng, let's go back to our alma mater. ”

"Okay, it's been so long since I graduated, and I haven't been back. She happily agreed.

Looking at her smile, Hu Hansan pursed his lips and couldn't help but say, "Xiaoya, aren't you really afraid?"

"I was scared, and when I first checked it out, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep all day. But then I figured it out. Since God has only given me such a short lifespan, no matter how hard I try, I can't change the result, so what can I do if I am afraid?"

"It's better to enjoy being alive than to be afraid, you know? Every second is so precious to me, so I don't waste it on being afraid. ”

"You're still so amazing, when the infusion is over, let's go home, and I'll take you and your aunt back to Shencheng tomorrow." ”

Lu Xiaoya hesitated, nodded and said, "Okay." ”

That night, Hu Hansan accompanied her home, explained to Lu's mother, and stayed at her house, Hu Hansan hugged her to sleep, and didn't want to let go for a moment.

And when Lu Xiaoya fell asleep, even her expression was happy.

The next day, after simply packing her luggage, Lu's mother knew Hu Hansan's intentions and her daughter's situation, so she was very supportive of their decision, no matter how painful it was, she would not show it in front of her daughter.

"Xiaoya, auntie, goodbye, call me again when you come back. Su Yi rushed to see him off.

Lu Xiaoya said goodbye: "Su Yi, thank you for taking care of you during this time, I am very grateful to know you as a good friend." ”

"Me too. He laughs.

Hu Hansan stepped forward, patted Su Yi's shoulder gratefully, and said, "Brother, I won't say anything hypocritical, you have my number, you can find me no matter what happens in the future." ”

"Take good care of Xiaoya, I'll hand him over to you, I hope you can make her happy all the time. ”

Hu Hansan nodded, said goodbye to him, and then started the car and returned to the deep city.

In order to alleviate the heavy atmosphere, Lu Xiaoya took the initiative to play dynamic music on the road and chatted about relaxed topics.

Hu Hansan and Lu's mother were like mirrors in their hearts, they were willing to cooperate with her and treat her as a normal person, so after a few hours of driving, several people were talking and laughing.

Hu Hansan has always kept the house that was given to their mother and daughter, and even specially asked people to add a lot of daily necessities, and they can move in with their bags.

"Haha, I'm back again, Xiaoya, Mom still thinks it's kind here. ”

Looking at the familiar room, Lu's mother was full of relief. Lu Xiaoya also smiled, looked at Hu Hansan sweetly, and said, "Thank you----"

"Tell me all this, I didn't see that the furniture here was complete enough, so I added a lot of it without permission, just to wait for you to come back. ”

"Auntie, you should be hungry, I'll cook today, let you taste my craft. Hu Hansan said with a smile.

"Can you still eat the food you cook now?" Lu Xiaoya said disdainfully: "Look at your little white hands, how many days have you not held a kitchen knife?"

"Okay, just say this to you, the third brother has to show you a good hand today. Hu Hansan replied: "You all have a break, I went to the supermarket to buy groceries, and I will be back soon." ”

"Han San, this kid, still hasn't changed, Xiaoya, this kid has always been a solid eye to us, what kind of conflict did you have at the beginning?" Lu Mu sat down and said.

"Mom, it's all over, don't mention it. Lu Xiaoya pursed her lips and smiled, now she really regrets leaving, so that she can spend more time with Hu Hansan.

In the evening, Hu Hansan made a sumptuous dinner for their mother and daughter. Lu's mother kept praising her food, saying that she didn't expect this child's craftsmanship to be so good.

Lu Mu was really surprised, it is very rare for young people who can cook in these years, and it is indeed incredible that a giant from a wealthy family like Hu Hansan can still cook good dishes.

The next day, a small snowflake was rare in the deep city, which made the whole city feel incredulous.

Shencheng is located in the south, because of the climate, there has never been a picture of snow in hundreds of years, and this year may be too shouting, it actually snowed.

"Oh my God, it's snowing, it's incredible. Lu Xiaoya woke up and saw this picture, and said excitedly: "Is this snow? It's the first time I've seen it when I've grown so big, Han San, let's go out and feel it, okay? Is it okay to build a snowman?"

"What are you thinking, silly girl. Hu Hansan sneered: "Just this little snowflake, it melted in less than two minutes after it landed, and I still want to build a snowman, see what fuss you make." ”

"What's the matter, you seem to understand very well?" Lu Xiaoya said unconvinced.

"Of course I know, when I was abroad, it was called the Land of the North, and it snowed almost every day in winter. Hu Hansan said calmly.

"What, then do you want to go out with me?"

"Of course, dare I say no?"

The two drove the car, discussed it, and returned to their alma mater, Shencheng University.

It's the winter vacation now, the students have already gone home for the New Year, the school is empty, only the security guard is guarded, and when I heard that the two were former graduates, I was very happy to let them go.

Walking in the forest path on campus, not to mention Lu Xiaoya's emotion, Hu Hansan was a little touched by the scene.

Thinking about my legendary days on campus, I was at ease with those carefree students every day.

Now he realizes that there are some things that really can't go back.

When she arrived at the garden, Lu Xiaoya was a little tired and gasped, so Hu Hansan hurriedly asked her to stop and handed her the warm water kettle.

"Han San, do you remember how we met in the first place?" she asked suddenly.

Hu Hansan thought for a while and said with a smile: "How can you not remember, when someone thought he was beautiful, on the way home, his wallet fell off, I kindly remind you, but you think I'm playing hooligan." ”

"Remember, remember the second time we spoke?" she smiled with satisfaction.

"Of course, I remember everything that happened with you clearly. Hu Hansan fell into a memory and said: "The second time was in the cafeteria, you were working part-time, and then I went to tease you." ”

"Giggles, Hansan, it turns out that you remember it all along. She couldn't help but laugh again, but said a little sadly: "It would be nice if time could stand still." ”