Chapter 1002: It seems to be reincarnation
The barren land is as barren as ever, and the barren land is as silent as ever.
He meditated cross-legged for a long time, but Sang Zhi's face kept appearing in front of him. The sap-like red blood still seemed to hang on the corners of her mouth, would she really be fine?
Buddhahood.
This deep-seated thought popped into his mind, dispelling the face that seemed to be forever smiling with innocence.
"Mulberry Branch, you only have me now. Don't worry, I'll take good care of you!" Delos painstakingly wiped away the tears that still hung from the corners of her eyes, and her tears didn't seem to have dried up since the tree was destroyed. She didn't answer, and she didn't have any expression. If you let her sit, she'll sit in front of the window all day. Although the face tended to be calm, the eyes were close to ashes. It seemed that the body of the tree and her soul had been destroyed along with it.
Delos clenched the half-wet handkerchief in his hand and bit his lip hard.
The mulberry branch has been taken over by her for more than a month, but her face is full of tears, and she no longer sees her beautiful smile. That brightness, smile like the midday sun, seems to never be there again.
Delos sighed and waved his hand to disperse his followers. She took Sang Zhi's hand and led her to the edge of the bed to sit down, and Sang Zhi sat down with her in a daze, her hands cold.
"Mulberry Branch, everything will be fine!" Unconsciously, the corners of Delos' eyes began to moisten. "Days always have to pass, time will dilute everything!I will definitely find a way to reshape your tree, and I will be your first person when the time comes!" She gently hugged her shoulders and rested her head on her shoulder. "I want you to know that I'm the one and only one you deserve love!"
"When I become an adult, I will become a man, and when the time comes, will you marry me?" she said softly, but two lines of tears still flowed from Sang Zhi's eyes. Delos gently wiped away her tears, "Don't worry, I won't let you shed a single tear for me in the future!"
Looking bitterly at the direction where the vicissitudes of the sea once grew, I always recalled the gentle and well-behaved girl with the fragrance of flower juice on her body at night. Recently, the woman in his heart called Nian Chu didn't seem to appear in front of him anymore, but another girl covered in lotus petals who couldn't see clearly appeared in front of him from time to time. Although the girl's face always flashed with a dazzling light, her fierce eyes seemed to contain full hatred.
Every time this girl appeared in his head, he would breathe faster and his heart hurt like he had never felt before. Therefore, he only blames these on his own demons.
The demons in his heart all originate from the deepest and most sinful desires in his heart, and desires only prevent him from becoming a Buddha! Becoming a Buddha is his only unchanging belief. So, as if in retaliation, he began to chant Buddhist scriptures day and night. Because as soon as he calms down, the remnants of the lotus girl and the mulberry branch will alternately appear in front of his eyes, and his determination to become a Buddha will begin to crumble. Even, he wanted to leave behind his master's admonition not to let him leave the end of the world without permission, and go to find her and find them!
The resentful eyes of those women looking at him and the fierceness in the eyes of the lotus girl made him uneasy. So, he had to rely on his belief in becoming a Buddha to defeat them!
He was originally an immortal, and he didn't need to eat, but he didn't rest, but he couldn't bear it. But he didn't dare to be lazy, and every time he felt that the corners of the Buddha's clothes that were within reach would be dispelled by the broken faces of the women in his mind. He felt like he was going crazy.
And Delos, although Mulberry is by her side every day, she is still unhappy.
What you get, you will never be satisfied.
Once, she thought that as long as Sang Zhi didn't look for the man called Shengku, it would be her greatest happiness to be by her side forever, but now, although Sang Zhi stayed by her side as she wished, Delos missed the first time she saw Sang Zhi. With such stubborn eyes and such a bright smile, it seems that everything is a beautiful dream she once had. The woman in purple with the yellow sand as the background has died with the body of the tree in the vicissitudes of the sea. The fruit that she guarded for a hundred years, but she didn't expect that death had been decided from the time the melon was ripe.
This is not the mulberry branch she wants.
"Princess, this is the book you want. Lu Ni respectfully handed over an old roll of sheepskin.
Delos came to his senses and took it from Green Ni's hand. "You can go down and rest. ”
Lu Ni hesitated slightly, she was Delos's personal maid since childhood, and her only playmate. But since the princess first went to the end of the world, it seems that the whole person has begun to become wrong. In the past, she only felt that the princess was growing up, knowing the gender of men and women, and began to have her own ideas, so it was normal to be alienated from her. In their Demon Sect, there are not a few who were women when they were young and became men when they became adults. She understands that, too. Because the princess had resolutely told her after that time that she would never eat lotus in the future. But suddenly, the princess didn't know where to bring back a woman who could only cry all day, and her heart couldn't help but worry.
