Chapter 106: I Want to Say Goodbye

Xiao Nan drove the Z4 back to the urban village It was already more than ten o'clock in the evening, and when she stored the car in the carport and returned to the rental building, she unexpectedly found that Huzi's BJ2020 was parked on the side of the road. The broken car was actually remodified and painted, so she almost didn't recognize it at first sight. Not to mention that it is really much more beautiful after such a whole thing, and there are more exquisite details in the tough military style. Looking through the window into the cab, she found that there was no one inside, and it seemed that Huzi should be waiting for her nearby.

Xiao Nan entered the corridor and walked along the stairs to the fourth floor, and as soon as she walked to the third and a half floors, she turned a corner and saw a red light flashing in the black hole in the corridor, and at the same time she smelled a strong smell of cigarettes, as if someone was sitting on the steps of the corridor smoking.

"Ahh Xiao Nan noticed that there were at least six or seven cigarette butts on the steps between Huzi's feet.

"Why did you come here?" Xiao Nan said softly. "Is there something urgent about coming to me so late? Why don't you call beforehand?"

"I ...... There's something I want to tell you......" Huzi's expression was a little hesitant.

"What's the matter? I can't tell you anything on the phone?" Xiao Nan felt a little strange.

"Well, it's really inappropriate to say it on the phone, so I think it's better to say it in person. ”

Xiao Nan took out the key to open the door while pondering Huzi's demeanor when he spoke just now, and always felt that this guy had a ghost. Two people have been together for too many years, and they are so familiar with each other's personalities that they can't be more familiar, and they can parse enough information with every look and action.

"Come in, remember to change your slippers, and don't walk around in your big-toed shoes. Xiao Nan opened the door and put away the key, picked up a pair of slippers and threw them to the door.

Huzi changed his slippers and came in, and Xiao Nan left him and went into the bathroom by himself. Huzi walked around the living room with his hands in his pockets, and when he saw the sandbag hanging on the hook of the ceiling fan in the living room, he punched twice and felt that his hands hurt. Xiao Nan's sandbag is filled with a mixture of sawdust and sand, and the fabric on the outside is very coarse, which is very abrasive to beat. In the past, Xiao Nan had always punched sandbags with his bare hands, and his finger joints had already been ground into thick calluses anyway. It's just that after the transformation, how could Xiao Nan's delicate little hands hit such a hard sandbag?

Huzi circled around the sandbag, but found no boxing gloves or anything like that, Xiao Nan never liked to wear gloves when playing sandbags, and finally he found two long hand bands on the stool by the wall, which were thrown aside in a mess. Huzi picked it up and tried to wrap it around his hand, picked up his fist and smashed it twice on the sandbag, because the unprofessional wrapping strap immediately loosened.

"It's not like that, it's going to be stupid for you......" Xiao Nan came out of the bathroom and sorted out the bangs on his forehead that were wet with water. She walked over and grabbed Huzi's big hand, untied the hand belt in three or two clicks, and then re-wrapped him in a very professional way.

"Well, how many times have I taught you that I can't remember, I'm going to stupid you. Xiao Nan lightly tied the tie strap into a slipknot: "The other one learns to wrap it yourself, don't always expect me to get it for you." With that, he turned around and was about to go into the bedroom.

Huzi didn't wait for Xiao Nan to retract her hand and grabbed her three fingers, took her hand in front of her eyes like a kiss salute, and carefully observed the knuckles on the back of her hand. Xiao Nan's hands are slender and slender, his fingers are like freshly peeled onions, his skin is as white as jade, and his pores are almost invisible, his nails are embedded in the tips of his fingers like delicate petals, and the feeling of pinching them in his hands is as soft as bones, where is there still a little shadow of the iron fists in the past?

Xiao Nan shook her shoulders and tried to get rid of Huzi's grasp but failed, she frowned slightly, and immediately pinched the thumb and index finger of her other hand into an eagle's beak, and lightning-like dots on Huzi's elbow numbness, Huzi only felt that Xiao Nan had already retracted his hand as soon as his arm was numb. "Slut, what to see, you can't eat ......"

Huzi looked at Xiao Nan's slightly angry expression on his face, and a reluctant smile appeared on his face, Xiao Nan saw him like this, and he was even more sure that there was a ghost in his stomach. "Don't beat around the bush anymore, there is something to say and fart, I am working overtime until the middle of the night, and I am sleepy, if you have nothing to say to me, get out of here, don't affect my sleep." ”

Huzi knew that he couldn't hide it from her, and looked at Xiao Nan who took off his coat and hung it in the closet with a little embarrassment, and suddenly asked, "Do you have anything to drink here?"

"In the refrigerator, Sprite, beer, milk, you have the hands to get it yourself, don't always expect me to serve you. Xiao Nan knew in his heart that this guy finally couldn't hold back what he wanted to say.

Huzi took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator and asked Xiao Nan, "Do you want some?"

"Don't ...... By the way, you can bring the milk, thank you. ”

Huzi came to Xiao Nan's bedroom with beer and milk, Xiao Nan was already sitting cross-legged on the bed with a pillow in his arms, staring at him with big eyes and not speaking, as if waiting for him to explain honestly. Huzi gently threw the milk carton to Xiao Nan: "Next." ”

Xiao Nan reached out lightly to catch the milk, but immediately threw it back to Huzi as if he had grabbed a piece of red-hot coal. "Go and heat it up in the microwave for me, how dare I drink it so cold......"