"Princess. She hesitated, she wanted to persuade her, but since she was a subordinate, she didn't know what position to stand on.
"Huh?" Delos didn't realize her concern, just anxiously unfolded the scroll and began to flip through it.
"Princess, you've been a little strange lately. You—" Green Ni didn't know what to say, but she looked up and saw that the princess was frowning and began to study the sheepskin she had sent, and didn't seem to be keeping an eye on her, and she couldn't help but sigh.
It was a book about a tree with a beautiful name, called Vicissitudes of the Sea. It seems to represent eternity, it seems to represent eternity. She had only seen the princess turn it over when she was a child, but she didn't know what she was told to do today.
Seeing that the princess had no new instructions, she had no choice but to sigh secretly and turn away.
Delos didn't notice the disappointed face on Midori's face as she left, her entire mind was now on Mulberry. She had said that she would be cured, so she had to understand the vicissitudes of life in more detail. Include all the minutiae.
The sheepskin was old, and many of the words were no longer legible, but she still struggled to read.
A lot of things didn't deviate from her memories as a child. "The vicissitudes of life mark the person who is planted as the first person in life. Since then, this person's love has been irrigated. If this person is ruthless in his heart and cannot bear fruit, then the vicissitudes of life will die on his own. However, if the fruit is ripe, it will take on the form of a human being, and in this life only the first person will be loved in this life. ”
Delos frowned, this time it was all she didn't want to see. It is this so-called first person who has made Sang Zhi what it is today! She is full of unwillingness. She wasn't looking at that, so she looked down a little irritablely.
Then, if the body of the tree is destroyed, the fruit of the vicissitudes of the sea will be like a person whose soul has been drained away. Its memory is forever stuck in that painful last moment, and the cycle repeats itself, until the oil runs out. ”
"The oil is running out?" Delos worriedly turned to look at Mulberry's increasingly pale face, and the distress and anger in his heart rushed over his head again. She continued fidgetily, and began to skim through long passages of useless language, all she wanted to know was how to reshape the tree. Finally, she saw the words "reshape the tree body" at the back of the parchment, she continued to look excitedly, and after a long time, she raised her head and faced the face of Mulberry Branch, "Mulberry Branch, don't worry, no matter how difficult all this is, I will definitely do it for you!"
The latter, sitting motionless in front of the window, still had two lines of tears on his face.
On the second day, Delos began to ask Midori to prepare a lot of things, and Midori looked at the list and didn't know what to do.
"Why are you stunned?" Delos frowned slightly, as if he was complaining about Green Ni's procrastination.
"Princess, what is this for?" asked weakly after a moment's hesitation.
"Don't ask, just get ready. ”
"Princess..."Lu Ni's nose was visibly red, and she seemed to be about to cry. "You're going to do something to hurt yourself, right?"
Dellus's heart moved, "Have you read that book?"
Lu Ni bit her lip and nodded. "That's why I'm so worried about you. Princess, you really shouldn't do anything to hurt yourself for that dryad! Besides, what if she is cured by you! She won't love you! Protecting the first person is their only mission in this life! Princess, you don't know!"
"Smack!" a crisp slap slapped Lu Ni's face, "You're too much!Go prepare!"
For the first time, Green Ni was beaten by Delos. Lu Ni held back her tears, "Yes." ”
Delos walked up to Sangzhi and gently held her hand, "Sangzhi, don't worry, no one will hurt you anymore." ”
For a long time, Lu Ni did not come back. Delos didn't want to wait any longer, and she looked up at the moon outside the window. Today's exceptionally bright and bright!" She whispered to the mulberry branch, as if to describe it to her. "Mulberry Branch, as long as you hold on to one hundred and twenty full moons, you will have your own soul! I'll be sure to help you find that white arrow as soon as possible to reshape your tree!"
She gritted her teeth and took off a hairpin from her head, a small purple hairpin in the shape of a vicissitudes of life, the most beautiful thing she had seen in this life when she first entered the end of the world. She plunged the hairpin into her wrist, and a stream of crimson blood flowed into the amber glass like the juice of the flower.
She has not endured hardship, as the princess of the Demon Sect, she has long been accustomed to a pampered life, such a deep and shallow wound has made beads of sweat the size of beans appear on her sore forehead. She didn't wipe it, she only raised the wine glass containing her own blood to Sang Zhi's mouth, "Sang Zhi, believe me, everything will be fine." ”