"Why don't you dare to drink it?" Huzi is a little strange, Cheng Xiaonan used to be a boy who liked to drink cold drinks the most, and he had to buy the kind with ice ballast when he bought water on the street in winter, but now it has become like this......

"Look, go quickly! If it weren't for you, I would have been asleep for a long time now!" Xiao Nan deliberately made a puffy appearance, and Huzi scratched his head and had to obediently take the milk to the kitchen to heat it.

After a while, the milk was hot, and Huzi took the warm milk carton back to the bed and handed it to Xiao Nan: "Na, this time it's hot......"

"Well, thank you......" Xiao Nan tore open the milk carton with a smile, raised her head and poured it in a big gulp, how could there be a little girl's Sven look? Huzi pulled out the computer chair and sat down, opened the ring of the beer with a "bang", and poured a few sips. The cool, bitter beer flowed down my throat and into my stomach, calming down my restless mood a little.

"Okay, you've been grinding for a long time since you entered the door, what can make Xia Huxing, who has a face that is thicker than the city wall, hesitate to speak, but we're getting more and more interested, do you say it or not?" Xiao Nan deliberately stimulated Huzi with a mocking tone.

"Okay, I'll leave it at that...... Let's say it first, after listening to it, you want to beat or scold it, but don't look for death and life, I can't get you. "Huzi's eloquence is not given in vain, in the past, when the two were together, they often hurt each other, and those who don't know think that these two are talking about cross talk. It's just that after Xiao Nan's transformation, such a scene has not been seen for a long time.

"Die, hurry, I'll go to work tomorrow morning." Xiao Nan urged impatiently.

"Uh-huh......" Huzi cleared his throat, and the expression on his face was no longer the hippie smile he had just now. "That's the case, do you remember the days when you went back to your hometown, my cousin and Xiaoting went on a blind date, right?"

"I remember, Xiaoting also told me that her parents have always forced her to be unable to cope with errands, and she didn't even leave your cousin's mobile phone number. Sure enough, Xiao Nan began to have some ominous premonitions in his heart.

"Well, it's such a file, I thought my cousin should die after so long, who knew that he met Xiaoting in the library a few days ago, I don't know what they said, but he came to me, and I had to meet Xiaoting again. ”

"Meet?" Xiao Nan frowned.

Well, he said that he was going to study in the UK soon, and he hoped to see Xiaoting again before leaving, and planned to confess to Xiaoting in person, if he said otherwise, I am afraid that there will be no chance in the future. After Huzi finished speaking, he looked at Xiao Nan and prevented Xiao Nan from jumping over and beating him. Who knew that Xiao Nan was sitting there expressionless, unmoved.

"That's it?"

"That's it...... This thing ...... "The more Xiao Nan didn't react, the more Huzi felt abnormal. "What do you think?"

"You don't want to ask Xiao Ting, come and ask me what I think?" Xiao Nan smiled bitterly and twisted his face to the side: "I'm not Xiao Ting's legal guardian, who is she willing to meet, and what reason do I have to stop it?"

"You...... You're not hers...... Boyfriend?" Huzi became more and more cautious to prevent Xiao Nan from suddenly breaking out. "If this kind of thing is separated from you, I always feel like I have betrayed my friends. ”

"Hmph...... Then you come and tell me, even if you are enough friends?" Xiao Nan's tone was still faint, and he couldn't hear joy or anger. "Look at me, I'm the way I am...... Am I still Xiao Ting's boyfriend? Is it still a normal relationship between me and Xiao Ting? To be honest, I usually don't even dare to think about this kind of problem, with my current identity, how do you let me face the future of me and Xiao Ting? I usually can't even escape the thing, you put it bloody in front of my eyes, let me decide whether to let Xiao Ting go to meet your cousin...... Huzi, you're very good, you're really a friend......"

Huzi was speechless for a long time, and finally let out a long sigh: "I knew that you would be angry when you heard it." It's just that if I skip you and go directly to Xiaoting, you will know sooner or later, and then you will probably be even more angry, so ......"

"I'm not angry......" Xiao Nan said lightly.

"What?" Huzi thought he had misheard.

"I'm not angry. As I said, since I am no longer a boy, it is entirely up to her to choose whether Xiaoting is willing to stay with me or not, and no matter what decision she makes, I will respect her choice. ”

"Do you really think so?" Although it was Xiao Nan's own words, Huzi was still not sure.

Xiao Nan was still facing the window on the side, and nodded slightly.

"I know it may not be fair to you, you've paid so much......"

"No, there's nothing unfair about this...... Xiao Nan suddenly interrupted Huzi's words: " If Xiaoting didn't know me, she wouldn't go racing with me, if she didn't go racing, she wouldn't have an accident, if she didn't have an accident, she wouldn't be a paraplegic, and there would be no future to me, so the root of everything is all on me, it's all very fair, I never feel that anyone owes me, especially Xiaoting, she is my victim, physically and mentally, I want for me, I have at least one chance to atone for my sins, what about her, after I transformed, I abandoned me unjustly, and I didn't give up...... Let her waste her girl's most precious youth on me, hum ......"

Huzi vaguely saw Xiao Nan's expression from the reflection of the window pane that he didn't want him to see, and that miserable and smiling look made people feel a little distressed to see.

"Have you ever heard of what chicken ribs are?" Xiao Nan suddenly said without a beginning or an end.